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Study marathon 1/13

Revising theories of evolution and then heading over to the realm of physics and maths. Inspiring quote of the day:

Assiduity, it means sit down until you do it. Commit yourself to your work and study.

Just show up.

I used to skip class because the whole thing was so overwhelming: I had to get dressed in something clean even though I never had the energy to do laundry, walk to school, sit in class for up to three hours, plus pay attention, take notes, and participate in discussion. In reality, I was being a perfectionist, and life would have been a lot easier for me if I had Just Shown Up. By staying home because of my depression and anxiety, I wasn’t giving myself the chance to do any of that. I was such a perfectionist that being a “bad” or average student was unthinkable, so I stopped being a student at all.

so what if no one else gets how the things you define as successes are victories because you have to

so you got to work - success

you used public transport - success

you went to the supermarket instead of ordering online and didn’t just buy things you dind’t want because you got scared - MASSIVE success

wednesday, december 13 — guess who is back?

it feels really great to finally be able to post something here! im studying on a daily basis because my finals are literally from next week to the beginning of january, so once it starts, the hunger games start at the same time… it is getting quite hard tbh, we have a shit-ton of finals, so many hard things to remember but at least everything is interesting (except one class)! trying my best to be as productive as possible, and trying me best to memorize every single thing…

really hope you are all doing great! i am currently studying some chinese history before getting back to my chinese literature notes/translation notes🇨🇳 i am also currently watching an episode of Grey’s Anatomy at the same time because I need my brain to freaking relax for at least 45mins haha…

10/100 days of productivity // some physics notes on describing fields 💭

Spencer Hastings would be proud. Today is a full studying day. I’m currently working on the Chinese abbreviations of parts of speech (learning the English ones at the same time since I only know them in French) and then I will be making some Chinese grammar flashcards. I’m also taking breaks to read a couple of pages of my current read, hope you all having a great start of the week.