Promise this is the BF.

Owari no seraph tuff boi

I'm sorry I let you down. I was so detached, thinking that any of it was actually real. Why would anyone truly love someone as pitiful as me? While I was thinking of a future, you were counting the days left till surprise day! I only had eyes for you and only you. That night, as tears frantically ran, I was left standing, trying to understand what just happened. I was so happy we didnt fight I always put you first above everything. I engaged in the things that matter most to you. I'd respond to every call and text. When you randomly come over no knock no nothing was I not always excited to see you. You loved smoking pot and that made it easier so did I but the reason we couldn't see eye to eye. So you left me. Not for being bad or mean or unfaithful or critical it was simple a medication and I was legal when you waved bye bye.