▮▮ hmm.

I don’t think people love me. They love versions of me I have spun for them, versions of me they have construed in their minds. The easy versions of me, the easy parts of me to love.

When something bothered me, I didn’t talk with anyone about it. I thought it over all by myself, came to a conclusion, and took action alone. Not that I really felt lonely. I thought that’s just the way things are. Human beings, in the final analysis, have to survive on their own.

Maybe a relationship is just two idiots who don’t know a damn thing except the fact that they’re willing to figure it out together.

I wouldn’t call it a talent— more like a curse or something. I don’t get why you’re even happy with it. Mine is definitely better, at least my presence makes other people happy. (`squints his eyes a little bit.) Yeah, you got me on that one. I complimented you and I’m waiting for something nice in return. (`scrunches his nose.) Do you want to know a secret? Even though Hoya and Dongwoo are the dancing machines— well, it’s what people want to believe— I’m actually the one with amazing dancing skills. Once I step onto the dance floor, everyone watches and envies me. You could call me the King of the dance floor, actually. (`grins with a shrug.) I won’t lie about that, it does turn me on. All the mean words does, so watch what you’re saying. (`tugs her arms down once they cover her chest again, hating the pose.) You’ll definitely be lucky to be seen with me in public. If a fan saw us, she or he’d be like; "it’s Sunggyu and that girl from Girl’s Day!" — King, I mean King Sunggyu. Don’t be sad, you’re okay just the way you are— some imperfections here and there, but we just can’t be this perfect as I am.

Well, if you liked seeing others misfortune and them being pissed off you would call it a talent. Well, I guess you do make me happy, JUST a little. (`snorts, laughing while she shakes her head`) wow, that joke was hilarious. Really? I watched Weekly Idol often and you were pretty much the black hole of the group. Are you sure you're not lying to me? maybe you should give me some evidence and I'll believe you. But for now, I'll stick to thinking Hoya and Dongwoo are the dancing machines of Infinite. (`blinks, pressing the bridge of her nose`) so, if someone called you an asscrack it will turn you on? you are one weird man.(`huffs resting her hands on her side`) did you just -- basically say I'm not popular? people would notice me in a second. OKAY? just okay? please, I'm amazing in every way.