eleventh doctor

whelp – your boy is living full time in new york now! sold my place in la, bought a new place in new york, and now asmara and i are all moved in! it’s crazy that it’s only been a day since we’ve officially moved, and i’m already feeling better and feeling less stressed? i didn’t realize how much la fucked with me, and how much i hated being there, until i left. asmara and i are starting new chapters of our lives here in new york – okay, maybe not so much asmara since baby girl is only four months old, but her daddy is starting some new chapters for sure. the only question i have now is who is going to come visit me? i’m fucking needy and right now the only conversation partners i have is an infant and a dog – and tony is a little fuck that’s been ignoring me lately. that’s what i get for giving my dog such an asshole name. it’s also been  five hundred, twenty five thousand and six hundred minutes since i’ve last smoked – that might be a slight exaggeration though. | @hollyweirdstarters​

I’ve been to both LA and New York a few times and I will say that I’ve always felt more at ease in New York so I’m sure it’s a wise choice for you to be living full time in New York now! Especially if you’re feeling less stressed and it’s probably a wise move for your little girl as well even if she is only 4 months old! If I was in New York right now I’d visit you because I could always use some new mates. I’m currently filming in Yorkshire right now however. Good on you for quitting smoking though maybe you can tell me how you’ve done it? Because I’ve been trying and I always go right back after a week.

i gotta say.. since dying my hair orange, i feel like a whole brand new woman. can’t tell if i look cooler or not. honestly, i feel like a baddie. it’s so weird considering i rarely dye my hair. it’s usually lisa, rosé, and jisoo. so this is a first. please tell me i look cool and not like a pumpkin. // @hollyweirdstarters​

The start of our Maniac tour starts tonight in Korea and I don’t know what to feel, I feel both exciting but also nervous, my back is still now 100% so I’m nervous about that, but I’m also just a big ball of nerves all together because it’s our first tour in over two years. Please tell me I’m not the only one that get’s so nervous that they feel like there going to puke? because I feel like I might puke haha. @hollyweirdstarters​