At some point
I need to keep true to whatever I advise people
At some point ... I need to let you go.
Mike Driver
Lint Roller? I Barely Know Her
AnasAbdin
he wasn't even looking at me and he found me
d e v o n

Discoholic πͺ©
Show & Tell

JVL
Keni
I'd rather be in outer space πΈ
TVSTRANGERTHINGS

β

Janaina Medeiros
Xuebing Du
i don't do bad sauce passes
ojovivo

blake kathryn
we're not kids anymore.

seen from Germany

seen from United States

seen from Austria

seen from Germany

seen from TΓΌrkiye

seen from Malaysia

seen from Germany
seen from United Kingdom
seen from United States
seen from Bangladesh
seen from Bangladesh
seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States
seen from United States
seen from United States

seen from United States

seen from Singapore
seen from Russia
@hushedgoddess
At some point
I need to keep true to whatever I advise people
At some point ... I need to let you go.

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch β’ No registration required β’ HD streaming
i crave the escape that was promised to me
i miss the security your presence brought
i loved how i can be with you, and iβm home
i loved you. when i thought i could never love anyone. i loved you the most... when i canβt even begin to imagine how to love myself.
here i am.. a year later...
still wishing that my love was enough to make you stay.
Forwarding Address
I search for a face
I search for a soul
Not as damaged as yours, but just as vibrant
Not as beautiful as your despair, but just as poignant
My love, I fail to look
My love, I fail to try
As I put my efforts forward, my soul drags me down
As I will myself to start, my heart turns away
I do not long for praise
Nor do I long for a strangerβs embrace
I long for sense of acceptance
I long for sense of belonging
I long for the home I found in your arms
My love, this journey without you has been too long
My love, I wonder if I can ever truly come back home
- Cris Eal
A Year Later
Looking back at my posts... I felt free. After all that hurt, I didnβt know I can ever get out of that fog. It is so painful to read all the words I typed in, knowing the fact that I was probably sobbing like crazy during that time.
This inspires me more to improve myself. A year without you, my love, I achieved the following:
1) Went to Singapore with one of my bestest friends
2) Transferred to a university
3) Became closer to my friends, knowing who the real ones were
4) Saw a new side to my mother, making me love her more
5) (SUPER RECENT) Pledged to TRY and STAY in a Gluten free and Dairy free diet
6) Drove to LA and SD 3 times for 2017
7) Booked myself to 5 More concerts this year (2018)
8) Moved on
These do not look much, and people do this everyday. It is, however, a big deal for me. I lost myself when I loved you, and I was dooming myself for life.Β
True to Swifty wisdom, this was proven true:
β...when I was drowning, thatβs when I can finally breathe. And by morning, gone was any trace of you, I think I am finally clean.β
Wtf really..
Why crash with pettiness at the end of a coffee filled day... Must I feel so alone now ππ

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch β’ No registration required β’ HD streaming
I remember loving you. But honey.. The sad part about us is.. I don't remember being loved.
in this sea of faces..
My happy place is still the thought of me in your arms.
Because I still hang on to a happy thought you once told...
"At the end of the day...we have each other"
On days like this
I miss you. But then again.. On days like this... all you could ever offer was "I'm sorry" No actions. Forever just those words.
Unsent #1
Hey you, I passed all my stuff today! I'm finally transferring. I just wanted to share... Also.. I miss you. I hope you're well. Fanime is near... are you excited ? Anyway. I hope you have a good time. It's almost your birthday... you deserve to have fun π Okay. Talk to you later. Bye.
Rant 10
Hi
I'm starting to be okay now.i don't feel like hurling anymore. But please .. I don't want to see you. I pray that I won't see you. I pray that our paths won't cross.
I'm okay. I don't hope anymore. But I feel like.. deep inside me...
I still will say yes if you show up one day.. and ask me "let's go somewhere ?"
I wish you happiness. I wish you love .
So long my love.
I love you. Very much. Goodnight.

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch β’ No registration required β’ HD streaming
Cutting people out of my life does not mean I hate them. It simply means I respect me.
Unknown (via onlinecounsellingcollege)
Rant 9
Hi honey I miss you. What should we eat tomorrow ? What do you want to do tomorrow ? How have you been ? How's school? I miss you.
Rant 8
Honey.. I miss you. This whole week I was okay.. then Thursday came. Tomorrow is Friday... Saturday is supposed to be datenight again. But you're no longer there. You don't even text me You don't even care Honey... I miss you. I miss you. I miss you. I love you still. If you knock on my door and tell me "let's go somewhere" I'll never let go. I miss you. I'm okay now.. but I miss you. I miss the you I know ...
Tomorrow, I will take on all of these things. I will be unstoppable.
bookstores + bad habits

Anya is live and ready to show you everything. Watch her strip, dance, and perform exclusive shows just for you. Interact in real-time and make your fantasies come true.
Free to watch β’ No registration required β’ HD streaming
Rant #7
I'm trapped between missing you and me starting to hate you. You never did anything for me. I did everything. With what effort I gave .. you have the nerve to tell me I don't make you happy the same way anymore ? The fuck? You saw your father in LA and you decided you wanted the same lax life ?! You can't have that with me. I am a doer. When I say I love you... I also have this urge in me to show you just how much. When I said that I wanted us to "grow"... I did everything in my power to push you in a way that won't come off as nagging . But after all that.. still wasn't enough ? Fuck you. I hate that I miss you. I miss you. And I hate how you don't even fucking care. Go find someone who's like you. Let me see if you feel loved with someone who only says it and not show it.
Rant #6
Hi honey..
I miss you. How was exam? I know you did well. And if not , itβs still okay. You did what you can.
I love you. Drive safe my love.