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CHOOSING DAUNTLESS, TRAINING & OVERCOMING ALL ODDS

["The Apocalypse” — A SPN AU created by @huntslore & myself ]

Entry Six

It’s been a month now since I chose to enter Dauntless.

Of course Cade and I made contact— and oh what a relief it was! To know he was safe and had actually made a name for himself here — “Four”. I thought it was an odd name and he has yet to reveal to me what it meant, but I’m more than willing to wait.

As for me, I chose the name “Atlas”. A pretty general name? And definitely a step away from my real name. But that is what I needed to fit in here. A brand new identity and a cover of who I really am.

Cade along with others in charge of training us transfers have been training us hard. Pushing our bodies to the breaking point. And not only our bodies? But also our minds.

It was then I understood that this was more than about defeating Michael — it was about breaking me. Breaking and reshaping me into the leader I needed to be for our people. The Hunters. Also for the remaining humans under Michael’s tyrannical rule.

This thought is what drove me to practice longer. Harder than the others. I had to prove to Cade. To my mother. To my father. To myself? That I could be DAUNTLESS.

During one of my solo training sessions where I was practicing several fighting techniques? Cade had come by to observe my moves. Of course this made my concentration harder ? But eventually I was able to blur him out until he came closer—

Telling me that I was weak. I had no muscle. I just rolled my eyes — look. I know I was not the ideal macho woman that Dauntless was requiring but I was trying. That had to count for something right?

Regardless of Cade’s obvious calling out my weaknesses? He started giving me pointers about my stance. About my hand positioning and always studying my opponent. No matter how strong? Each one had a weakness.

I couldn’t help but hear his Uncle Dean’s tone as Cade continued his instruction. He was firm. Straightforward and specific. This made me smile a little but it quickly dissipated as he asked me what was so funny.

Apparently it was a sarcastic question and not meant to be answered. I apologized and listened as Cade continued to train me.

After a week of specific training from Cade? I had my first fight against the strongest male transfer — Peter, from Erudite. Raphael’s faction. He was a foot taller and definitely resembled someone who may have taken steroids.

Before I took the stage, Cade grabbed my arm. He looked angry. Angry. Defensive. Scared even?

“Remember what I said about attack? Jab to the throat. Watch him. He steps before he punches. Alright?”

I nodded and took my place.

Unfortunately? Even though I landed punches and was able to evade him? Peter beat me to a pulp and before I passed out from a kick to the head? I saw Cade walk away.

Why would he do that? I needed him! Why would he abandon me NOW??

After that, everything went black.

I spent two days in the infirmary and I had fallen behind. I was ordered to be thrown out of Dauntless and be factionless again.

However, after finding out what everyone was headed to next? I got myself up out of the infirmary and ran the hardest I ever had to catch the train.

The train that was quickly picking up pace. I was able to catch up? But if I had one misstep? Id be done.

Just when I thought I’d miss the train? There was Cade. He looked to make sure no one could see and helped me up into the train.

DEAN & BOBBY SINGER

[ HEADCANONS ]

Dean first met Bobby when he was just eight years old and Sam was four.

Since John’s current case load was located not too far from where Bobby lived and he trusted him? John would often leave the boys there with Bobby.

At first Dean hated going to Bobby’s because there was hardly anything to do there except watch tv, read books or nap.

But as Dean grew older and he and Bobby grew closer in their connection? Dean found Bobby’s place a sort of refuge and much more comfortable than the motels that John would set them up in.

Most importantly? Dean found that he was able to relax more because Sam was safer there ( @huntslore )

Of course Dean still kept an eye on Sam and made sure that their “routine” was kept— but the beauty of staying at Bobby’s? Bobby was the one to make sure Dean was taken care of as well.

As John began to notice how quickly Dean and Sam seemed to attach to Bobby and Bobby to the boys? John did not like or appreciate it. In fact, he often reminded Bobby that he was not their father and he only dropped them off there so they could learn from Bobby — about hunting.

During one of those conversations between Bobby and John? Dean came in and had flash backs of his dad and mom fighting — Once it was over? Dean always comforted his mother. So when Bobby hung up with John? Dean gave Bobby the same look of empathy and compassion. He then hugged Bobby and said “You’re the best /dad/ ever to me and Sammy. Thank you.”

MEGAN & NOAH ROSLING

[HEADCANON SET BEFORE THE APOCALYPSE]

Before there was Cade? There was Noah Rosling.

Noah Rosling came from a “normal” family — who had no knowledge of the supernatural world nor of hunting.

Megan and Noah first met in the 9th grade during freshman orientation. They were both looking for the computer lab and from there? They discovered that they had alot in common — love for technology and knowledge.

From that point on, Noah and Megan hung out together alot. They soon discovered over time their common love for classic rock, food, drinks and movies. So while they worked on homework together on their laptops? They shared snacks with Led Zeppelin playing in the background.

When the time came for the homecoming dance? Megan and Noah went together as friends and soon came out as boyfriend and girlfriend. Noah was Megan’s very first serious relationship and of course she appreciated that he was not a hunter—

Noah represented what normal life Megan could have had and most importantly? The love that she so deeply craved for.

However, as a common theme for every hunter? The supernatural came knocking and intending to rip to shreds any evidence of a normal life that a hunter is trying to build.

While on a romantic night out? Megan and Noah were attacked by a vengeful spirit — a victim of her mother’s that she could not save. Intending to kill Megan for Jo’s sin. However, as Megan was taught? No matter what? Always be prepared.

Megan was able to destroy the vengeful spirit by burning its corpse? But before she could let down the lighter? Noah’s heart had been ripped from his chest by the spirit.

Megan threw the lighter down and the vengeful spirit was finally at peace. However, Megan’s attempt at being a normal teenager and the love that she was so close to attaining was gone.

From then on, Megan vowed to never allow herself entertain a “normal” life nor love. She would throw herself into hunting. Of course her mother and grandmother tried to dissuade her from going down a hunter’s path? But Megan was a Harvelle — whatever a Harvelle ever set their mind to do? It was going to be accomplished.

Megan finished highschool with her degree along with honors, but when the time came for Megan to choose college or hunting? Megan chose hunting. So as a result? Megan worked at the Roadhouse as a waitress at first? But then when she turned 21? She learned how to be a bartender.

“BABY”

The Impala & Dirty Dancing

[ A HEADCANON ]

Dirty Dancing came out in 1987.

Dean was 8 years old at the time.

Sam was 4 years old [ @huntslore ]

When Dean was 12 years old & Sam was 8 years old? They were staying at Bobby’s place again while John went on another 2-3 week long hunt.

From time to time, Bobby would take a break from “hunting business” and take them to the movies. But when money was tight? Bobby would have ‘movie night’ at home.

August of 1991 — Bobby suggested they have another movie night. Sam declined. He wanted to read more of Bobby’s book collection to which Dean rolled his eyes and ruffled Sam’s hair. “Alright braniac. Don’t let your head get too big..”

But secretly, Dean was proud of Sam. For being a lover of the written word and seeking to gather knowledge. He knew that if Mary were alive? She would be proud because it was the same tradition that she instilled in Dean — although Dean paid attention better to tv shows (i.e Sesame Street)

And now Sam was taking it a step further and absorbing tremendous amounts of knowledge even at 8 years old.

So while Sam decided to pack himself some snacks and go upstairs to read? Dean spent the movie night with Bobby.

Bobby chose “Dirty Dancing”. Of course Dean bitched about it and considered it a chick flick. However, after Bobby was able to encourage him to have an open mind? Dean found that he actually loved the movie including Jennifer Grey. Patrick Swayze’s “Baby”.

So when the time came when Dean was 18 and he had successfully acquired his GED? John gifted Dean the Impala. Having learned many mechanic skills from John and Bobby? John knew he could trust Dean with the Impala while John was able to buy a classic Chevy truck.

It was the most precious gift that Dean ever received. And so he thought that she deserved a special name. That’s when Dean remembered the movie night with Bobby and he watched “Dirty Dancing”. Jennifer Grey. His first among many celebrity crushes.

MEGAN HARVELLE | Apocalypse AU

[ An AU created by @huntslore & myself ]

YEAR SEVEN

ENTRY ONE

"It has now been seven years since that bastard Archangel Michael sought to take over the world. Unfortunately, he was successful in that attempt.

Whatever humans were left from the War were divided into factions. Michael’s way of keeping us humans “in line” so that he would have “perfection” and rebellion or free will would be abolished.

However, the joke is on him. Yes. He was successful in killing Sam and Dean. And yes. Large numbers of us hunters were exterminated — but we are still here and what they stood for. Died for? Still lives on. Free Will.”

ENTRY TWO

"I cannot believe it’s been a whole year since Cade was taken. I have worked so hard to figure out technology wise to see if I could hack into the Faction system ? But damn it. Whoever Michael hired to be his tech team are highly advanced even for me. On top of this? The city of Chicago is also highly secured even for Cyrus.

So, I’m here with the rest of the hunters while Cade is there… with those tyrannical angels and human puppets of theirs. I know he’ll be okay. He’s a Winchester after all. Something that I hope Michael wasn’t able to find out. But yes, diary. I have great faith in him. It’s just… well… I hate to admit this but I miss him.

Sure. Before the war and everything? We were just acquaintances and had family that knew and worked with each other on cases. And well? We clearly annoyed one another. But over time especially after he lost his father and uncle? And I lost my grandparents, my Uncle Ash and my own parents? We found a way to bury the hatchet so to speak and bonded over trauma.

Yeah yeah. I know. Don’t give me that look. Bonding over trauma isn’t exactly storybook friendship and it might be unhealthy? But hey. We’re hunters. When is life ever storybook perfect? Anyway, we had slowly started to get to know one another and truthfully? I found myself enjoying his company.

If we weren’t practicing our hunting skills? We told stories about our families and even — prepare yourself? We actually made each other laugh. Being with Cade helped make my world less empty and made me feel less alone.

But now we are apart and I cannot help but hate Michael more for inflicting more pain and suffering by taking away the one person I considered my safe space. Then to make matters worse? Keep him behind 'lock and key’ so to speak.

Fuck. Why am I crying right now. Okay Harvelle. Get yourself together, damn it!”

ENTRY THREE

“Castiel appeared to us. Apparently he has found a way for us to infiltrate Chicago and take down Michael from the inside. Of course his plan sounds ludicrous! Us? Hunters? Actually become apart of the Faction system??

It took alot of convincing, but all Castiel had to say was that he was sent by Cade? It was enough to sway people to agreeing to this plan.

The first group of us will begin making our way into Chicago — I am apart of that group. Per Cade’s request? I was to be taken to Castiel’s faction — the Abnegation for my protection. I couldn’t help but smile. Even now he was looking out for me. But I know this will not be easy. I am anything but Abnegation — plain clothing. Public servants. Less indulgent in vanity or even food for that matter! I love my clothes. I love looking beautiful and god do I love my seasoned food! Cade Winchester! When I find you? I will give you a good run for your money for making me suffer this way!

But then again? I may not. It will be so good to see him again after being apart for so long. That’s what matters to me. He is safe and we will see each other again.”

ENTRY FOUR

“According to Castiel? Cade was sent to be in Michael’s faction— Dauntless. The protectors of Chicago. Adrenaline loving, fast paced, action oriented Dauntless. Of course I could only guess that he was sent there because Michael did find out that he was a Winchester and so would keep him under his watchful eye.”

ENTRY FIVE

“I took the test and the results were inconclusive. I am Divergent. I can fit into multiple factions — something that Michael did not want to happen. I let Castiel know as soon as I could. He looked worried but also proud. Divergence is something that Michael wanted to prevent hence the Faction system. But yet? It was a testament to the human spirit — the power of Free Will.

Castiel informs me that my choosing ceremony is tomorrow. He says that I can choose to stay with him in Abnegation and they would figure out another way to save Cade and also bring down Michael? But I already made up my mind. I would choose Dauntless. That’s what my mother would do. She chose to support the Winchesters through it all. And even though she died because of it? She left me a roadmap to follow. Now I see why.

DEAN & JOHN WINCHESTER

HEADCANON

[Note: This is my very own interpretation & headcanon of this rather complicated familial relationship in SPN. You are free to disagree? But I will not tolerate h*te towards myself. If you don’t like this post for any and all reasons? Please block me. Thanks]

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Dean’s relationship with John has always been a complicated one.

On one hand? Dean still considers John his hero. He still wants to be able to fill his shoes when it comes to his family. After all, since John d*ed and there was no other family connection? As the firstborn son, it was his responsibility to carry on the Winchester name. And thanks to John’s reputation as a hunter? The Winchesters were well known in the hunting world.

However, on the other hand? Dean is angry and frustrated with John. He is angry because John made him grow up fast. He is frustrated because after everything Mary (his mother) taught him in those four years before she died? About family and what it was supposed to be? John was the complete opposite. Not only was he the complete opposite? Dean spent a good chunk of his life without John being there. It was always Bobby Singer or Pastor Jim or some other man that filled that empty spot that belonged to John.

As a result? The close father-son bond they were supposed to have? Never truly came to fruition. It had its glimpses? But even then? It only happened when hunting was at the front and center.

Then to add to this complication in regards to Dean’s relationship with John? Is how John treated and treats Sam. ( @huntslore )

Thanks to John’s chronic absence? Dean became Sam’s father figure on top of being his mother figure and his brother. So to say that Dean was close to Sam and protective? It’s an understatement. Therefore to see John and Sam (as he grew older) slowly grow apart? It tore Dean apart.

On one hand? He understood his father and why he said or did what he did? But on the other hand? Sam was his little brother. His family — and Dean’s goal ever since he was four? Was to protect him. Make sure that he had a better life than him. Therefore when John overstepped? Dean was there to protect Sam and be by his side. Each time.

In the end though, as Dean grew older and matured? He understood that he was never really meant to have a “normal” life — that included his relationship with John. He knew it was f***** up and it wasn’t supposed to be this way. But deep down? He always wanted a second chance at “normalcy” with John.

He wanted their relationship to be more than just two soldiers fighting a supernatural war. He wanted his father back — the one Dean remembers before the fire happened.

Hence when Dean was given that chance by possessing the pearl? (S14) That desire took front and center.

And after Chuck was taken care of, Jack was the new God and the world + Sam was safe? Dean truly found himself able to truly forgive his father and come to terms with everything that happened to Dean at that point.

Dean Winchester

Descendant of William & Sarah Winchester, Son of John & Mary Winchester. Older Brother to Sam Winchester ( @huntslore ) Fun Uncle to Cade Winchester. Hunter. Castiel’s Charge. Michael’s Vessel & Sword. Carrier of the Mark. A very flawed man & hero that gave his all to SAVE PEOPLE. HUNTING THINGS. THE FAMILY BUSINESS.

Megan Harvelle

Grand-daughter of William and Ellen Harvelle. Daughter of Jo Harvelle & Casey Hughes. Neice to Ash. Girlfriend to Cade Winchester ( @huntslore ). Dedicated pupil and admirer of Dean and Sam Winchester. Best friend to Cyrus Ketch & Cassandar Macleod. College Graduate. Bartender at the Roadhouse. Tech Genius. Huntress. Co-Leader of the Resistance against Michael.

Cyrus Ketch

Son of Arthur Ketch & Bela Talbot. Former US. Marine. Security Guard & Boyfriend to Cassandar Macleod ( @huntslore ) . Best Friend to Megan Harvelle & Cade Winchester. Tech Genius & Military leadership in the Resistance against Michael.

Hello there, Tumblr. My name is Deyana.

I am a 21+ admin. My pronouns are she/her/they.

I have been writing for over 10 + years & roleplaying for 5+ years.

If you cannot tell already? I am a huge Supernatural fan.

Supernatural is my comfort show. My home.

I am hoping that with this new space? I am able to share my writings for the Winchesters and many other characters related to SPN and other fandoms with you all.

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