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you see, i haven't been happy since the past few months. my mind is occupied by how much i don't want to leave ri, since she's alone, and you guys too. i can't stand being away, because in real life, i don't even have any friends to begin with. none of them are those whom i trust, unlike you guys, each of you are my jewels and pearls and diamonds and golds okay??? i tried not to tear up will typing this so excuse me if i speak nonsense lmao

let's just start with a few words to each of you 

vicky!!! hey mome. since the past few months i've grown so fond of you that i can't really stay away from you and i miss talking to you as much as we used to. you're one of my closest friends in here, even though we don't talk that much anymore because i know you're busy with life and everything, i keep on missing you and loving you okay. good luck with your crush ((or did u give up l o l)) and also with your life! ot8 is perfect with you as our mommy <3 i love you, you're beautiful inside out and you have to appreciate yourself more, alright?

po~~ my dear po. you're my best friend as well, and i love how i can spazz about boys and stuffs with you lmfao you're simply the best for sharing secrets and guilty pleasure ahhahagshgvdh well we've known each other for like a year or more now, and i'm more than honored to be able to know you for this long. you mean a lot to me, to be honest, without you it's just incomplete. i miss the old days so much and hell yes i'm going to miss you sobs ilu ;; you're great, keep being cool bb <3

ria bbY!!! hello my bff for life ide l0l i still remember the first time we met. it was so stupid i cr y and i still remember the onew icon you used lmao!!! out of all people, i thought you were the most entertaining that i grew too fond of you in just a little amount of time and wow look at us we're insePARABLE OR SOmethING l0l ok w/e myabe it's one sided but dats ok i still luv u <33 you're great and awseome ok i love you so much!!! i love how we both are similar in so many ways idk i'm thankful you're my friend ok

kylie,,,, oh whylie. :--) let's just say i'm grateful u exist bc without u i cant be this perverted in front of ppl ok i'll just literally embarrass myselF BUT U!!!! WITH U AROUND I FEEL BRaVE to embrace this not so clean mind of mine hahahghswh okkaokooaokayokay anyways i was just kinda intimidated by you at first but slowly grew to get comfortable with you bc hey we have a lot in common and im like w0w this nigga is fated to be my partner in crime lmao and idk i love you sosoos os oso omcuh cherlie 69evr y0 h0lla

ritairtaitrita!!! l0l0l okyayayYA HI GORGEOus w0w do u remember when i first met u??? it was awkward and idk kinda rly dumb and i'm like wow how did we become friends evNE l0l you'r elike the only one in the whole world who worships me and make me feel so loved that you made my whole month once omg you basically light up my world like nobody else okay heh <33 i'm rly thankful i have a friend like you who can make me smile like effortlessly ok you're so awesome i'm proud to have known you for this long ;;;; never change bc ur so gr8 im crie <3 iluuu

vee~**~*~ my pretty vee :---))) ur this gorgeous and flawless girl i met over the internet that makes me too happy to be able to be //thisclose// to u ok wow gay feels rn but ye rly you're the super bff fffflflfl that i have that i really love talking to. you're super awesome okay, don't think otherwise!! i have the best friend to talk to when i'm sad and moody, or when i need someone to talk to, and it's you, because you're always there. don't feel like you're not needed bc hELLA i need u in my life bb </3 i love you soos os cmu hc ok ay y cries

ri!!!!!!!!! FINAllY my chiLDS TURN Hohjaohsdjdejkh okayakaokay i don't know where to even start but i srsly love u soos os os o freaking much because you're my baby girl little dolly princess that i pamper too much and i can barely even breathe at the thought of leaving you with these ppl //side eyes kylie// but oh well i know you're growing up well and you know how to take care of yourself right? always believe in yourself and never let anyone bring you down because you're worth a lot more than you think! remember what i told you, sometimes life just gives u red ants but u can just step them with ur gucci boots l o l i have the best words of wisdom tbh <3 i love you okay my litto maknae, sooso so sos o much than you can imagine sobbeu

sigh guys

i just love you guys so much equally yes ur right i'm the slut of the group who gets shipped with each of u lmao so proud of self kekek eheh e eh eh ehh you're all mine and pls know that i doNT LIKE IT WHEN YOU CHEAT ON M E OKAY YAYA Y ur all minemeinemeinemeine [psychotic scream]

i'm gonna die without you guys tbh pls take care of yourselfs and dont get run over by a horse or anything, always be alert of your surroundings and think of me when you miss me or you need someone to talk to, i'll always be there hugging you in your dreams or smth ok ~*~*~call 1800-cher-is-an-angel~**~*~

even though i'm sad about leaving and i can't barely smile, but as long as you guys do, i will be the happiest. all of you worth a whOLE LOt and you don't even know how much i love you, all 7 of u!!!! it's just like hey, maybe it's just internet friendship, but i can feel it with my soul ok sobs nobody even understands it huRTSTS TS TS TS

i just love it when you guys smile. each of you are beautiful and so i would like to thank you for existing. for having me in your lives, and for being yourselves. <3 

also ok i know when i started out with vicky i type like a normal person but iTS 12AM AND I GoT HIGH SO I AM NOT SORRY B yey