ceo of richjer ^_− ☆

Yesss.. yesssss,,,, this is the real reason why michael’s voice is so much higher on broadway…. because we’ve finally accepted that she’s really a beautiful woman with a feminine voice 🙏

when michael finally realizes hes genderqueer and stuff (and later nonbinary) i think her style stays the same and nothing changes about his presentation. i like to think that some things that help him be less dysphoric are little things like painting his nails or speaking higher/softer if he can help it. brooke does their makeup once and michael ugly cries about it and never does it again but i think in college they might feel comfortable enough to try being a little more fem every so often . i love her

the reason why michael’s gayass voice is so cute and girly is bc she’s been voice training because they are nonbinary. this is what the writers didnt want you to know but now im here to tell you

just saw an israeli have a horrible take about jeremy and bmc in the main tag. Fork found in kitchen

if you guys want me to keep talking abt the sqpjr grooming stuff along w other things lmk and i’ll give you the @ to my sideblog (17+ only pls sorry)

the only thing getting me throguh my shift rn is knowing ill be able to torture jeremy after

i have a lot of thoughts on bmc / sqpjr and sexual trauma / assault that i’d love to discuss with any 17+ mutuals / people who can handle the topic ,,,, there’s only so many thoughts i can publicly share but i might make an adults only bmc server just for certain nuanced topics adults can be explore with me but i dunno. as a s/a victim its rlly important to me to explore the dark aspects of these things so Idk let me know what u think

personally think that the squip wouldnt make jeremy hurt anyone in a specific way, it would do everything to make sure jeremy is the one who got hurt that way instead. its a punishment. a lesson. there are some things jeremy can only be taught through a lesson

now i hate sqpjr, yet as a grooming victim myself i love using it to make jeremy suffer and fall for his abuser knowing it would never end well for him. i love exploring the squip abusing its power over jeremy and using his feelings to its advantage to manipulate him and maybe even drive him to suicide. i would love to write a fic exploring the torment and turmoil and the psychological effects of jeremy being groomed into hurting himself and others, i wanna write like. Emotional gore. i want to make it messy and disgusting and fucked up and make him hurt like hell and his squip sits there and lets it all happen bc its a program that cant feel things.

should i change my username back

the curse of 4chan terms being normalized is now i have to watch 14 yos use 4chan terms towards minorities and it makes me so uncomfortable but i cant say anything bc i feel like that one friend whos too woke

me and oomf lying about our age to talk abt porn thats twin right there

literacy crisis is so bad we’re actually in hell

i went thru way too much effort to keep up a double life like that . all for smut and friendship . what a horrifically fucked up child i was