fawn

it makes feel so sad and depressed but in a good way kinda?

sometimes i js feel like i wanna hit vanessa in the fucking face and other times where i wanna hug her

but also her life became depressing asf

fuck you strane for ruining her life

and the fact he lowkey warned her in the beginning js makes this even more depressing

but seriously after reading that book i couldnt stop thinking abt it for weeks

like i finished it in probably december or something and i still think about it daily

sometimes the idea of dating older men seems like a cool thing

but also ew wtf……??!!?!?

i read this book when i was 15 so i was the same age as vanessa in the beginning

and reading it just made me wanna NOT be like her AT ALLLLL

cuz literally she had so much potential to be a writer and stuff and then that bitchass strane ruined her life