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I find myself awake late at night.
I see my shadow
so dark it swallows
Only then do I realize
I've been holding my breath.
It seems it's all I do
when I'm not in pain:
trying to find a way
to put my heart at ease,
to make it stop
even if it takes my life with it.
I often wonder what happened to authors of unfinished fanfictions.
I hope they’re having a nice life
we absolutely are not and that unfinished fic haunts us to this day
Reblog if that unfinished fic haunts you to this day
ohhh MYYYY GODDDDD IM LOSING IT
I need to be tied up 💔
can’t stop thinking about being stretched out around a strap rn

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I wish there was a seat belt and a letterdbox for everything in life
trinity and her terrible, horrible, no good, very bad day
the amount of crazy thoughts I have been having...
it is so crazy to realize that I just do things, aware of the consequences. And somehow im so lucky and nothing bad happens to me, but also maybe that's why I keep doing that? to see and hoping something bad happens.
It's like im constantly looking for this moment where I run out of luck so I can use that excuse to idk... ask for help?
cs as long as im okay I wont ever bother worrying about myself cause "im okay" but im not, cause I keep self indulging in weird things. And I keep trying to hurt myself and put myself in dangerous situations on purpose.
I also wonder why do I have to try and stay. Why am I so lucky. Will I turn into someone one day? or is it just a bunch of coincidences that I will forget when im too old.
Will I even make it that far? is my purpose serve myself or serve others? like... is it me who will grow into a beautiful someone or is it me who has fo exist so someone else grows into that beautiful someone. And if so, will I be the good or bad guy? why?
ok I endured it. now what!!!!!!!!!
Letters from your younger self
I was just thinking about this

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I no longer complain so much about life. I no longer think about the many what if's. I no longer prepare myself for it nor I think about how much would it hurt.
I can actually hope for a future now, sometimes. I can remember what I had forgotten. I can listen to old songs.
Yet, I can't stop feeling this sensation. If it had to be me, I wouldn't complain. I wouldn't fight or cry for help. I would let it happen. And I kinda still want it to happen.
I wonder why wasn't I given a proper tool to make it myself. Why am I so loved, why am I so lucky. Why do I have to stay alive and keep trying.
I wonder if I'll make it to forty, with love and fam and fun and stability. I wonder if maybe only there the universe or god or life will finally end it. I wonder if I have to enjoy and get better and try in order for god or the universe or life to take it from me and end it for good.
And if so im not scared. I actually just wish it could be sooner. I wish I wouldn't have to think or worry or try. I wish I could just rest, and i wish all I've built was given to someone who actually wants to keep trying. I dont mind.
you have time
take it
jealousy and envy are gonna KILL MEEEEEE
southern!abby who owns a blue pickup truck. she sits in the drivers seat, hands on the steering wheel when she spots you. you’re walking down the brown dirt road, small rocks beneath you. there’s a bag of groceries in hand that looks quite heavy; the plastic handles stretch like it might snap at any given second.
the road is empty, no one but her and you. the wind blew through the loose strands of your hair. you looked so beautiful in abby’s eyes. your skin glowed under the suns rays, the dress you wore flattered you in all the right places.
you and abby have known one another for quite awhile now, living in a small town all your life, knowing everyone is normal. but you knew abby. and she knew you. so it wouldn’t be weird at all if she offered a helping hand.
you’re not that far of from her, so abby drives up to you and slows her speed to keep up with your pace.
“hi there, sweet thing.” she says, with a saccharine smile plastered to her lips. her elbow is hanging out the open window of the car. “need a hand with those bags?”
you’re star struck for a moment, not expecting to see her. but the surprise quickly turned into a welcoming smile that makes abby’s heart flutter. your feet come to a stop, and so does she, backing up a bit to be face to face with you once again.
“hi abby.” you say softly. and in return, she offers you a toothy smile as you greet her.
just replayed tlou2 for the upteenth time and im positive now the fireflies were rattlers abby radios. they tell her to go to the large dome building in avalon but thats… the prison! i’m actually a believer most of the prisoners are stragglers and fireflies as well

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Abby x user with chronic migraines? This is admittedly self indulgent but it would be nice to see fluff with Abby and user, understanding and helping user relax, being proactive in her care, etc
They’re not just headaches, and unfortunately I haven’t had a partner understand that yet :(
sfw
I also get migraines! tried to make this more general, but my own symptoms snuck their way in (when they're real bad I feel like i'm having a stroke) hope you enjoy!!!
tags: abby x reader, reader has migraines, fluff,
- When you first tell Abby about your migraines, she's more than ready to do whatever she can to help. (She's always just been accommodating like that.)
- When you get your first migraine with her, she panics. You're at her apartment (thankfully) curled up on her couch watching a movie.
- She first notices you pressing your face against her shoulder, frowning slightly at how you're clinging to her arm.
"Baby?"
"Migraine..." you force out. Abby goes stock still, frozen for a good minute. "Abs?" You. chance a peck at her, concerned to see her so still.
"Oh- fuck, sorry... um... how can I help?" You laugh, curling back up against her.
- Your first migraine with aura, Abby panics again. You can barely walk, squinting as she helps you into bed.
"Are you sure you're okay?" she asks, eyebrows furrowed as she carefully analyzes you.
"Just shut up and cuddle with me."
- After a year of dating, Abby becomes and expert at spotting when you're getting a migraine. She's gotten so good she knows when you're getting a migraine before you do.
- Couldn't care less if you need to cancel plans. If anything, she's happy to dote on and cuddle you (of course she'd prefer to do it when you're not in pain)
- Knows exactly what helps. She always grabs your medication and ice packs. If she can (i.e. if you'll let her get up from cuddling) she'll run to get you a diet coke and fries.
- Always at doctors appointments with you. If the doctor starts to downplay your symptoms, she's the first person to advocate and speak up. She's probably more invested in your care than you are half the time.
- Overall the biggest sweetheart when it comes to your migraines.
had to try drawing her in this hairstyle from this concept art