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whats that kink called that you get from reading too much fantasy lit as a child that makes you want to be tortured in front of someone who loves you so you can see the pleading desperation in their eyes and hear how much they love you in between the cracks of their voice and really truly believe they would do anything to save you. also you get to look so cool and brave and covered in blood and soooo able to withstand pain haha no just me? ok
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idk if iâve said this before but choso is so loud when he gets pleasured bcs he didnât âgrow upâ in a world that taught him he should be ashamed or embarrassed by his sounds⊠so heâs like⊠LOUD loud⊠groaning, moaning, whimpering, blabbering noises and cries of âoh god, oh godâ because it feels so goodâŠâŠâŠ.
guys. i was using the free limited pulls to lower my pity and then he came home at 50 til pity. is this a joke. what do i do now????????? do i keep pulling??????
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stayed up all of last night trudging through the trenches editing over 16k words and counting â only to then be greeted w the most severe case of premature period cramps omfg
AND THEYRE STILL FUCKINH HERE. attempting to sleep it off didnt do jack.
caleb, i am not ur strongest soldier. this fic aint gon get itself out but im thinking these cramps are gonna take me out first.
i would write u a morally questionable poem, but I dont got the heart to be silly rn. im seriousâd.
with all the care a girl could have for pixels and codes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY đ„đ„ GET LIT GET TURNT
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The moment you even hint at it, his jaw tightens, his head shaking as he pulls back just slightly, his doe eyes darkened with guilt. His mind is made up- he doesnât deserve it.
Not after being apart from you for so long, not after missing you so desperately that it physically ached. Heâs been starving for you, and the thought of you on your knees for him right now? Unbearable.
Heâd feel guilty.
All he wants is to make it up to you, to devour you like a man whoâs been denied salvation, to press you down into the mattress, fold you up until thereâs nowhere to run from his touch. Heâd rather spend hours mapping your body with his fingers, circling that swollen little clit until you forget the way he left you wanting all this time.
He should be the one worshiping you.
He wants to have you laid out before him, legs trembling as he buries his face between your thighs, drinking in every broken whimper, every little gasp. He wants to see your pretty face contorted in pleasure as he presses you into the mattress, your ankles hooked over his shoulders while he fucks you deep and slow, savoring every desperate squeeze of your cunt around him.
But you donât listen.
You never do.
Instead, you drop to your knees before him, your eyes ablaze with defiance, and his breath catches. You ignore his murmured protests, his weak attempts at telling you heâs unworthy of this. You press your palms to his thighs, sliding them up slowly, teasingly, your fingertips barely grazing the bulge beneath his pants.
And when you unbutton his pants, when you pull him free and wrap those plump lips of yours around his leaking tip, his whole body tenses.
His fingers dig into the armrest of the couch so hard his knuckles go white. His head tilts back, exposing the beautiful line of his throat as a ragged groan rips from his chest.
"F-Fuck- baby, noâ" His voice is strained, like heâs fighting himself, but the way his hips twitch, the way his cock throbs on your tongue, tells you everything you need to know.
You hum around him, dragging your tongue along the underside of his shaft, and he shudders. One of his hands twitches, torn between pushing you away and burying itself in your hair. His entire body is trembling with restraint, his chest rising and falling unevenly as he pants.
âGod,â he chokes out, his voice raw, his fingers flexing before they finally give in, digging into the armrest. Hard.
And the moment he tangles them into your hair, guiding you just slightly, you know heâs lost the fight.
(i forgot to post it with tags the first time around so i have to repost it⊠so sorry for spamming your notifs </3)
synopsis. calebâs life was perfectâuntil it wasnât. a radioactive spider bite turned him into linkonâs friendly neighborhood spider-man, the daily bugle started hunting for the man behind the mask, and to top it all off, he was forced to partner up with youâhis smart, competitive, and infuriatingly perfect classmate who threatened his spot as number one in the class rankings.
tags/warnings. college/modern au, academic rivals to lovers, fluff, angst, eventual smut, gran isnât evil in this LOL, the canon event, college parties, alcohol consumption, cliches, depictions of serious crime, references to the spider-man comics and movies, mdni
chapter summary. after a series of unfortunate events, caleb shatters any hope of reconciliation with you⊠or so it seems.
prev: chapter three. â series masterlist. â next: soon!
Caleb didnât remember making it to his bed last night.
That wasnât unusual these days. Most nights ended in a whirlwind of aching limbs and crashing adrenaline, a blur of alleyways and sirens, limbs sore from swinging through Linkonâs crumbling skyline until he could scale the fire escape outside his dorm and collapse.
Sometimes he didnât even bother removing the suit.
The only proof he was even back in one piece was the dull throb in his shoulders and the familiar, worn-in scent of his dormâold laundry detergent and someoneâs leftover Cheetos. That, and the familiar protest of the bunk mattress digging into his back.
A groan slipped from his throat as he tossed an arm over his face, shielding his eyes from the god-awful morning light filtering through the slats of their half-broken blinds.
He could feel the grime still clinging to his skin, last nightâs victories sticking to him like second skin. Three attempted robberies, a handful of purse snatchers, and one very memorable dive into a dumpster full of Caesar salad.
(He was trying not to think about that last one.)
The sound of someone clearing their throat sliced through the morning silence.
His whole body went rigid.
He cracked one eye open slowly, only to find Zayne sitting across the room in his desk chairâlegs crossed, arms folded, wearing a judgmental expression that practically screamed intervention.
ââŠMorning, Batman,â Zayne said flatly.
Caleb groaned and rolled over, his voice muffled by the pillow. âDonât call me that.â
âThen explain why you came in at three in the morning with a limp, croutons in your hair, andâunless I was hallucinatingâa fork sticking out of your shoulder.â
Caleb blinked, slowly reaching beneath the blanket to pull the crumpled remains of his suit deeper out of sight. âI got it out. No biggie.â
Zayne gave him a look that could only be described as hardened. Silent. Cold. Stern.
âThe silence is so loud,â Caleb muttered, burying his face in his mattress.
âI can wait all day.â
âOkay, okay,â he groaned, pushing himself upright and scrubbing a hand over his face. His hair stood up at odd angles, and he knew from the ache in his back that he probably looked as bad as he felt. âBut you have to swear you wonât tell anyone. Not even the snowman plushie.â
Zayne raised a single brow, then solemnly held up two fingers. âThe snowman takes all secrets to the grave.â
âGood.â Caleb exhaled. âAlright, Iâll just rip the bandaid off. Iâm Spider-Maââ
âSpider-Man. Yes. I know. Figured it out two weeks ago.â
Calebâs words stuttered to a halt. ââŠYou what?â
Zayne reached down, plucking something off the floor. It was Calebâs maskâplain as day, just lying there like a dirty sock. âAside from the suspicious injuries, the weird new muscles, and the fact that you literally crawl through the window every night, this thing hasnât exactly been subtle.â
âAw, man,â Caleb collapsed dramatically onto the mattress. âIâm so bad at this.â
âYou are,â Zayne agreed cheerfully, tossing the mask onto Calebâs stomach. âBut, for what itâs worth, I admire your⊠letâs call it âunshakable sense of justice.ââ
Caleb peeked over the edge of his pillow. âReally?â
âSure. Very noble. Very heroic.â Zayne tilted his head. âUnless you get arrested, in which case it is just incredibly embarrassing.â
Caleb snorted, grabbing the nearest pillow and chucking it at him.Â
âAnyway,â he said, fluffing the pillow in his lap, âthat was question one.â
âThereâs a second question?â
Zayne leaned forward with a nod. âHave you seen the paper this morning?â
Caleb squinted. âThe school paper? No offense, but Iâm pretty sure youâre the only person who reads that before noon.â
âUnfortunately for you, todayâs edition is a little more⊠relevant than crossword puzzles and department bulletins.â
He pulled out his phone and chucked it toward Caleb, who caught it with the sluggish reflexes of someone who had dodged bullets but not slept.
Bright screen. One swipe. Bold title.
The Spiderâs Sense.
And beneath it, a photoâclear, high quality, unmistakableâof him, mid-air, costume vivid against the sea of skyscrapers.
Who Is Spider-Man?
Weeks ago, witnesses reported a masked individual, clad in red and blue, moving with inhuman agility...
Caleb didnât even register the rest at first. He was too focused on the photo. That was him. There was no doubt, and his stomach churned.
The rest of the article blurred into a wash of phrases. Masked vigilante. Real-life superhero. Enhanced human? Technology? Guardian or threat?
His hands trembled slightly as he scrolled. âWho wrote this?â
Zayne shrugged. âNo clue. Itâs anonymous. Mightâve been a student, or one of the permanent writers trying to make a name for themselves.â
Calebâs chest tightened. The words on the screen burned themselves into his brain. His entire existence was no longer just speculationâit was documented.
And worse? That was just the beginning.
âCheck socials,â Zayne added. âItâs⊠sort of everywhere.â
With the dread of someone opening a cursed scroll, Caleb tapped the next app.
Twitter. Instagram. TikTok.
The internet was flooded. Hashtags. Edits. Fan accounts. A clip of him saving a cyclist from an oncoming truck looped with dramatic music.
And the commentsâ
victoriastoji: nah girl if heâs saving cats from trees iâd let him web me up aaaanytime
batmanstanfr: This has to be AI. No way heâs real.
coolgirl45: oh yup. I just know there's some fine shyt under that mask. BRING ME HIM.
âMy Lord,â Caleb whispered.
âYouâre famous,â Zayne said, chewing thoughtfully on a granola bar. âOr infamous. I suppose weâll find out.â
Caleb dropped the phone into his lap and buried his face in his hands. âThereâs no way.â
âThere is a way,â Zayne echoed. âAnd that way is: youâve gone viral.â
He shouldâve felt proud. This was what heroes were, right? Public symbols. Masked protectors. Instead, all he found in its absence was a sinking weight.
This wasnât just about sneaking around and stopping small-time crooks anymore. It wasnât just about helping old ladies cross the street or making sure kids didnât get their bikes stolen.
This was bigger.
His nameâhis face, sort ofâwas out there. His anonymity was already cracking.
The mask had kept him safe. But now⊠the city was watching.Â
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Tara was sprawled across your bed like a tragic heroine from a Victorian novel, one arm slung over her face as though sheâd just received news of an ill-fated engagement. Her jacket had half-slipped off her shoulder, one boot still on, and one sock-covered foot twitching in dramatic protest.
âIf I still smell like car wax for the rest of my life,â she whined, âat least Iâll die knowing I did something charitable.â
You snorted quietly, glancing at her from the mirror where you sat cross-legged at your desk. Lip pencil in one hand, tiny sharpener in the other, you worked through the uneven point with surgical focus. Your fingers still ached from scrubbing windshields and hoods three days ago, but the ache was a dull, familiar one. The kind that said: you did something that mattered. That helped. Even if it left you sore.
âAt least you raised more than your goal,â you said, turning slightly to flash her a small, knowing smile. âEnough for all your upcoming events, and then some. Plus, the extra for the community clinic next month. And, most importantly: more than Lambda Chi Alpha.â
Tara shot up like sheâd been electrically charged, her eyes suddenly alive again. âOkay, soâabout that,â she said, voice hushed like she was letting you in on a secret. âBecause we absolutely crushed it, and because the universe is clearly in our corner for once, the boys are throwing a party this weekend.â
You blinked. âThe boys?â
âThe frat rats. Xavier, Raf, the entire losing side.â She twirled a hand in the air. âTheyâre calling it the Midterm Mixer, which is⊠definitely a choice⊠but itâll be so fun, I promise..â
Your face already contorted into a grimace. âMm, I donât know. That actually sounds like my worst nightmare.â
âCome on,â Tara pleaded, flopping back into theâyourâ pillows. âItâs just one night of pretending weâre not slowly drowning in deadlines. A final hurrah before midterms consume us whole.â
You hesitated, stomach tightening with quiet reluctance. It wasnât just the looming tests or the pile of lab reports waiting to be written. It was the chance that he might be there..
Caleb.Â
You hadnât seen him properly since the meeting prior to your lab presentation. Heâd left you hangingâagainâand youâd buried your irritation in your workload, trying not to dwell on it. But you had. Of course you had, no matter how much you tried to hide it.
Tara, of course, picked up on your hesitation like a bloodhound. âWait⊠is this about he who shall not be named?â
You frowned. âWhat? No.â
âThat was the most suspicious âwhatâ Iâve ever heard. It had, like⊠three silent subtexts.â
You tried to wave her off, but she grinned, relentless in her pursuit of the truth. âOh my God, it is. You donât want to go because youâre afraid of seeing your favorite academic nemesis.â
âHeâs not my favorite anything,â you muttered, opening your laptop a little too forcefully.
Tara tilted her head. âSure he isnât. Thatâs why you twirl a finger in your hair every time his name gets mentioned.â
You paused, lip parting in protest, then closed it again. Your hand not-so-suspiciously fell from your hair and into your lap. There was no winning this one.
âWhat? There was a knotâŠâ you grumbled.
âRight,â she said, lying through her teeth with a smile. âJust admit it. You donât want to go because you donât want to look like you care.â
âI donât care.â
She looked at you, entirely unimpressed. âWhatever helps you sleep at night. Just know that whatever it is that youâre avoiding, itâs pretty obvious that he feels it too.â
A scoff breaches your lips. âIf he did, would he have skipped out on me for the past few labs? I donât think so.âÂ
Even with your back turned to her, you can hear the smile in Taraâs voice. âHmm⊠you certainly have a lot of bitterness in that beautiful voice of yours for someone who âdoesnât care.ââ
You flushed, caught. You shook your head without a reply, fingers nudging your laptop open once more.
The page for the Linkon Gazette was already pulled up, cursor hovering over your article. The one about himâthe masked figure whoâd swung across your city like a myth in motion. The one who, for reasons you couldnât quite explain, kept showing up. The one whoâd endured your pepper spray like it was a mild inconvenience and vanished before you could ask a single question.
You knew it was just a story. A journalistic lead. But still⊠something about him stayed with you.
You werenât sure why.
Maybe it was the adrenaline. Or the way heâd movedâgraceful and fast and human in the most impossible way.
Or maybe it was the lingering suspicion you couldnât seem to shake: that you knew him. Or had seen him. Orâ
No. That was crazy.Â
Still, the article had gone semi-viral. Readers were hungry for updates. And youâno matter how much you told yourself it was just curiosityâkept thinking about the man in the mask.
You hadnât written everything. Not yet.
âIâm not saying yes to the party,â you mumbled, mostly to distract yourself.
Tara smirked. âYou will. Youâll pretend to hate it, then show up wearing that liner and make someoneâs son question his entire life path.â
You rolled your eyes, though the corners of your mouth tugged upward in a way you couldnât fight off.
She stood and stretched, looking far too pleased with herself. âIâll circle back later. Iâm gonna go ice my legs and emotionally prepare myself for Xavierâs attempts at DJing.â
âGood luck,â you said through a laugh, already clicking through the Gazetteâs backend to check the articleâs traction.
As she reached the door, she called over her shoulder, âBy the way, if you donât come, Iâm sending you a selfie of me at the party every ten minutes until your phone explodes.â
You made a noncommittal noise in response, but something about her words lingered. You didnât want to go. Not reallyâbut maybe that was the problem.
Because part of you did want to. And you werenât sure if it was the music, the drinks, the celebrationâor the possibility of running into someone whose eyes you hadnât stopped remembering.
Whoever he was.
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The lab room was too quiet.
Not the comforting kind of quiet that came with focus and cooperation. This was tense. Brittle. Like if you breathed too loudly, the whole ceiling might come down on your heads.
You sat hunched over a spreadsheet, highlighter uncapped and poised like a weapon. Your eyes scanned row after row of Calebâs recent data entries, and your stomach sank. These werenât just lazy mistakesâthese were guesses. Sloppy ones. You knew it because youâd been carrying this project on your back for weeks while heâd been⊠elsewhere. Distant. Distracted.
He stood across the table, spinning a pen between his fingers like it was the only thing keeping him tethered to earth. His foot tapped restlessly against the floor.
It wasnât stress relief.
He was spiraling.
Not just from guiltâwhich had been eating away at him since the day the spider sank its fangs into his skinâbut from everything. The missed assignments. The long nights swinging between rooftops. The adrenaline spikes. The way his GPA was inching closer to ruin, and his spot as top of the class, the thing heâd clawed toward for years, was now hanging by a thread.
And the worst part?
He couldnât even explain it to you, the single person who might be owed it.
His gaze flickedâagainâto the terrarium at the edge of the bench. Three spiders inside. Neatly labeled, color-coded tags. Clicked shut.Â
But there were supposed to be four.
And the second your eyes drifted toward it, he saw the exact moment you noticed.
âHold on,â you muttered, blinking down at the log sheet in your lap. âWhereâs the fourth one?â
Caleb swallowed, heart pounding in his throat. âHuh?â
âThe⊠the striped one,â you clarified, already cross-checking labels. âThe one we dosed with the neuromodulator last week.â
He leaned in, squinting at the enclosure like maybeâmaybeâit would pop back into existence if he looked hard enough. âWeeeird,â he said weakly. âMaybe itâs in the soil?â
You didnât even dignify that with a full look. âItâs not a burrowing species.â
Your voice was clipped. Frustrated. Like youâd had enough.
And Caleb couldnât blame you. Heâd been showing up late to labs, forgetting deadlines, spacing out mid-analysis. You had every right to be pissed. Every time he left you to pick up his slack, he told himself heâd make it up to you somehow. And then something else would happenâa car chase, a mugging, a building on fireâand he'd vanish all over again.
Maybe you didnât know why. But you felt the absence.
âMaybe it teleported,â he tried.
You whipped your head around and gave him a look sharp enough to cut steel.
âSeriously?â
He raised his hands like a white flag. âJust sayinâ. Science is full of surprises.â
You rolled your eyes and leaned toward the tank, muttering to yourself as you checked the corners. Caleb watched the way you tucked your hair behind your ear, the subtle furrow between your brows. Your fingers moved with purpose. Precision. You were good at this. So good. Better than him, really.
âThis doesnât make sense,â you said under your breath. âDr. Rappaccini keeps everything airtightâsheâs obsessive about it.â
Caleb shrugged, voice too casual. âMaybe one of the other labs took it?â
âWithout logging it?â You looked up sharply. âThatâs not protocol.â
And there it was againâthat hint of disappointment. Not the loud kind, but the quiet, exhausted one. The one that meant you expected more from him.
He felt it like a gut punch.
âWell, weâve got enough data from the other three, right?â he offered, trying to sound optimistic.
You hesitated. âBarely. Itâs not as conclusive without the fourth set, but⊠I guess we can still present the trends.â
He nodded quickly, seizing the olive branch. âYeah. And weâll figure out how to make up the missing variable later. Iâll talk to Rappaccini.â
You blinked, eyebrows lifting. âSince when do you volunteer for extra lab time?â
He looked down at the pipette in his hands. âJust tryinâ to be better.â
Your gaze lingered on him a second longer, like you didnât quite believe it.
âIs this your attempt at a redemption arc or something?â you asked dryly.
Caleb coughed, recovering fast. âYou wish.â
You snorted, but the tension between you didnât ease. He watched you scribble something in your notebook, your pen tapping against the margin in steady, rhythmic bursts. It was always like thisâsilent patterns, little rituals you probably didnât even realize you had. He used to think they were annoying. Now they grounded him.
Now they made his chest feel tight.
He wasnât sure if it was the spider venom mutating his bloodstream or just⊠you.
Without a word, you slid your notes across the table toward him. âHere. Youâre presenting Part B, right?â
He blinked. âUh⊠yeah.â He hesitated, frowning. âYou sure you donât wanna split it more evenly?â
âIâve got the intro and the methodology,â you said, not meeting his gaze. âI trust you to handle the analysis.â
A pause.
ââŠIsh.â
He raised an eyebrow. âIsh?â
You smirked, but it didnât quite reach your eyes. âWell, I did hear you tried to answer a short-answer question last week with âvibes.ââ
Caleb groaned. âThat was in philosophy! It was a joke.â
But you were already standing, packing up your notes with brisk efficiency.
Before he could say something elseâmaybe something too real, or too vulnerableâDr. Rappacciniâs assistant poked his head in. âYouâre both up next.â
Chairs scraped against tile. Caleb shoved his hands into the pockets of his hoodie, repeating his talking points in his head like a mantra.
Buzz.
His phone vibrated once.
Buzz. Buzz.
Twice more.
You turned to him, already scowling. âSeriously? Put it on Do Not Disturb already.â
âIâsorry,â he mumbled, pulling it out to check.
LINKON PD ALERT: Robbery in progress. 5th & Linwood. Nearby units respond immediately.
His stomach dropped.
Everything in him screamed go. People were in danger. If he waited, if he chose himselfâchose youâpeople could get hurt. Butâ
Your voice broke through, sharp with disbelief. âCaleb?â
He looked up. Your expression was expectant, slightly nervous. Vulnerable.
You needed him here. Just once.
âIâuh,â he stammered, backing away. âI gotta go.â
Your eyes widened. âWhat? Caleb, weâre literally about to present!â
âI know, I justâsomething came up, okay?â
âCaleb!â Your voice was louder now. Shaken. âIâ I donât have your parts practiced! I trusted you!â
âIâm sorry, I justâ I gotta go!â
And just like that, he turned and ran.
You stood frozen in the lab, fists clenched, heart hammering. All the missed labs. All the vague excuses. All the silence.
You didnât know where he was always running off to, and maybe you didnât care anymore.
But what hurt the most was that a small part of you did, even if it was for a reason you couldnât name.
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It wasnât until later that nightâor more rather, early the next morningâthat Caleb got around to checking his emails.Â
His most recent email was from you.Â
Subject: I HATE YOU I HATE YOU. I HATE YOU!!!!!!!!!!
we got a C+. thanks a lot bucko.Â
Sent from my iPhone.
Right as he opened it, a Canvas notification pinged at the top of his screen.
Your instructor has updated: Lab Partners â Spring Semester.
His eyes scanned the page.
Lab Partner: None
Lab Partner: None
His slotâand yoursâwere both empty.
And just like that, the panic he felt in the alleyways of the city wasnât so different from the one spreading in his chest now.
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Caleb spotted you across the dining hall like a spy on a mission, armed with a tray that held exactly one sad cookie and all the dignity of a man facing trial.
You sat at a table with Tara and Yvonne, both mid-conversation while you absently picked at your salad, two chocolate chip cookies lined up beside your bowl like trophies. Unbothered. Thriving. The vision of a girl who had deleted him from a shared spreadsheet like she was erasing a stain.
And the worst part? You hadnât answered his apology emails.
He swallowed and approached anyway. âIs the second cookie for me, orâŠ?â
You didnât even glance up. Didnât have to.
âItâs for my dignity,â you said flatly.
âAh. So⊠symbolic.â
âExactly.â
Yvonne looked between you both and muttered something under her breath about emotional turbulence before grabbing her tray and ghosting out of there. Tara followed a moment later, tossing Caleb a brief good luck with that expression.
Now it was just you, him, and the two cookies between you.
He sat down across from you, setting his tray down with a thud that sounded louder than it shouldâve. âOkay, I get that youâre madââ
âOh, do you?â Your tone was clipped. âBecause ditching me during our presentation with zero warning kinda gave the impression that you dropped the class entirely.â
Caleb winced. âIt was an emergency.â
âRight. A life-or-death emergency?â
âYes.â
And it had been. Just not the kind he could explain.
You finally looked up, eyes sharp and cold, and for a second he forgot what language was. âWell, while you were off saving the world or whatever youâre calling it, I had to present your analysis with no prep. I looked like an idiot.â
âYou never look like an idiot,â he said instantly. Too instantly.
You blinked.
He blinked.
ââŠW-What I meant wasââ he started, voice catching.
âToo late.â
âOkay, fair.â He shifted in his seat, suddenly aware of how warm the room was, how close you were, how he could still smell the faint citrus of your shampoo from across the table. âIâm sorry.â
You arched a brow. âFor?â
He hesitated. âFor⊠ditching you.â
âAnd?â
ââŠAnd making you carry the project alone.â
You tilted your head, gaze unreadable. âAnd?â
He exhaled slowly. âAnd pushing you to the point that you deleted me from the lab spreadsheet like I was some failed experiment.â
You gave a little hum of satisfaction, grabbing one of your cookies and taking an infuriatingly slow bite. âApology not accepted.â
Caleb slumped. âCâmon. Seriously?â
âNot unless you find a way to make up the points you lost us.â
He narrowed his eyes. âSo this is, whatâconditional forgiveness?â
âThis is consequential forgiveness,â you corrected, calm as anything. âYou cost me an A. Youâre lucky I havenât broken a beaker over your head.â
He nodded slowly, a wry smile creeping in. âThat⊠actually feels fair.â
The truth was, he had screwed up. Repeatedly. Not just with the lab, but with the way heâd pulled away from everything latelyâclasses, responsibilities, you. And maybe what made it worse was that you noticed.
He didnât want you to notice.
He didnât want you to care.
But he really didnât want you to stop.
You held him accountable, and never wavered. It was⊠refreshing, in a way.
âIâll figure something out,â he said. âExtra credit or⊠something. Justâdonât write me off yet.â
You shrugged, licking a crumb from your thumb in a move that was definitely not lethal but still managed to short-circuit his brain. âIf you do that, then maybe Iâll consider reinstating you. Maybe.â
Caleb leaned forward slightly, elbows on the table. âYou drive a hard bargain.â
âYou bailed mid-step,â you easily reminded him. âYouâre lucky I didnât file for academic abandonment.â
âAcademic abandonment,â he repeated, chuckling despite himself. âThatâs new.â
âIâm submitting the paperwork as we speak.â
âOoh. Terrifying.â
You didnât break eye contact as you reached across the table, plucked his lone cookie off his tray, and took a bite.
His eyes widened. âThat was mine.â
You chewed. âShouldâve brought two.â
âYouâre a menace.â
âYouâre a flake.â
âYouâre⊠kinda evil.â
âAnd youâre lucky I havenât poisoned your food.â
There was a pause. Not icy, but charged. He looked at youâreally lookedâand wondered when exactly the rivalry had blurred into this. This feeling in his chest that had nothing to do with radioactive spider venom.
Caleb leaned back, the smile still tugging at the edge of his mouth. âIâm gonna fix this. Mark my words.â
You narrowed your eyes, but something behind them softened. âYou better,â you said. âOr next time, Iâm eating your entire tray.â
He stood, picking up his tray and muttering as he walked away, âBetrayal stings more when itâs chocolate chip.â
You didnât answer.
But you were smiling.
Just a little.
â„ïž â„ïž â„ïž
Caleb stood outside Dr. Rappaccini office, staring at the little nameplate on the door like it might spare him. It didnât, of course. He could never be so lucky.
He knocked three times for good measure.
âCome in,â her voice called from insideâcalm, efficient, a little like she had five other things sheâd rather be doing than speaking to one of her students.
He pushed open the door and stepped inside, trying to look less like someone whose lab partner had asked this very professor to sever their lab partnership.
Rappaccini didnât look up at first. She was grading with the speed and surgical precision of a woman whoâd seen one too many poorly labeled graphs in her day. When she finally glanced up, she set her pen down slowly.
âMr. Xia,â she said with a forced smile. âI was wondering when youâd crawl out from whatever hole you vanished into.â
Wow. No sugarcoating. Maybe he really had been missing class a bit too much lately.
âI deserve that,â he admitted with a wry grin, hoping itâd earn him brownie points. âTotally fair.â
âMm.â She leaned back in her chair. âLet me guess. Youâre here to ask for extra credit.â
âSort of. Iâm here to ask how I can fix what I broke.â
She stared at him, then gave a dry little laugh. âWell, thatâs a refreshing amount of self-awareness. Most students come in blaming poor time management or divine intervention.â
Caleb smiled sheepishly once more. âNo lightning strikes or mysterious illnesses. Just⊠bad decisions. And poor communication.â
She gestured for him to sit. âYour partner already presented the project. I imagine she wasnât⊠thrilled.â
âShe left me an email that said, âI HATE YOU. I HATE YOUâ in all caps, soâŠâ He paused. âIâd have to agree with you there.â
Rappaccini allowed herself the tiniest smirk. âConcise.â
âIâm just⊠Iâm trying to make it right,â he then said. âIf thereâs anythingâand I mean anythingâI can do to make up the points for us, Iâll do it.â
There was a long pause as she folded her hands over the stack of papers in front of her.
âFunny you should say that,â she said. âDr. Connors is running an independent experimental study this month at Oscorp. It involves cellular regenerationâspecifically, lizard DNA.â
Caleb blinked. âLizard DNA?â
âYes,â she said. âHeâs studying regenerative propertiesâlimb re-growth, accelerated healing, that kind of thing. Itâs early-stage, but itâs part of a bioengineering cross-collaboration with Oscorpâs pre-clinical research team.â
Caleb sat up a little straighter, curiosity stirring. âAnd he needs students?â
âVolunteers,â she corrected with a raise of her finger. âNo grade boost guaranteed, but participating students will receive consideration toward incomplete assignments if the data is thorough and the effort is there. Both you and your lab partner can volunteer. Itâs not easy work, though. Itâll take late nights and actual commitment.â
Caleb asked hesitantly, âDo you think my partner would even want to sign up for this?â
And once he heard that, Caleb didnât even hesitate. âOkay. Iâm in. I meanâweâre in.â
Rappaccini raised an eyebrow. âThat confident?â
âI have to be,â he said. âI need to prove Iâm not just⊠the guy who bails when it matters.â
She nodded slowly, then reached into a drawer and pulled out a small stack of forms. âHere. Fill this out, and bring it to Dr. Connorsâ office by the end of the week. Orientation starts Monday.â
He took the form, feeling something like relief start to uncoil in his chest.
âThank you, Dr. Rappaccini.â
âDonât thank me yet,â she said, picking her pen back up. âThis is you digging yourself out of a hole you made. Donât stop halfway.â
âI wonât.â
âOh, and Caleb?â
He looked back over his shoulder.
âIf you ditch this study the way you ditched that presentation,â she said, looking directly at him, âI will personally request your removal from the department.â
He raised a hand solemnly with a sheepish smile. âMessage received, maâam.â
She went back to grading, placing her glasses on her nose bridge. âGood. Now go earn back your lab partner before she finds someone smarter and⊠less difficult.â
âWouldnât blame her if she did,â Caleb muttered on his way out. But even still, he clutched the Oscorp packet in his hand like it was gold.
Because somewhere between the disaster presentation and the sound of your voice yelling his name as he sprinted away from you⊠he realized something.
He didnât just want to make this right for the grade.
He wanted to make it right for you.
series masterlist. â next: soon!
a/n iâm an idiot and forgot to post it without tags, iâm sorry to the taglist bc i tagged you guys like four times đđđ
anywaysâŠ.. long time no seeâŠâŠâŠ. the semester is officially over sooooo i can finally get back to writing. i have a few other wip that iâd like to finish before chapter 5 tho âïžâïž currently working on a knight!sylus fic and zayne in a pride and prejudice au :p