been holding my breath

Not even entirely sure what all I had to drink last night, but let me tell you it was good. Going out for a night where I don’t have to spin and just get to be a regular party goer was awesome. Don’t worry, I made sure to watch my drinks and everything. Mama didn’t raise no fool. Well - you know what I mean. 

Good girl. I’m glad you had fun.

SAM: I don't mean to make you feel bad about it. I don't get why it's taken so long, when it sounds like both of you really wanna talk to each other.

SAM: whatever y'all are mad about isn't bigger than the friendship.

KURT: Yeah.

[...]

KURT: I've just...I don't know. I've never cared enough about someone I wasn't biologically related to or dating to be actually upset when they lie or otherwise disappoint me. So if I've never been invested enough to be upset, I've definitely never been invested enough to forgive them for it. Or to want to.

KURT: I've never had a friendship bigger than something else.

KURT: I don't think I'm wired for it.

dani: lovely, you are my fav. dont tell anyone.

dani: so mtv invited me to a little thing they have for upcoming artist, i want to make a good impression.....?

kurt: 😊😊💖💖

kurt: MTV like mtv-mtv?

SAM: hold up. 'friends anymore'? y'all never talked about that situation?

SAM: it's been weeks, Kurt.

KURT: You don't have to tell me that.

KURT: It's not like I don't miss her every day, Sam. It's not like there aren't a dozen things I almost text her or want to tweet her or even outfits I want to put her in.

MJ: Skip me vaguing. Actually skip any personal details about me. Cause you neglected to tell me ALL the details that Old Man Winkle was here "here".

MJ: What's rule number one? DON'T MOTHERFUCKING DIE.

MJ: Kurt don't think you're out of this either cause you didn't tell me!

MJ: HER FRONTAL LOBE AIN'T ALL THE WAY DEVELOPED WE GOTTA KEEP EACH OTHER INFORMED.

JB: um, first off, I'm here! present! CAN read.

JB: I know, I know. I already said I'm sorry so can we, not? - DELETED

JB: it was irrational and not my best moment.

JB: I'm sorry.

JB: especially for worrying you, kurt. okay?

JB: I haven't seen him since, and told him I wouldn't.

KH: I'm sorry! It really WASN'T my business to tell, I wasn't going to tell Sam except that I was angry and I had to explain why I spent my date with a baseball bat and binoculars! Plus you were gone and I was manning the fort of absurdity by myself.

[................]

KH: It's not that you worried me. Or not just that. It's that you promised me something and did the opposite, twice, and I don't...

KH: I don't know how a friend does that, I guess. Even if your frontal lobe isn't developed yet.

[........]

KH: Are you going to see him again? Because telling him you won't, or telling us you told him that, isn't the same thing as actually not ever seeing him.

KH: He's a bad guy, Jasmine, and I can't force you to care about yourself and your safety or do anything, clearly, but if you look at it objectively, you have to see that, right? Past how "nice" he is and how much money he gives you. You have to see that this has news, the bad kind, written all over it.

dani: i figured it was like a trigger word for you (;

dani: im thinking new look altogether? it might be a big deal for me and you have to keep this hush bc i havent told anyone.

dani: deal???

kurt: deal. i'll keep your secret right next to all of mine ;)

dani: hello yes, it's me, and i need your opinion...

dani: seeing as you are /unreal/ at visuals.

dani: i have this, POSSIBLE, event coming up and want to look downright delicious but like also classy?

dani: help? please?

kurt: You had me at 'opinion'.

kurt: Is this a 'rifle through the closet to find something you've already vetoed and explain why it's perfect' situation or a 'find a new look altogether' situation?

kurt: I'm ready and more than willing for either.

SAM: in what way?

SAM: 'cause mine normally involves silk ties and the best of Al Green if I feel like a little romancin'.

SAM: but I'm guessing that's not the 'exhausting' you're talking about.

KURT: You're ridiculous.

KURT: Mercedes finally asked about why Jasmine and I aren't friends anymore. There's a groupchat, and I'm tired.

MJ: Are you having a blood feud with the Evans' boys too of did I miss that?

MJ: Kurt Hummel don't make me pull out your government name. Firstly, chill. Thirdly, what toys you talking about? Was that your business to tell?

JB: ignoring that last text from kurt in the name of being mature (i think that was part of this lesson - other than to call before meeting up with youthful mummies) yes, that's another detailed version.

JB: no. Sam spared me from him grumbling me to death, and harley and I fought. along with other things. and we're perfectly happy now.

JB: Will we be getting the vague version of your trip back home, mercy?

KH: I'm talking about the old man "fan" that Jasmine met up with, without someone there to watch her back, after she explicitly told me that I could go with her, but she 'forgot' to tell me about it until she'd already met up with him.

KH: Twice.

KH: That's not forgetting, that's choosing. That's choosing twice, actually.

KH: And then I practically had to drag details of their third (!) meet-up out of her so I could ruin my first date in years for the sake of making sure she didn't wind up in the back of a windowless van.

MJ: So I thought time would resolve the issue (shit my birthday was a great excuse)

MJ: In the name of all that is good and holy who slept with who's man? Because that is the only reason I can think why you two are playing "America's Frostiest Bitch"

JB: Kurt told on me. To Sam. Who then told Harley!

KH: Guilty. Jasmine was acting like a child, so I told her other dad and we grounded her from playing with her toys. "Toys" here meaning the mummy that's been stalking her since she turned 18 :/

[for a considerably long moment she contemplates, then begins to type but quickly loses steam. finally, frustrated with the dotted lines exposing her, sends something.]

JAS: Am I moving out?

[after an equally long pause, but with no ...s]

KURT: I found some of your makeup in my bathroom.

Never thought I would be one of those people who would be excited about being recognized, but here we are. And to make it even better, it was because of my work at the club rather than because someone saw me during their late night personal time.

Look at you, taking the club scene by storm.

I cannot be the only one who has been annoyed with all the contruction going on, can I? It’s bad enough that my mornings are getting rerouted, but it’s not exactly quiet either. How’s a guy supposed to write in this distraction?

Never mind writing, there’s no mood music loud enough to drown out a jackhammer outside when you’re trying to shoot a scene.