when i say im good at something i mean i suck slightly less at it than the other things i suck at 

"i asked ai" okay well i asked my mom and she ignored me

too weird for normal kids too normal for weird kids Just right for being alone and miserable my entire life

in some way i have failed every single social interaction i have ever had

my sexual fantasy Is to have someone notice my absence and wonder about me

If I keep practicing I might even be a person soon

i’m very self aware. which unfortunately hasn’t solved anything

also I don't think parents "these days" are uniquely terrible, I just think neglect is showing up in new ways as technology progresses. today's ipad kid would've been wandering around in a ditch alone all day and night before. parents not wanting to have to deal with children is not a new phenomenon.

god i need something so bad. but what is it

nobody else doing it like me. particularly because the way i’m doing it is needlessly difficult