The Problem Has Always Been Me

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“𝐄𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐚𝐛𝐨𝐮𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐢𝐬 𝐠𝐨𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐛𝐞 𝐰 𝐨 𝐧 𝐝 𝐞 𝐫 𝐟 𝐮 𝐥.”

Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Dear Evan Hansen - Pasek & Paul/Levenson Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Evan Hansen/Connor Murphy Characters: Evan Hansen, Connor Murphy (Dear Evan Hansen) Additional Tags: referenced suicide attempts, (theyre vague but there), Alternate Universe - Everyone Lives/Nobody Dies Series: Part 4 of Pain-Verse Summary:

Seventeen year old Evan had done the same thing, two years ago. Had stared at the ceiling feeling bad for himself. His arm was broken, at the time. Would be, for a while after that. Would be even when seventeen year old Evan became eighteen year old Evan, and he’d gotten better. And he had a friend, and someone understood. That had been progress, too. That had been a step.

He’s further from that, now. Two years is a lifetime, and he’s better, he thinks. Not good, never good, but better.

-Will R. as Jeremy is Really Cute and very good but is less outwardly anxious than Will C.

-There were additions / changes to lyrics in a lot of songs!! But most noticeable being Squip Song, More Than Survive Reprise, Pitiful Children, and The Play.

-Michael Mell canonically has 2 moms!! After they show their boyf riends backpacks, he laughs and says “My moms would be so proud.”

-Rather than black outfits, all of Jason Tam Squip’s outfits are pure white.

-The new song is right before intermission!! It replaces the end of Upgrade. It STARTS with “I already know what it’s like to be the loser.” AAAAAND it has a few parts where the melody sounds like Touching My Hand!!!

-Michael in the Bathroom Good.

-We actually get to see Rich get the gas out to start the fire!! And his Squip has a women’s voice.

-Smartphone Hour has a part where it shows a selfie of Jenna in front of the burning fire lmao.

-Okay, this wasn’t a script change thing, but during the Pants Song, George slipped in his socks and straight up fell on his ass.

-They played into Jake being sad about his parents a lot more which I really appreciated.

-Christine’s Squip was changed to Ruth Bader Ginsburg!!

DEH fans:

1. be quiet and dont sing alone especially during michael in the bathroom. critics and broadway producers are going to show up to the showings. they will not put money behind it or leave good reviews if youre screaming at the top of your lungs. the actors are on stage, not you.

2. RESPECT THE ACTORS. dont address them as the characters they play. be kind to them and compliment their performance. please dont bombard them or harass them. remember they are people too.

3. please be nice to one another, people had panic attacks at a different showing for be more chill because everyone was so loud.

4. if youre hard pressed on wanting to bootleg, please be discreet about it. this is new york city, you can be charged for filming. if youre in the first 5 rows, just don’t do it. trust me, the actors can and will see you.