Don’t Suddenly Follow Me!

Turns out I really like trying to do environments and landscapes, I drew it too tiny so I tried upscaling. I drew the apples way too big but whatever, this was mainly a test of my current abilities. Perhaps next time I’ll try a more woodland interpretation with more trees instead of a large clearing. Dream is there for scale.

I haven’t posted in a while and that has certainly been because of underlying insecurities surrounding my art and communication skills (I don’t just mean socially but artistically as well.) It’s honestly frustrating that being aware of perfectionism doesn’t make it much easier to avoid the tendency to nitpick and worry about flaws, I really wish that was the case. I could try to acknowledge that other people post art that if it was something I made I wouldn’t have posted it and try to get myself to get over it because I know they are things that I enjoy that aren’t perfect but it’s not that easy.