Achemea is the worst thing to exist ever.

Yellow Diamond’s anguish.

Aghh they just make me so sadd

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(sorry for some spelling mistakes, english is not my first language )

Chapter 96 is out and as expected the suffering never ends

we can finally see what happened to the other gems and it seems that everyone has forgotten or is not interested in what happened to phos (as usual ) ,we can also see how they have adapted to the mon

Cinnabar can finally do a job and be around others without harming them.

it seems that antarc and cairn have become "friends"

Yellow still seems out of touch with reality

Euclase is still close to sensei

And other gems have very quickly embraced the culture of the moon while being back to a state of conformity like when phos was unconscious for 102 years and 200 years

Why do I say "quickly"? Well, although we don't have an exact number of how long it's been since they became Lunarians, I still don't think it's been a long time because of how Euclase talks about phos

Euclase feels sorry for phos but is still happy with the fact that with time everyone will forget phos (so no one will feel responsibility or guilt for all the bad things they did to phos) It is something that makes me quite angry since nobody wants to talk about or remember phos, nobody expresses gratitude towards them, except cinnabar who mentions having thanked him

And after that euclase still wonders if phos wants to pray for them (really you bitc-)

but then that means that phos will pray?

I have several possible scenarios for this

We know that the last wish of phos now is to seek their own happiness, this is a new wish for them since they always sought happiness for the others gems or lunarians,this may influence why they may pray or not

What is happiness for phos?

I have always thought that phos would achieve happiness if they realized that they don't need to focus their value on other people and simply feel proud to exist

If phos comes to this conclusion maybe they won't pray for the gems or lunarians, after all they have always thought about how to make others happy to consider themselves useful.

But now that there is no need to feel useful maybe they don't want to pray for others anymore, they know that others don't want them so maybe they try to finally live their life , Away from the wishes of other people

But another possibility would be that phos, even though they realized their value as a person, still wants to help the other gems, maybe happiness for phos is helping others even if others don't deserve it (that's the nature of phos, to want to help in some way while they screw up)

Another scenario could be that while living the memories of sensei for the entire ten thousand years, they won't be able to think about what they want and who they were.

Could they still be sane enough to think? Will they light up with all those memories in their mind replaying over and over again?

Could they even pray after all that emotional pressure?

Would they even want to pray after all that emotional pressure?

I really wish that phos didn't pray for anyone and let everyone rot in their eternity but I don't think that would happen or leave phos satisfied (I don't know if ichikawa wants this for her other characters either )

Maybe phos could came to the conclusion that they just want to end this whole situation and pray for them while he is happy with their lonely existence