#ProBlackery

This weather over here is awful man. Smh at this Jersey weather.

When it rains it’s time to have sex. Just sayin

I supposedly have nothing but I changed my perspective on what nothing is because I feel rich rich in mind and spirit. Things could be worse and I could be dead but I’m breathing in air and taking in everything has to offer.

Reblogs is cool but I’m still a man with thoughts and original at that.

I remember thinking damn I’m being hated for existing and honestly it was just peak insecurity being projected and because I’m the truth personified it makes people feel small and so they overcompensate and over-inflate their worth which creates a lot of psychological games and mind games because people are self loathing in ways that are exacerbated by society at large so they meet me and it reminds them of this and I’m not doing this intentionally either so I get alienated. Even when i don’t think it’s a big deal, even when I’m in environment where I would think it be more superficial or more easygoing, etc the process is still happening and it’s still intense and still paranormal and spiritual. All this means is, if you’re weak I’ll expose but I won’t exploit and that SCARES people.

To what extent should you want to be praised? And if someone can change their mind about you as a person how far should that go in terms of how you perceive yourself through the eyes of others? I’ve always overestimated people’s opinion of myself and underestimated the ability to believe and that created a unbalanced dynamic within me because what I wanted was love but what I got was a result of deserving to love myself even more. Deserving to love myself when no one does, when people leave, when people disagree, when people are disappointed, when people no longer feel the same about me as they once did and when the memories fade. If you can hate yourself for what others did and believe, I’m sure you can love yourself DESPITE what others do and say

When women fondle the balls I appreciate it because it lets me know how enthusiastic she is

Getting on here and expressing all sorts of sexual fantasies is the extent of people’s sex lives at this point. This has been a medium for expression for 20 years because a lot of folks aren’t fulfilling their desires especially not regularly so here we are.

The horniness factor has increased once you realize people have succumbed to the ills of westernization. Ain’t no money, jobs, access to resources, families, community, connection, etc. people are meaner and parasocial, more ethnocentric, more alienated, etc so finding suitable significant others is getting more and more difficult by the day especially if you’re older or getting older. Most humans have sacrificed as a result of hoarding wealth for the 1%

I masturbated wit a girl and it was really intense and then I proceeded to nut all over her body and that was the best nut I ever busted ever.

Another “ kink” I got is when a woman licks your face or lick your ears. Also handjobs or when a woman rubs my dick through my boxers or rubbing the balls.