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This is my piece for Conan Gray Fest 2025 ❣️

The lyrics are from “Family line” and I really hope you’ll like this ✨

This week I’ll post the time lapse on my IG 💕

@conangray-hp-fest

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Link to my Patreon (lots of spicy things there🔥)

so, i've been questioning my gender lately, and i really could use some help from people that already felt this way(?)

i've always used "any pronouns" online, never putting much thought into it. Simply, i figured out that i didn't really care about what i was referred as. I'm a biological woman, but i'm not sure that's what i actually feel like

Some days i feel really really feminine, and then the next day i cry looking at my body cause i hate my feminine traits. I often find myself thinking about how life as a male would be and if it would suit me or not.

I also think i've been experiencing gender dysphoria. Many times i found myself in the need of putting on many bras, so that i could "hide" my boobs under my shirt, even tho i'm not really sure why i felt that way; since the very next day i wanted to wear feminine clothes such as dresses or skirts, showing off my neckline cause i felt that way.

Idk i kinda feel like my gender has changed or is changing over times. Like almost everyday i feel different idk.

i don't really know what i feel, i did some researches but i didn't really find a label that i felt fitted my experience.

Pandora: Doing stuff.

Dorcas: I don't like the sound of that. Where's Regulus?

Pandora: Trying to stop Barty from doing the stuff.

Dorcas: Evan?

Pandora: Trying to stop Regulus from stopping Barty from doing the stuff.

Dorcas: I see. And what are you doing here, Panda?

Pandora: I'm supposed to stop you from stopping Evan from stopping Regulus from stopping Barty from doing the stuff.