I wish someone would have this with me.

Why?

You would be here beside me like you promised. And we would be living together sooner than you thought. And doing a lot of exciting things to grow our relationship.

To be honest, not really. My ex girlfriend of more than 2 years randomly broke up with me. And this was very shortly after she mentioned how she found the perfect engagement ring. So nothing really makes sense because I feel so manipulated in that she gave me words of assurance and then just left me.

Look at how in love we were. Why would she up and leave me all of a sudden? I want her for the rest of my life.

I made it out alive but my soul still aches for you.

But I kept it all for you.

knowing that I experienced heaven on Earth.