rainbow halo

oops I accidentally separated myself emotionally from everyone to avoid feeling any bad feelings & it worked but at the expense of my sense of connectedness and belonging

something that always bothered me about taeil and kim soo hyun's situation is the people who comment "i knew there was something off about him" "i knew there was something sinister and no one believed me" because these comments make it seem like these aggressors are always in plain sight when it's men who appear good and great on the outside can be the most vile and evil and use it to their advantage. i think someone trying to boost that they knew all along this supposed good man is actually evil is in bad taste and just weird to say over all. like there's a reason these type of men can get away with their crimes for so long and sometimes manipulate others to believe them over their victims