may 12. rain as usual

MY BOYFRIENDS COMING OVER IN 14 DAYSSSSS

he’s okay. he’s okay for now

I looooooooove my boyfriend so much!! 💕💕

for once in a million years I can say. I’m really happy right now. I’m in love with someone that’s in love with me…. ❤️

I was gonna go walk my dog but I feel sick . I need to know he’s okay

I feel like sobbing and exploding. I can’t breathe

please come back to me please please please 😭😭😭

it’s probably nothing, he’s probably just passed out (sleeping) or busy… and I’ll feel silly after. but god I’m so upset rn. distraught. I feel like throwing up. sobbing

pulling out the old vent tumblr because a rly good friend that I’ve been messaging like all day recently hasn’t said anything since this morning and I’m getting absolutely sick with worry 😭😭 actually crying and breathing heavy because I’m so scared something happened

randomly feeling more depressed since yesterday and the day before . want to fucking crawl in a hole and die