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it's simple.

i've recently been doing research on why awake methods seem to be "ineffective" for me and using tarot cards to get deeper personal insight on what i should do differently and instead i ended up exploring a rabbit hole on spirituality and meditation.

i feel that maybe this resonates for many people and could be really helpful in allowing yourself to successfully shift; during awake methods sometimes you may be deep into your attempt and suddenly get a gut feeling that "nothing is working" or even a sudden deep urge to open your eyes and confirm that "you're still here", the best way i could describe this is as for example: i may be affirming that i am present in my intended reality constantly and within a good amount of minutes of doing so my thoughts will strongly waver towards disproving that and completely counterarguing it, trying desperately to remind me that i am still in my cr or that i should open my eyes. a sort of huge wave of disappointment.

this is whole experience in meditation is named by many different terminologies in the spiritual community such as: "the ego self" or in other words "the guardian" (rudolf steiner’s esoteric teachings) and it refers to your engrained beliefs that you learn based off of your experiences in this original reality, it's an attempt for your consciousness to make logical sense of the sudden loss of control and the shift that is beginning to take place.

⋆𝜗𝜚 ࣪⊹ here's a diagram from meditation teachings that show the different phases:

(i'll probably go into more depth on this diagram on another post) !

it means that you are actually approaching and are close to shifting or if anything your "attempt" is working so deeply that as a result you're threatening your own beliefs of what physical reality is, who and where you are so much so that you've awaken or encountered (3.4.3) your "ego", a self defense to make sense of everything. you're rewriting your identity as a being and that is seen as a threat your physical body and so it desperately tries to make sense of this experience. it's not a flaw it's actually an attempt at your self trying to protect yourself from the unfamiliar.

this is important and where shifters say "let go" or have "patience" it applies here, do not fight the doubts or insecurities that come, persist in the feeling of knowing you are shifting and surrender to it, acknowledge each urge but understand that it does not defy nor control your abilities, remember that you are more than your physical self, take each thought as a wave count to 30 if you need to, the longer you persist and do not fight but rather alchemize these thoughts, the more they'll quieten until they become nothing and gradually you'll enter a deeper state and sink, losing awareness of your reality each time.

you are able to shift with doubts. you do not have to fight them, you have to acknowledge them and realise you hold more power. each time you fight them the more power you give these thoughts and the less you'll allow yourself to flow.

at certain point you'll reach a deep meditative state where you're free of any thoughts and your doubts do not seem as having much power, you're unaware of your surroundings and completely free of anything, free of expectations of what reality is and what we're "able to do" and most importantly free of any reality. that is when grounding affirmations can redirect your subconscious completely to another reality.

so anytime you've taken a shifting awake method attempt and felt "nothing is working" remember you were closer than you think.

hopefully this is helpful!

(again this is my own theory lmao based off of shadow work, shifting is individual entirely so.)

A collection of hacks/techniques/ methods/ whatever you wanna call it to let the body fall asleep while you stay aware. I’ve built this over the past year of shifting to different realities and learning how to control what my awareness experiences. They also work super well for lucid dreaming, the void state, astral projection, sleep paralysis, deep meditation—basically anything that requires consciousness without a body. There are probably better ones online, but these are the ones that worked for me.

I’ll probably expand on specific ones in this list in the future, but for now I just want them all compiled into a list. Once your physical form and surroundings dissolve, awareness has nothing to cling to. What’s left is blank and perfect as an open canvas for whatever you want to project onto your awareness :)

1. Counting

The most basic no-brainer. I’m only adding this here because I recently discovered a little hack to stop yourself from drifting off and losing track of the numbers. What helps is to hold the next ten in your mind as the entire goal. For example, if you’re at 23, focus on reaching 30 and even visualize it in your mind if you can. It keeps the mind just active enough to stay engaged while the body falls asleep.

2. Working with your eyes

Too many ways to do this. Focusing on the black behind your eyelids and directing all your focus and attention to it until it feels infinite is a great one. Gently moving your eyes up, down, left, right when they start to slacken (your eyes slacking, getting comfortable, or zoning out is your cue: body wants sleep). Doing fake blinks is another great one (doing the blinking motions with them closed, causing them to twitch). There’s also keeping them half-open or even fully open in the dark—opening and closing them periodically every time you feel yourself start to fade. Fun fact: if you keep staring at the darkness long enough, that darkness starts to move back :)

3. Moving your head...moving any limb actually

This one’s weird but gold. I came across it recently and tried it again to see if it was a set-in-stone thing. Turns out it is. You wake up in the middle of the night when you’re tired as hell and barely awake— then you lightly roll your head side to side, not really moving your neck but more like rocking your head on the pillow. Idk what this can do for you, but for me it triggers that slide-to-the-side feeling people talk about in astral projection, like your consciousness slipping sideways out of your skull. I’ve also had astral projection/lucid dream entries in the past where I’ve lightly moved my foot during WBTB, and that also triggered something....so,, it’,s effective.

4. Committing to a single position in bed

Whether you’re on your back, side, whatever—pick one and refuse to move. Don’t roll over, don’t try to find comfort. If you’re like me and instantly fall asleep after adjusting once, this one’s a godsend. Staying locked in one position, especially when you’re a little uncomfortable, lets the body give up faster. It drifts off while your mind keeps running in the background, perfectly awake, because you’re uncomfortable as hell.

5. Treating hypnagogia as a signpost

UNDERRATED. You know when you feel all the symptoms, like your body floating, hearing shit, feeling tilted, seeing weird shapes or visuals behind your eyes? That’s already your body’s natural, normal way of saying “hey, I’m falling tf asleep.” It’s free, comes with the system built in. The issue is people treat the symptoms as “I have to shift/AP/etc NOW because this is my only chance,” and then when they fade, you get mad because it didn’t work, and you roll over and go to sleep. Yeah, that’s like mining and reaching diamonds, but because the diamonds aren’t already cut into the shape of a star, you throw them out. I’d love to rip a hole through time, reach back and grab past-me who used to give up after hypnagogia symptoms faded, and slap her, because IF MY GOAL WAS MIND AWAKE/BODY ASLEEP, AND I REACHED THE SIGN THAT SAID “HEY CLO YOUR BODY IS FALLING ASLEEP WHILE YOUR MIND IS AWAKE”— WHY. TF. DIDN’T I JUST KEEP GOING?

6. Setting alarms every hour of the night

Okay listen, this one is chaotic but genius. If your main problem is knocking out too fast, this hell-bent hack makes sure you don’t. Set alarms for every hour of the night. Yes, every hour. You run the real risk of not getting a wink of sleep, but if you’ve ever tried WBTB and been struck by +100 instant sleep, this is the way. I tested it recently: drifted off once, alarm woke me up, but then because I knew another alarm was coming, I couldn’t fully fall back asleep. So I just lied there, mind running, body done for and needing sleep. By the next alarm cycle, my body was desperate to sleep but my mind refused because it was completely alert, waiting—so I fell straight into the void just by existing.

7. Saying “fuck it, I’m not going to sleep” and committing to it

This one works too well, lol. Basically, you mentally commit to full-on sleep deprivation and genuinely accept that your goal is to not fall asleep at all—to stay awake the entire night. Forget about shifting, astral projection, void, whatever. Just decide you’re not sleeping. And your body goes “I think tf not,” and promptly knocks itself out while your mind stays awake. Best done during WBTB, imo.

8. Music

Ridiculously good for MABA because you can reach hypnagogia with it so easily. You don’t even have to do anything, just listen to whatever song you want— but it’d be great if the song reminds you of your end-goal (shifting, the void, w/e). You can be deep in thought, zoning out and daydreaming to the song, when suddenly you feel hypnagogia symptoms and/or straight up falling into an altered state. Also, don’t worry about the actual sound; your awareness adjusts, and the music fades naturally as your perception shifts.

9. REM rebound

Beloved REM rebound <3 Sleep deprivation’s golden child. You stay awake way past your normal bedtime until you’ve only got around 2–3 hours left before you have to get up. By then, your brain is starving for REM sleep. When you finally lie down, your body plummets straight into REM almost instantly instead of cycling through the usual sleep stages. And because your mind is so primed for dreaming, this is a perfect time to induce MABA.

10. Lying still and not moving

But not in the 2020 shifttok “if you move you failed” way. Lying still is golden, especially when it’s WBTB and you wake up almost falling asleep. But you can move. The world won’t end if you do. I learned that focusing on making your body fall asleep >> making your mind stay awake. What slips me into MABA is waking up during some fuck-ass hour for WBTB, when my eyes feel all scratchy and want to close (you know that feeling when they’ll barely even open?). Then I just lie really still, but the point is to get comfortable and watch the body. You’ll literally feel it go numb as it falls asleep. After that, the surroundings start to fade, weird sensations start happening, you might feel pressure, sinking, floating, vibrations—or nothing at all, and then out of nowhere you’re in an altered state.

11. Trying to sleep with light in the room

You can go full overhead light if you’re brave, but personally I’ve had the weirdest results using my phone flashlight face up on the pillow beside me. It keeps the room dim enough for comfort, but bright enough for discomfort. If you’ve got fairy lights, those work great too! (I’d try mine, but I have an irrational fear they’ll catch fire) Anyway, just lie there and try to sleep with the light on. I always end up getting all the hypnagogic symptoms with the mind wanting to sleep but getting confused by the light. Usually I drift off and wake up a few times because of it, but I keep refusing to give in. Eventually, the mind says “fuck it” and stays awake while the body says “fuck it” and goes to sleep.

12. Listening to affirmations while you sleep

I’ll link the two Alunir affirmation videos I’ve actually shifted with (here) and (here). Basically, I’d either fall asleep with them on or use them after WBTB. The only problem was that I hated them at first, because they’d keep me awake and uncomfortable. But every single time I slept with them on, I’d start hearing affirmations inside my dream, then wake up in the dream, fall into an altered state, OR I’d wake up hypnopompic and the affirmations were like anchors that plunged me into a lucid dream or the void.

13. Physical anchors

Look, I’m not condoning this one, but I’m being honest. There are tons of physical anchors that work if you stay awake easily— like sleeping in too many layers, putting a marble in your sock, not using a pillow, falling asleep with something heavy on you like a book, or sleeping too hot or too cold. Those all can work, and there’s probably more. I, unfortunately, can sleep through anything, so most of them did nothing for me.....all except for one.

I fell asleep with a clothespin on my finger (yes, the wise among us are already going “oh no”). It kept me awake for a bit, I got all the symptoms, but eventually I did fall asleep. Three hours later I woke up to find my finger completely drained of blood. I unclipped the pin, lied there half-asleep, half-freaking-out, trying to get circulation back while thinking “fuck fuck fuck fuck” and SOMEHOW, that mix of adrenaline and exhaustion slipped me right into an altered state. I actually shifted that night.

“Wow Clover, the things you did to try to shift early on were crazy.” Friend this was two months ago. I’m a dumbass. Part of the fun of shifting for me is finding new ways to do it. Anyway, do I recommend this? Absolutely not. What I do recommend is finding a physical anchor that’s safe and sustainable for you. They’re annoyingly effective. Just...seriously....don’t try the clothespin thing and then come blaming me for any disasters. “Oh I lost a finger because this strange girl on the internet told me I could shift realities this way” this is not a conversation I want to have with CNN.

14. Use the reticular activating system

The reticular activating system is the part of your brain that keeps track of your surroundings even while you sleep. It filters through sounds, touch, light, even emotional significance, and flags what might be important enough to wake you up or keep you half-awake. So when you put something under your pillow (like a notebook, a coin, a note, any object) your RAS says “huh that’s different.” It keeps awareness running even while the rest of your body falls asleep. It’s the same reason you can sleep through one thing but instantly wake up because of another.

To use this, put something your awareness can’t ignore under your pillow. I put my (annoying, thick) shifting notebook there, and it automatically made me think about it even half-asleep. I’ve hit MABA twice this week from that alone. But it could be anything, like a random spoon, a coin, a piece of jewelry, a note with something written on it, ....or even your phone, turned on, maybe with the flashlight (help is that a fire hazard?). The key is that your RAS keeps pinging that object in the background.

15. Pavlov yourself with a song

I swear by this one but I never really talk about it because it sounds a little insane until you try it. Basically, loop one song all day nonstop. Same song over and over while you go about your day, until your brain gets sick of it but it’s still playing in your head anyway. You’re basically conditioning yourself so by the time night hits, the song is burned into your skull. So when you lie down and start drifting off, it keeps auto-playing in your head without effort, like your brain can’t let it go. And because you’re mentally singing or hearing it on repeat, your mind stays just active enough to avoid shutting down with your body. The most recent one for me was with Misery Business , I listened to it the entire day because I get hyper-fixated on songs that give me DR memories, the emotions, all of it. I had it on repeat for hours,, then when I went to bed (at like 3 am lmao), I was still hearing it in my head. That automatic loop pulled me straight into MABA, and from there I actually managed to shift back to my main DR.

Pointers (in my opinion)

For people who fall asleep easily: your mission is to make the sleep setup hostile, not ideal, just enough that your body craves sleep but your mind keeps screaming “AHHHH.”

For people who don’t fall asleep easily: focus on comfort and commitment to resting, but not sleeping. Insomnia can actually be your secret weapon if you’re stubborn enough to choose sleep deprivation over not (insert desire).

For some god-forsaken reason, not caring about the outcome and being open to failure is highly effective. If you approach things with “eh, fuck it, I’m okay with failure”, you’re not forcing your awareness to perform a life-or-death coin toss— where if you get heads instead of tails, the little tricycle puppet from SAW will appear to collect your soul. You’re allowing the possibility of letting the coin roll under the couch, because for all you know, there could be a pot of gold under there.

Will any of these guarantee anything? Let’s be real, the path to failure is paved with ignorance. Your road will stay foggy if you keep putting blind faith in methods instead of yourself. Thinking something outside of you will get you to your destination is a hamster wheel— and not a fun one. Don’t be a passenger complaining about the route while the self-driving Tesla drives you straight into a lake.

I had probably the weirdest day in a while yesterday. It started with one of those bold, slightly hubristic declarations where I confidently told myself “I intend for this to be a good day :)”

And then, just twenty minutes later, the first thing that happens? I open my laptop and the screen is broken :)

It looked exactly as it would if someone had punched it, but spared their knuckles broken glass; with damage clearly visible like flickering pixels, black blotches, and the monitor refusing to respond.

(I should’ve taken a photo of this, but you’ll see why I refused to acknowledge this as reality in a bit, hang on)

So I calmly closed it. And, delusional as can be, said to myself “This is part of the good day I intended to have. The screen is probably going to fix itself.”

I went about my day, and every time the thought popped up (“my screen is broken”) I just immediately rationalized “Huh? No, it’s not. It has to be fine, because I intended for this to be a good day—so logically, the screen is fine.”

Sure, I had that passing thought that maybe it was really broken and I’d have to get it fixed or whatever—but the stronger part of me firmly believed that it was all a part of my good day. I didn’t assign it a time, like “at exactly 1 pm this screen must be fixed or else I’m doomed.” No, I just decided not to bargain with the process when the outcome was already decided.

Then, early in the evening, I opened it. And. It was actually broken. No I'm just playing, it was fixed asdfghjkl. It was completely fine. The computer is actually running faster now than it was before, so....?? Not sure how tf that happened, logically.

AND THEN I FAILED TO SHIFT LAST NIGHT.

Well, almost. It’s as if I declared it was going to be a good day and hit the “start” button on the trials and tribulations of man.

I got in bed at around 1 am. Lied on my back. Decided I was going to shift to one of my WRs. Knocked out cold 10 minutes later :). I woke at 3 am confused as hell, staring at my surroundings and wondering what happened, since I actively chose to be in my WR.

I could’ve spiraled, but instead I lied back down and decided not to sweat it. I think a big part of what ended up happening is that I treated everything that happened as a positive that was a part of my intention being fulfilled. Because my next thought was: “Excellent. All is going according to plan.”

I didn’t care that I had failed, because I decided that it was all a part of the plan, and that I would be in my WR soon.

I get comfortable, and for some unknown reason, start singing a song in my head (Bohemian Rhapsody asdfghjk). And as I sang it, I began lolling my head from side to side a little—more like subtly teetering my head from side to side.

And then the weird shit happened.

I loll it to the left—and immediately, my awareness projected out of my body and was slung into a void.

As I was flying through it for maybe two seconds, I just decided that the shift itself was already happening. And that the weird-ass altered state I was experiencing was part of the process already.

I’m not that great at giving shifting storytimes, but I did end up in that WR. It’s a mansion in the middle of a coastal rainforest, the time was about 4:15 in the afternoon, and it was raining!! The atmosphere is this really calming, soft blue that makes the air feel cold and wet. The humidity is perfumed with the scent of eucalyptus, and all I did was sit on the floor inside, facing the balcony while the rain picked up. ....And I ate a guava while my cat there tried to steal bites (very curious how ten minutes before that, he was eating one of my potted plants, but I digress).

Moral of the story, what to do, why this works, etc

I realized I was I on autopilot the whole time. Since, the minute you set an intention—you’re on autopilot toward it. The timeline we’re on will always lead us to what we want, even if it looks like failure three times or success two times before we get there.

Not only that, but the moment you decide to pursue something, your body, brain, and mind are already aligning toward it. It’s like when you decide to walk to your friend’s house, and might be on your phone the whole way, not even paying attention, but your body still takes you there because it knows the route subconsciously.

By not trusting that what you want is already yours, you keep taking detours. You change routes because you interpreted a hiccup as a full on failure instead of it being an annoying part of the wish fulfilled, and you convince yourself you’re on the wrong path.

But you’re not. Once you decide you’re on a certain timeline (like the one where you shift or manifest something), everything that happens from that moment forward must be included in that timeline. Nothing can contradict it. The delay, the doubt, the broken laptop screen, the failed shifting attempt—those aren’t detours, but the bridge of events taking shape.

When you experience failure, you have two options: 1) you can take the failure at face value and let it confirm your fears. Or 2) you can rewrite it, decide it’s not failure at all, just the next step in the process.

And if you want the “scientific” angle: your brain literally rewires itself to find proof of what you believe. Once you declare something as part of the process, your brain starts scanning reality for confirmation. Your subconscious filters everything through that lens, pulling evidence from all the noise, shaping coincidences into patterns until the outer world rearranges to match the inner one. It’s how perception builds reality.

When you redefine failure as the wish fulfilled continuing, your brain starts to scan for proof that this perspective is true. Literally, neurologically, your reticular activating system (the part of the brain that filters what you notice) begins to highlight everything that confirms your new observation.

It’s why never shut up about how reality= whatever you observe (⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠).

You’re not waiting, you’re expecting. Waiting is for the line at the DMV, expecting is for manifestations

I’m not policing people’s words, I swear. Use whatever term you want ;-; But this is more so about the shift in perspective to be made that’s genuinely beneficial. To get mildly (and crudely) science-y before I make my point:

When you expect something, your brain codes/interprets it as already on its way. The system that constantly makes guesses about incoming sensory input then fires as if the event is certain in your reality. That triggers a dopamine release, which signals your nervous system to prepare for the incoming reward.

When you’re waiting, your brain interprets the event as uncertain. Uncertainty spikes stress and cortisol, and pushes your nervous system into a state of tension, fatigue, and frustration.

There’s a difference between waiting for something to happen and expecting it. And it really changes the game if you’re someone who’s sick of waiting and worried about marinating in that draining feeling of waiting for the shift or the manifestation.

Waiting implies fatigue, as in—you’re tired and you’re stuck in this limbo, waiting for something to come around when you’re not even sure if it will. You’re just exhausted, drowning in the not knowing, wanting it so badly but getting pulled deeper into the waiting itself.

Expecting, on the other hand, holds a completely different energy. Expecting means you know you’ve already done what you needed to do for the thing to come, so now you’re just expecting it. It doesn’t suggest any dragged-out time frame, because you’re not “waiting”, you’re expecting. Expectation means it could arrive at any second. And it can, because you already have it. That’s why expectation feels present and immediate, it’s because you’re open to it happening right now.

That’s the same reason we say pregnant people are expecting a baby. Not “waiting” for the kid to pop out whenever it feels like it. Or why we say we’re expecting a visitor, not just waiting around for them to maybe appear. Or why we say we’re expecting a call, not sitting and waiting to see if the phone rings. Expecting implies certainty, because you know it’s coming. Semantics, in a way, but trust me on this.

This matters, because I constantly see people say they’re waiting for their manifestation, waiting for the shift to happen, waiting for the illusion to drop, waiting for whatever. And then they spiral, because waiting feels exhausting (who the hell likes waiting??)

But you’re not !! waiting!! If you’ve already done the work—whatever your process is—you’re expecting. (Congratulations, please don’t cause a forest fire in the pursuit of a trendy gender reveal).

Waiting vs. expecting is like wanting vs. knowing, or thinking vs. deciding. When you move from the energy of waiting to the energy of expecting, you’re no longer at the mercy of “when.” You’re no longer powerless, because you’re expecting, and that automatically works in your favor for manifestation and shifting, because it changes the way you observe reality without forcing it or stressing over it.

If whatever you observe in reality, is— meaning, for example, whatever religion you observe is the one that plays out in your life, whatever law you observe becomes the one that dictates your reality, whatever beliefs, rules, assumptions, or intentions you observe are the ones you experience.

So when you shift your POV from waiting (“I don’t know when this will come, I have no control”) to expecting (“I know it’s coming, I know it’s mine”), you step into the role of control. Expecting aligns you with letting go and letting it flow (unintentional rhyme) NOTT because you’re clueless and waiting around, but because you already know it’s on the way.

That shift in perspective changes everything about how you see and experience what you want. How to apply this is just,,, honestly, just knowing that you’re not waiting. There’s no magical rule to apply here other than interpreting things differently.

post two pictures that remind you of your dr self & a quote & two pictures that remind you of your dr lifestyle.

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I don’t want to make this too long but I fucking did it!

To start, my journey in various “manifesting” communities has been incredibly long. I've known about subliminals since 2017, then I learned about the shifting community in early 2021, and then I discovered the void community in late 2022. Of all the platforms I've explored (like YouTube, Reddit, Amino, and other anonymous forums), I think that Tumblr is by far the most helpful and limitless, despite its minor issues.

I'm sharing this with you because, believe me when I say, I've seen it all. I’ve truly seen it all. In the subliminal community, I've witnessed every racist scandal, grooming victim exposé, fake death from creators, fake results scandals, fake respawners, shifting lies, and other content creator conflicts. On Amino, I saw all the racist mod scandals, fake shifting stories, TikTok information drama, and the grooming document that exposed liars and weirdos on DRSU and DRA. On Reddit, I've witnessed all the subliminal drama unfold. I saw the drama about results and the beef with the MABA creator. I saw the shifting community getting trolled by anti-shifters after that one YouTube video that was made by the odd1out, I saw all the people being exposed for their lies etc. One of the main shifting success posters even said that she thinks she might be mentally ill and left the community. Another successful shifter I worshipped and talked to turned back to Islam, and called me a sinning freak that she’s going to pray for before she left as well. I saw the drama between the shifting community vs subliminals, AP, and the lucid dreaming sub who called shifters delusional mentally ill liars.

Of course on Tumblr, I was present for the Angel and Maya drama, the Winter and Roselle drama, I saw all the bloggers being exposed for their fake stories, watched Angel and Unique show unhinged behavior, the Sanita situation, and I was a victim of the Kira and Thalia void scam. I have seen some terrible things too and I have been “cursed” which proves once again that’s not possible unless you assume it to be. Someone even supposedly told me my parents and I would die by hex (??), and I would never manifest anything all because I said anyone who requires payment for anything related to manifesting is suspicious. People have told me to harm myself in my DMs over trivial things, small disagreements, miscommunications, and so much more…..

I've genuinely seen it all. These communities can be so unserious at times, lol. But despite all the nonsense, I persevered. And now, I am beyond relieved that I can finally stop mindlessly scrolling through these demented apps and live my dream life.

What I Manifested:

💌Immortality in my waiting room and changing to being my “home reality.” anytime I die or before I shift to any reality I’ll just go there. I also share this wr with a couple of shifring friends I met online, it is also “their” home reality as well. I also don’t keep memories in my drs so it just makes it easier. This had always been my true desire but thank you for Irene on amino and jay ( @heliosoll )on tumblr for making me realize how possible this all was and giving me hope I wasn’t out of my mind.

I know I don’t seem super excited and that’s because I’ve already shifted and been to my WR. I’m also going to go to so many drs and explore a bunch of my fav anime’s, shows, movies, books, and realities I’ve created. I’m going to relive some of my past, and explore the future with shifting as well. Guys, I’m screaming from the rooftops - everything is possible; we are just consciousness. I am god. I am immortal; I will live whatever lives I want. Please don’t give up - the world is yours.

This if from both a year ago and from my success the second time

💌 being able to shift whenever (not making that mistake again)

💌Desired face and desired body. I am so gorgeous ugh, I’m so happy.

💌Being the beauty standards (metaphorical) black women; you are so gorgeous, revised look or not, start embodying that now.

💌Anyone who harms me or wants to harm me receives karma. You know that one TikTok sound that’s like “I’m not gonna fix it because if I fix it I’m going to jail.” Yeah 💗 I’ll leave it to the universe.

💌Manifested my own wish chakra just for fun lol. I like meditating so after l 15 minutes I can make a wish and it will come true ! (Only if I truly desire it if course)

💌Pinterest lifestyle and clothes. Looking at all my clothes.. I wanted to cry

💌Revised parents. I am African, sooo yea I revised all their annoying, abusive, cultural habits I hated… I also revised my entire extended family because they’re so nosey, traditional, and always in someone’s business for no reason lol. Honestly, I got rid of most of them. I also manifested that we’re moving into our dream home! I am very excited for that.

💌Having the best comebacks and responses. I used to be a people pleaser, and everyone walked all over me and disrespected me for fun. I will not relive that anymore.

💌Perfect health. Why was my body doing weird stuff every day in the past, I can’t tell you. I had things wrong with me I couldn’t even explain but that is obviously the old story.

💌Never experiencing racism and misogyny.

💌My SP. We were already talking, but now we’re really dating and ugh, he’s the best. He’s very kind, intelligent, left leaning, can cook, and he already came from a wealthy family and spoiled me and now he somehow does it even more!

💌Graduating college early. I hated everyone and school. I just want to chill and watch anime and travel in the future.

💌So much money for myself and family. Getting spoiled in every aspect. This goes without saying; I hated being poor lol.

💌Being worshipped and adored. I just know everyone loves me. I’m like Kokomi Teruhashi and Anna Delvey No matter what reality I’m in or how hard it gets, I know I’ll be okay, so I can grow and still learn.

💌Curated,intelligence,hobbies and talents!

And so so so much more! I succeeded a couple of days ago, and ugh everyday I discover something amazing. My list was so long I can’t fit all of it here, but my life is better than I could imagine to the tiniest of details. My subconscious mind came through as I knew it would.

My method

I honestly used sublimals, as a placebo. I was Someone who likes doing stuff in order to feel like, "Oh, if I do this, it will work!" So, I don’t like doing much, so I chose subliminals as my filler! I liked Slade subs, Orien, and Leviathan, and their music helped me relax and feel just so secure, knowing I can. I used the MOAB booster which is infamous on Reddit I definitely recommend it.

I'm also a maladaptive daydreamer, and my reality confirmed so fast when I started seeing my daydreams as something already happening, something I'm already being instead of just daydreams. Just living in the end and knowing that it's going to happen, that there's nothing more to do. Embracing my imagination and trusting myself, surrendering to my faith. It was incredibly hard at first, but I managed to do it, and my faith paid off. I am wearing the great pearl Neville spoke of. :)

I ended up getting into the void with a lucid dream! But I had practiced lucid dreaming for years with no success after trying a plethora of methods. I wasn’t even trying to lucid dream, haha, I just knew I’d get into the void, and when the opportunity came in a lucid dream, I took it. Leave your options open.

Ella’s Tips

1.know you are God!!!!!! It doesn’t matter how you get to that point

2.know you cannot fail and time does not exist.

3. Everyone is special bc no one is special. I also once thought I was the exception, I would fail, I was u lucky etc etc.. I thought I couldn’t succeed because my desires were too much, or were impossible. News flash we’re all God. That is not possible. Remove failure from your vocab ;)

4.for the love of God (me and you 🤭) please try to make it easy, have fun, learn about yourself. This journey forced me to understand myself and the universe as whole and just forced me to see how I’m just apart of the universe as you guys and everything else I value.

Final words

I don’t want to make this too long but I just wanted everyone to know that YOU ARE SO IMPORTANT. I really hope this helps someone! It’s long but I didn’t want to leave anything out. Bye now and remember, you are loved, and you have your desires!! 🩷 you’ve got this! I don’t know when or if I’ll be back but I want to live my life for a little, but I do want to give back to the community. Mwah 💗💗💗💗