Finding someone who would like me for who I am is very difficult now, life is difficult. Why do I feel so helpless to those who care for me. I'm so lost, what did it cost? I know I've made mistakes, a lot of things I regret. When I look up the sky above me isnt blue. I've finally been able to stare at myself in the mirror, mixed emotions/uncertainty of everything. Should I just go awol and move away from this city???















