I said I like being alone not left out tf
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I said I like being alone not left out tf

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ohh someone sedate me i can't do this today.. "23 curse" more like 21 curse tff
If I had a penis it would be rock solid every time I look at Jake

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And to whoever said to sunghoon โstop eatingโ I hope you stub your toe every hour until it breaks and you have to get it cut off. pack your bags.
hi. i need that.
niki is so fine bc me personally, i would not let him get a breather. pussy will be the only thing he sees and tastes morning, noon, evening and night. i WOULD NOT get off that face and dih till he is at the brink of passing out.
the moment he opens his eyes in the morning? PUSSY.
he goes to pee? PUSSY.
he drinks water? PUSSY.
he wants to take a nap? too bad PUSSY.
he goes to grab himself a meal? that meal is PUSSY
just ate my enha noodles... no it doesn't taste like Jake, ni-ki, jungwon, sunghoon, Sunoo, jay, or heesung, I'm disappointed ๐

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don't do this to me, please | nishimura riki
bonus to 56% series
pairing: hotnerd!riki x professorsdaughter!reader
synopsis: turns out you are not the only one losing sleep.
genre: drama, romance, smut (idek)
contains: profanity, unresolved feelings, emotional vulnerability (against his will), yearning, mutual pining (kinda), making out, post-hookup angst ig
smut warnings: oral (f. receiving), ass play, risky sex (public) , fingering, begging, clit stimulation
a/n: for the first time i had a chance to write something that's not smut and i still didn't do it. and i won't ever๐๐๐โ๐ป
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MDNI!
"Are you avoiding me?"
Riki's voice made you pause in your track. Hand stuck midair as you were reaching for the book on a higher shelf.
You gulped, the quiet corner of the library feeling suffocating more than it already is. You glanced over your shoulder, and there he was โ crossed arms over his chest, sharp eyes glaring at you as he stood his ground.
"You don't answer my messages. Avoiding me around the campus, are you serious?" He spoke the last part with utter disbelief, voice lowered as he took steps closer. You fully faced him now, back almost meeting the shelfs as you tried to put some distance between you both.
And there it was.
The hammering of your chest the moment he got closer. Your breathing hitching and throat going dry. You spoke softly, gaze avoiding his as it stuck to the floor.
"Riki, I can'tโ"
I'm catching feelings.
You wanted to say it. But you couldn't. The fear of it actually being confronted and admitted aloud made you gulp done.
He laughed humorlessly at your pause, the avoidance of his eyes. "You won't even look at me God." He muttered. "Do I disgust you that much?"
The comment made your eyes snap up to his. No! You wanted to scream back, how can he think that?
"No. Just...I really can't keep doing this."
"Oh please. You were the one who kept coming to me, almost every fucking time, and now you are trying to play a victim?!"
He pointed to his chest as he spoke, voice slightly raising as he couldn't believe what you are implying.
He himself didn't know why he was so pressed, the simmering rage in his chest almost lashing out. It's been weeks of your avoidance, and it left a very bitter feeling in his stomach everytime he sent you a message and you didn't respond, everytime you evidently made sure to not cross paths with him on campus. The ghosting started suddenly. And it impacted him so bad. Not only himself. But his studies too.
He was so occupied with it, with you, he couldn't even focus. Didn't even try to finish the assignments, even failed one of the exams.
He was pissed.
"I'm not, I swear!" You answered softly, an attempt to calm him down. You stepped closer, steps unsure and limbs shaky.
His smell hit your nostrils.
And you almost physically recoiled.
"Then what's the problem?!"
You knew he slept with other girls, last couple of weeks before you went no contact you even didn't see each other like you used to. Like he was the one that put the distance between you two. Like he tried to set a boundary with you. Make sure you knew it was just casual, that you were replaceable. That the nights you two spend sleeping in the same bed, cuddling, sometines laughing about random stuff, watching movies as you stayed over after the sex โlike those meant nothing.
But now when you actually stopped expecting, turned the situation in your favor because you really couldn't do it anymore.
Your fingers flexed, digging into your palm as you took a deep breath.
"Nothingโ"
He mockingly laughed again, eyes rolling as he looked around. "And you expect me to believe that?"
You gulped again, his voice teasingly lingering in your ears. "You don't have to, just leave me alone. You have other girls to go to anyway."
Riki went still. His body stiffened, eyes stuck to you.
You knew?
He was stunned.
You both were stuck just staring at each other. Your twinkling eyes were shyly locked onto his sharp ones. Your body seemed to heat up, cheeks warmer and body burning from the weight of his gaze.
Riki stood still for a second.
You fucking knew.
His heart skipped a beat.
Fuck.
When you said it out loud it felt like a part he burried deep within himself was ripped out in the open. He gulped.
Never ever would he admit it to himself but he knew.
Without a word being said he for sure knew, both of you knew why the sudden distance took place.
Why it needed to happen.
Yes. He did fuck other girls. He did fuck them for hours, whole night would pass, round after round โ but for one sole reason. One that he is afraid to even think about, let the words form in his mind.
Because of a fucking girl that stood right before him.
Because of you.
He hated the way your touch would cling to him hours after you both were done. He hated your soft scent that would make his heart speed up. And he fucking hated that you were the only thing he would think about as he was balls deep into the other girls' cunt. Flashes of your face, doe eyes behind the glasses would send him into a frenzy.
He despised the nights he would spend with the flashes of your smile, your soft spoken nature, your small habits he catched on subconsciously โ like when you played with your earing when you were nervous, when you would get the tip of your tongue out between your lips when you focused on something hard, the habit of fixing glasses even when you didn't have them on and would just laugh it off embarrassingly.
Fuck.
He was in deep shit.
Riki's tight throat moved, Adam's apple bobbing as he gulped. His voice came out tender, unsure โ like he was trying to convince himself, trying to lie through his teeth.
"... So what? It was always casual between us anyway. We don't own each other anything."
And that's what shattered you.
You can't take it anymore. Fuck it.
"That's the problem...I-I'm catching feelings Riki!"
You moved closer, wide eyes boring into his.
Riki's expression didn't change, instead his system completely shut down. Wow. He didn't expect this, didn't expect for you to actually say it out loud.
The silence that took place ate away at you.
"... There. Will you leave me alone now?" You added, voice still soft and sweet. So sweet it had Riki's eyes flick down to you lips as he gulped again. "Im sorry. I justโ." You added embarrassingly at the end, gaze moving down to the floor again, a step back against the shelves as you tried to spare yourself the hard rejection, the smirk in your face.
But none of it came.
Riki was still processing everything, his palms all of a sudden sweaty and warm, his earsdrums hammered.
Fuck.
"I'm ignoring you because of it, because I can't do this to myself...Not right now. I have other things to focus on! Iโ"
Riki moved. His palms grabbed your face, pushing himself against you as he pressed his lips to yours. A sudden shock shot through you, eyes wide as your back dig into the hard shelf behind you. He angled his head, deepening the kiss, his mouth moved aggressively against your soft ones.
And you kissed him back.
Your hands shot up to his neck, mouths smacking loudly as you devoured each other. You panted harshly, eyes closed as he let you rest for a second.
Your heart felt like it would jump out of your chest, skin hot and tender. "Don't do this to me now, please..." You whisper sent shivers down Riki's spine, his kisses trailed lower, pecking your neck hastily as you gave him more access, titling your head back. Your desperate plea still lingered in the air, trembling as it sounded almost like a cry.
"Aah..."
The sound left you just as he pushed his knee between your legs, spreading them more. Riki paused, his panting mouth lingering over your hot skin, his hands moved over to the shelf over your head, stabilizing himself as he gripped it.
Your perfume.
Shit.
He pulled away before he would lose him mind completely, now face to face with you, inches apart. You both tried to catch your breath. His eyes stuck to yours that gazed at him over your glasses. There it was. The subtle shine of your orbs, the teary eyes as you shook your head slowly. "Don't make it harder for meโ"
"Turn around."
He cut you off, his hand coming down to your hips before he turned you himself. "Whatโ!"
"You've been driving me insane."
His front was flush against your backside, his lips grazing your ear as you held onto the shelfs. His arms circled your waist, moving under your baggy shirt and to the waistband of your sweats.
"Can't fucking go to sleep without you on my mindโ" He continued, fingers undoing the strings aggressively before he pulled them down, lowering behind you. You looked around, alert and confused. "It's a libraryโ"
He lowered the sweatpants till the middle of your thighs the moment his knees hit the ground, then the underwear. The air hit your exposed skin, your baggy shirt falling over your ass and front. "Couldn't let me rest for a second..." He raised your shirt to your hips, somehow hiking it up before he adjusted your leg. He pushed it up, leading your knee onto one of the lower shelves โ opening you up for him.
You breathing picked up again, eyes looking right out of the row. "Riki someone is going to seeโ" Pure terror and panic was heard in your voice, his hands gripped your ass spreading and pushing it together again. His breathing hitched at the sight of your already slick folds.
"You are the only thing that I think about, do you know that?"
His words finally reached to you, brows furrowed in confusion. Riki let his tongue poke your rim, the wet muscle circled the wrinkled hole lightly. You shut your eyes tight, mouth opened soundlessly as he spread your asscheeks more. "All these weeks you didn't text me sent me into madness..." He murmured, tongue moving lower, right over your entrance and through your folds. You choked back a sound, eyes tightly squeezed, fingers dug into the shelfs wood as you braced yourself.
Thought it all, his tongue flicking your clit, carresing your pussy back to front โ you still tried to process his words.
No.
It can't be. He is doing it on purpose. He is doing it so he could keep calling you up whenever he wants.
"I-I don't believe you..." You stuttered it out, hips backing up against his flat tongue.
Riki's fingers dug into your ass, harshly gripping the flesh. The sudden annoyance surged through him. "Why the fuck you think I distanced myself for? Hm? Why did I fuck other girls even though you know I was just with you before that?" He sternly added back, his fingers moving over to your entrance. And he pushed the fingers in, his breath fanning your heat as he let his tongue poke your rim again. "Don't piss me off now when I said it aloud."
He warned, his fingers reaching deep into your cunt. You moaned into your shoulder, heat enveloping your whole body. Your legs shook, the knee that was high onto the shelf stung already.
"I tried to get you out of my head..." His fingers sped up, gliding against your angled hips so precisely. You moaned again, back arching towards him more. "But you kept ruining everything." He curled his fingers inside of you, palm smacking against your ass his other hand moved to your clit, thumb leaving deliciously tight circles. Your eyes rolled to the back of your head, a breath of delight left you when your head went back.
"Fuck baby I missed this pussy so much..." Riki's tongue collected the slick by your entrance that was split by his two digits, tasting your sweet juice that leaked all over his hand. "Missed you." He added, almost a whisper as he took a deep breath.
You heard it.
Your fingers tightened more onto the shelf, eyes opening as your heart skipped a beat. The words repeated in your mind, the constant plunge and curls of his fingers made it hard to focus, to think.
The thumb on your clit didn't falter, just rubbed you harder when you moved your hips back. His fingers suddenly pulled out of you, instead his to hue came to replace them. Riki spread you more, his fingers digging into your ass he as parted the flesh, his hot mouth attaching to your drenched cunt. You felt the wetness cling to your inner thighs, dripping stickily.
You gasped when his warm muscle entered you, fucking you repeatedly. "Fuckโ" You moaned lowly, making sure only he heard you. The library was oddly quiet. Every filthy sound you two made amplified to the point you swear it was so loud.
But as the knot in your pelvis grew, orgasm approaching as you leaned your front completely against the shelfs, hands glaring at the poor books for leverage, Riki only seemed to move faster. His head bobved against your entrance, eyes closing in delight as he whined into your pussy.
So sweet.
You were so sweet.
The way your cunt clenches around the tip of his tongue drove him insane, the squelching sounds his tongue and thumb produced were filthy.
He felt you clench, the sudden desperation rose in him. The one he never felt before ever. Your soft moans were music to his ears, a fucking menace for his cock though. His lenght throbbed inside of his pants, tip sensitive and leaking so much he could feel it inside of his boxers.
He didn't care.
One of your arms reached blindly behind you, finding his head, fingers tangling into his thick locks as you moved back against his lips.
You were close.
Riki knew it.
It would be pretty sad if he didn't. After all these months.
So when your fingers twitched in his hair, thighs trembled and hips sped up onto his face, he detached himself hastily, a string of saliva dnd your wetness snapping as he took your hand out of his hair, fingers entering you fast as he pumped into you rapidly.
"Pleaseplesasepleaseโ! Cum for me."
He chanted desperately, eyes furrowing as they were stuck to your soppy hole and the way his fingers split you aggressively. Your orgasm built faster than ever. Your forehead pressed against the shelf, hands back up to support you as you arched against his assault. "Fuck fuck fuck..." You cried out under your breath, the sounds exiting you so tight and strained.
"Please cum on my fingers... Please..."
Riki's thumb was back on your clit, rubbing it in tandem with his thrust, the swollen bud slick under his fingertip.
Riki but his lip hard, eyes never leaving the way you were wrapped around his knuckles, spasming as it finally crushed down on you.
You twitched against his hold, hand shoting up to your mouth to suppress the sound that were so hard to control. Your body convulsed, a string of muffled moans left you as Riki's fingers never stopped playing with your cunt. He only got more aggressive, thumb sliding all over the place as he sped up, his fingers curling messily as he moaned at the feel of your walls spasming against him.
"Fuhโ Yes baby, fuck me back..." Riki added, voice whiny and at the verge of moaning. You rode it out, meeting his thrusts midway. Your tummy felt full, the bliss that overflowed you shook you uncontrollably. Riki's smacks against your slick skin became overwhelming, echoing the quiet atmosphere as you suppressed the harsh breaths and moans, letting the orgasm tremor you more.
"Mmm... You are made for me I swear."
Your grinds slowed down gradually, the high evaporating form your system. Pants left your parted lips, whole body tremoring with aftershocks. Riki slowed down, feeling your cunt spasm around him the deeper he went. His thumb came to a stop, finally letting your numb bud rest as his fingers pulled out of you.
Your walls fused together, sudden emptiness leaving a lingering touch deep inside of you. Riki's was still on his knees, nostrils flaring as his cock throbbed painfully. His hands lingered on your thighs, just simply staring at your leaking hole before he gulped.
Your taste stabbed his buds so aggressively it had his head spinning, the sticky arousal that clung to his fingers ended up in his mouth as he licked them clean.
You stood there, chest pressed against the books, eyes skimming in awkwardness around the titles that were so unimportant but enough of a distraction. Your knee that was up on the shelf already was limp and hurting.
Your breathing didn't seem to slow down the more you stood there in silence, his touch lingering on your hot burning flesh, it was eating you away more.
And the realization hit you.
Your throat went dry, heart dropped uncomfortably in your stomach.
He didn't mean any of those things.
He said them in the heat of the moment. Like he always did.
And you were at fault for letting every praise, every small touch that felt too tender to be fueled by just lust get under your skin so easily. You would think about those for days on and on, let them get to your small brain so mischievously.
You fell for it everytime.
You gathered your thoughts together, a shuffle somewhere in the library making you snap out of a daydream, your leg shooting back onto the floor. Just as you got your hands down to the waistband of your underwear and sweats, a strong presence attached to your back. Strong hands pulled your underwear up, over your ass and hips as he set it in place, adjusting the waistband right. Then the sweatpants. Riki pulled them up, his arms wrapped around you as he tied the strings at the front โ just the way they were before he devoured you shamelessly.
His breath could be felt on your ear, chest detaching from your back as he got away.
You gulped, starring at the aligned books that were right in your face, scared to even move, to face him after everything that just took place. After you actually voiced something so raw out to the boy who seemed to care less about any of it. Sex and just sex. Thats what he wanted โ that's what you wanted too at the start.
Something so mesmerizing pulling you sexually to him. The way he could make you feel felt unreal, so filthy and dirty but so good and ecstatic โ but you were stupid enough to let new feelings brew deep down without you even noticing at first.
Riki's back hit the shelves right across from you. A distance so close but still far. He needed to get away from you. He had to before he let everything go. Let himself have you right here.
His heart hammered for no reason in his chest, drumming in his ears so roughly. Why? Fucking why was he reacting like a fourteen year old teenage boy.
He blankly stared at your back.
And you finally turned.
Thr moment your eyes met, it felt suffocating. Your eyes glanced down. His bulge was huge, the evident print of his hard cock so obvious and embarrassing. He glanced down too, a clear of his throat made your eyes move up to his.
Riki's mouth opened in slow motion, his tongue heavy and limp. He didn't get to utter a word, not before you already turned to get out of this row of endless books. He watched you move, confused and taken aback.
"... W-Waitโ!"
He stuttered out, breathing hitching after the words left his parted lips.
You stopped in your tracks, freezing. Not because you were surprised โ but because you never heard him sound uncertain before, nervous. So glanced over your shoulder, slightly turning around to look at him.
Riki was still standing against the shelves, both hands hanging uselessly by his sides. He looked like he wanted to say something, actually say it. His lips parted. Closed again before his jaw flexed.
"... I meant everything I said."
You gulped the moment it left his mouth. Your own heart felt a jolt. He looked everywhere but you, eyes wandering around the floor.
"Noโ"
"I've been trying..."
His voice was quieter now, cutting you off before you could belittle every word he said, negate it instead of him. "...Hasn't worked."
You swallowed, the words lodged somewhere painfully deep in your chest.
"I keep telling myself you'll get over it." He continued, laughed once โ humorless. "...Then I realize I'm waiting for you to walk into every fucking room."
The confession seemed to catch him off guard more than it did you. He went quiet, the words lingering in the tights air as you stood there, quiet and taken aback. Riki seemed to be almost irritated by himself, a bitter feeling in his chest rose.
"...I don't know what this is."
He stared at your shoes, back tense against the wood as he tried to gather himself, his thoughts... feelings.
"And I don't know how to fix it."
His eyes searched yours, flicking up to finally meet yours.
"But if you think you're the only one who's been losing sleep over this..."
He shook his head, pure shine of overwhelming and nervous confusion flicked in his orbs.
"...You're not."
You two just stared at each other. The tension thick enough you could cut it with a sharp knife. Your mind was blank, his words repeating in your head as he stared back at you, his own chest moving steadily with each breath.
He cleared his throat. The overwhelming feeling of holding eye contact for you so long making his breath stutter, almost stop.
Fuck.
"Y-You don't have to believe me..." He added. "But just know I can't get you out of my fucking head..." He unzipped his hoodie, getting it off with relaxed and precise moves. His eyes met yours again.
And you could see it โ just pure exhaustion. Like he's been fighting himself for weeks. "I don't know what the hell you did..." He shook his head once, eyes boring into yours as he tied the hoodie around his hips, making sure it covered the tent that still stood in his pants.
"...But I don't like it."
Neither of you spoke. Because you both knew. He wasn't talking about hating you โ he was talking about hating what you've done to him.
He pushed himself from the shelfs, running his hand though the messy hair, trying to tame it. He moved, steps reaching towards you slowly. "I should go study..."
He stopped right by you, his unsure eyes flicking to your face. "If you want... You can join me." He spoke, voice low. The actual purpose of him coming to this library before he saw you enter, ignoring him as you passed though the tables seeming like a good excuse to leave this awkward situation. But he couldnโt stop himself for asking you.
You simply stared at him, silence so loud but still defeating for him and his proposition. You shook your head, blank expression not speaking any volumes.
"... Sorry."
You stepped back as you utter the word. Eyes going anywhere but him. You needed to be alone, sort everything out in your head. You really couldn't bear to be in his presence any longer. Was he really this bold? Expecting you can get over something so perplexing easily. Act like everything is normal?
You turned, steps taking you out of the library, steady and soft. Riki watched your back, the way it got smaller before you got lost into one of the next rows going for the exit.
He took a deep breath.
He doesn't like this.
At all.
The way his body seemed to still be affected by you even though you left. His system overwhelmed with every single emotion he experienced just minutes ago.
He blinked a couple of times, his own feet carrying him to the far other end of the library, right where his poor attempt at studying took place before he basically sprinted after you.
He really needs to focus now. Fuck everything.
The walk home felt longer than usual.
Maybe because your mind refused to quiet down.
The evening air was cool against your face, carrying the faint scent of rain that never quite came. Streetlights painted warm circles across the pavement as students slowly disappeared into dorms and apartments, conversations fading farther and farther behind you. Your thoughts kept wandering back.
Back to the library.
To the silence between the shelves. To the way he had looked at you when you turned around. To the things he had said. And, somehow, to the things he hadn't.
By the time you pushed open the front door of your house, your head felt unbearably heavy.
"You're home?" Your mom called from the kitchen.
"Yeah."
"Everything alright?"
You slipped your shoes off by the entrance, hanging your hoodie on the rack.
"Mhm."
It wasn't exactly a lie. It wasn't exactly the truth either. Dinner came and went in a blur until you finally shut your bedroom door behind you. The familiar click echoed through the quiet room. You leaned against it for a moment before your body moved towards the familiar bed, sprawling on it. Your phone landed beside you with a dull thud.
You stared at the ceiling. Exhausted? Embarrassed? Confused?
You told yourself that was it. That whatever had happened between the two of you in the library would be the last time. Because it had to be. Because if it wasn't...
You weren't sure you would know how to walk away. A vibration interrupted the thought. Your brows knitted together, hand already onto the device.
One new message.
Your stomach tightened before you even opened it.
Riki.
You stared at his name for several seconds, then tapped the notification hesitantly.
riki: got a lecture gap tomorrow
Another message appeared almost immediately.
riki: don't make plans
You blinked. That was it? No explanation or question mark. No a simple prefix of "want to".
Just "don't make plans".
The corner of your mouth twitched before you could stop it. You hated that it did. You really, really hated it.
But still, you found yourself rereading the messages. A couple of times. Your thumb hovered above the keyboard.
You typed, deleted it. Typed again. Deleted that too. A quiet laugh escaped your nose in disbelief. You locked your phone without replying, placing it down on the mattress beside you.
It buzzed again. You head snapped towards it, already reaching to look at the screen.
riki: i'll text you
Another smile tugged at your lips at his straightforwardness.
"...Idiot."
You whispered it to the empty room, getting up and making your way to the shower. With a very weird feeling deep inside of your chest and stomach.
And when you finally were in the shower, hot water splashing against your sore muscles, relaxing your mind and body โ for the first time today you didn't overthink anything, just simply...existed. And through the carelessness, a sudden sharp feeling pressed on your chest.
But right after it, as your thoughts replayed the messages again and again helplessly โ you smiled.
A tight smile in the middle of the mess.
Maybe it won't be that bad?
But you will have to wait and see.
โโโ
! this is all work of fiction. in no way this is a representation of enhypen members nor do I believe this is how they behave in real life or condone these actions!
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1% | nishimura riki
final part of 56%
pt1 pt2 pt3
pairing: hotnerd!riki x professorsdaughter!reader (afab)
synopsis: weeks of hooking up with no promises and explanation went into riki's favor. easy, convenient and fast โ simple as it is.
genre: smut
contains: situationship, jealous!riki, unprotected sex, party setting, profanity, smoking, alcohol consumption, making out
smut warnings: meandom!riki x sub!reader, jealous!riki, manhandling, oral (f. receiving), dirty talk, finger sucking, degradation, hair pulling, squirting, begging, tit play, body licking, spit play, clit stimulation, teasing, toe sucking (we listen and we don't judge)
NOT PROOFREAD!
MDNI!
Riki had his eyes on you.
On you and the boy that you somehow always ended up around.
On campus and now in a room full of people and more people.
Riki took a drag of his cigarette, smoke invading his chest as he savored the heavy nicotine on his tongue. His sharp eyes stuck on you. You were side by side with your friend he quite can't remember the name of even tho she was almost always by your side. Not that it mattered to him anyway.
Pretty irrelevant for the situation you two got going on, to be honest.
Last couple of weeks have been nothing but a whole different story. The one he would've never imagined or even wanted to be associated with. Ever.
But still he was the one who kept initiating. Who kept fucking you into oblivion every couple of days. Why you may ask?
Well โ it's fun.
It's fun to have you crying, begging, watching the way you are the verge of a breakdown whenever he went too hard with the degrading. Have you humiliate yourself just by coming over whenever he wanted and felt like it. The way you were ready to take it however he gave it to you, even if it was in the most degrading way possible.
It was convenient. Easy.
He didnโt have to try too hard.
Didn't have to bother with aftercare.
It was simple and easy. Accessible.
So right now as he stands in this suffocating frat house, music blasting his ears off as he took a sip from the strong liquor in the red cup โ his gaze kept going to nowhere else but right across the room.
You stood there, engulfed by people, a cup in your hands as you nodded at whatever the taller boy said as his friends joined in.
A sudden presence right by his side made him look over. Jake was back with a cup of liquor,eyes following line of sight the younger man was fixated on just seconds ago. A familiar figure with pretty familiar tomboyish style was right there โ he catched on.
"...You know him?" Jake's voice reached Riki's ears as he took a first sip of the night. Riki gulped down the strong burbon from his cup, free hand already offering Jake a pack of cigarettes. "No."
Jake hummed, finger fast in lightning the nicotine stick between his lips as he took a drag, letting the toxic fumes invade his lungs. "You've been watching him."
"I'm watching her."
The answer came so naturally neither of them acknowledged it for a second. Riki exhaled one more puff of smoke, letting it swirl into the stale air right around his head. Jake slowly turned his head toward him. "...Right."
Silence settled between them. Across the room, the guy leaned closer to you to hear whatever you had said over the music. You smiled politely, that smile of yours that you display to anyone and anytime you are just being openly friendly.
Riki's jaw ticked.
Jake noticed.
"So..." He dragged out, nudging his shoulder lightly and scanning his friends side profile. "What's the issue?"
"There isn't one." Riki stared upfront, both of the males having their eyes stuck to the interactions between you and the man they kind off knew but still not.
Jay was his name. Same department as Jake. The golden boy. He shared a couple of courses with you. That's all he knew.
"Jay?"
Riki shrugged, smoke exiting through his nostrils and parted lips. "He's annoying." Jake let out a laugh, a teasing amusement laced in the subtle giggle. "You don't even know him." Another sip followed.
"I've seen enough."
"Oh?" Jake raised an eyebrow. "And what exactly have you seen?"
Riki watched as Jay reached over your shoulder to point at something on his phone. Your attention followed it immediately. His grip tightened around the plastic cup, a smirk tugging at his lips. "He talks too much." Jake blinked, a raise of a brow followed as he stared at Riki's smug face. "That's your evidence?"
"He keeps touching her."
Jake looked over again. The lad's hand had already dropped back to his own side. "...That?" Jake added, questioning the ridiculousness of his friend. Riki clicked his tongue. "Doesn't matter."
Jake looked back at him, a grin slowly spread across his face. "You're unbelievable." Riki finally glanced at him. "What?"
"You act like she owns you something."
Riki's expression lightened up at that. A annoying grin painting his face. Like he was enjoying this. "She doesn't."
"No?" Jake questioned teasingly before he nodded toward you.
"Then why are you acting like that?" Jake kept on teasing โ poking his friend, a shit-eating grin on his amused face. A moment passed, music blasted, bodies bumped around them with the degrading amount of alcohol floating in the room. Dimmed lights making it more intimate and dramatic then it should be.
"I just don't like fucking something that is going around, you know? STDs aren't easy to get rid off." Riki said with a mocking grin as he looked back across the room. Jay laughed. You laughed too. Something unpleasant twisted low in his chest, fueled by instincts and pure rage. His eyes narrowed ever so slightly at the scene.
Jake stared at him for a long second before letting out a quiet chuckle. This isn't the first time he is seeing him get territorial. His ex-relationships, the girls that dared enough to get into some kind of entanglement with Riki without knowing what they were doing. But Jake knew him โ a little too well.
"...You're possessive as fuck." Jake blew a smoke, slightly shaking his head before he brought the cup up to his dry lips.
Riki smirked into his own drink.
"Maybe."
Another sip.
"But he still pisses me off."
Riki's head was light. The dimmed lights of frathouse felt too heavy on his lidded eyes. Music was blasting, bouncing off the walls and hitting the messy crowd of people. The bass thumbed harder and harder, speakers shaking the ground as the suffocating room felt like it was going to crumble any second.
Riki's attire was already messed up. His blonde hair pushed back by his sunglasses that had absolutely no purpose except pure self indulged want for simple fashion of it. His baggy cropped shirt covered his torso, falling right till his loose jeans that clung to his hips, waistband of his boxer briefs on display. Bracelets and rings glistened under the dark light, a grin on his face as he took a sip of his beverage, cup thrown to the ground as he pulled the girl by her hair, tilting her head back as people around smiled in disbelief. He spat it out in her mouth, letting the last bits of it pour into her agape mouth as she savored the bitter alcohol.
The game was simple.
Drink. Draw a card. Do whatever it told you to do. Nobody questioned it anymore. But it had long stopped being about the cards. By now, every new round was just another excuse for somebody to come up with a more outrageous dare than the last.
His fingers tightened into the girls hair, her cheeks flushed and eyes too hazy as she peered up at him, tongue teasingly moving before she retracted it back. The group around them cheered, some giggling as the others had no idea where they were, alcohol being the only thing holding them up right now.
Riki wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, a satisfied smile on his face as he moved away from the daring girl, eyes scanning her head to toe. She laughed, fixing her hair before disappearing back toward her friends, who immediately erupted into teasing cheers.
Jake's hands landed heavily on Riki's shoulders from behind, giving him a playful shake, before he leaned over Riki's shoulder, right to his ear. "Oh, she's into you." Riki's eyes lazily followed the girl for another second, the earlier grin still present. "She is." Jake let out a short laugh, one arm drapping over his friend's shoulder as they both kept their eyes on the girls figure.
"Easy night if you wanted it."
Riki's tongue pressed against the inside of his cheek, lidded eyes stuck onto the girl chest as she laughed at something one of her friend said. Then his eyes checked the friend too.
A corner of Riki's mouth lifted.
"Exactly."
Jake's eyes drifted back toward the girl.
"Still..." He gave an approving nod. "She's hot." Riki looked once more in her direction, taking a lazy sip from someone else's abandoned cup before setting it back down on the windowsill. "Yeah."
"But not your type?"
"My type?" Riki snorted. "Didn't know I had one." Jake shook his shoulder, arm still hanging over, Riki's back pressed against the older's chest before Jake finally let him go, already lightening a cigarette. "You never did Champ."
The conversation died there.
Riki's gaze wandered idly through the packed living room, more out of habit than interest. Faces blurred together beneath the dim lights as people drifted from one conversation to another. Someone yelled from the kitchen, another group started chanting around the beer pong table, music vibrating through the floorboards.
His eyes skimmed over the room without thinking before they stopped.
You.
Standing by yourself near the hallway wall, cup hanging loosely from your fingertips, your friend nowhere to be seen. The alcohol had painted a faint warmth across your cheeks, your attention fixed on nothing in particular as people brushed past without noticing you.
Riki's expression didn't change, he simply watched for a second. Jake followed his line of sight, then let out a quiet scoff. "...Thought she would be glued to her little friend."
Riki didn't answer.
He simply took another sip, his eyes lingering a second longer than they probably needed to.
Then, corner of his lips tugged up. He put the half empty cup down onto the windowsill, his gaze already on you before he moved. "Woahโ" Jake observed his friend as he made his way through the crowd, so obvious where he was headed and what he had in mind. No explanation needed.
"Can you...stay? A little?"
You warm palm wrapped around his elbow, touch firm but still unsure. Riki turned back around, at the verge of walking away and back home right after he just left you in front of your own. You have been drinking the whole night, slow and steady. Of course it got to you. Being a occasional drinker definitely had more downfalls than perks.
Riki looked down at you. At your glossy eyes, warm cheeks and the way you stood in your baggy jacket, fingers grazing his cold skin. One of his brows shot up, eyes scanning your innocent expression but laced with something else. Something you would never say aloud.
You bit your lip, waiting impatiently for his answer, moving from foot to foot as your so certain gaze now faltered. Eyes moved down his form, finding their place on the pavement. You shouldn't have asked him. "S-sorry...My head is just a mess right nowโ" You released him, eyes closing at the lightheadedness. You felt like you were floating, alcohol was playing with your nerves, making everything easier and smoother.
But you still had that one string holding you down.
You weren't that gone.
"Okay."
Your eyes slowly opened, your already burning body felt a sudden rush of adrenaline shot through your system. Riki himself was tipsy. Alcohol booming at the proposition he could not let slip. Not now. Not when you are both buzzed. Not when he is about to fuck you. Tipsy.
You moved slowly, hand grabbing onto his forearm as you managed to hold yourself up. You swayed slightly, clumsy steps that you tried so hard to make seem precise and calculated giving you away as you both moved towards your front door.
Both of you moved through the entrance with tight shoulders. Bodies disoriented in the dark as you somehow managed to lock the door. Quietly. Riki's eyes adjusted, blinking repeatedly to make something out in the quiet hallway. You leaned back against the door, head floating and body a little too heavy as you closed your eyes briefly. The tangy taste lingered on your tongue, esophagus contracting with the each glob of saliva you managed to swallow in poor attempt to dull the taste.
No use.
Before Riki uttered anything, your pointer finger shot to your lips, showing him to stay quiet and not even try to open his mouth. Riki nodded back in response, your hand already pulling him in the unfamiliar direction, leading him through the house he never stepped foot in.
After a couple of staggers up the stairs, a couple of giggles from you as your feet didn't seem to listen and had a mind of their own, you both were finally in your room.
Door clicked shut behind you both, a sigh of relief left you. You leaned against the door, head buzzing and throbbing as a smile itched it's way on your face. Riki on the other hand, seemed to be holding up much better than you, his eyes briefly going over the unfamiliar space as he got his sneakers off. The silence felt all too freeing and quite satisfying after all the noise that appeared to drum his ears off the whole night, the subtle throb still present in his eardrums as they got used to the quietness that surrounded you both.
He neatly placed them by the door, his feet already moving over to the other side of the room and the tidy bed. Sheets were silky white, material heavenly to the touch, a small bedside lamp being the only thing illuminating the room.
It smelled like you.
That soft talc scent you always exuded.
He plopped himself down, laying his tired legs out with a huff of exhaustion as he let his back rest against the headboard.
You on the other hand were still glued to the door. Your drunk state losing the sense of time as you stood there, eyes closed, a tight smile on your lips. Riki's eyes scanned you, head to toe.
You were so out of it for sure.
A pack of cigarettes was fast pulled from his pocket, lighter illuminating his sharp face for a split second as he lit the one between his plump lips.
Cloud of smoke twirled into the air, his lungs enjoying the taste of nicotine as it exited into the air. His eyes were still stuck on you. On your so jolly figure, your back slightly sliding down the flat smooth door as the smile never left you face.
One thing bothered him.
Your glasses nowhere in sight the whole night.
His eyes moved over to the bedside table, scanning and searching the surface. A pack of chewing gum. A lamp that shone the yellow dim light into his eyes. A empty wrapper of a candy bar.
His hand reached over, dusting the cigarette over the empty wrapper, good enough substitute for the ashtray you seemed to not have anywhere in sight.
But still.
No glasses tickled his vision.
It left him wondering.
Just as he took another drag of the toxic smoke, his eyes moved over to you again. The oversized jacket hit the floor as you finally got it off. It pooled right at your feet as you pushed yourself off the door with uncertain strength before you leaned back again. The coolness of the wood felt relaxing against your burning skin as you blinked a couple of times.
Your eyes met.
He stared you down, his sharp eyes boring throght yours as you giggled.
"Hi."
You said, eyes scanning his layed out body. Riki took a drag of his cigarette, the toxic smoke leaving his lungs as he exhaled it. An actual lighthearted smile tugged at his mouth corners at your giggly random greeting.
"Hi."
He answered, gaze tracking you whilst you moved with slow steps toward the foot of the bed. Your limbs felt heavy, eyes were slightly sleepy as you undid the belt that held your wide jeans up. It was undone as you let the heavy denim fall down your legs, exposing the skin to Riki's eyes as he drank in the tiny underwear that covered you.
You huffed out a breath, stepping out of the pooled fabric before you face planted yourself onto the bed, right by Riki's legs. Arms spread, face buried into the silk duvet as you nuzzled into it, not caring about getting the makeup on it as it was the least of your tipsy worries right now.
The silence that took place was comforting. The sound of the cigarete burning as Riki's lips closed around the filter being the only crisp of movement.
It was until you raised your head, eyes locking onto him. You scooted closer, one arm over his lap as your chin rested on his hip. "Give me..."
Riki's eyes scanned your face, your lips that parted, patiently waiting. He lowered the cigarette to your face , gazes locked as you wrapped lips around the filter. You inhaled, smoke filled your lungs quicker than you expected. Just as he pulled the nicotine stick back up to his lips, you exhaled a small cough following right after.
You don't smoke. Never did it sound enchanting. You tried once in high school and that was it.
Riki chuckled, watching the way you choked on the invisible substance, before your cheek was back on his hip, eyes blinking slowly as you absentmindedly let your gaze wonder around the room.
Riki ashed the cigarette in the wrapper on your bedside table again. The sweet powdery scent of your room mixing with the unpleasant reek of the smoke that twirled around you both.
Your head buzzed, ear rang with the aftermath of the loud bass that shook the frathouse just earlier. Riki's belt dug into your cheek, the familiar cologne filling your nose.
"It's nice here."
Riki's deep voice echoed the small quiet room, his eyes scanning the duvet you both were on, the pile of pillows lined up next to him. The pictured on the wall, a work desk scattered with notebooks.
You hummed in response, hand that was over his lap moving over to play with his belthoops. The comment was unregistered by you, a simple background to your wandering mind. Your fingers grazed his peeking briefs, the sudden reminder of why you asked him over.
You traced it with your nail, lightly scratching against it. One of your legs, moved over his side, foot gently caressing his calf as your hips shifted closer.
The closeness suddenly felt overwhelming to your already burning body. Alcohol brewed in you system, making everything lighter and triggering. But one thing drove you overboard insane. His scent that you love so much.
Moschus and cigarettes.
You loved smelling it mixed with your softer one. Loved feeling it cling to you days after he ruined you. Loved the way it triggered you so easily, your body betraying you at the simple whiff of it. Like right now.
Your core suddenly felt a burning ache. Your pussy already swelling up just as you clung to his side. Your knee moved higher over his calves, pressing them down onto the bed as your hips attempted to grind against him.
Riki watched it all. The way your hips shifted, the way you cuddled closer to him, your cheek still pressed against his hip whilst you played with his waistband.
Of course he knew what you wanted.
But he simply just took another drag of his cigarette, exhaling the smoke as he traced your smaller frame attached to his legs.
You nuzzled your face into his hip, your own finally coming in contact with his leg. You grinded against it, the rough material of his jeans scratching your covered pussy just right. You whimpered against his side, eyes tight shut as your hand left his waistband, but instead moved lower.
Lower and right over his covered crotch.
Your hand rested over it, palm applying slightly pressure. Your thin underwear and his jeans worked so well together, rubbing against each other with ease. Your slit was getting so wet, sticky dampness coating the fabric as you kept going. Slow. Sensual.
"A-ahโ"
You uttered against him, low and tender before you squeezed his crotch. Riki smirked at your desperate state. But still โ he did nothing.
"Where's your friend?"
He took the last drag, letting the smoke exit through his parted lips and nose before he put the cigarette out, making sure it is for sure out on the plastic wrapper before his attention was back on you. On your hot and bothered figure.
"I saw you two together at the start..."
You were flushed, cheeks and neck burned the more you were by his side, rubbing yourself against him while he did nothing. You palmed his cock harder, fingers twitching against the harsh denim, cheek pressing harder on his hip.
"Rikiโ"
"But then you were alone and drunk."
Rikis arms rested on the pillows by his sides, eyes stuck to you. You moaned against him, muffling your own sound by pressing your mouth against him. Your hips moved harder against him, rocking up and down his covered calf. "She should've stayed by your side thoโ"
You couldn't take it anymore. Harsh waves of arousal rushed through you. Your cheeks burned, neck was on fire. Your own body seemed to overhear. Your head felt like it was at the verge of exploding. And your pussy... It was throbbing and aching.
You raised your head from his side, eyes searching his ones hastily. "Please... I'm so horny."
A smirk tugged at Riki's lips as he watched you raise yourself, moving over his lap as you straddled him. Sound of kisses filled the air as pyu attacked his neck โ kissing, licking, sucking. Hips moved over his lap, grinding against his semi-hard cock. Your hands held onto his neck, thumbs brushing the jugulars as your mouth left kisses all over his throat.
He chuckled.
"You are?"
You nodded eagerly, humming in response as you moved over to his ear. "Yeah..." You breathed against his sensitive ear, tongue flicking the earlobe. "So much."
You sounded desperate, almost too needy. Riki's hands found your bare thighs, not carresing, not squeezing โ just resting there. Your hips moved against his lap on their own, touch igniting every part of you. "Fuck me please..."
You whispered once more, this time actually locking eyes with his. Noses touching, chest almost pressing against his. Riki's eyes flicked down to your lips before moving back to your lidded eyes. He grinned mischievously, hands now caressing your thighs, slow โ up, down, up, down. The move itself tactical and heated.
Your muscles tensed. Riki's eyes flicked down to your covered chest, the swell of your breasts as it peaking from the top you wore. "I want you so bad."
Shameless.
The words itself were spoken so lustfully โ so shamelessly as your hands shot down between the two of you, your fingertips grazing his abdomen under his shirt. Your mouth was attached to his neck again, palms feeling his abs under the cropped shirt, carresing.
Riki felt his own cock pumping with blood.
He titled his head slightly, giving you more accessing as he snickered, fingers dug into your thighs. You kept on making out with his neck, drooling all over it, nibbling at the sensitive flesh. Hips met his own, your centers pulsing against each other as you pressed down, rolling your pussy against his growing boner.
"Where are your glasses?"
You paused.
The question echoed the quiet space, lips hovered over his skin as you were left stiff. You raised your head from his neck, back of your hand wiping your lips as you both stared at each other, breathing hard.
"I-I didn't feel like wearing them with this outfโ"
"Where are they?"
He cut you off before you could stammer more. "In the first drawerโ"
Before you finished tfe sentence he already shifted under you, reaching over to the top drawer in your bedside table. He opened it and there they were.
He grabbed them, hands opening them as he pushed them onto your face. Your fingers adjusted them, eyes blinking behind the thin but still useful glass as your vision slightly bettered.
Riki didn't waste no time. He flipped you over.
You under him. Him on top of you.
A gasp erupted from you, bed bouncing under you both as he stood between your spread thighs. Riki scanned your body, your sprawled hair all over the silky pillows, your thin underwear with a embarrassing patch of wetness on full display.
He got his sunglasses off his head, throwing them on the ground, not carring about them breaking. He ruffled his hair, strands messy but still managed to make him look hot. He lowered himself done onto you, mouth attacking your exposed neck, your collarbones, chest.
You gasped, chest moving rapidly, skin burning at each one of his kisses.
Riki moved lower, his hands groping your waist as he kissed the exposed part of your breasts, teeth grazing it teasingly. You whined, chest arching toward him, legs spreading more.
Riki let a string of saliva move between your tits and into your shirt. You moaned at the sight of his tongue deeping into the valley of your breasts, fingers tangling in his hair as he kept on making out with your skin.
He went lower and lower, hands pulling at your shirt to bunch it up in your waist as his fingers grazed the this straps of your underwear, pulling it off your legs as he threw it somewhere on floor.
Riki harshly grabbed the back of ypur knees. His fingers digging painfully into the skin as he raised them up to your chest. Roughly.
You gasped as he almost folded you in half, eyes searching for his own as he towered over you, knees dipping into the fluffy bed right under your ass, slanted dark eyes stuck to your exposed pussy.
A shift of his weight made your breath hitch as he positioned himself lower, bending down to your sensitive flesh before his mouth was on it.
He engulfed your slick slit, plump lips suckling the swollen folds. Tongued dragged all over it, tip now and then dipping into the aching heat as he made out with it. You gasped, chest heaving up and down as heat overflowed you. Blood pumped faster than ever, ears ringed loudly.
"Fuck! Yesโ"
A breathless moan left you, eyes closed shut as your head fell back against the pillows. Rikis lips trapped your swollen bud, suckling and twisting it roughly. You gasped repeatedly, body twitching and folds burning. A swipe of his tongue against the pulsing clit made you raise your head, gaze following his every move between your pushed legs.
The position was uncomfortable. Folded, pressed down onto the bed as he devoured you.
Your fingers tightened against the mattress, pulling and twisting the silky sheets as he kept on flicking his warm muscle over your pulsing clit. "Riki...Riki..."
His name escaped you. Like a chant. Like a prayer as you fought to keep your voice down. The sounds his mouth and your cunt produced while pressed together echoed the quiet room so disgustingly.
"What's up with you and Jay?"
Riki stopped just for a second โ just to utter this question that still poked at his mind for no reason. And he went back to eating you out, taking your poor bundle of nerves again between his teeth, you rose your head from the pillows eyes furrowing in confusion and chest still heaving.
"Jay?"
You asked confused.
"Mhm." He flicked your clit as he detached from it, his deep voice vibrating against you and arms pushing at the back of your knees harder. Like to punish you for simply mentioning his name back. Breathing turned harder from the simple of position, diaphragma pressed and pushed harder as his tongue went lower, poking at your entrance repeatedly.
"N-nothing...."
You gulped down a sob when he flattened his warm muscle against your swollen bud, head moving side to side.
"Mmm I wouldn't say that..."
Riki's nails dug harder against into the back of your knees, pushing them to the sides of your chest as he spread you more. He dove back in. Shivers ran down your spine, stomach twisting as he teased your clit with the tip of his tongue, flicking against it rapidly.
Your breathing stopped, muscles tensing as you tried to keep quiet. But the sounds somehow founds their way out from your dry lips. You cried out, the sensitive bud throbbing against his flicks, arousal pooling more and more, leaking onto the duvet all the way down your ass.
Your toes curled in the air, legs already limp and heavy but you didn't feel none of it.
He didn't stop. Only became more aggressive with his tongue, circling and flicking it before he suckled. Hard.
"Fuckโ!"
Your voice gave out, muscles tensed as they prepared for the upcoming high. You brwzhkng turned raged, throat tightened and hands reached over, finding therir place at the back of his hands that held your knees up. Nails dug into his skin, earning a hiss against your heat as the pressure in your abdomen snapped.
Your hips jerked against his lips, a low moan tore from your chest. The bliss washed over your whole body. Riki kept on sucking. Tongue flicking now and then against the poor bundle of nerves.
Your ears rang, muscles contracted.
And Riki simply smiled against you. Sadistically.
His eyes peered up at you. Your rapidly moving chest, your exposed throat as you helplessly trembled.
The orgasm slowly persisted. A chain of low pants left you, your body relaxing and on the verge of overstimulation โ Riki locked you till the end. Tongue kitty licking your spasming cunt, feeling the sticky arousal cling to his muscle.
"Godโ" Sweat covered your warm skin, cheeks and neck on fire as you catched your breath. Exhaustion already eating away at you.
Riki pulled away, licking his lips and feeling the taste of you cling to his taste buds. He let go of your legs, letting the heels of your feet drop to the mattress.
His gaze was back onto your face. He leaned over you, one of his arms supportibg him right by your shoulder. He scanned your worn out expression โ the parted lips, heavy chest, lidded eyes as they found it hard to focus behind your glasses.
The other hand traveled up. Up until his fingers dug into your cheeks, squishing them painfully. You finally blinked away the haze, eyes meeting his. He hovered over you, forearm flexing the moment he gripped you. "Nothing huh?"
You tried to nod back, confusion clawing their way to the surface โ because really, nothing was going on.
He sneered.
"I wouldn't say it's nothing." He started lowly. "Always around him, following him like a fucking stray dog. Are you that much of a bitch, hm?" You gulped, the way he spoke โtenderly, almost soft as he lowered closer sent a weird sensation shooting through you. His breath fanned your face, eyes flicked between your eyes and lips.
He eased his grip, hand simply resting in the position. You shook your head, eyes peeking up your lashes. The sudden warmth rose in your pelvis.
Fuck.
It's aching again.
You moved slightly forward in an attempt to catch his lips, but his fingers flexed again, pushing you back down. You whined in frustration. A click of tongue followed mockingly, a smirk rose on his plump lips. Then when you felt his grip falter again, you shifted your head to the side, tongue grazing his fingers. Riki laughed humorlessly as he let you lick his digits before the pointer entered your cavity.
"Such a slut, aren't you?" He started thrusting it โ in and out slowly. His eyes never let the glasses you looked at him through go unnoticed. It got him so hard. The way they sat low on your nose, so mesmerizingly pulling his attention every time. And now with his finger in your mouth, slick lips sliding all over the long digit, tongue circling it now and then as you look at him so seductively over the glasses โ it had him spiraling.
"So hungry for cock you don't care whose is it." He continued. You detached your lips from his skin for a brief second, just to utter, make him know;
"Only yours. I want just yours."
And your lips were around the finger again, drenching it in saliva so messily as you sucked.
Riki almost cursed out loud. If there was only thing he loved so much lately. So much it had him weak in the knees was that you got bolder. Bold to the point you dirty talked back, saying the filthiest things so innocently โ it had him going crazy. You really did become a slut. A slut he molded for himself.
Riki snickered back, pulling the finger out of your hungry mouth. "I don't think so." He shook his head playfully and straightened back up, knees dipping further into the bed between your thighs. Shirt was off in seconds, the metal clicks of the belt as he undone them echoed the stale room.
You scanned him, eyes stuck to his naked torso. Shoulders, pecks, lean abs, the vline dipping into his underwear.
God.
He was so hot.
Jeans met the floor by the bed, his underwear still clinging to his lean figure โ boxers that carried a wet patch at the front, tall and heavy bulge protruding evidently.
In the midst of your admiration his hand palmed the covered cock, pressing the tight boner. He purred at the feeling, low sound vibrating the air, face contorting in pure pleasure. He slightly thrusted against his own touch, the depraved lenght pulsing.
Your pussy throbbed, the sudden surge of arousal flooded you and you moved. You pushed yourself up, legs still spread at his sides, face to face with his abdomen. You peeled his hand off of him hurriedly, a whine of excitement left you just when your fingers grabbed his waistband. Eagerness evident in your moves as you pulled at the fabric down and finally got what you longed for the whole night.
His cock sprang up, hitting his abdomen and staining it with the sticky precum. He was pulsing and raging with blood, veins almost popping from the amount of arousal he endured. Just when your hand wrapped around his base, leading the head to your parted hungry lips Riki's hand tangled in your hair. A harsh pull at the roots made you almost hiss out in pain as he tilted your head up, keeping you away from the leaking tip of his cock.
He laughed mockingly. "Should I let you suck it?"
"Please..." A soft almost inaudible plea left you. Your eyes glistening with want under the thin rimmed glasses.
"Mm I don't think so." He added cockily, looking down at your flushed face and pleading eyes. "Not after you though about another cock." He continued. "Tell me... Did you think about Jay's cock stretching you?" His grip tightened in your hair, hips thrusting in your paralyzed grip around him.
You gulped, body temperature felt almost too high, your muscles tensed for the nth time tonight. "Did you?" He spoke through his greeted teeth, fingers in your hair twitching.
And somehow, you slowly nodded, gazes stuck stubbornly through it all.
It was kind off true. Hard pill to swallow even yourself. To have such dirty thoughts about someone so new and kind. The sweetest person you met lately, a gentleman. But, still, you can't lie that the intrusive thoughts did cross your mind. Flashing briefly through your mind at the most innocent moment you shared with him โ simply talk or discuss the assignments at hand.
They were so brief, almost forgotten and unimportant, a second or two at most. But still quite there.
The honesty you gave Riki made you almost take it the back. The realisation of it hit right after.
But your mouth stayed shut, eyes locked with Riki's.
And despate it, Riki smirked.
"See, I knew it. I know my little whore so good..."
Grip on his base faltered, hand detaching from his heated skin. He harshly pushed you, back meeting the duvet as his hands clawed at your shirt, getting it off of you before he got your bra too. It flew somewhere over the room, forgotten and abandoned.
Riki's hands found your tits, massaging before his mouth was quick to envelope one of your nipples. You gasped, eyes stuck to way he sucked your bud, the other twisted and teased with his thumb. His eyes were stuck to yours, messy amount of saliva covering your breast, dripping down the sides. He groaned against your flesh, the peak in his mouth so hot and hard he let his teeth graze it. You moaned out, glasses sliding down your nose before you pushed them back up, mouth open soundlessly.
He stwisted the other nipples between his fingers, pinching and squeezing it. Your chest heavied, sweat emerging fast on your ruined skin.
He pulled away all stimulation stopping as he raised himself slightly, supporting the weight as he adjusted on top of you, faces just inches apart.
"Looks like I was too nice lately..." He spoke, his other hand coming between you both. A firm grip on his cock as he stroked it a couple of times, smearing the wetness all over the shaft as you instinctively spread your thighs more.
"You forgot how it felt to be fucking split in half... " He continued, lips hovering over your face as he pressed his own thighs to the back of your own, getting into the position so effortlessly.
A drag of his tip between your folds made you shudder, the hot head stopping right at your clit before he thrusted against it. You whimpered, eyes flicking down to where his cock teased your slick heat โ his hand wrapped around the thick lenght, sliding it all over your cunt with thrusts of his hips in tandem.
The way his cock budged your clit made you almost cry out in pleasure, the feeling of your hot centers sliding against each other almost gave you a whiplash.
You shifted your hips against him, bucking into the heavy cock with one hand finding its place on his shoulder, grounding yourself.
You moaned feverishly, you felt too hot, too intense. Riki's eyes flicked to your face, the pure focus with brows furrowed as you stared in awe at the way your cunt and his lenght thrusted against each other.
Riki panted, a teasing grin on his face as he suddenly lead his cock lower your folds, the tip prodding at your entrance before he pushed in all the way. His eyes were stuck to your face, the agape mouth, the glare of your nostrils as he slid in, finally connecting you both.
When he filled you completely, your walls stretched so nicely, taking him in eagerly and fluttering around the heavy lenght.
"You always take me so good."
Riki brows furrowed in pleasure, head shaking in pure mockery as his lips hovered over yours. He finally pressed them against your agape mouth, stealing the moans that left them with a shift of hips forward โ deeper. You kissed back hungrily, messy and slick lips tangling in a heated fight.
Riki started moving, his hips snapping against you fast and rough. He didn't build the pace. Didn't start gradually. He fucked bruttaly into you. Smacking sounds filled the room, your moans and whimpers were swallowed by his lips that devoured your hastily.
He let your lips rest, his breathing raged and fast. Riki let his eyes drag over your struck face, the glasses that shifted with each jolt of your body under him, watched the way your tits moved with his snaps into you.
"You love this cock, don't you?"
You nodded vigorously. "Yesyesโ" The words came out almost slurred, but still so needy and desperate. Riki dragged against your walls with such precision and tactic it had your eyes rolling to the back of your head. Smacks on your inner thighs stang, but in a way so fueling.
"Yeah? Thought you said you wanted Jay instead." He teased, a grin on his smug face as he kept fucking into you, not faltering by any means. A choked sound left you as he adjusted on top of you, hands coming to support him by your head as he switched the angle, hitting the sensitive flesh of your walls differently.
"Aahโ Noโ" You tried to protest, tried to tell him you didn't, never did โ you wanted only him. But the way he kept on pounding you, his pelvis hitting your clit with each stroke broke you completely.
"No? You think he would fuck you this good, hm?" He added hips seemed to move harder into you. "Make you lose your fucking mind like me?"
Your fingers gripped onto the sheets, anchoring you as the words only echoed your mushy mind. You couldn't say anything back, not even a nod or shake of the head. Your belly felt tight, the sudden heat wave passing through you as he kept assaulting your soppy hole. The wetness spread between your connected bodies, everything was sticky and filthy. You felt yourself leak more, sheets already dumb under your bottom.
A string of low and quiet moans escaped you, your head dipping further into the pillow.
Riki panted over you, his own arms flexing as he felt you clench around him. The sudden warmth simmering in his chest, heart hammering hard. He laughed humorlessly. "So weak for me..." Sweat dripped down his forehead from the strengtht of his thrusts, his cock throbbing, tip pulsing with each slide against your tight cunt.
He pushed himself up, hips not faltering as he stood straight, eyes quickly locking onto the way your pussy sucked him in. He grabbed one of your ankles, bringing it up on his shoulder as he kept his rhythm steady.
New angle made you raise your head, eyes running over up the way he had spread now. One leg down, other on his shoulder as his pelvis slammed against your mound, sending small tremors up your spine each time he grazed your clit.
You shut your eyes tight, a moan so loud escaped you when you felt his lips on the inner side of your ankle. "Shh baby... Don't wanna wake the whole house up." He muttered in a whisper against your ankle, lips fast trailing around your foot. He kissed the heel, the arch, his plump flesh grazing the burning skin.
You shut your mouth, eyes watering as you felt the warmth pool at the pit of your abdomen. Riki's lips didn't waste no time, he sucked in your toe, flicking the tender digit as he let his tongue feel the dips in your foot. Your hand slapped onto your mouth, head raising to catch a glimpse of his action.
You locked eyes.
He smirked against your sole, tongue dragging up your arch before he flicked the tip of your toe. Riki let it rest back onto his broad shoulder, eyes moving down to take a look of your drenched bottom โ and the way you pulsed around his cock.
"Ah fuck..." He groaned, the wet sounds fueling him more. "Such a filthy cunt..." His thumb pressed on your clit, rapidly moving over the swollen bud. You cried out, tears pricking at the corners of your eyes as he furiously rubbed. Sounds that reached your ears were so disgusting but still so hot โ smacks as he fucked into you, your sticky wetness squelching from his finger.
The knot grew in your pelvis, the stimulation so overwhelning it had you squirming against him. "Ah fuck, this little pussy is sucking me in..." Riki said breathlessly, lips parting as he watched the way your raw flesh took him, clit throbbing under his thumb.
The feeling building up was something different, you felt it. The way everything seemed like an overstimulation, the sudden urge to cry and pull away even though it felt good. It was something you never felt before. You couldn't speak, only watch the way he played with you, his digit sliding and not stopping, his cock hitting the places inside of you simultaneously.
Your ears started ringing, musles tensed as you were at the verge of crying out with your whole chest. The sudden urge to pee arose, tickling your insides overwhelmingly.
"I'm gonnaโ I'm gonnaโ"
You tried to warn him, tried to move away. But you had no strength, the pleasure shot through you before you could finish the sentence. A sudden gush of fluid erupted, your eyes rolled to the back of your head as the pressure released. Your orgasm crashed you so hard it had your whole body shuddering.
Riki's pelvis drenched more and more. His eyes narrowing in pure pleasure and he groaned, his thumb hovering over the gush still rubbing your hard as his thrusts faltered, hips grinding into you. "Ah shit babyโ"
You moaned and moaned, your senses dulling for a moment as it still shook you to your core.
"Let it go, let it go..."
Riki's thighs and pelvis were soaked with your release, dripping onto the already soaked sheets as you both were too gone not caring about the sounds, about the volume of your moans.
With your mouth agape, body spasming as the released easied, Riki's own thumb slowing down as the gush finally stopped, only leaking some of the last particles, leaking down your folds and between you two. Your walls spasmed around him, convulsed with each plunge of his as he felt his own orgasm approaching.
Your chest heavied, eyes lidded as you were left breathless. The high you never felt before finally leaving your system, the intensity something so new and extravagant. Your lidded eyes blinked repeatedly, Riki's thrusts speeding up again as he chased his own release. His fingers dug into your calf, teeth gripping his bottom lip as he kept on thrusting harder then ever.
"Fuckfuckfuckโ"
He chanted, the pressure at the brink of snapping. The moment he felt you clench around him and hiss in overstimulation followed by a moan, he pulled out.
His hand was fast around his slick lenght, stroking it furiously as his eyes were stuck to your raw pussy. His brows furrowed, mouth opened soundlessly. In the midst of his pleasure building, his eyes flicked up to your face.
And it was all he needed to cum.
The eye contact was brief, sudden. Riki felt the sticky white rope shot, eyes closing in delight as he emptied himself and painted your mound and lower belly. A moan escaped him as his chest heavied, hand slowing down as he let the last drops coat your sweaty skin.
The silence that took place was deafening, only your pants bounced off the walls.
Riki blinked a couple of times, hand moving through his hair as pushed the sweaty locks back before he collapsed next to you. You both stared at the ceiling, chest rising unevenly. Your eyes felt heavy, the exhaustion catching up right away. Riki's head turned to you, eyes scanning your tired face as you turned to the side, hands under your cheek as you briefly closed your eye before opening them just for a second or two. And your eyes met again, just for a second, your mind already shutting down you didn't even register it.
Riki's eyes turned toward the floor eyes ending up on your shirt as he reached from the bed to grab it.
He glanced at the remmants of him at the pit of your stomach, and he reached over. The shirts material soft against your skin as he made sure to collect the most. Your eyes opened in confusion, flicking down to see him cleaning the mess up. He glanced at you, a weird and quiet moment as your gazes collided before he threw the shirt back onto the floor.
He stared back at the ceiling, body exhausted and tired. You on the other hand were again back in your comfy position, eyes closed, glasses awkwardly askew and lips parted as you seemed to already be out.
He snickered under his breath, rolling his eyes as the sudden buzz of his phone from the floor pulled his attention. It came from his jeans, the phone stuck in his back pocket as he groaned, reaching over again and pulling the heavy denim over, he grabbed his phone, back finally again onto the duvet as his head sinked into the silky pillow.
Jake.
Of course.
jake: when you are done getting your dick wet make sure you pull up
jake: you better be.
jake: [photo]
He clicked on the photo. The picture flashed with the led lights, the club they were at a familiar enterier he knew by heart. The photo was a blurry and fast selfie of Jake at the table. Glasses and shots scattered around the high surface, a random girl puckered her lips at the camera as Jake threw two fingers up.
Riki huffed a amused breath, eyes moving over at the clock in the corner of the screen.
2:34 am
He thought about it. His head turned to you. Your sleepy naked form as you slept peacefully. He stared at your face. Your lashes that casted shadows under the dim lights, your warm cheeks as your hands were tucked under one. Parted lips as you let out quiet breaths, the askew glasses that so cutely adorned your state.
A smile pulled at the corners of his mouth, briefly โ but still present.
He looked back at his phone. He thought more.
And his fingers started typing.
you: coming
He threw his legs over the bed, pulling the boxers in place as he collected the scattered clothes and got dressed. As he put on his shirt on, adjusting the collar, he loved around the bed to grab his glasses.
Just as he put them on top of his head, his eyes went over your back โ the move of your shoulders as you tenderly breathed in, the dip of your waist.
A scan was fast, but still he moved. His arm reached over your body as he pulled the duvet from the other end of the bed, covering your naked form.
His phone buzzed again. He reached for it and opened the chat with Jake.
jake: [video]
He clicked onto it as he moved towards the door, a grin on his face as he watched his friend sing the lyrics of the song with his whole heart, one of their friends throwing gang signs in the camera seconds after. He locked the phone, pushing it into his pocket as he quietly got his shoes on that rested by the door.
He reached quietly for the door, eyes flicking to you making sure to not wake you up.
And he stepped out into the dark hallways, ears high in sense as he made sure no one was awake. After he made sure there was no one but him, he moved down the stairs step by step.
As he reached for the front door, he couldn't stop his mind from flashing another image of you. The way your eyes met before he came. The way you called his name the whole night.
A smirk tugged at his lips, a grin as he shook his head when he pulled the door to finally step into the cold night.
Because tonight will be lit, and for him โ the night just started.
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HOW LYING FUCKED UP MY LIFE FOR A MONTH | N.RK
PAIRING: Nishimura Riki x female!reader
GENRE: college!au, smut, paranormal!au, strangers to lovers
SUMMARY: Best friends would do anything for each other, right? So when you tell a little lie to save your friend Minjuโs ass, a punishment falls on your doorstep from the Witches' Council: do not lie for an entire lunar cycle. What you thought was simple starts to get complicated when you can't keep your mouth shut and honesty oozes out of your pores in the most uncomfortable and awkward situations. Add Riki Nishimura to the mix, the sharp-eyed boy who starts to take an interest in your sincerity.
WORDS: 21k+.
WARNINGS AND CONTENT: strangers to lovers, reader is a magnet to chaos, explicit smut, unprotected sex, creampie, fingering, spanking, praise, overstimulation, Niki big cock agenda, just Niki being a menace in general.
The Witch's Council chambers was an old place outside town that smelled like wood, incense and power. You could easily sense the magic and power like it was engraved in the air, strong and ancient. But the old-fashioned look was interrupted by modern touches: new chairs, a wall projector and council members with iPads, some others playing with their phones. Not the entire council was present; only the president, Na Seorin, and the vice president, Kim Junseo, Minju's father. Off to one side stood the council secretary, Lee Sunjae, who seemed more engrossed in his phone than in what was happening around him, wearing a deep, concentrated frown. He was very, very focused on his phone and at some point he even leaned towards Seorin, asking her if she could send him lives on Candy Crush. She silenced him with an unimpressed look.
There was a small jury of witches and warlocks that you obviously knew, uncles and aunts and even parents of some friends, people who you grew up around. You were sitting with Minju on a wooden bench at the front, being judged in a very dramatic fashion in your opinion. Your back was straight and your knees touching and Minju wore the same position, you could feel the nervousness radiating from her. You didnโt quite know why you'd been summoned there with her, but hell, you wouldn't open your mouth to incriminate yourself until someone else started the whole thing. What was worse, you and Minju didn't have time to talk and organize a lie together.
โโWe are here to clarify the events of last Friday that have caught our attention,โโ Minjuโs dad started, voice calm. He turned to face the jury. โโWe have sufficient reasons to believe that both witches are involved.โโ
You raised both eyebrows and tilted your head, wondering what on earth was going on. You werenโt involved in shit. Beside you, Minju whimpered under her breath, probably knowing where this whole thing was heading. Junseo turned his attention towards you and it took everything in you not to shrink under his steel gaze. He looked like a very offended father.ย
โโYou are a well-known associate of Kim Minju. You grew up together and are very close, as we all know. Responsible, respectful, talented with magic, and disciplined.โโ
โโThank you, sir,โโ you muttered, lowering your head humbly and nodding. You heard one juror behind you cooing and telling another how polite you were.ย
โโDid Minju attend a fraternity party Friday night?โโ He asked.
Oh, so that's what this was all about. You lied without even thinking, in a steady voice, even frowning slightly as if you were confused that he even asked you that. โโUm, of course not. She spent the night with me; we were catching up on some reading. It was a quiet night, and we went to bed early.โโ
You knew perfectly well that was a damn lie. The last thing Minju would do is spend a Friday cooped up inside studying instead of following Jungwon, her campus crush, to parties. You knew Minju was pretty easygoing and a lightweight, so alcohol wasn't exactly the wisest thing to give her, since chaos usually followed her wherever she went. When you asked her the next day how the party was, Minju only remembered maybe a quarter of it, not even a half. You weren't entirely sure what Minju had done to warrant a damn jury of witches, but you were going to defend your best friend no matter what anyway. Minju was... prone to getting into strange situations. You were used to it.ย
You turned your face and smiled innocently at the jury trying to sell your act; some thoughtful murmurs reached you while others simply nodded in agreement. You looked at Junseo as if nothing was wrong, with an open and friendly expression, nothing challenging or mocking. His eyes studied your expression and Minju's in a very familiar way, like when you were little and he wanted to find out which of you had eaten the whole drawer of chocolates.
โโI don't know exactly what this is about, but I guess the only thing I can assure Minju did was snore very loudly,โโ you joked with a chuckle. โโWe had a super quiet Friday, sir.โโ
Minju gave you a playful nudge and you both giggled adorably, the very picture of good, innocent girls that the jury was totally buying into. For a beautiful moment you believed it had worked and that would be all, except that Mr. Kim had an ace up his sleeve.
He just nodded thoughtfully and, without saying a word, simply raised his hand holding a small remote control. The projector sprang to life and displayed a slightly blurry image filmed from a porch security camera. The room filled with sound: loud, silly laughter, someone yelling "aim well!" and "do it again!" A group of clearly drunk college kids came into view, eggs in their hands. Someone threw one and completely missed the house; another projectile did hit the door and splattered a little on the camera.ย
Minju gasped next to you. โโOh my God. No way.โโ
Then Minju's face appeared, her eyes wide and dilated, her mascara slightly smudged, and smiling as if she had just summoned a vortex of pure chaos. You frowned, believing your sight was deceiving you, but no, Minju was throwing or at least trying to throw eggs. She looked absolutely ridiculous, drunk as a sailor and staggering, unable to contain her drunk giggles, hands full of eggs, some failing into the floor. You covered your mouth, trying to control your laugh from spilling.ย
โโOh no,โโ Minju blurted with worry. โโMy hair looked like that?!โโ
You closed your eyes with a sigh and pinched the bridge of your nose. The video continued playing, showing Minju teetering on the sidewalk and trying to aim the eggs, some landing on her shoes while others cheered on her failed attempts. No eggs actually hit the house. Now you understood why the two of them were there. The house that Minju and her friends had vandalized was one of the oldest in town, now a museum, and what not many people knew was that it had actually been a house belonging to the witch settlers. In fact, nobody knew, except for those of their kind. Minju egged a historic house to your community, a very important one.ย
The screen went dark and a heavy silence fell over the room. The president spoke for the first time, clearing her voice. โโGirls, this is not exemplary behavior for witches.โโ
โโI know and Iโm sorry,โโ Minju panicked, moving her hands desperately. โโIโve grown since then! I swear!โโ
โโThis happened three days ago,โโ her father said flatly.ย
The president moved her attention to you and you shrank a little in your seat under her stare. โโAnd you have lied to this council and the jury, covering up for the accused.โโ
You deflated like a balloon, looking at the floor. โโYes,โโ you admitted with a sigh, there was no point in denying it. โโI did. Iโm sorry.โโ
Seorin sighed loudly. โโYouโre two young witches still forging their path, but at your age you should already understand certain rules. This room isn't a place for lies, girls. Magic doesn't just respond to power, but to truth,โโ she scolded you two gently but firmly; her eyes were not unkind. โโI'm a little disappointed in both of you. I was expecting better.โโ
Being scolded by an older, more experienced witch felt just as embarrassing as when you were a little girl. Thank goodness your familiar, Soomin, had taken a short vacation, otherwise you would have been doubly scolded, though you suspected she probably already knew. Some jurors nodded, others agreed, and some looked at you two more suspiciously, as if they thought Minju had more eggs in her pockets and was about to attack them. Perhaps with better aim.
โโThis is obviously not a criminal matter, but every action has its consequences,โโ the president continued. โโAnd this is no exception.โโ
Minju held your sleeve while looking at you alarmed. โโThey're going to burn us at the stake!โโ she whispered urgently.
You rolled your eyes and pushed her softly, scoffing. โโOf course not!โโ
โโFor you,โโ the president said, looking directly into your eyes, โโone lunar cycle without lies.ย No falsehood or trickery, your tongue will always speak the truth. May sincerity teach you an important lesson, young witch.โโ
Your stomach dropped, but you maintained your neutral expression, even as you could feel the faint presence of a spell reaching your body and settling there. Your tongue felt heavy for a second and you touched your lips with a frown, noticing that the sensation appeared as quickly as it vanished, as if something had been tied up and then melted on your tongue like candy. Well, fuck.
โโAnd for you,โโ she turned to Minju, โโyou will be in charge of three hens. You will feed them, care for them, clean their coop and collect their eggs. It goes without saying that not a single one should be broken in the entire month.โโ
Minju blinked. โโUh, excuse me, Madam Presidentโฆ three?โโ
โโExactly.โโ
โโOh. These hens,โโ Minju continued, โโare theyโฆ alive?โโย
โโTheyโre chickens, Minju,โโ her father sighed tiredly. โโThat is usually how they work.โโย
Seorin struck the gavel once. โโWith this, we conclude the council meeting. Thank you all for your presence today.โโ
Minju fell dramatically to your side, staring at the ceiling with a pout. โโNext time Iโll tell the truth.โโ
You looked at her sideways. โโYou don't say.โโ
She pouted even more, regretting filling her cute features. โโI'm sorry I dragged you into this! But it was kind of worth it, if we think about the grand scheme of things. Like, I kissed Jungwon at the party and I got his number!โโ
You looked at her in disbelief and wondered if they would increase the punishment if you hanged her right there. โโMinju, we're under a spell for a whole month! I can't lie, and you've become the babysitter for three chickens. Aren't you forgetting something?โโ
She stared at you blankly, head empty, just waiting for you to say more after she shook his head no.
โโYou're afraid of chickens.โโ
By morning you had already begun to encourage yourself. Honesty was easy, wasn't it? You could do this. It's not like you're constantly lying, you weren't a pathological liar. One month. One lunar cycle. Thirty days. It would be easy. You could do this. People liked honest people, after all.ย
It's not like the most powerful witch of the coven casted a spell on your tongue forever. There was no chance that a careless word could send you back to the Council chambers with judgmental candles and Minjuโs chickens clucking in the distanceโฆ right? Right. You could do this. Being honest was a good thing! Maybe this whole mess could turn into something positive.ย
But one thought wouldn't leave your mind. How did this spell exactly work? Did silence count as an answer? Perhaps it was a good idea to fake pharyngitis and take a few days off. If you could keep your mouth shut and stay quiet, maybe take a lower profileโฆ Huh. That could maybe do the trick.ย
You were so caught up in mental damage control and possible ways to cheat (or maybe not cheating as such, you would call it... walking the spell's edge), that you barely noticed someone started walking beside you.
Too close, close enough that you could smell his cologne. You glanced sideways and there was Park Jongseong in all his glory and blinding smile, gracing you with his presence. Jay was one of those guys who had a high place among campus royalty, definitely a party prince. Everybody knew him. Everybody wanted him. Always smiling like he knew something most people didn't, confident with a track record to back it up: friendly, athletic, way too good with the girls, as youโve heard the rumors. Trouble.
Your alarm bells were starting to quietly go off because Jay was smiling at you as if you two were lifelong friends (you werenโt), looking at you as if he didn't notice your expression, which was somewhere between disinterest and slight concern (like saying please think twice what youโre about to say).
Jay wasn't a conceited idiot per se, but hey, you weren't going to give all your trust to one of the campus's favorite heartthrob just like that. You knew his kind (frat, attractive boy) and well, his group of friends had a certain reputation on campus. You weren't particularly interested in getting involved in their games like Minju, who had her sights set on Jungwon and apparently it was working well, without any illegal love potion included. You hoped.ย
โHey,โ he said easily. โYouโre in Professor Park class, right?โ
You looked at him and then at the empty halls.
โI am,โ you replied flatly.
He chuckled, unbothered by your tone. โCool, cool. Listenโ quick favor. Iโve been kindaโฆ busy lately,โโ Jay made a vague gesture that probably meant parties, games, existing attractively, fucking around, more parties. โMissed a few lectures. You take good notes, right?โ
You felt a strange sensation in your chest, like a tickling inside. Your eye twitched a little, too early to deal with whatever that was. โโMy notes are good, yes,โโ you said.
โPerfect,โ Jay said enthusiastically, as if you had come up with the idea and not him. โThink you could send them to me? Or maybe help me catch up sometime? Maybe you could tutor me from time to time.โ
You inhaled slowly, ready to say that you hadn't been taking notes lately, or that maybe he wouldn't understand your handwriting, that you didnโt have the time to tutor someone or even just a clear yes so he would leave you alone.
None of that came out of your mouth.ย
โโNo,โโ you said instead. Your eyes widened, realizing you couldn't have lied. It wasn't what you meant to say, it was just automatically spat it out.
Jay blinked at you. โโOh. Okay.โโ
โโYou should be more responsible, Jay,โโ you said, the words spilling out before you could stop it or control it. โโThis isn't such a difficult class. If you came regularly, you'd definitely do better and be able to keep up instead of relying on people who actually are responsible, instead of being so unprepared, you know.โโ
An awkward, confusing silence fell between you, and you quickly covered your mouth, wishing the floor would swallow you whole. If that wasn't guaranteed social death... some passing girls turned their heads, intrigued by the exchange.ย
Jay continued to stare at you for a few seconds and then let out a small laugh, more surprised than angry. โโWow,โโ he said. โโOkay. Fair. Harsh, but fair,โโ he chuckled. โโI get it.โโ
You shrugged mortified and helpless and bit your tongue hard, trying to hold back the words, but the spell was stronger. โโAlso, Iโm not interested in tutoring someone who prioritizes parties over academic responsibility. You'll just waste my time.โโ
Jesus Christ.
Jay raised his hands in a gesture of surrender. โโDamn. Alright. Message received.โโ
He stopped in the hallway, still smiling, but there was something more thoughtful in his expression, his gaze lingering on you, as if he had miscalculated what he expected from you. Jay was placing you in some drawer of his mind with a new label.
โโI didnโt know you thought like that,โโ he added. โโYou donโt take shit from anyone, do you? I respect that.โโ
Before you could make things worse by replying, thankfully Jay just gave you one of his boyish smiles and walked away. As you watched him go, your heart calmed and you sank into the nearest wall. Well, that turned out just fine. So much for walking on the edge of the spell, huh?
Not very far, someone was watching you and Jay intently, observing the entire conversation without moving with a growing interest.ย
Fortunately, you didn't scare away anyone else for the rest of the morning with your big mouth. Perhaps honesty wasn't as simple as you thought if it wasn't filtered, you could only hope that no one else asked you something as direct as Jay did. The spell definitely was out of control. So that was a damn problem. Not only could you not stay quiet, but your tongue was moving uncontrollably with thoughts that hadn't even formed yet. It was as if the truth was being ripped from your soul before your brain was even aware of it.
Minju was halfway through describing chickenโs politics when she realized you werenโt really paying attention to her. Your brows were furrowed, your mind racing, analyzing the damned spell. It was both strong and subtle, binding your tongue to the truth in a way that made it impossible to shut your damn mouth once you started speaking. There had to be some way to stop it. Of course, you weren't crazy enough to cast a counter-spell and actually end up in the Witchesโ Council basement. But the chances of getting through the month without any trouble weren't looking so high anymore.
โI swear,โ Minju said, poking at her salad, โat first they screamed every time they saw me, but now they only scream a little. And one of them lets me hold her for, like, five seconds. Her name is Buttercup. I donโt know why I was scared of them, theyโre kinda cute. Itโs not so bad.โโ
โโThatโs good,โโ you murmured, barely nodding, eyes unfocused. โโChickens are nice.โโ
โโIt really is,โโ Minju agreed proudly. โโAlso, I donโt scream as much anymore either. I think weโre warming up to each other, you know?โโ
You hummed softly, taking a sip of your soda. โโIt's great that you're building a relationship with your chickens. Bonding is important.โโ
Of course Minju noticed your thoughtful and cloudy mood and stroked your shoulder with a frown. She also noticed the faint whisper of magic. โโHow was your day? Is it the spell? Is your soda not fizzy enouโ oh my God. Oh. My. Godโ okay, donโt look.โโ
โโWhat?โโ You asked, blinking out of your haze and looking all around. โโWhatโs going on?โโ
โโI said donโt look! Listen carefully,โโ she whispered urgently, going back to her salad and keeping her eyes down. She took a deep breath, preparing herself. โโNiki is looking at you.โโ
You frowned at her, not quite understanding the urgency of the situation, but you assumed Minju would have some reason. You snorted, keeping your eyes down anyway and trying not to laugh. โโOkay, I wonโt. So?โโ
Minju looked at you in the most offended way possible, pointing her fork at you, eyes full of incredulity. โโYou must be kidding. Seriously? Niki? Basketball player, very cute, very tall, friend of Jungwon.โโ
A face flashed into your mind and you nodded, remembering him too well. The boy with the perpetual look of disinterest. โโI wouldn't call him cute but okay. What about it?โโ
Your best friend is practically vibrating with happiness. โโWhat do you mean, what about it? Heโs looking at you! This is so good! This mean we could have a double date!โโ
โโOkay,โโ you murmured under your breath, โโI donโt wanna know how that occurred to you. Besides, I don't think he's looking at me for that reason. Heโs probably planning my social death right now. Donโt mind him, Min.โโ
Minju fell from his cloud of excitement. โโWhat? Why? Why would he?โโ
โโI refused to help Jay this morning; the stupid spell made me say a bunch of crap. Basically that he was a party animal with little interest in academics and something about not wasting my time in him.โโ
Minju made a face, measuring the damage in her head. The bond between the boys was no joke. Jungwon, Heeseung, Jay, Jake, and Niki were like the Four Horsemen of the Apocalypse if they were five of them and in a fratโ incredibly attractive, magnetic, with the kind of presence that simply drew attention. Whether it was their looks, their grades, the trophies they won with the basketball team, the gossip or their fraternity parties, someone was always talking about them. Loyal as hell, crossing one of them meant crossing the whole group of friends. And it wasn't a good idea to do that with the guys who basically controlled the narrative on campus.
Minju tried to smile again. โโOh. Uhm, it doesn't sound very polite but he doesn't look murderous to me. He looksโฆ in love,โโ she sighed cutely.ย
You looked at her, not entirely convinced and then subtly moved your head, until your eyes did find Riki Nishimura not far away, staring at you as if he could burn you with his mind. Or trying to.
He looked murderous.ย
Or maybe that was his everyday face. To you, he looked as always, as if he were bored and at the same time thinking about how he could start some chaos and blame others for it. Niki was leaning back in his chair across the courtyard, one arm lazily slung over the backrest, long fingers slowly swirling his ice americano coffee cup in circles. His posture screamed indifference, but his eyes betrayed him completely. They were fixed on youโ not in passing, not accidentally. Intentionally. Burning. There was nothing shy about it, but you guessed that someone like Niki didn't know what shyness was in the first place.
It was a little creepy how his eyes had an almost predatory gleam in broad daylight. They weren't flirtatious as such, more like... analytical. Observant. Curious. As if he'd seen something and wanted to figure out exactly how it worked before getting close. He had a sharp, intense gaze, a feline spark that felt more like a panther than a cat. You couldn't deny it, he was one of the most attractive men you had ever seen, no truth spell needed to admit that. His cheekbones alone deserved a separate analysis for sure.
Niki didnโt look away when you caught him. Instead, he held your gaze for too long as if he was challenging you to not look away. His chin tilted and a hint of mockery appeared in his dark eyes, or perhaps it was an effect of the sun, as if he was saying Yes. I am looking. Problem?
You lose on the spot because your stomach did a strange flip under his piercing stare and you looked away, refusing to let him make you blush like a schoolgirl. You turned to Minju again. โโRight. I mean, it could be, who knows? That guy only has one expression for everything,โโ you shrugged.ย
She gasped. โโOf course not! Heโs actually nice.โโ
You arched a brow. โโHave you ever saw him smile?โโ
โโMaybe heโs one of those people who has a neutral face. Youโre not the smiling type either,โโ she reminded you, mimicking your expression.ย
โโYouโre trying to say resting bitch face,โโ you offered, taking another sip of your soda. โโOr maybe he's just constantly constipated.โโ
It was impossible for Minju not to laugh a little at that, and the two of them shared a few giggles that quickly died away when a shadow appeared over the two of you.ย
โโWhatโs so funny?โโย
A deep, definitely masculine voice sounded behind you. Minju jolted, eyes wide, while you turned far too slowly in your seatโ straight into Niki standing there like he belonged in your space. Relaxed. Unbothered. Looking down at you from his full height, and fuck he was actually tall. Jungwon was at his side, smiling like it was a completely normal social interaction and not a potential social nightmare to you. You bit your tongue in advance.ย
Before anyone could speak, Jungwon's gaze flicked to Minju and he gently reached out, removing something of her shiny hair with a hint of hesitation, as if reality were playing a trick on him. It was a white feather.ย
Minju froze as Jungwon studied her and then the feather held in his fingers, his lips trembling as if he wanted to laugh but he was a little confused anyway.ย
โโWhatโs this?โโ He asked her, amused.
You and Minju looked at each other speechlessly as the silence stretched long enough into awkwardness, not knowing what to say or how to explain. But of course, the spell didn't hesitate.
โโIt is from one of the chickens Minju is currently responsible for caring as a disciplinary punishment from the Witches' Council,โโ you quickly said.
Minju let out a strangled noise, horrified at your outburst. A second later you realized what you said and covered your mouth, frowning and looking panicked at Minju, shaking your head in a way best friends communicate meaning help me the fuck out.
Jungwon blinked between you both. โโOh.โโ
Nikiโs eyebrows lifted slightly. โโIs that so?โโ
โโYes,โโ you continued helplessly, โโMinju was actually telling me how her relationship with them is progressing and she's not so afraid of them anymore.โโ
Minju buried her face in her hands and took a calming deep breath instead of screaming before looking at Jungwon, trying to smile and pretend that everything was normal.ย
โโSheโs right! I got some new pets,โโ she laughed with forced enthusiasm. โโThree chickens!โโ
โThat explains the feather,โ Jungwon said, nodding solemnly as if this makes perfect sense. He placed it on the table. โChickens are cute. Good luck withโฆ that.โ
โโThank you,โโ she mumbled, smiling too wide.ย
You wished with all your heart that no one else would speak to you, that perhaps the boys would just keep walking and think you were a couple of weird girls. But fate couldn't be that kind to you. Instead, Niki's attention never left you, searching for your eyes even while you were picking up your things, ready to bolt. You werenโt about to spill all your secrets and actually earn a worse punishment.ย
โโWhere are you going? Class?โโ
You froze, feeling the spell regain its power and refusing to let you lie. โโI do not have class right now,โโ you explained, defeated.
Niki let out a quiet laugh, eyes gleaming. โAh. Then why are you leaving?โ
โโI really don't want to continue this conversation in case I say something terrible or incriminating,โโ you admitted and made a face, grabbing your purse ready to bolt from there. God, just shut up!ย
Niki smiled slowly. Dangerous. Too handsome. The way something malignant finds out a new soul to torment. โRelax,โ he taunted you. โWeโre just talking. Do I make you so nervous that you want to run away?โโ
You stood up abruptly, almost colliding with him. โโYes. That is precisely the issue.โโ
Niki stepped aside without argument, gesturing with exaggerated courtesy. โAfter you, princess.โ
With what little dignity you had left and afraid of revealing some witch secret that would end with you being burned at the town bonfire (or having to move to another town), you left almost running. Niki's eyes watched as you disappeared among students coming and going, a slight smile raising the corners of his mouth.ย
Minju, bless her soul, tried to fill the heavy silence in your favor. โโUhโฆ sheโs been pretty tired these days, you know, exams and stuff. She's usually more... quiet. But sheโs super nice!โโ
Jungwon nodded buying the explanation but Niki simply saw the bottle of soda you left; it was his favorite flavor. โโIs she?โโ
The last thing you expected when you entered your home was a very, very angry owl staring at you from the stairs. You groaned under your breath as you approached, knowing you were about to get the scolding of a lifetime. You forced a smile onto your face and circled the scowling bird, slowly beginning to climb the stairs under her stare.ย
โโOh, Soomin, hi! Youโre back already? How was your vacation? God, how the time flies. Anyway, I have so much work to do soโโโ
โโDonโt,โโ she warned, staring at you with huge, unblinking eyes. You gulped. โโDonโt even think to leave this conversation.โโ
โโBut Soominโโโ
The owl hissed at you, feathers puffing. โโHow is it possible that I'm only gone for a week and you've been punished with a spell?! And I'm only finding out about this today?โโ
You froze mid-step and slowly turned to face her. Her small, feathered face was somehow the same one your mother used when you broke something expensive as a child. Pure maternal disappointment that could be read as: how have I ever had to put up with you.
โโA week,โโ she repeated, flipping her wings in stress, โโjust a week! I left you here trusting youโre a functional adult now and you got yourself in a trial and a punishment?!โโ
โโIt wasnโt kinda an official trialโโโย
โโOf course it was official! There was a jury! The president andโ I think Iโm about to faint,โโ the owl wheezed, wobbling a little enough to worry you.
You quickly approached the bird trying to hold it, but as soon as you got close, Soomin began hitting you with its wing while hissing with renewed strength.
You yelped, cornered to the wall. โโOw! Stop!โโ
โโYou lied to the Council! You didnโt call me!โโ She growled, flapping at you with tiny, furious little hits. โโYou lied in front of the entire Witchesโ Council! Do you have any idea of how serious this is?โโ
โโSoomin, please, youโre being so dramatic,โโ you said, running a few steps up. โโIt wasn't that deep! It's just for one lunar cycle.โโย
The owl tilted its head and, of course, followed you, still giving you short, scandalized taps with its wings that weren't painful but ridiculously humiliating. You wondered how many people in the world could be scolded by a bird.
โโJust a lunar cycle? This is a disaster,โโ Soomin continued, pacing back and forth on the stairs like a furious professor or a stressed lawyer. Probably both. โโA complete catastrophe. One week. I leave for one week and you ruin your life. Youโre gonna tell me exactly what happened and oh, look at that, you canโt lie to me,โโ she mocked you. โโBecause youโre cursed!โโ
You scoffed and lifted your hands up in a calming gesture, staring down at her tiny form. โโListen. It was just... a very confusing chain of events that somehow ended with me under a spell. I clearly didnโt expect that. How could I have known that was going to happen?โโ
โโWhy did you lie in the first place while being interrogated?โโ
You hesitated for a second, enough to make Soomin narrow her eyes. โโOh, no. No, no, no, no. That face means it was a stupid reason.โโ
You sighed, leaning against the wall, the spell working too well. โโI was trying to cover up for Minju. She got drunk and egged the historiโโโ you noticed how Soominโs feathers started puffing again and you made a face, taking a step up. โโHistorical houseโ she went to a party and I told the jury she was with me the entire night.โโ
Soomin narrowed her eyes. If owls could facepalmโฆ โโSo it was a stupid reason.โโย
You rubbed your temples. โโHey, Iโm actually struggling here. Today was my first day and already made some fucks ups,โโ you groaned, covering your face. โโI donโt think Iโm surviving three full weeks. This is hard!โโ
โโYouโll find the way to do it because itโs what you deserve,โโ Soomin scolded you. โโThatโs what you get for lying.โโ
โโIt was just a small lie! All of this is so dramatic! You have any idea what this means to my social life?โโ
โโYou donโt have one,โโ the owl responded, blinking at you.ย
โโThatโs not the point,โโ you replied, crossing your arms defensively with a frown. โโNow I definitely wonโt.โโ
Soomin perched on the railing and gave you another motherly look of pure disappointment. โโFrom now on, you wonโt be unsupervised anymore,โโ she said firmly. โโIโm not leaving you for extended periods of time ever again.โโ
You pouted and leaned your head on the wall. โโA month,โโ you muttered in pure misery and sadness. โโTwenty nine days to go.โโ
Soomin shook her head. โโUnbelievable,โโ she scoffed. โโI raise you for years and this is what happens the moment I take a break.โโ
You blinked. โโYouโre appeared like three years ago, you didnโt raise me.โโ
โโEmotionally, I did.โโ
You and Minju looked incredible. There was no other way to describe it, to be honest and full objective. Shorts that showed off your legs, zip-up jackets that clung to all the right places and accentuated your waist, your hair in a high ponytail that could have been in a sports-themed fashion editorial.ย
You had both made a deal, before the whole punishment mess happened, that both would enter their athletic era; meaning no more sedentary life and naps. It was time to get healthier, enjoy the nice weather and all that shit that was supposed to be good to your body.
You were dying.ย
Literally. Lungs gone.ย
You didn't know when you thought it was a good idea to suggest to Minju that you both take an open hockey class as a form of exercise, but it was definitely you trusting too much that your back would hold up. And your knees. And practically your entire body. It wasnโt the case. Who knew running while holding a stick could be so difficult?ย
By the end of the class you had moved parts of your body that you weren't sure you could coordinate at the same time in the first place, bent over your knees and gasping for air. Sweat trickled down your back as if you'd run a marathon from continent to continent, not just an hour-long class. Minju wasn't in the best shape either, dragging her hockey stick towards the benches while groaning, like she was leaving a battlefield.ย
โโI think I saw angels,โโ Minju panted beside you, โโwhen they made us sprint the second time.โโ
โโI saw God,โโ you wheezed. โโShe suggest me to sit down.โโย
On the other side of the field, the men's team was finishing their practice too. From afar you could hear their shouts, grunts, and jeers. These classes were supposed to be the Student Council's idea to provide free, open sports spaces for everyone, but the men definitely treated it like the National Championship. Fast, competitive, sticks and shoulders clashing. You recognized some of the guys and wondered who in their right mind would do two different sports in the same week and survive. Apparently, Niki was one of them.
The way he moved was ruthless, efficient, controlled. You couldn't help but watch him from afar while you drank water because, well, why not? A girl could enjoy the view. His hair was slightly damp, pushed back from his forehead. His t-shirt clung a little to his torso, and it was impossible not to notice the trace of his abs and the muscle in his arms. His body moved with force and speed. And although he seemed incredibly focused, his eyes still occasionally wandered. Towards you. Searching.
Again. Again. One more time, until Jungwon noticed and it made him snort with a knowing smile.ย
After practice, while your lungs were slowly coming back to life and Minju was showing you videos of her chickens, on the other side of the field a group of boys were making a straight line towards you. It was too late to run when you looked up and Jungwon was approaching with an easy smile, Jay by his side and Niki just a step behind, hands in their pockets and a serious expression.
โโHey,โโ Jungwon greeted warmly, eyes drifting to Minju. โโHowโd it go?โโ
โโWe survived,โโ she smiled at him, proud. โโBarely. But it was fun. I canโt still feel my legs.โโ
Jay arched a brow, chucking. โโThat intense?โโ
โโYou have no idea,โโ you whispered to no one, positioning yourself behind Minju as naturally as possible while you put away your water bottle and grabbed your bag. So, a new game plan was set. If no one specifically spoke to you, you couldn't say anything catastrophic, right?ย
All you needed to do was make yourself a little invisible.
For a moment you thought you were actually succeeding. Jungwon was clearly only interested in Minju, with whom he was animatedly discussing hockey (or so you thought, because you had no idea about the terminology they were using). That was the moment: back away slowly, as if you'd decided in the moment and hadn't overanalyzed it for several minutes. Slowly, imperceptibly, so no one would smell your fear. Just a few steps toward freedom, just a bye under your shoulder and no one would get hurt.ย
Jay noticed right away, calling your name.
โโHey,โโ he said casually, glancing at you and your outfit, taking in your legs. โโYou look good today.โโย
You froze. Oh no. No. Please, no. The spell didnโt wasted a fucking second.ย
โโI know,โโ you said confidently. โโThese shorts gave me an incredible ass.โโย
Silence. Minju choked, eyes huge. Jungwonโs brows shoot up. Jay bursted out laughing, full delight, not at all bothered.ย
โโYouโre so sincere,โโ he said with a grin. โโConfidence. I like that.โโ
Niki didn't laugh or say anything. He was simply watching you, studying the way you spoke without hesitation and the subsequent panic that followed, as if you had no filter.
Jay playfully nudged Niki with his elbow and kept the conversation going. โโYou guys watched us play?โโ
You prayed that no one else would say anything to you directly, taking another step back.ย
Of course, Nikiโs voice interrupted your attempts. He looked straight at you. Calm, low, direct. โโDid you?โโ
You swallowed, as if that could stop the truth from rising like bile up your throat. โโUh, y-yes.โโ
โโAnd?โโ
โYou looked very attractive,โ you admitted helplessly, eyes flicking to him for half a second before staring at the grass, accepting your destiny. โWith your hair all sweaty and pushed back.โ
Minju made a tiny distress sound, Jungwon tried to look neutral watching the exchange and failed, and Jay grinned knowing he found free entertainment and material to taunt his maknae. But Niki didn't mock you, or smiled, nor did he seem embarrassed or smug. He tilted his head and continued looking at you with heavy, but not cold, eyes. Justโฆ attentive. Listening. Like he never heard that sort of answer before.ย
โโDid I?โโ He asked, mildly.ย
โโYes,โโ you said immediately, planning your own death. โโIt was distracting.โโย
Jay looked at Niki, considering your words. He was enjoying it too much. โโDistracting, huh?โโ
Niki ignored him and moved a little closer to you, just enough to make the air shift. โโThen maybe,โโ he said quietly, eyes steady on you, โโyou should stop watching.โโ
โโI would, but youโre hard to ignore,โโ you murmured automatically, slamming your eyes shut. โโOkay. Iโm leaving now.โโ
โโWe need water!โโ Minju intervened, taking your arm and leading you away with an apologetic smile. โโBye, guys!โโ
Jungwon was smiling and waving, Jay was saying something about Niki's sweaty hair being gross and Niki... his eyes followed you the whole way. Smiling a little.
Already deciding.ย
Avoidance is power, you told yourself.ย
Clearly you couldn't control the spell. Okay. Nor could you control who spoke to you. Obviously. But you could control the exposure. Limited interactions, minimal risks, avoid potential red flags that could lead to humiliation. You were going to finally walk the line of the spell or die trying.
It didn't matter that Minju was officially dating Jungwon and that somehow included his friends who orbited him and, due to their proximity, your best friend, like damn satellites. You wouldn't be rude. Just... brief and efficient. Simply as that. In the middle of a night where you were staring at the ceiling wondering how you ended up in this problem while you were in a chocolate ice cream coma, that's when it occurred to you.
You couldn't lie, but you could control how you told the truth. You wouldn't be lying per se... you'd simply be revealing the answers in long, technical sentences. Careful words, a controlled tone, crafted and directed honesty. That wasn't lying. You were simply adapting to the rules of the game. Expanding your vocabulary. Making things complicated wasn't lying. The spell didn't imply that people had to understand you.
In the dating world, some friends canceled plans because of their boyfriends. Minju did it for her chickens. She bailed on hockey practice before it even started when her security app sent a notification.
โOne of the girls laid an egg and she looks emotionally overwhelmed,โ she had said seriously, already packing her bag. โI need to supervise.โ
โโSheโs just a chicken,โโ you stared at her.ย
โโSheโs sensitive.โโย
That's how you ended up alone, suffering, exhausted but not as dramatically as last time. Or maybe you just didn't have anyone to complain to. Either way, once practice was over, you actually enjoyed it a little. Other girls were stretching and chatting, laughing and drinking water, while you sat on the benches. You breathed a sigh of relief when you took down your ponytail and let your hair fall, enjoying the fresh air.
Perhaps doing outdoor sports wasn't so bad, you supposed. The sunset and the breeze caressed your damp skin, and for a second you relaxed, enjoying the silence. You tilted your head slightly toward the sky, toward the last rays of the sun, closing your eyes and taking a deep breath. You even smiled a little, not ruining your social interactions for a whole day felt like a huge victory.
You werenโt aware of it, but at the other side of the field the boyโs team were finishing warm-up drills. Nikiโs focus shifted, as he had done all week, to you. Finally alone. Illuminated by a halo of sunlight, looking so pretty and relaxed, not like the times he had approached you and you looked ready to flee.
By the time you sensed someoneโs presence it was too late, opening your eyes to Niki standing close enough that you had to tilt your chin up slightly to meet his gaze. You got startled with a small yelp and your heart rate went crazy while Niki was completely and clearly unashamed of staring at you like that in the open.ย
He broke the silence first. โโMinju abandoned you?โโ
You were ready for this. You cleared your throat and sat straighter. โโShe had a chicken-related emergency.โโ
Niki blinked once, nodding like that made all the sense in the world. โโI thought you were avoiding us,โโ he said plainly. โโAvoiding me.โโ
You inhaled, choosing the words carefully in your head. โโIโm being selective with my interactions at this particular moment.โโย
His mouth twitched slightly. โโSelective? And I didn't make the cut?โโ
Panic spread across your brain, that was dangerous territory!ย
โโI'm trying to minimize situations where I have to interact verbally becauseโฆ because I'm avoiding saying things that can amplify the exposure of my personal, reserved thoughts and put me in complicated circumstances.โโย
Nikiโs eyes sharpened. โโSo I complicate your life?โโ
This fucker. You froze for a second, feeling the spell around your tongue, ready to pounce head first into the truth. โโI believe you increase the odds a little,โโ you admitted, maintaining your calm tone.ย
He took a step closer, his knees almost touching you. โโAnd why is that?โโ
Because I can't decipher the way you look at me.
Because you don't react like everyone else.
You didnโt say any of it. โโYou ask direct questions,โโ you said instead, finding the right words. โโAnd I struggle with filtering in those interactions.โโ
His eyes fell on the curve of your shoulders, the way your hair waved in the breeze, your cheeks a little pink from exercise. โโYou look better like this,โโ Niki said casually.ย
You frowned. โโLike what?โโ
โโLess guarded.โโ
Your brain short-circuited, and thankfully, not even a powerful witch's spell could fix that. But before you could die crushed by Niki's dark eyes, he was the first to look away towards the other side of the field, where his team resumed training.
โโWeโre not done,โโ he started, and you suspected he wasnโt just talking about hockey. โโStay.โโย
You blinked. โโStay? Why?โโ
He gestured subtly with his head towards the bleachers and you followed his line of sight. Oh. A few girls were there, watching the boyโs practice. Some talking, others taking photos. Waiting for boyfriends. Watching situationships or prospects.ย
You looked at Niki again, not fully understanding the situation. Actually, more in denial. The implication was too obvious to ignore, but it still confused you a little. Why the hell Riki Nishimura wanted you there of all people?
โโYou can sit there,โโ he said, like it was the most normal outcome. โโWatch.โโ
You kept staring at him, blinking slowly. โโYouโre recruiting spectators, Nishimura?โโ
His mouth twitched again, trying not to crack a smile. โโIโm inviting you.โโย
Your stomach lurched catastrophically. โโYou want meโฆ to sit there and openly watch you?โโ
โโYes.โโ
โโNo.โโ
He didn't react badly to your refusal, he simply studied you. โโWhy not?โโ
You swallowed and searched your brain for an answer that made sense. โโBecause that could create some assumptions.โโย
He tilted his head, a spark of mischief in his eyes. โโWhat kind of assumptions?โโ
You narrowed your eyes a little, knowing that now he was playing with you. He knew what kind of assumptions, the cocky bastard.ย ย
โโI would prefer not to fuel potential situations that could lead to rumors that are not substantiatedโฆ based on our interactions. Misinterpretations could arise.โโ
He searched your eyes while lowering his voice a little. โโWhat if I want them substantiated?โ
Fuck this frat boy. You let out a loud sigh and thought about your next move. There was no chance you would let Niki throw you into the stands full of girlfriends, when the possibility of the spell going out of control due to the pressure and the crowd was so high. You were barely taking baby steps into the edge of the spell, not doing fucking somersaults on it.
So you took the next best route: evade. โโYouโre very confident,โโ you managed to say, trying to smile.ย
โโYes.โโ
โโThat's very... threatening to myโฆ filtering,โโ you groaned, feeling the spell tightening.ย
He kept his eyes on you, pleased by it. โโThen stay,โโ he muttered, almost soft. โโFace the danger.โโย
โโThatโd end with me saying something incriminating,โ you warned him with a sigh.ย
โIโm counting on it.โ
Alright.
You stood abruptly, slinging your bag over your shoulder. โThis is exactly the kind of scenario I am strategically eliminating.โ
He didnโt move out of your space immediately. โYouโre running again.โ
โI am exercising discernment.โ
He huffed a quiet laugh. โSame thing.โ
You looked at him once more, trying to appear composed and with a serene face, even though your heart was beating strangely inside your chest. โโI'm not equipped to deal with you right now. Bye.โโ
That made him stop for a second. And then: โโGood.โโ
โโWhat? Whyโs thatโs good?โโย
โโBecause when you are, I'll be here. I want to see it.โโ
Niki walked back onto the playing field, leaving you behind as if he hadn't desestabilized your nervous system.
From that day on, things got progressively worse, little by little, as if the loose ends were starting to tie themselves up. And by loose ends, you meant Niki's friends. The strangest part was the stares you got from other girls. Some were curious and interested, others hateful. The campus had eyes everywhere, that was obvious to anyone. The five horsemen and their lost bachelorhood were the talk of the town. First Jungwon, then Jake, who would be next?
The initial plan to avoid social interactions wasn't working too well. Maybe it was because you were just one soldier, and well, Niki's army was bigger, not to mention the whole campus. Little things started happening. Like Jay sitting next to you in class, much to your alarm, and you even considered pretending not to know him. But if there was one thing impossible in the world, it was getting Jay to shut up. He talked about everything. Your head was completely empty by the time he launched into his anecdote about the basketball team's mascot falling into the pool last week.ย
The party invitations came in a more personal way. It wasn't like fraternity parties required it, but maybe it was something about the social hierarchy you werenโt aware ofโฆ? You had no idea and werenโt about to ask Minju about it. You assumed people just showed up, like you had done a few times before. But then Lee Heeseung basically blocked the library entry and asked you (more or less threatening you) if you would like to come to one of their parties. It took you too much by surprise to put together a coherent sentence, so you basically scuttled out the side with a yelp and a hurried โโno!โโ.ย
Thatโs how you ended like this. Looking insane.ย
A scarf wrapped around your head as if you were a Hollywood actress from the 40s hiding from the paparazzi (you weren't), oversized black glasses that definitely weren't your style and didn't serve much purpose on a cloudy day, shoulders hunched as you slid along the edges of buildings like a cartoon thief, trying to blend into the shadows. Head down, quick steps, incognito mode activated.
The problem was that the Silverveilโs campus was a curse in itself, starting with its architecture: lots of open spaces, glass walls, and lots of people who liked to talk. And of course, him.
Nishimura Riki.
You had acquired a new knack for finding Niki in a crowd, though it wasn't too difficult. Tall, existing effortlessly, hands in his pockets with a semi-bored expression. You saw him at the other end of the courtyard, laughing at something Jake said, his laugh short and sharp, and just that sound made your stomach clench.ย
Abort. Abort. Abort.
You spun around instantly, nearly colliding with a group of students, muttering a quick apology before making a beeline run towards the nearest column. You leaned your back against it and took a breath, waiting a few seconds before poking your head out and inspecting the area.
No five horsemen of the apocalypse. No teachers. No curious girls asking if you can introduce them to Jay or Heeseungโ or asking if it's true they're in a polyamorous relationship. No hockey coach asking why you didn't go to the last class and you not answering that you'd rather sleep for ten hours than drag your ass through that torture again.ย
Good.
You adjusted your scarf, lowered your glasses further, and leaned againโ only to freeze. Niki was definitely close. Too close. So close you could see the lazy way he walked, unhurried, making his way along without even asking, as if he weren't chasing after anything. As if he knew exactly where he was going.
You pulled back fast, heart slamming against your ribs. Shit.ย
โโWho are you spying on?โโ
His voice came from behind you, low and amused, close enough that you felt it more than hear it. Slowly, too slowly, you turned around and there he was, devastating so. Nikiโs eyes scanned you from head to toe, taking in the handkerchief, the glasses, and your expression somewhere between guilt and panic, as if you were assessing your chances of running away.
For a second he just looked at you, until one corner of his mouth lifted.ย
โโNo one in particular. Iโm justโฆ examining the perimeter and human elements near me.โโ
Niki arched a brow, somewhat amused and slightly judgmental. โโIs this a disguise or a styling choice?โโ
Panic surged through your mind, flooding your entire brain, barely remembering the plan and survival mode before the spell revived. โโIโm avoiding being recognized to prevent unnecessary social interactions that could result in irreversible harm to me.โโ
Niki let out a short laugh, surprised and real, eyes bright with something dangerously close to interest. โWow,โ he said. โThatโsโฆ specific.โโ
You squeezed your eyes shut for half a second, heart trembling. โI would appreciate it if you did not interpret my current behavior as an invitation for conversation.โ
โAnd yet,โ he replied lightly, stepping closer instead of away, โyouโre still talking to me. You are hard to go unnoticed, too.โ
You swallowed. โThis is an unfortunate consequence of your proximity.โ
He studied you like you were a puzzle he didnโt know how he wanted to solve, which piece picked up first, gaze lingering just a beat too long. โYou know,โ he started, voice dropping a little, โIโve been looking for you all morning.โ
Your heart stuttered. โDid you? That information isโฆ distressing.โ
Niki smiled fully now, slow and unreadable. โGood,โ he responded.ย
And suddenly, hiding felt impossible and dumb. You were pressed against the column when Niki moved closer, cornering you enough so that you couldn't leave without brushing against his body. Niki lifted a hand, slow enough that you saw it coming but not slow enough to stop it. His fingers brushed your cheek for half a second before hooking under the arm of your sunglasses.
โโHey!โโโ
He slid them off your face with infuriating ease. The world suddenly felt too bright. Too exposed. His gaze settled on your eyes immediately, intent and unreadable, like he was cataloguing something important. Up close, you noticed details you really shouldnโt be noticing: the curve of his lashes, the way his expression softened when you werenโt hiding behind dark lenses, a faded scar on one of his eyebrows. The smell of his cologne.ย
โHm,โ he hummed, studying you. โSo thatโs what you were hiding.โ
You stopped yourself, jaw tightening. โโฆThat statement is inaccurate since you donโt know my intentions and motives.โ
Without breaking eye contact, Niki casually slipped the sunglasses onto his own face. They looked ridiculous on him. He also looked unfairly good as well.ย
โโThereโs a party tonight,โโ he said, like it was the most normal conversation he ever had. โโOur frat. You coming?โโ
Thereโs no way in hell Iโm going, you thought. Instead, you said: โโAttending an event of that magnitude is not in my immediate plans.โโ
He stepped back, finally giving you air. โThatโs a shame,โโ he smirked, then tilted his head, lowering his voice just enough to feel intimate. โIf you want these back,โ he added, tapping the edge of the sunglasses, โyou should come.โ
You opened your mouth to renegotiate the deal or tell him it was ridiculous, but Niki turned around and left without looking back, just like that. Hands in his pockets, wearing YOUR big glasses, carefree, as if he hadn't left you there with the words on your lips and your heart racing, or with people nearby pretending not to have seen everything.
By the end of the day, it was everywhere.
People saw Niki.ย
People definitely saw the sunglasses.ย
People definitely saw Nishimura Riki wearing your sunglasses like they were his in the first place and didn't steal it from you in plain sight. The bastard had the audacity to actually wear them throughout the day, even with his friends, completely unbothered by the small chaos he caused.ย
You even heard some whispers throughout the day that made you stare at nothing while some people gossiped about your life in real time. You sat in class, notebook opened, half-hearing your professor, doing doodles and making an effort to write something even if you barely care. Thatโs when you heard the whispers.ย
โโ...Is that her?
โโMmmh. I think so.โโ
โโYa, sheโs pretty. No wonder Nikiโs dating her.โโ
You stopped doodling and paid more attention, your eyes were on your professor as you grip tightening around your pen. Waiting for more gossip to spill.ย
โโThey look like an idols couple or something.โโ
โโMy friend saw them flirting in front of everybody. Is that serious.โโ
โโReally?โโ
โโI know, right? Heโs wearing her glasses. Sheโs friends with Jay too, I think.โโย
By the end of the day, it was everywhere, and Minju was proof of that, because at some point during the day your best friend dragged you to the nearest cafe and interrogated you in a very similar way to the Witches' Council. With two lattes and two muffins and Minju unsuccessfully trying to contain her excitement, you sighed in defeat.
โโOkay,โโ she started, resting her hands on the table, trying to calm down as if that would make her hear better. โโIโm ready. Tell me everything! Whatโs is going on with you and Niki?โโ
You shrugged. โโThereโs nothing going on,โโ you murmured, taking a sip of the latte. โโI think? I can categorize it for sure. Try be more specific.โโ
Minju narrowed her eyes. โโSomeone from my Economics class saw you and Niki earlier,โโ she paused. โโShe said he took your glasses, like, he took them.โโ
โโThatโs true. I was robbed in broad daylight and slightly criticized by my fashion choices, I think,โโ you frowned.ย
Minju blinked and deflated a little. โโThatโs notโฆ how she described it.โโ
You stared at your best friend, unimpressed. โโIโm literally incapable of lying, remember?โโย
โโSo? What youโre gonna do?โโ
โโHonestly, I donโt know,โโ you sighed, massaging your temples. โโHe told me I can get them back if I go to their party. He can keep them, I guess.โโ
Minju gasped, slapping a hand over her mouth. โโOh my God. Youโre being courted!โโ
โโMore like terrorized. He stole from me!โโ
โโHeโs flirting, you dumbass!โโ
โโHe committed a crime,โโ you stated.ย
โโYouโre brushing!โโ
You groaned and covered your face with a whine. โโLeave me alone.โโ
โโListen,โโ Minju said, in a softer tone. โโIโve never seen Niki doing something like that, heโs very reserved. Heโs always looking at you likeโฆ like he wants to eat you alive. And to be honest, you donโt look at him very differently.โโ
You pressed your lips together and watched your coffee as it had the answers of the world. Somewhere on campus Niki was probably smiling to himself, that you were sure of, perfectly aware that he did exactly what he wanted.ย
Stressed you out, checked.
Provoked you, checked.
Left you with an invitation you couldโt stop thinking about, checked.
The worst part? You didnโt care about getting your sunglasses back.
The sky has been gray and cloudy lately, but you hardly care. It was another hockey practice and only half your body was there, your functional neurons checking out a long time ago. Physically you existed there, but your mind? That was a thing with a life of its own. Your body moved when it should, your stick hit the ball when it was your turn, even your legs seemed more coordinated than before. The reality was that your mind was deep in a daydream about the thing you wanted most: your warm bed.
You were planning it in detail, too distracted and entertained.ย
Hot shower, giant pajamas, a greasy double hamburgerโ eating cross-legged under your blankets while something mindless played on your laptop. The beginning of your weekend. No campus. No accidental honesty. No dodging dangerously perceptive boys. Just a pause in time to exist without stress.
You jogged half-heartedly across the grass, barely registering the shouts of your teammates playing. The cloudy weather made everything feel slower, heavier. Your eyelids even drooped for a second. And thenโ a memory flashing too fast, your brain betraying you.
Niki. Uninvited.ย
How close he stood the other day, the way he said face the danger. His low, deep voice, the way he looked at you likeโ no. You shook your head slightly, refusing to let yourself do that. But the images, his face, it kept flickering in your head. His smile, his smirk, his intense eyes. Him watching you likeโย
โโWatch out!โโ
Too late.
A body collided with you, hard, from the side. One of the girls tripped mid run to hit the ball, and suddenly the world turned upside down without warning. Grass. The grey sky. Impact. Your head hitting the ground hard enough to make you stay still with a low groan. There were some black points in your vision and for a second everything sounded muffed, until a sharp whistle pierced the air.ย
The girl approached immediately, kneeling beside you in alarm. โโOh my God, Iโm so sorry! I didn't see youโ are you okay? Donโt move.โโ
You blinked a few times, staring at the sky. โโIโm fine,โโ you mumbled, pressing your hand on your head, making sure it was still there. โโItโs my fault. I wasโฆ geographically misplaced.โโ
She looked confused but relieved. โโOhโฆ? Okay. Donโt stand up anyway, just take your time.โโ
The coach jogged over, calling your name. โโAre you okay?โโย
โโYeah,โโ you muttered, sitting slowly. โโIt was just grass, itโs okay. Nature softened the hit, I guess.โโ
And then, a shadow fell over you, but it wasnโt your coach or a teammate. You didnโt need to look up to know, a sense in your body recognizing the presence before your mind did. But you did look anyway and you suck a breath, cursing in your mind.ย
Niki dropped beside you, crouching immediately, his expression serious. Shifting into something you never saw before, sharp and alert in a way that made your stomach flip for entirely different reasons than falling into the ground.ย
Before you could process what was happening or even talk, his hands found youโ sliding under your head, cradling carefully like you were struck with a metal baseball bat and not softly bonked by grass.
Your brain short-circuited and you let out a startled squeak, trying to push his hands.ย
โโIโm fine!โโ you blurted, trying to push yourself up.ย
His hands didnโt move, still holding your skull. โโDonโt,โโ Niki said gently.ย
Your heart was beating too fast for someone who just wanted a nap and a burger.ย
โโI literally fell on grass,โโ you insisted, noticing more people staring. โโThis is not a serious injury, really.โโ
Niki ignored you completely and looked up at your coach. โโShe should go to the infirmary,โโ he suggested, voice steady and persuasive. โโJust in case.โโย
Your head snapped towards him, confused. โโJust in case of what?โโ
โโConcussion.โโ
You blinked, then laughed. โโNo way. It was a gentle meeting between my head and nature. Iโm perfectly fine.โโย
Niki looked down at you. โโDo you know how concussions work?โโ
The spell was faster than you. โโMore or less.โโย
โโMore or less,โโ he repeated, a small glint of amusement in his eyes. โโSo you donโt actually know.โโ
You clenched your teeth. โโIโm clearly conscious. Iโm not dizzy. I can form intelligent sentences.โโ
โโBarely,โโ he said under his breath.
You gasped in outrage.
Your coach softened visibly by his tone. โโItโs very sweet that youโre worried about your girlfriend.โโ
There was a split second of silence. And then:
โโI am not his girlfriend,โโ you yelped at the same time Niki said smoothly, โโThank you. Iโll take her.โโย
You stared at him with both betrayal and alarm. โโExcuse me?โโ
But Niki was already moving, and before you could react or scream his arm slided under your knees, other behind your back and the ground suddenly disappeared.ย
You grabbed onto him reflexively, noticing that you were quite far from the ground. โโWhat are you doing?!โโ
Carrying you apparently cost him zero effort, holding you like it was nothing. A small part of your brain noticed his arms flexing and his hard chest, but you pushed those thoughts down.ย
โโYou might faint,โโ he replied like it was the most obvious thing in the world. โโIโm not taking risks.โโ
You covered your face while Niki carried you bridal-style out of the field, leaving behind teammates whispering, gasping, other laughing, definitely rumours taking a new shape. You swore you saw Jay snapping a pic, but for your mental health you told yourself that was a hallucination induced by mortification.
You squirmed in his arms, refusing to give up. โโRight, I will faint from humiliation!โโ
โโYouโre so dramatic,โโ he chuckled. โโJust stay still.โโ
โโThis is completely unnecessary,โโ you hissed, kicking the air. โโI can walk. Put me down!โโ
โโNo. Stop overreacting.โโ
You gasped in pure incredulity at his nerve. โโMe? Iโm the one overreacting? You engineered this!โโย
He glanced down, amused. โโHow? You were the one so distracted in the middle of a game that you hit your head. What were you thinking of, anyway?โโ
The spell enveloped your tongue. โโI was thinking about my plans for tonight when I fell. On. Grass.โโ
โโYou. Hit. Your. Head.โโ
โโOn grass,โโ you groaned, resuming your kicks in the air. โโItโs not serious!โโ
โโYou donโt know how hard you hit yourself,โโ Niki tried to reason with you. He adjusted his grip on you, too comfortable to care about your protests.ย
โโI do? I was literally there?โโ
โโSo was I. Saw the whole thing.โโ
โโPut me down, Nishimura.โโย
โโNo.โโ
โโI donโt particularly enjoy being paraded like this. People are looking!โโ
โโYouโre being cared for.โโ
โโAgainst my wishes!โโ
His expression, despite the teasing and the smirk, is sharp. Watchul. With something deeper, until you realize what it was. Protective. You hated the way your pulse reacted to it, and at some point along the way you relaxed enough to rest your cheek against his chest. You were giving him the silent treatment anyway, all pouty and clinging to what little dignity you had left.
The infirmary smelled like lemon scented cleaner. It was bright and quiet, a small place with a desk and a few simple beds to lay. Niki set you down on one of them, his hands lingering on your body enough for your heart to do a backflip before he stepped back in a very professional way and not suspicious at all.ย
โโSit,โโ he said, unnecessary. You did.ย
The nurse came up with a clipboard under her arm, looking between you and Niki. โโWhat happened?โโ
Before you could open your mouth, Niki started speaking. โโShe fell, hit her head hard. Black spots, disorientation. She tried to stand up immediately,โโ he accused you.ย
Your eyes widened. โโThatโs notโโโ
โโI feared she might have a concussion,โโ Niki continued, crossing his arms and looking at you like you were a very bad behaving kid, โโshe insisted she was fine and thatโs a sign that someone is not fine.โโ
You stared at him in disbelief. โโI fell on grass.โโ
โโShe collapsed after the hit,โโ Niki told the nurse.ย
The nurse hummed, clearly entertained and nodding to the story, writing something on the clipboard. โโMmm-mm, I see. And you carried her all the way here?โโ
โโYes,โโ Niki replied like it was the most obvious thing to do. โโFor her safety. She needs a check-up.โโ
You pinched the bridge of your nose and sighed.ย
โโWell,โโ the nurse smiled, turning to you, โโyou seem pretty alert and you didnโt lose consciousness. Letโs have you rest here for a bit just to be safe,โโ she handed you a small box of juice from her desk. โโDrink this, sugar helps.โโย
You took it obediently, giving Niki a bitter side eye.
The nurse stepped back to her desk and then paused, taking the paper from the clipboard. โโIโll be back with some paperwork,โโ she sent you a knowing look. โโBehave, you two.โโ
The door closed behind her and then silence followed.ย
You snorted softly. โโDonโt worry,โโ you said while stabbing with too much force the straw into the juice box, โโweโre not having a making-out session here.โโย
The words hit your ears a second later and you froze, remembering the fucking spell. You immediately shoved the straw in your mouth like it might save you.ย
Niki tilted his head, looking at you. โโWe wonโt?โโ
You choked when the juice went the wrong way and you coughed until your eyes watered. โโโWhat!?โโ
Niki patted your back softly, too entertained for someone who was playing hero. โโYou heard me. That was a question.โโ
You glared at him over the juice box, cheeks burning, spell threatening you. โโI'm not going to do anything that doesn't involve the nurse's medical advice, Nishimura.โโย
Niki stepped close and you felt itโ his fingers brushing the hem of your shorts, idly tracing the edge like it was the most natural thing to do.
โโI like it when you call me that,โโ he muttered in that deep voice of his.
Your suspicions and alarms went off at the same time and you gave him another warning look, moving your thigh away from his fingers.
His touch followed you, but now it was his giant palm covering your thigh and gently squeezing it.ย
โโDon't,โโ you scolded him.ย
He stooped, mostly. His hand still hovered there, but didnโt move further.ย
โโYou got me worried out there,โโ he said, quietly.ย
You studied his faceโ the crease between his brows, the lack of amusement or teasing. โโYou didnโt have to carry me all the way here,โโ you mumbled.
โโI wanted to and Iโd do it again.โโ
That landed harder than it should, straighter to your chest and even lower. A pause fell but it was soft, quiet, not quite awkward. It felt more like something seeking place and settling down.ย
โโWhy do you run away all the time?โโ He asked, curious, searching your eyes.ย
You swallowed and put the empty juice box to the side with a sigh. Your shoulder slumped a little, tiredness waving in your voice. โโSometimes I feelโฆโโ you explained quietly. โโLikeโฆ thereโs something in me that doesnโt let me lie, even if I wanted to,โโ you chuckled softly.ย
Niki leaned in, eyes sharpening with interest.ย
โโAnd I donโt know how people would take that,โโ you continued, staring at the floor. โโWhat if I said too much and I hurt somebody? Or I show too much of myself? I donโt like that exposure. I donโt have anyโฆ shield or control. So I just wanna avoid those things from happening.โโ
Niki didnโt interrupt you, listening attentively. He was silent for a long moment. โโYou want to protect yourself,โโ he explained easily, making you tense a little. โโI know you think running makes you invisible, but it doesn't. It just makes people look harder.โโ
You looked up and glanced at Niki, noticing that his face had gotten too close to yours, his eyes focussed on your lips. But before you could respond, the infirmary door opened and the nurse came back. Niki straightened up immediately as if nothing had happened and ran a hand through his hair with a sigh, the other still resting warmly on your thigh.
You didnโt scold him again or move away.ย
Growing up as a witch was a series of completely out-of-context situations thrown right in your face for you to deal with. Like the time everything inside your house floated constantly for a month before you could get that power under control. Or the time you saw a rabbit, thought it was cute, and overnight your yard was overrun with rabbits from all sizes and colors until the town newspaper reported a rabbit overpopulation in your neighborhood. You hadn't realized you were controlling their energies and, unintentionally, summoning them.
So yes, you were somewhat used to surprising situations, but you still almost had a heart attack when you opened your backpack in the middle of class and two huge, deep, yellow eyes stared back at you from the darkness inside the bag.ย
You nearly screamed. But the sound somehow got muffled in your throat as you quickly zipped up your backpack and cradled it against your chest like a contained bomb. Slowly, very, very slowly, you leaned forward over your desk and opened the zipper again, enough for Soomin to hear you.ย
โโWhat are you doing here!?โโ You whispered.
โโIโm doing a surprise check in,โโ the owl whispered back. Inside the backpack, Soomin shifted with the quiet rustle of feathers. โโSupervising.โโ
You squeezed your eyes shut and slowly pulled up the zipper again. You spent the entire class sitting stiffly in your chair, your backpack resting on your lap like the most suspicious object in the world while you pretended to take notes and that everything was normal and you didnโt had a fucking talking owl with you. Every small movement from inside the bag made your spine lock up and discreetly observe your surroundings, in case anyone noticed anything.
You felt the presence of the spell like a fucking dagger waiting to pierce your heart. Your mind kept cycling through every possible disaster scenario: the owl popping her head out, someone hearing her talk, someone asking you what was inside the bag. You had never been so aware of every single person in the room. When class finally ended you were one of the firsts to get the hell out of there, relief hitting you like oxygen after drowning.ย
You fled the lecture hall still holding onto your backpack.ย
โโDonโt run! Iโm getting dizzy,โโ Soomin whispered from inside the bag.ย
โโYou snuck there! Now enjoy the ride,โโ you hissed quietly. โโWhat are you even doing here!?โโ
โโIโm monitoring and supervising, I told you I wasn't leaving you out of my sight and you been acting weird lately.โโ
You pushed through the hallway doors, scanning the corridor for a quiet corner where you could finally unzip the bag and properly scold the feathered menace inside. Unfortunately, fate had other plans, of course it did, because you walked straight into Nishimura Riki.
You stopped in your tracks.
He had one hand in the pocket of his jacket, leaning lazily against the wall like he had nowhere urgent to be. When he noticed you approaching at suspicious speed with your backpack clutched like a hostage, his brows lifted slightly. Then his gaze drifted downward and slowly pointed. You followed the direction of his fingers, to the round owl head sticking out of your backpack.ย
Soomin blinked at him. You froze. Soomin froze as well. For a long moment the three of you just stared at each other in a very tense and confusing silence. Niki muttered your name, a little doubtful.
โโ... Is that an owl?โโย
Your brain ran through every possible lie in the world that you could think of, but obviously they all ran into the magic brick wall of the spell. โโUhโฆ uhโฆ this is an animal that can be found in the forest.โโย
You stopped talking immediately after that. Niki stared at you, then at the owl, and again at you. He didn't seem alarmed or confused, more like he wanted to understand why you would have an owl with you in the middle of the day instead of questioning how strange it was.
โโRight,โโ he said slowly. Niki leaned a little closer, examining the bird with curiosity. โโAnd what is it doing in your backpack?โโ
The truth tightened in your throat. โโIt justโฆ climbed in there.โโ
Silence fell again, looks were exchanged and Soomin even tilted her head, taking in the boy in front of her, examining him in the same way Niki was doing. Then, he glanced at you and let out a quiet, amused breath through his nose, like he just decided not to question the situation too deeply. Niki was late to class, anyway.ย ย
โโYouโre kind of weird,โโ he said, the corners of his mouth twitching. He looked at the owl again. โโWhat are you going to do with an owl?โโ
You tightened your hold on the backpack, feeling Soomin shifting inside. You sighed. โโIโmโฆ going to have a talk with her.โโย
Ni-ki glanced down at the owl head still poking out of the zipper. The owl stared back with wide, unrepentant eyes. He nodded slowly, like that explanation made complete sense. Then he reached out without warning and casually pinched your chin in a gesture too gentle and familiar that made your brain short-circuit for a second.ย
โโOkay. Weโll talk later, yeah?โโ
You just blinked at him, eyes huge and nodded. โโUh-uh. Sure.โโ
โโGood luck with yourโฆโโ he frowned and gestured vaguely at Soomin. โโYour forest animal.โโย
And with that, he pushed away from the wall and walked down the hallway, disappearing into the flow of students like the entire interaction had been perfectly normal.
You stood there for exactly two seconds. Then you spun around into a more hidden corner and put the backpack down with a groan.ย
โSoominโ!โ
The owl immediately hopped out of the bag. โโOh my God, who was that?โโ
โโWhat?โโ
โโThat tall, intense dude. The handsome one with dark eyes,โโ she commented conspiratorially.ย
โโYou snuck into my backpack, infiltrated in the university, caused me the most stressful class of my life, and you want to talk about a boy?โโ
โโYes. Spill.โโย
You rubbed your face, asking for patience from above. โโThatโs Niki.โโ
The owl studied the hallway where Niki had disappeared with a thoughtful expression. โโHeโs very attractive.โโ
โโHe is,โโ you conceded.
โโHe touched you very confidently,โโ she observed.ย
โโUhโ I meanโ he kinda does thatโโโย
โโAnd it didnโt bother you,โโ Soomin furthered her observations, blinking slowly. โโAre you dating him?โโ
โโNo!โโ
โโYouโre secretly seeing him? This is some of prohibited romance?โโ
โโWhat? Of course not.โโ
โโHeโs your boyfriend and didnโt tell me?โโ Soomin asked with a squeak, entertained by the gossip.ย
โโI already told you no,โโ you tried to reason with her.ย
โโ... Why are you blushing?โโ
โโBecause... because... it's hot and I feel strange, now shut up,โโ you groaned, picking up the bird and putting her into the backpack again like you could trap the conversation inside it.ย
She gasped. โโYou like that tall boy!โโ
The spell crackled throughout your body, your mind and tongue couldn't agree on what to say, but the truth did its job. โโIโ Iโ I thinkโ yesโ butโโโ
โโI like that boy too. He didnโt scream when he saw me.โโ
โโYouโre a bird, not a monster.โโ
โโThatโs not the point,โโ Soomin scoffed. โโHe was very gentle with you. I approve that.โโ
Soomin watched you very carefully and you felt a little nudge in the heart of your magic. Her eyes softened.
โโOh,โโ she said. โโYouโre so doomed.โโ
You grabbed the zipper and slammed the backpack closed.
Later that day, after you took Soomin home and she promised you there would be no more surprise inspections, the library greeted you with silence and concentration. The setting sun reached some tables, the soft sound of pens writing relaxed you somehow, and the distant hum from the air conditioner in the distance served as white noise.
You were exactly where you liked to be, seated by the window, notes spread neatly. Pretty and colorful highlighters. Life under control, for once.ย
That didnโt last long.ย
You were finishing a paragraph about an idea you had written when a chair scraped against the floor across from you. You didnโt look up immediately, which was a big mistake.
โโOkay,โโ a low, masculine voice said. โโSerious question.โโ
Your pen froze mid word and you lifted your gaze, finding Niki sitting across from you like he belonged there. Elbows resting on the table, dark eyes locked on you with immovable focus.
You stared at him, putting down your pen slowly. โโOh, no,โโ you doubted, straightening up as if a bomb were about to drop on you at any second.ย
โโWould you date me?โโ
You stared at him completely blanky, certain you mishearded. There was no question in his tone. No hesitation. Just calm certainty, like he had already considered the options and selected the obvious one. You blinked again and looked around you, wondering if that was in fact a daydream and not reality. Maybe you casted a spell of illusion without realizing it?ย
The spell stirred to life. โโI don't know,โโ you finally muttered. โโYou just canโt ask me that out of nowhere!โโ
His eyes sharpened, resting his chin on his hand. โโI just did. Letโs date.โโ
โโNiki,โโ you sighed, sending him a warning glance when he smirked at your tone. โโI donโt think thatโs a good idea.โโย
โโWhy not?โโ
The spell tugged your tongue begging for honesty, warm and insistent, and the silence prolonged until you found how to stretch the truth. You inhaled softly, trying to collect the right words.ย
โโYou look like the kind of problem I'm not really qualified for or sure I will be able to manage. Likeโฆ advanced detached emotional skills I donโt possess or want to entertain.โโ
He didnโt flinch, or left, or smirked anymore. He considered your words leaning back into the chair, arms crossed, studying you like he was deciding how to make sense of what you said.ย
Niki leaned forward then, forearms on the table like he was about to touch you in any second. The distance between you and him was slowly shrinking, but you felt like the walls were falling down onto your head.ย
โโHow can you know that? We donโt know each other that well,โโ he explained patiently.
That was fair and he had a point. You hated that. You nodded and exhaled, unable to lie.ย โโThatโs true.โโ
He waited, sensing how you were trying to expand your answer into something that made sense but it wasn't sharp and cruel. Nikiโs focus didnโt waver.ย
โโI donโt know you that well,โโ you recognized, โโI am simply overlaying the information I have based on observational data in social interactions to form an opinion of you.โโ
One corner of his mouth twitched. โโObservational data. Meaning youโve been observing me.โโ
โโI mean, not on purpose or significance,โโ you explained further. โโAnd thatโs not the main takeaway.โโ
โโTell me,โโ he encouraged you, leaning even closer. โโWhat kind of problem do I look like to you? Use your data to enlighten me.โโ
โYou look,โ you said carefully, stretching the sentence as far as it would go, โlike someone who is used to getting attention without asking for it. And who doesnโt have to work very hard to keep it.โ
His gaze didnโt waver. โAnd?โ
โAnd,โ you continued, because the spell would not let you escape halfway, โI donโt enjoy competing with other females. Especially not recreationally and emotionally. I like stable sentimental involvements.โ
Niki snorted, entertained by you, clearly. โโIโd be an excellent boyfriend.โโ
You laughed, between surprise and incredulity, it slipped so naturally out of you that you couldn't stop it. โโHow would you know? Youโve never had a girlfriend.โโ
He arched his brow. โโHow would you know that?โโ
You narrowed your eyes, taking in his challenging tone. โโThereโs usually a different girl every weekend,โ you said, far too matter-of-factly. โStatistically speaking, long-term attachment does not appear to be your preferred pattern. Itโs very notable that youโre rarely alone and there's no fixed tendency on your type either.โโ
But Niki didnโt look offended or insulted, or even caught, he was intrigued. โโHave you been keeping track?โโ
Your spine straightened. โโNot actively. Itโs more a knowledge from a passive environmental awareness situation, likeโฆ occasionally overhearing comments in the women's restroom from time to time.โโ
โEnvironmental awareness,โ he repeated. โโSo, gossip in the womenโs bathroom. That formed your opinion of me?โโ
โWell, it's like noticing changes in the weather or bird migration patterns, I guess. Iโm just exposing the data I gathered.โโ
Niki slowly reached for your hand, his fingers brushing against yours. โโYouโre comparing me to migratory bird patterns? Thatโs your angle here?โโ
โI compare your social habits to recurring seasonal behavior,โ you corrected quickly. โโDonโt spin this on me.โโ
โโSo you think Iโd be a bad boyfriend.โโย
โI think,โ you corrected, choosing each word with painful care, โthat you give the impression of someone who enjoys options,โโ you said, honestly falling with surprising weight. And maybe a touch of vulnerability. โโNot the type of male to do stable emotional interactions.โโ
For a moment, he didnโt deny it. โAnd that bothers you?โ
โIt doesnโt bother me in a personal capacity right now,โ you responded, then sighed when the curse nudged you again. โBut it would complicate things if we get hypothetically involved together.โโ
The corner of Nikiโs mouth curved upward, slower this time. โSo youโre considering being hypothetically involved with me.โ
โI am considering the hypothetical scenario in which I evaluate the feasibility of such involvement,โ you clarified, aware of how ridiculous you sounded.ย
His knee brushed yours under the table and neither of you moved. โโMmm, I see. But you didnโt say you wonโt date me, you say you didnโt know. Explain that, then.โโ
You stared at him, blinking slowly, pretending you didnโt move your fingers away from his.
โโI said exactly that I wouldn't know how to handle the problem you represent, theoretically.โโ
โโIโd let you,โโ he simply answered. โโJust say yes.โโ
The tension between you shiftedโless teasing now, more charged.ย
โโLetโs test your theory.โโย
โโMy theory?โโ
Niki played with one of your rings. โโDate me,โโ he proposed, โโfind out if Iโm actually a problem. Get to know me, do your research with your own data. What do you think?โโ
Your heart flipped, lost connection with your brain and poured with automatic honesty. โI amโฆ not opposed to gathering additional data under controlled circumstances to reassess my preliminary assumptions.โ
โโI like you,โโ Niki simplified, caressing your knuckles. โโAnd I wanna know you more.โโ
That simple declaration sent your heart into failure, and your cheeks turned a pretty shade of pink. โI find you objectively unfair,โ you said, forcing steadiness into your tone. โYour face structure combined with your confidence level creates unnecessary distractions.โโ
His eyes darkened slightly at that, satisfaction flickering across his features. โSo thatโs a yes.โ
โโItโs not a no,โโ you sighed, a little lost in the conversation. Keeping track of the truth was already hard, but doing it under Nikiโs eyes and intentions was too hard.ย
โโSaturday at the frat,โโ he straightened, victory settling over him like a final move in a game only he knew they were playing. โโCome to the party. Weโll be alone and nobody will bother us.โโย
โโButโโโ
But before you could say anything else, Niki stood up and walked around the table until she was standing in front of you, leaning in until your breaths mingled and you closed your mouth. He stroked your cheek and lifted your face, holding your chin, studying you closely with a knowing look.
โโI know you're going to try to run away,โโ he said, eyes flickering to your lips. โโI know you talk the way you do because you're trying to prolong the truth. I know you want this because you're not really pushing me away,โโ he murmured, his thumb rubbing your lower lip absently. โโYou look at me the way I look at you, and it's driving me crazy, baby.โโย
You were out of words. Nikiโs gaze returned to your eyes, satisfied at the effect he had on you. He stood up, full of triumph and smiled at you, he actually fully smiled, and you just stared at Niki like you were seeing the sun for the first time.
โโWeโre dating now,โโ he mumbled, giving you one last look. โโAnd if I don't see you there, I'll come looking for you. Choose wisely,โโ he advised, already stepping back.
And that's how Niki left, leaving you stunned and recalculating in a corner of the library, your heart pounding and your cheeks flushed.ย
And somehow, in a way you didn't quite understand, the day ended with you officially dating Nishimura Riki.
The fraternity house was already shaking by the time you went through the door. It wasn't surprising, because everyone wanted to be there. Nobody in their right mind would miss the chance to get close to one of the guys, to mingle with them, to get their attention. The chances of fun and craziness were too high; everyone knew about the reputation of that frat's parties.ย
The air was thick with the sweet and sour aroma of alcohol, juice mixed with vodka and beer, bottles and glasses piling up everywhere. The music was so loud it pounded in your chest, the flashing lights made your footsteps blurry, and people were everywhere talking, laughing, kissing, dancing. It was the kind of party everyone would tear apart piece by piece the next day and gossip about everything that happened, because it was the kind of party where something was always happening.
You knew that your best friend was probably entangled with Jungwon in some corner of the party. You avoided touching any drop of alcohol, because adding that to a spell powered by truth was the worst idea in the world, even though that what you wanted most at that moment was a drink.ย
You felt as if you had willingly walked into the lion's den, and well, you had. There didn't seem to be any safe zone; your eyes were constantly scanning for Niki to appear. This was because of the collection of accurate data, you lied to yourself. That's why you dressed so daringly. A short skirt that showed off your legs, loose hair, overly glossy lips, a long-sleeved top with a neckline that dropped just enough to show your collarbones.
It was absolutely not because of him. And then, you felt it.
It was a shift in the air, a tiny recognition of something about to happen. The weight of somebodyโs attention, the feeling of being watched. You turned your face over your shoulder and locked eyes with Niki across the room, near the stairs, where he was watching you intently.ย
He was surrounded by friends and other people you didn't know. When his eyes noticed you, it was as if his expression changed completely, fading into something focused and determined, satisfied. His eyes traveled over you slowly, unhurriedly, like a caress; taking in your skirt, your legs, your bare shoulders, the soft, exposed skin. You breath caught under his intense gaze, instinct kicking in from feeling like a prey.ย
You turned around and blended into the crowd with ease, trying to control the mild panic and excitement coursing through your veins. You knew he was still there, keeping a close eye on you, and that running was a terrible idea. Because Niki loved a chase. You knew you were delaying the inevitable, buying more time than you had, testing limits just because you could.
You wondered if he was still following you. Wouldn't he get distracted? Wouldn't he get bored and rather pick another girl? Would he get annoyed?ย
At some point you gave up and your fingers circled a plastic cup with something sweet and strong that warmed your throat and made you immediately regret it because of how good it tasted, how easy it was to drink it. You didn't know exactly where in the house you were, but it wasn't the heart of the party, it wasn't packed with people, and the music wasn't as loud.
A hand wrapped around your wrist, and you didn't need to turn around to know who it was. His thumb caressed the spot where your pulse quickened, his chest pressed against your back just enough for his breath to brush against your hair.
His mouth brushed against your ear, sending hundreds of shivers down your neck. โโStill running from me?โโย
You barely turned your face, as his grip loosened from your wrist to your waist, where both hands squeezed it tightly, as if he feared you might escape. โโI was strategically relocating.โโ
Niki laughed shortly, the sound against your ear. โโYou saw me and tried to escape.โโ
The spell cursed through your mouth before you could register it. โโYes.โโ
His body pressed closer to yours, making you hold your breath. โโWhy?โโ
You swallowed, searching for the right words, absentmindedly licking your lips. โโI wanted to know if you would follow me,โโ you admitted.
He shifted, turning your body carefully so you could face him fully. Nikiโs hands were still on your waist, his touch more relaxed, but not less possessive. Up close, his eyes seemed darker, wilder, dilated under the flickering lights.
โYou wore this on purpose,โ he said, gaze dipping briefly to your collarbones before returning to her face. โโFor me.โโ
โโI wore it because it's socially required to wear clothes at public events.โโ
His thumbs caressed and pressed the skin of your hip, shaking his head. โโNot good enough. Try again and be honest.โโ
The spell pushed you, taking control. โโI wore it because I knew youโd be here,โโ you responded before you could wrap the thought into something safer and confusing. โโAnd I wanted you to look.โโ
His jaw tightened, not in anger but in restraint. โโYouโre starting a dangerous game,โโ he warned you, voice warm and husky. โโCareful.โโ
You shook your head, staring at him. โโIโm not playing,โโ you frowned, spilling truthfully.ย
One of Nikiโs hands slid from your waist to your back, pulling you flush against him, deliberated. The air shifted around you, your hands resting on his chest and not moving him away, too blinded by his eyes to care if anyone in the crowd saw you.
โYouโre driving me insane,โ he admitted, barely audible.
โYou like it,โ you replied, and the tremor beneath the honesty was too evident.ย
His gaze flicked to your mouth. โFor the record,โ Niki said, โIโm about to kiss you.โ
Your heart bounced, melted, reformed, and continued bouncing against your ribs. Maybe it was the spell, the drink you had, or maybe you just didn't want to fight against honesty anymore, but you smiled a little.ย
โโIf you don't I might, Nishimura,โโ you lightly threaten him.
The small distance that existed vanished like a whisper, slowly, the tension that had been built up for a long time slowly letting go, something bigger entered. He kissed you as if he had waited too long to do so and didn't want to waste another second.
It wasn't desperate or clumsy, but decisive, as if he knew exactly where and how to strike. You melted into a kiss almost immediately, letting him do as he pleased with you. He made his way into your mouth and explored it slowly, savoring the strawberry and vodka from before and your own taste. Both of your breaths caught in your throats as neither of you let go, too immersed in the kiss for breathing to be a priority.ย
Your hands tangled in the honey-blonde hair at the nape of his neck, your nails slowly sliding down his skin to his neck, making him hiss into the kiss, his hands touching you more freely, exploring, daring to slip inside your skirt.
You had no idea how, but between a kiss and a breath, more kisses and muffled moans against each other's mouths, at some point your back hit a door. Niki opened it, pulled you both into a room, and cornered you against the door again, closing it with a click you barely registered. His mouth went down to yours again, one hand on your throat and the other on your jaw, as if that way he could hold you down to devour your soul in peace.
When both had to separate again because their lungs couldn't take any more, you two were a bit of a mess. Niki's full lips were swollen from kisses, barely colored by your gloss, his hair a little disheveled, eyes shining with barely contained desire. You weren't looking much better either, your skirt twisted and wrinkled from how many times Niki had grabbed and crumpled it, your cheeks flushed, and your lip marked by Niki's bite.
Niki kissed you again, but this time more gently, first your lips, then the corner of your mouth, your throat, the line of your exposed collarbones. He turned you both gently, walking into the room while continuing to kiss and gently suck on your skin, making you sigh and hold onto him, until you laid on a bed and a little bit of sense got to your fuzzy brain.ย
Only then you fully looked at your surroundings.ย
The light was dim, with a lamp in the corner casting a warm glow. Sneakers were arranged against the wall, some everyday shoes and some basketball shoes. Hanging from a hook near the closet was a jacket with a number and Niki's last name embroidered on the back.
You tilted your neck to get a better look and Niki interpreted it as you were giving him more space, smiling against your neck and continuing the trail of slow, wet kisses, making himself room between your legs.ย
You blinked, still finding details to look at. โโThis is your room,โโ you said.
Niki stopped briefly, looked at you and then placed a kiss on your lips. โโWelcome.โโ
โโThis feels like important information,โโ you arched a brow, curious.ย
โโWeโre busy,โโ he replied simply, leaning again to press another kiss to your mouth. Your pulse quickened, and you let him distract you with his mouth, wrapping your legs not so timidly around his waist. His lips trailed down the spine of your throat, biting the sensitive spots that made you dig your fingers into his shoulders, breathless.
Your eyes opened for a second, but it was enough to notice something at the other end of the room. It was a medium-sized cabinet hanging against the wall, made of wood and glass, a display case. Inside, carefully arranged under warm strip lighting were small collectible figuresโ you knew them too well. Cute, round-headed, soft features, expressive.
Hirono.
Not one. Not two. Several. Arranged too neatly to be random, they were all different, but aligned according to the collection they belonged to. It was a curated exhibition.ย
The stunned gasp you let out was too loud and made Niki froze for a second, looking up from your neck. โโWhat?โโ
You couldn't control the little laugh that bubbled up from you, a mixture of disbelief, excitement, and delight. โโYou have Hirono figures!โโ
Something too interesting happened. Niki blinked, as if that was the last thing he expected to hear from you. For the first time he seemed hesitant, as if he had been caught up in a confusing crime, but at the same time, something else flashed across his face... a touch of shyness.ย
He cleared his throat. โโWhat?โโ
You twisted slightly in his hold to point at the display case, smiling. โโTheyโre in a diorama, arenโt they? You arranged them by series. The right ones are from the Mime set and the middle ones are,โโ you squinting your eyes, leaning in, โโLittle Mischief. Right?โโ
Niki stared at you, eyes glowing. โโYou know them?โโ He asked slowly.
โโOf course,โโ you looked at him incredulously. โโI collect them too.โโ
He stepped back a little to get a better look at you, holding himself above you. โโYouโre lying.โโ
โโI canโt lie,โโ you replied automatically, too focused on the figures to notice the slip. โโThey even look like you, Nishimura.โโ
His eyebrows shot up and he snorted. โโThey do not.โโ
โโThey do,โโ you insisted with a laugh. โโLook at them! Their eyes and little nose. Moody, slightly frowning, probably judging everyone internally.โโ
He stared at you for a moment, as if debating whether he should be offended or not. โโI do not look like a Hirono figure.โโ
โโThe resemblance itโs very accurate,โโ you defended your theory.ย
He looked back at the figures and then at you, something unreadable flickering across his expression. No one noticed those figures when they entered his room. Not the guys on the team or his friends; maybe Jungwon took a picture of them once but didn't ask any further questions about it. Definitely not the girls who came and went and whose names he didn't bother to remember afterward.ย
But you did, without a second thought, without trying to impress him. โYouโre the first person whoโs ever said anything about them,โ he blurted, before he could stop himself.
The confession floated between the two of you, as soft as the muffled music that could be heard from below. You felt your face slowly lose its smile, your expression becoming gentler.ย
โโThey're arranged as if you cared about them, as if you'd thought it carefully. Of course I noticed.โโย
He closed the small space and kissed you once again, while his fingers brushed a strand of hair from your face. โโWhat am I gonna do with you?โโ
โโYouโre the one who dragged me here.โโ
โโYou talking about my collection distracted me more than necessary.โโ
You smiled a little. โโTheyโre cute.โโ
He shook his head, stealing another kiss. โโYouโre cuter.โโ
The spell sparkled but this time you didnโt feel it like a threat or a trap, just letting it take its course. โโYou look unfairly attractive when youโre flustered,โ you observed.ย
โโIโm not flustered.โโ
โโLiar,โโ you scoffed.ย
Niki huffed a quiet laugh and kissed you again, slowly. His hands slipped back under your skirt, and you didn't stop him, letting his palms cover and caress your thighs as he devoured your mouth like someone who had all the time in the world. You wrapped your arms around his neck and let each kiss melt you more and more, until the migratory patterns of birds no longer mattered to you, nor did the spell, letting Niki convince you with every touch that he wasn't a problem you could easily run away from.
Maybe it was because your lungs had their daily dose of suffering when they made you run ten laps around the field, or maybe the concussion from days ago was a delayed effect, but you were just too dizzy.
Niki's body pushed you further against the wall, as if the way you were pressed together wasn't enough and he needed more. It wasn't a soft kiss, but the kind of kisses Niki gave where you were convinced he wanted to steal the air from your lungs and replace it with him.ย
The bastard knew exactly which buttons to push, his warm hand cradling your jaw while the other one was inside your shorts, long fingers buried deeply in your dripping cunt. His thumb gently stroked your cheek, in that way he knew it would melt you too quickly. It did.
When he pulled back you were too disoriented to remember where you were; hidden from stares under the stands in broad daylight, feeling like two highschoolers furiously making out before getting caught. Your heart was pounding as if you had made ten more laps, moans stuck in your throat trying to keep them at bay, but the way Niki was fingering you was merciless.
โโCome watch my training,โโ he murmured against your ear, lips kissing the sport under it. His fingers found the spot inside you that made you whimper, stroking it over and over. โโI want to see you there, sitting all pretty and mine. Where I can look at you.โโ
He had tried to convince you for several days, and you had to admit the man had a certain charm that made you hesitate. Maybe it was the amazing orgasms. Once you had almost agreed, but when a girl you didn't know greeted you and asked what you did to get Niki and if it was true that he had a huge cock like his friends, you panicked a little and abandoned the idea. The spell was coming to an end and you weren't going to give in.
โโIf you donโt,โโ he added, voice dripping into something dangerous and playful at the same time, โโI wonโt kiss you again. Or worse.โโ
You blinked at him, cunt clenching around his fingers, cheeks flushed. โโO-or worse?โโย
Niki hummed and nodded, fucking you faster until you gasped against his lips and he swallowed every moan of yours while you cum, holding you as your thighs trembled and crushed his hand between your legs.ย
He deliberately brushed his fingers against your clit one last time as he withdrew his hand and brought them to his mouth, sucking your juices while continuing to look at you. Niki didnโt say anything else, just kissed you, so fondly and threatening at the same time, and walked away towards the field like nothing had happened. Wearing an eating-shit smirk, whistling softly to himself.ย
You stared at him, recalculating your entire existence, just as you had from the moment Niki decided to be a part of your life weeks ago.ย
You told yourself that maybe it was the afterglow of a good orgasm, or maybe you just had nothing better to do, or perhaps a part of you really wanted to watch Niki training, all sweaty and focused. The day felt like it was about to explode into a storm at any moment, the sky gray and covered with thick, threatening clouds waiting for the perfect opportunity. There was hardly anyone watching the boys, just a few girls a few steps up in the standsโ Minju was there.
Buttercup as well.
Minju had grown fond of her chickens and had bought accessories to take them everywhere. Her most recent purchase was a backpack with a hard, clear plastic cover that was actually for walking cats, but the label didn't specify that it couldn't be used for chickens.
She was leaning forward, with lovestruck eyes and a silly, dreamy expression, watching Jungwon run. Inside the plaster carrier Buttercup was dozing off, relaxed and round. Your best friend noticed your hesitation and smiled at you, tapping the spot next to her with an expression that said, "you better sit down or I'm capable of tackling you to the ground if you take one step back."
You sat.ย
The world didnโt combust instantly. Minju beamed and turned her attention back to the field. You gradually relaxed and leaned forward as well, resting your chin on your hand as you openly watched Niki. He had just finished a drill and was talking to Heeseung (who looked like he wanted to be anywhere but running there, clearly struggling) (he was the last victim to be convinced to join the open class), when his eyes flickered up to the stands and landed on you.ย
You swore you saw his pupils dilating. Something in his expression changed and his smile was slow. Darker, satisfied, making your stomach flip and your pussy throb. But it didn't stop there. Niki was focused on training, of course, but every now and then he'd glance at you, as if making sure you were still there. You met his gaze each time, even smiling slightly and enjoying the way it seemed to affect him.ย
You'd discovered that this was a two-way street, and that Niki, the unattainable and serious Niki, was capable of getting flustered. Like when he asked you which Hironos you collected and if he could see them, and which one was your favorite. Or the time you just kissed his neck and brushed his hair back without thinking about it too much, and Niki blinked and then melted against you.
The training session ended and the boys scattered everywhere, some going for water, others lying on the ground to stretch, but not Niki. He walked straight to you, determined eyes that held you still in your place, your pulse spiking with anticipation.ย
He kissed you in front of everybody, hands cradling your face.
Minju gasped, you swore Buttercup made a similar sound, other peoples gasps reached your ears as well, but honestly it could have been a trick of your mind. Nothing existed around you but you and Niki.
He pulled back enough to grin at you, eyes soft and bright with a touch of mischief. โโHi, baby.โโ
You blinked, trying to gather your thoughts. โโUhโฆ Hi.โโ
โโReady to go?โโ
You nodded, still a little hazy and flustered. He took your hand, pulled you up, grabbed his bag, threw it over his shoulder, and got you out of there in less than two minutes. He also ignored Jay throwing kisses at him while leaving.ย
Niki decided to break the silence first, your hand in his gently swaying, intertwined. โโThereโs a party tonight at Jakeโs,โโ he started, stealing a glance at you. โโJayโs pretending we don't notice, but he wants to get a girl's attention.โโ
You arched a brow, interested. โโIs he trying to set a trap there or what?โโ
โโThatโs what I thought,โโ he huffed a laugh, drawing you closer to him. โโHeโs been weird lately. Restless. Anyway, Jake wants us to keep an eye on the party. He know how things can get.โโย
You gently bumped your shoulder against his, trying not to smile and failing. โโIs this your way of asking me to come with you?โโ
โโThis is an opportunity for you to continue collecting new data to establish your patterns. Or have I already convinced you that I'm not a problem?โโ
โโHmm. You are... doing an acceptable job in proving your case considering my prior judgment based on social environmental observation. Maybe you'll give me back my sunglasses too, Nishimura?โโ
โโThey will remain my hostage until you accept that I was right and that I can be a good boyfriend.โโ
You didn't correct him and Niki noticed.
Jake's house was exactly the chaos you imagined it to be, maybe a little smaller and more contained than the frat parties, but no less alive and vibrant for it. Before you could go inside and find Niki, something small and black, furry, jumped out from the side and meowed at you. The cat blinked slowly at you, and you tilted your head, studying it, feeling an energy emanating from it that stopped you before you could pet its head. You chuckled softly in disbelief, glancing at the cat and then back at Jake's house as if you were mentally running through the odds.
โโI canโt believe it,โโ you mumbled, staring at the knowing eyes of the cat.ย
โโWelcome, dear,โโ the cat purred. โโIโm Minhyung and you're the one with the truth spell, aren't you?โโ
โโUnfortunately.โโ
The cat meowed and laughed, shaking his head. You had to admit, it was too cute and fluffy to even care that it was probably an ancient soul, so of course you petted his ears softly.ย
โโAish, that punishment was too much. Anyway, your boyโs inside. Itโs a house full of witches tonight,โโ Minhyung observed, tilting his head so he could get more pets to his ears and neck.
You entered the house, greeted by loud pulsing music and drunken laughter. You recognized some faces among the dancing crowd, the dim light and the smell of liquor, like Jake taking a girl upstairs and Jungwon and Minju huddled in a corner devouring each other's faces. You slowly made your way through the party, not quite knowing where you were going or where to find Niki, your body trembling with anticipation. It was impossible not to.
In the short time you and he had spent together, Niki had done an incredibly good job training your body. Maybe it was the slow making out sessions in bed, or the way he buried his face between your legs like an starved man, or the intense way he looked at you sometimes, as if he were thinking about throwing you to the ground and fucking you until you couldn't take any more.
You just wanted to find him, sit him down on the nearest surface you could find, and ride him while you kissed him. And maybe then watch something while spooning.
Your steps led you to the almost deserted backyard and you pursed your lips, examining your surroundings without much success, when a hand encircled your wrist and you were cornered against the wall.
Niki placed one hand beside your head and the other settled comfortably on your waist. His eyes drifted to your lips, slowly and deliberately, as if he were thinking about how to kiss you.
โโYou took your sweet time,โโ he said, tilting your chin up. โโI was wondering if maybe you backed out.โโ
You rolled your eyes. โโI said I would come. Why, Nishimura? Would you have missed me?โโ
โโYes.โโ
His thumb brushed your hip and you felt it everywhere, staring at his full lips while he was closing the distance andโ
Your phone started ringing with the most annoying alarm ever.ย
โโWaitโwaitโ let me turn it offโโโ
Niki exhaled though his nose, amused. โโSeriously?โโ
You frowned a little. โโI don't even remember setting an alaโโโ
You glanced at the screen, blinking completely shocked like you quite didnโt understand what was written on it.ย
FULL LUNAR CYCLE COMPLETED!!!
You gasped loud, dramatic, so loud that startled Niki.
He looked at you urgently. โโWhat?โโ
You stared at the words like it was some divine intervention. You let out a shriek and jumped on your place, laughing.ย
โโOh my God!โ OH MY GOD!โโ
You threw your arms around Nikiโs neck so suddenly that he catched you firmly to stop both of you from falling over. You were screaming and laughing and Niki laughed too, more startled and confused than anything, automatically wrapping his arms around your waist to steady you.ย
โโItโs over! I can't believe it! I did it!โโ You laughed again, a little hysterical. โโItโs over, itโs over!โโ
He blinked down at you, the pure face of confusion. โโWhat is?โโ
โโI survived the whole lunar cycle! Itโs over! Iโm free!โโ
You were practically bouncing in his arms, pulling back only to grab his face and grin at him like you just won millions.ย
โโA month,โโ you started, smiling too wide. โโAn entire lunar cycle! made it!โโ
Niki stared at you, arching a brow. โโLunar cycle?โโ He repeated slowly. โโ...Is this about your period or something?โโ
You didnโt even hear him, skipping away from him and spinning around the yard with your arms in the air. โโI can shut up! I can lie! I have options!โโ
He watched you like you officially lost your mind.
You approached him again and took his hands, jumping with a smile. โโDo you have any idea how hard is to live without lying even once?โโ
Nikiโs eyebrow shoots up. โโYou havenโt been lying this whole time?โโ
You beamed at him. โโI havenโt!โโ
He squinted at you, nodding. โโThatโฆ explains a lot.โโย
โโIโm free,โโ you whispered dramatically. โโItโs over.โโ
Niki stared at you for a whole moment and then, very slowly, he smiled. Not a smug smirk or his teasing grin. A soft, pretty, full smile. Warm and completely smitten by you.ย
You were still dancing in tiny, excited circles close to him when Niki reached out, grabbed you by the waist and pulled you flush against his body in one smooth motion.
โโI have no idea whatโs happening,โโ he admitted quietly, brushing his nose with yours. โโBut you look too adorable to care.โโ
He kissed you, deeply, sighing into the kiss like he just found the place where he belonged. Niki held you against him, hands firm and possessive, like he was anchoring you to him. The party noises blurred into something in the back of your mind and you melted against him, fingers curling into his shirt.ย
When he finally separated from your lips, a thread of saliva joined them both, which he slowly licked from your mouth. He rested his forehead against yours, his hands wandering further down until he grabbed your ass.
โโSo,โโ he murmured, staring at your eyes, โโdoes this mean youโre going to start lying to me now?โโ
You smiled, slow and seductive, stealing a short kiss from him. โโThat,โโ you whispered sweetly, โโdepends.โโ
His eyes darkened. โโOn what?โโ
You tilted your head, pretending to think about it while biting your lip. Nikiโs gaze followed the movement.ย
โโOn how good youโre gonna fuck me tonight.โโย
Niki promised himself that Jake would never find out, despite all their years of friendship, that he used his parents' empty room to have sex with you in the middle of a party. But it was so fucking worth it.ย
Maybe you had bitten off more than you could swallow because Niki took your challenge too seriously and you were paying for it with orgasms that didn't let you string a single thought together, your body simply reacting to his will. His mouth was closed over your nipples, alternating between sucking one and then the other until they were red and tender as you moaned and your vision blurred with a second orgasm incoming, his fingers pushed inside your soaked wet pussy.ย
โโThatโs it,โโ he mumbled quietly around your nipple, sucking it again while you arched and moaned. โโJust take it, baby. Cum again for me, let me stretch this pretty pussy for my cock.โโย
You gasped from overstimulation, listening to the wet noises your pussy made each time Niki thrusted his fingers inside fast and hard, clinging to his hair and pushing it towards your tits, Niki growled and sucked your nipples roughly, swirling his tongue. You came with a muffled scream and whimpered when Niki didnโt stop, your pussy tightening around his fingers as if you didn't want to let them go.
He chuckled darkly, staring at you completely fascinated at the state you were. Panting, teary, marked everywhere by his mouth; red hickeys blooming all over your neck down your chest, to the pretty and soft skin of your breasts, nipples swollen from having sucked them for so long. So prettily destroyed by him, and it was just the beginning.
โโFuck,โโ you whispered, a trembling mess, tears failing from pleasure. You sobbed a short laugh. โโYouโre such a menace, Nishimura.โโ
Niki straightened with a proud smirk and began working his belt, your eyes immediately fixed on the tent in his pants. You licked your lips and replaced his hands, opening his pants and pulling down his boxers until his hard cock sprang out, hard and veiny. Too big.ย
โโNo way.โโ
โโWhat?โโ
โโItโsโฆ so big,โโ you breathed in short gasps, encircling his cock with both hands and pumping it slowly, making him moan. You looked at it from under your eyelashes, rubbing the tip with your thumb, spreading the precum leaking. You were a girl open to accepting challenges, but this worried you a little. โโI donโt think itโll fit, Niki.โโ
Niki simply smiled smugly, his dark eyes filled with desire. He flipped you onto the bed, making you yelp because of how sudden and abrupt it was. Your pussy fluttered and a new gush of wetness soaked you, feeling his hands wandering through your body, gripping and squeezing your waist, your thighs, the curve of your ass.ย
โโIt wonโt fit,โโ you repeated shakily, even as you let Niki position you however he wanted. Face pushed down, ass up, your back arched so prettily that made him grunt and spank you. You whimpered and you turned your head, trying to look at him. โโAre you listening to me?โโ
โโOf course Iโm listening,โโ he said, positioning himself behind you and caressing your ass with his cock, gently rubbing against your skin. He slipped his cock between your folds and began to rub it lazily back and forth making you feel how hard it was, how big it was. You dripped all over him with a moan each time the head of his cock grazed your throbbing clit. โโDonโt worry, baby. Iโll make it fit just fine. Youโre ready for me, you trust me, right?โโ
โโY-yeah,โโ you moaned, feeling the tip of his cock lining up to your hole, barely pushing. Niki grabbed your hips, held you down onto the bed and slowly guided his cock inside you. โโI do.โโ
The head of his cock pushed against your entrance, forcing its way in little by little and stretching you completely. You gasped and opened your legs wider as he pushed his cock inch by inch, making you whimper at its thickness. Fuck. You had never felt so full, so stretched out and open, a loud moan leaving without you could control yourself.ย
โโRelax for me, pretty girl,โโ he said quietly, still keeping the slow but unforgiving pace. You tried not to tense up, but everything was both too much and too little, gently sniffing against the bed as your pussy tightened around Niki's cock. โโJust like that, taking me so well.โโ
Niki hissed softly, feeling your cunt wrapping so tight his cock was the hottest thing he ever saw; how your pretty, wet hole creamed his length.ย
โโYouโre doing so well, baby,โโ he whispered, hands holding you in place, big hands caressing your waist, your ass. โโOpening your pretty pussy for me, letting me fill you. You can feel it, donโt you? How deep it goes?โโ
You nodded, drool dripping into the pillow as coherent thoughts left your head and all you could feel was his cock inside you, making you clench so hard around him it made him moan. Niki's thrusts were slow and deep, and you swore it made you feel him all the way to your stomach. He was buried too deep inside you, each push of his thick cock stretching you further until the pleasure was too much.ย
His pace quickened, his cock sliding in more easily because of how wet you were and how he had opened you up. โโLook at you,โโ he sneered, giving your ass a firm squeeze. โโTaking my cock so well, greedy pussyโs sucking me in,โโ he moaned, low and dirty. โโFucking take it like a good girl.โโ
Your moans grew louder and your eyes rolled back in your head as he began to fuck you faster, pounding you hard from behind. You cried from pleasure into the mattress, your pussy tightened and dripped around him, milking him with each thrust that went so far you were sure his tip was grazing your cervix. Niki was fucking you so hard that the bed moved, hitting the wall softly and you couldโt do anything but to take it, a moaning mess.ย
โโNot so mouthy now, right?โโ He scoffed, giving you another spank, making you whimper and squeeze his cock harder. โโThatโs what I fucking thought,โโ he chuckled, burying himself into your cunt faster, with a low groan.ย
โโNiki,โโ you moaned, barely able to form a sentence, not feeling anything but his thick cock and his ruthless pace, the way he was filling you. โโPleaseโ Iโm gonnโโโ
โโAh, ah, not until I say so,โโ he warned you, laughing when you whined and sobbed when another spank landed on your ass. โโNot until you fucking say this pussy is mine. Cโmon, baby, donโt keep me waiting. Say it.โโย
โโI-itโsโ,โโ you moaned again, cunt stretched out and throbbing around him, every thrust sending you over the edge. He hit your g-spot over and over, making you tremble. โโItโs yoursโโโย
โโThatโs right,โโ he mumbled, slamming into your harder, deeper and desesperate; sweat dripping from his temple. โโSay Iโm not a fucking problem.โโ
โโNiki!โโ You sobbed softly, hardly holding back from shattering. He just hummed darkly, almost amused. You shook your head quickly and moaned again, too gone to even care to lie, your pussy throbbing around his cock, needy and desperate. โโYouโre not a problemโโโ
โโCum for me, baby, milk my fucking cock,โโ he ordered, voice rough and husky going straight to your core. The pleasure was so intense that once you reached the peak, it simply destroyed you, leaving you trembling and broken. You were too full, overstimulated, squeezing his cock as your climax coursed through you, leaving you a whimpering mess. โโIโm filling this pretty hole until it overflows,โโ he promised, voice used and hoarse. โโBeg for it.โโ
You looked at Niki from the pillow, eyelashes with unshed tears and a completely spaced out expression from being fucked too good, cheeks flushed and makeup smudged. You blinked slowly and licked your lips, milking his cock with the spasms of your cunt.
โโDonโt pull out,โโ you gasped softly, reaching for him. Niki didnโt doubt it for a second, holding your hand while slamming into your pussy almost brutally. โโI want it insideโpleaseโfill me up,โโ you begged with a broken moan. โโMark my pussy with you cumโโโ
Niki cursed under his breath, railing you almost at a punishing pace, using your hole until you were both moaning with raw desperation. You never felt anything so intense before and your body couldn't handle it, making you come for the fourth time with a scream as Niki buried himself deep inside you, coming with a hoarse moan.ย
You collapse onto the bed, your knees giving away, your whole body trembling and sensitive. Every part of you was throbbing, used and spent. Niki spilled his load inside your cunt and you moaned softly at the feeling, flooding your womb with hot ropes of cum, making you feel so full. His body covered yours and you could feel his racing heart in your back, staying inside you as you both tried to catch your breath.ย
You laid there, enjoying his weight against you, the sensation of his cock filling you, and his hot cum slowly escaping from your hole. Niki moved a little and you moaned, tensing up a little, but he gently silenced you, slowly kissing your neck until you relaxed again.ย
โโShhh, itโs fine,โโ he said quietly, coaxing you with more soft kisses. โโYouโre okay?โโ
You nodded and sobbed a little, still holding onto his hand. Your mind feltโฆ flying somewhere. A wave of need filling you that you didn't understand, only knowing that you wanted his warmth surrounding you. โโDonโt leave.โโ
โโI wonโt,โโ he reassured you, slipping out of your cunt carefully. You hissed because of the sensitivity and Niki kissed your shoulder, silently apologizing. โโCโmere.โโ
Niki settled on his side and pulled you close to his chest, studying your face while drying the wetness from your cheeks with his thumb unhurriedly, fondly. You snuggled into his chest and sighed, too drunk on orgasms to even think, just needing him closer. Niki kissed your forehead, lips lingering there, arms wrapping securely around you, making you completely content and warm. Heart fluttering happily, but that was another thing.ย
โโSo? Youโre gonna start lying to me?โโ
You chuckled tiredly, smiling to yourself with your eyes closed. โโNo if you keep the good work, Nishimura.โโ
โโI told you Iโd be an excellent boyfriend.โโย
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