Update: Still not ok

ok fuck this i wanna be in love

can someone please be proud of me like fuck I’m trying

“I’m a master of speaking silently—all my life I’ve spoken silently and I’ve lived through entire tragedies in silence.” - Fyodor Dostoevsky, The Meek One

some of y'all didnt grow up as the person nobody has a crush on and it really shows

some of yall never have to deal with the constant doubt in your own ability to be loved to the point where you get second hand embarrassment at the idea of someone being in love with you and finding you attractive because you’ve been diagnosed with ugly and cringy your whole life and it really shows

some of y’all have never been surrounded by friends who were considered pretty or attractive by peers from an early age and you being the only one who wasn’t profiled this way so it messed up your self-esteem so now you question every time someone says you’re anything other than ugly and it really shows

Date a boy who doesn't care how much you weigh

Date a boy who smiles at you like you're the most special thing in the world

date a boy who tells you sweet things for no reason

date a boy who loves u for who u really are, no matter how ugly u think that is.

i hope girls with thick thighs and big stomaches, arms, legs, and stretch marks know that they are loved and appericiated, and i hope the girls who are a bit more bigger and who don’t fit into the stereotype of thick thighs and slim waist and big chest, know that they are appericiated as well, and i hope they all love themselves too bc they should, y'all are great and too beautiful for this world

This was literally ME!!!