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Summary: Cato and his brothers move deeper into the heart of the mountain where they hope to find Vallabha alive. But the cult has other plans for them.
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Chapter 15
In tenebras || Into the darkness
Aboard the Macragge’s Honour, for a few heartbeats after receiving the final message from a dying man, there is only the low thrum of the flagship beneath their feet, the murmur of cogitators, the faint click of data-spindles turning within brass housings. The hololith of Indus hangs above the tactical table in storm-veiled blue and gold, its holy cities reduced to points of light, its mountains to ridges of shadow, its hidden wounds invisible beneath atmosphere and distance.
Roboute Guilliman stands before it, both hands braced against the table’s rim as he watches Kashi glimmer beneath him.
Kashi, where if the dying voice is to be believed, Vallabha languishes beneath the city, awaiting a ritual that might herald her end.
Then, his thoughts turn to the final part of the message… the rot has roots inside the Ordo. An accusation that would ensure execution as the kindest response.
No one speaks at first.
High Inquisitor Alexius looks as though outrage and fear have collided inside him and neither can decide which should rule his face. His fingers clutch the chain of his rosette; knuckles pale around the gold. His mouth opens once, closes, then opens again, but no words come out. For once, doctrine has not arrived quickly enough to rescue him.
Calgar stands at Guilliman’s right, one hand resting upon the haft of his weapon. His single eye has not left Halix.
Halix remains still; too composed beneath the weight of the message. He stands in his dark robes with his hands folded into his sleeves, his head inclined as if in solemn reflection. Concern shapes his face with the precision of a funerary mask. There is no panic in him, no visible offence, no rush to deny, accuse, or distance himself from the words that have just named his order as compromised.
Grief, Guilliman knows, is often untidy. Halix’s grief is immaculate.
“Replay the final segment,” Guilliman says.
The vox-officer obeys at once. His hands move across the console; runes flare; the dead voice returns.
“The rot is within the Ordo. Repeat, the rot is within the Ordo. The vessel is not the source. Vallabha lives. Gate beneath black lotus. Ritual sustained from hidden circle. Ordo access confirmed. Ordo access con...”
The message cuts away.
Again, the silence gathers.
Silence, when used the right way can reveal as much as conceal. And Guilliman lets it remain for the space of a breath. Then another. Men rush to fill it with the shape of themselves.
Alexius moves first.
“My lord,” he says, voice tight but recovering its familiar edge, “this message must be treated with extreme caution. It came through compromised civilian channels, from an agent whose identity we cannot confirm, under circumstances that suggest coercion or manipulation may have been involved. Heretics are fond of institutional fracture. They would profit greatly from suspicion between your command and the Holy Ordos.”
Calgar’s eye narrows.
“He died sending it,” the Chapter Master says.
Alexius’ jaw tightens. “That does not make the content accurate.”
“No,” Guilliman says. “And I am sure the Ordos would rather I disregard the death of a single seemingly insignificant human when it comes to the integrity of its institution.”
Alexius falters at the accurate accusation hidden in the words. Halix lifts his head then, smooth as a blade leaving a sheath.
“My lord,” he says softly.
Guilliman turns his gaze to him.
The whole chamber seems to tighten.
Halix bows, just deep enough as expected. “If I may.”
“You may.”
“The High Inquisitor is correct in one aspect. The message must be treated with caution. But caution does not mean we do not act at all.” His eyes move briefly to the hololith of Indus, to the storm-wrapped mountains below. “If Lady Vallabha is not the source, then Commander Sicarius may be descending toward a visible sanctum designed to misdirect him. He may kill every priest before him and still fail to collapse the rite.”
Alexius seizes on the argument at once. “Precisely. That is my concern. A Victrix strike force, however capable, is not a daemonological containment unit.”
Calgar’s gaze cuts to him.
Alexius presses on, emboldened by procedure, as always. “If the sustaining circle is hidden, then Ordo Malleus assets must be deployed. Hexagrammic restraints, warding reliquaries, null-shackles, exorcistic matrices. Proper tools, Lord Regent. Proper oversight.”
Guilliman does not look away from Halix. “And you can provide these.”
Halix inclines his head. “My cutter carries a compact containment suite. It was held in reserve in the event that the Indus matter proved more severe than palace politics and local cult activity. I request permission to descend toward the black lotus cistern and establish a warded perimeter.”
The words are reasonable, and it is the sensible response Guilliman should order.
Alexius nods sharply. “A sound recommendation.”
Calgar says nothing. His silence is far less approving.
Guilliman studies Halix for a long moment.
“You request permission to descend into a theatre where a dying agent has just warned me that Ordo clearance has been used by hostile actors.”
“I do.”
“You understand the appearance of that request.”
“I do.”
“And yet you make it.”
Halix’s face does not change. “If I remain aboard, I am useless. If I descend, I am suspect. There is no course before me that cannot be read darkly in the shadow of that transmission. Therefore, I ask to be judged by necessity rather than comfort.”
Alexius exhales, almost relieved. “My lord, whatever suspicion hangs over the wider Ordos, Halix has been measured throughout this affair. His intervention on Sicarius’ behalf alone should speak to his balance.”
Calgar’s mouth hardens at the subtle jab at his brother. Guilliman marks that too.
Halix lowers his eyes, as though Alexius’ praise burdens him. “The matter is not my reputation. It is the ritual. If the hidden circle exists, it must be contained before Commander Sicarius reaches the wrong conclusion with admirable violence.”
The faintest thread of distaste passes through Calgar’s expression.
Guilliman’s hands remain on the table. Beneath his palms, Indus turns. Kashi glitters. The storm over the mountain district thickens, cloud bands folding over one another like closing hands.
He can deny Halix and keep him in sight. Or, he can allow him to move and see where the movement points.
A serpent in a basket remains a serpent, but a serpent in motion shows the path to its nest.
“Very well,” Guilliman says.
Alexius straightens, relief colouring his pallid face.
Halix bows.
Calgar’s eye does not move from the Inquisitor’s face.
“You will file your descent vector with my command deck,” Guilliman continues. “You will maintain open telemetry. You will transmit every warding action before execution. You will accept passive escort beyond visual range.”
For the first time, something almost imperceptible shifts in Halix’s expression: Calculation.
“As you command, Lord Regent.”
“As I command,” Guilliman says.
Halix bows once more, then turns and leaves the strategium.
The doors close behind him with a sound like stone settling over a tomb.
Alexius lets out a breath. “A difficult necessity, my lord. But the correct one.”
Guilliman does not answer.
Calgar steps closer. His voice drops low enough that only the Primarch hears it.
“My lord… Far be it for me to question your wisdom but…You are letting him run.”
Guilliman watches the sealed doors.
“I am letting him lead.”
Calgar’s jaw shifts. “And if he leads us nowhere?”
“Then I will know he has prepared nowhere carefully.”
The Chapter Master’s eye gleams once as he understands the true intent of Guilliman. A subtle smile blooms, uninvited on the Chapter Master’s lips.
Guilliman turns to the command deck with a single imperative.
“Track him.”
The order moves like lightning through the chamber. Officers bend over consoles. Servitors twitch in their alcoves. Passive auspex arrays rotate beneath layers of armour and sanctified plating. The hololith shifts, Indus narrowing to the theatre above Kashi.
A white marker detaches from Macragge’s Honour: Halix’s cutter.
It descends with precise obedience, its transponder active, its route filed toward a plateau east of the black lotus cistern. Proper distance. Proper vector. Proper caution.
The proper theatre.
For several minutes, the signal holds.
Then it enters the storm, and the white marker flickers.
“Signal degradation,” an auspex officer reports. “Atmospheric interference over Kashi’s mountain district. Attempting to maintain lock.”
“Do so,” Guilliman says.
The marker splits into three.
The officer freezes for half a heartbeat. “Multiple returns.”
Calgar’s hand tightens on his weapon.
The three markers become seven.
“Refraction?” Alexius asks.
The officer’s voice is strained. “Not natural. Passive relay echoes seeded through the storm layer. They are carrying the cutter’s transponder signature.”
Guilliman’s face remains still.
The seven markers become twelve.
Then fourteen.
Fourteen Halix signatures fall toward Kashi, each wearing the same clearance, each moving along a plausible descent path, each surrounded by enough storm interference to blur engine heat and mass return.
The silent interceptors move to pursue.
One false return vanishes.
Then another.
Then five more bloom over the western ridge like spores shaken loose in darkness.
The command deck holds its breath.
“My lord,” the Master of Flight says, “we are losing positive identification.”
“Continue tracking all returns.”
“Aye, my lord.”
For twenty-seven seconds, the hololith becomes a swarm of white ghosts.
Then one by one, they die.
The last return drops toward the black lotus route and vanishes.
No explosion…no distress call…no plea for aid.
Only absence.
Alexius stares at the empty place where the marker had been. “This confirms hostile interference.”
“Yes,” Guilliman says.
The High Inquisitor turns toward him. “Then he may have been taken.”
“No.”
Calgar’s voice is granite. “He wanted us to lose him.”
Guilliman looks down at Kashi.
“He wanted us to know we had lost him.”
Alexius’ mouth works, but no argument finds its shape.
The Primarch straightens.
“Seal every Ordo vessel attached to this fleet. No departures. No unsanctioned transmissions. All astropathic traffic routes through my command deck until further notice.”
Alexius recoils as though struck. “My lord, that is an extraordinary overreach.”
Guilliman turns his head and regards Alexius with a cold stare.
“Yes.”
The word falls without heat and crushes the protest flat.
Below, Indus continues to turn.
And beneath the same storm that swallows Halix’s signal, another craft descends.
Cato Sicarius’ thunderhawk falls through the clouds like a blade thrown from orbit.
Lightning crawls over its wings, pale and furious. The hull shudders under atmospheric turbulence. Warning runes flash red across the interior bay. Restraint chains rattle. The air reeks of hot metal, oil, ozone, and the faint tang of rain dragged in through armour seams and pressure vents.
Cato Sicarius stands like cold rage made flesh and clothed in ceramite. It encloses him in familiar law. The gold trim catches the red lumen-flare with each violent shift of the gunship. His crimson cloak has been secured behind him, shortened for descent and battle, its edge snapping in the forced wind of the hold like a banner hungry for war. The Tempest Blade rests at his side, its machine-spirit quiet, but not sleeping.
Around him, his chosen brothers wait: Alcaeus sits in silence, bolter mag-locked across his knees, his helm turned slightly toward Cato. Daceus checks the same magazine for the third time, more out of contempt for fear than necessity. He murmurs a battle-cant under his breath, the words almost lost beneath the gunship’s roar.
Arjun sits strapped into a restraint never made for him, a mortal held among giants. His jaw is set. His eyes are bright with fear and determination, both honest enough that Cato respects him for neither hiding nor indulging either. At his throat, concealed beneath a fold of dark cloth, the vox bead rests against his skin.
The pilot’s voice crackles over the internal channel.
“Commander, narrow-band packet from Macragge’s Honour. Degraded but readable.”
Cato turns his helm toward the cockpit.
“Play it.”
Static bursts through the hold.
Then Guilliman’s voice emerges, broken by storm but unmistakable.
“Commander Sicarius. Intelligence received from Kashi confirms Vallabha lives. Repeat, Vallabha lives.”
Cato’s hand closes around the restraint rail above him.
The metal dents beneath his gauntlet. No one dares comment.
The message continues, “Ritual confirmed to begin soon. Suspected hidden circle beneath or beyond black lotus cistern. Ordo clearance has been used by hostile actors. Treat all non-Ultramarine authority below as compromised until proven otherwise.”
Arjun’s head lifts sharply at the mention of black lotus.
Cato does not move.
“Your primary objective remains extraction of Lady Vallabha. Secondary objective, identify true agent behind it if possible. Do not allow rage to choose your route. Do not allow certainty to be sold to you by the enemy. Trust Arjun’s local knowledge. Trust your brothers. Advance.”
Static gnaws at the edges of the words.
Then, softer, almost buried beneath the storm:
“Cato. Bring her back alive.”
The channel collapses.
For a moment, there is only thunder.
Vallabha lives.
The words slide around his hearts, between grief and fury like a whetstone drawn down steel. Every image he has carried since the cavern returns with brutal clarity: Estakhr’s stone pedestal, the child too still in dead hands, Vallabha wrapped in his crimson cape, the false pyre in Cypress Garden, Adi’s terrified eyes, the rebel cavern emptied by fire and cowardice. Every failure rises, eager to be counted.
Do not allow rage to choose your route. His Primarch knows him all too well. Cato lets out a dark chuckle as he releases his hold over the restraint rail.
“Black lotus,” Arjun says, voice rough. “The old cistern beneath the temple quarter. If the cult uses that route, then they are moving through the city’s bones.”
Cato looks to him. “Can you reach the rebels from there?”
“Not from the main cut. From the lower waterworks, yes. There is a fork before the old ritual road. One path takes you deeper. Another bends toward the rebel warrens, if the stones have not collapsed.”
“If?”
Arjun bares his teeth in something that is almost a smile. “Kashi is old, Commander. She keeps some doors open out of spite.”
Daceus gives a low chuckle. “I begin to like this city.”
“You would not, my lord, if the ones who truly run her these days decide to like you back,” Arjun says.
Despite the storm and the plunge and the words still burning through the hold, the brief exchange loosens something in the air. A human breath, found for one second before battle consumes it.
Cato steps closer to Arjun.
“When we reach the fork, you take the waterworks route. Find whoever remains. Gather them. Approach the ritual site from the far side.”
Arjun’s eyes narrow. “And if they are too few?”
“Then you become enough.”
“That is poor mathematics, my lord.”
“It is what works in war.”
Arjun absorbs that, then nods once.
“The signal?” he asks.
“Courage.”
Arjun looks at the Ultramarines around him, then back to Cato.
“And honour.”
Cato holds his gaze. “You do not attack until my command. If the vox fails, you wait for the agreed count from first contact, then move.”
“Will this work?” Arjun asks, suddenly sounding much younger than the age he projects to the world.
Alcaeus’ helm turns a fraction, as though observing what Cato’s reply would be.
Cato’s voice lowers. “We will make it work.” His words are girded in steel as he fixes the younger man with a steady gaze. And then, he adds, as though sensing something Arjun has left unsaid, “Arjun. I will bring her back. I swear it on the Emperor. But I will not have you or anyone else come to harm. So, you are not to die proving the courage you have already shown.”
For a heartbeat, the rebel has no answer. Irritation flashes first, because pride must defend itself. Then surprise. Then something quieter and more difficult. He looks away before it settles openly on his face.
“I will try not to inconvenience your strategy with my death.”
“See that you do not.”
Alcaeus sits motionless as ever. Daceus, meanwhile coughs into his gauntlet before fixing his helmet over his head.
The pilot’s voice breaks the silence through the vox channel, “Twenty seconds to landing, brother commander. Hostile fire from ridge emplacements. Auspex unreliable. Mountain cut visible.”
Then on cue, the Thunderhawk drops hard.
Impact rounds detonate against the outer shields. The hold flashes white. Arjun’s restraint jerks against his chest; his teeth snap shut with an audible click. The Victrix do not move except to rise as one.
Cato draws the Tempest Blade; its power field ignites with a blue snarl.
Light pours down the blade and catches on every helm, every oath-paper, every scar carved into armour. The gunship’s red lumen gives way before that cold azure burn. In its glow, Cato appears less like a man descending toward battle and more like a judgment the mountain has delayed too long.
“Brothers,” he says over the squad channel, “the enemy waits beneath Kashi with lies, rites, stolen authority, and Lady Vallabha in chains. We answer with discipline. We answer with steel.”
The Thunderhawk pitches.
He does not sway.
“Lady Vallabha lives. We bring her out. And whatever sustains this cult, we extinguish it in the flames of our wrath.”
Alcaeus rises. “Courage and honour.”
The Victrix answer, one by one, their voices filling the hold.
“Courage and honour.”
Arjun’s mouth tightens.
Then, quietly, he says it with them.
“Courage and honour.”
The retros fire and the Thunderhawk slams into the landing zone with a force that reverberates through the gunship’s insides. The ramp drops before the shock has fully passed through the hull.
Night and rain rush in as above, somewhere beyond the clouds and false signals, Halix vanishes into the black lotus path.
And below, Cato Sicarius steps into Indus with the Tempest Blade burning blue in his hand.
Cato’s armoured boots strike the rocky ground of Kashi’s mountains as lightning tears open the sky, and rain lashes his armour like thrown gravel.
The mountain cut yawns before him, black and jagged, its mouth lit from within by a faint, sickly glow. Wind drives sheets of water across the landing zone, turning dust to mud beneath ceramite boots. Behind him, the Thunderhawk’s engines scream, heat boiling rain into white vapour along the ramp. Above, another fork of lightning turns the world briefly silver.
Then the first cultist emplacement opens fire.
Rounds spit from the ridge. Auto-gun flashes blink between wet rocks, and a heavy stubber coughs above the cave mouth, tracers stitching sparks across the Thunderhawk’s flank.
But Cato does not slow.
“Suppress the ridge,” he orders, and his brothers answer before his voice has finished echoing through the vox. Bolters rise as they answer the firing with their wrath.
Shells tear through stone and flesh. The ridge vomits sparks, dust, and blood. A masked gunner tumbles from his nest and vanishes into the rain. Another emplacement swings too late toward the Ultramarines’ advance. Retius Daceus puts a bolt through the gunner’s chest, bursting him backward in a red mist and taking the weapon’s feed mechanism with him.
Arjun flinches once at the violence, suddenly feeling inadequate in the presence of the Emperor’s Angel in action. Then he ducks low and runs after Cato, one hand clamped over the vox bead at his throat, the other gripping the curved blade the rebels gave him before departure. Mud splashes up his legs. Rain plasters his hair to his skull. Between giants, he looks painfully mortal.
However, he does not fall behind. Cato marks that without turning.
“Left approach,” Arjun calls over the short-range channel, breath sharp and steady. “Drainage shelf beneath the cave mouth. Cultists will expect you to take the main path.”
“Will it hold our weight?” Alcaeus asks.
Arjun glances at him. “For men, yes.”
Daceus cuts down a cultist sprinting from behind a boulder. “That is not an answer, boy.”
“We never got the chance to test with Astartes, my lord. They’re quite rate to come by, I fear.”
As Daceus chortles at the irreverent reply, Cato angles his helm toward the left.
The main cave mouth lies ahead, broad enough for a gunship to scrape through, half-hidden by wet creepers and broken prayer flags. It is too obvious, too open… The cult has left it lit, and that alone is insult enough. Braziers burn green beside the entrance, untouched by rain. Around them, skulls hang from copper wire, each marked with a blackened lotus drawn upon the brow with soot.
An invitation. A trap.
The drainage shelf that Arjun had indicated is barely visible beneath the slant of rock. Water pours over it in a silver sheet before disappearing into a crack in the mountain’s side.
“Take the shelf,” Cato says. “Daceus, mark pursuit. Alcaeus, with me.”
His brothers shift formation as though the command has been waiting in their bones.
Cato reaches the shelf first; his boot finds stone beneath water. It groans as he puts more of his weight on it but holds. The cliff face presses close on one side; the drop falls into rain and darkness on the other. The glow from the main entrance flickers behind them, throwing long shadows across wet rock.
Arjun hesitates for half a heartbeat at the ledge. When Daceus reaches for him, perhaps to haul him across bodily, Arjun bares his teeth.
“I can walk, my lord.”
“Then walk faster, boy.”
As they progress further into the darkness of the mountain, the shelf narrows midway. Cato is forced to turn sideways, one pauldron scraping stone hard enough to throw sparks through the rain. His armour grinds against the mountain, harsh and intimate, as the inbuilt servos whirl and whine to compensate for the effort.
Below them, something screams. The sound rises from the ravine beneath the shelf, layered with hunger and laughter. Arjun’s face tightens. Daceus looks down, then returns his focus to the path.
“Ignore it,” Cato says.
“I intended to,” Daceus answers. “With great conviction.”
They reach the crack in the mountain.
It is no natural fissure. Cato sees it the moment he steps within. The edges have been cut, long ago, by hands older than the Mechanicus. The stone is worked with shallow carvings nearly erased by water and time: lotus petals, river waves, wheel patterns, fragments of script in the elegant curves of Indus’ sacred languages. Once, this passage belonged to something holy. Or something that believed itself so.
Now black ash fills the grooves.
Eight-pointed marks smear over the old symbols in oil and blood.
Cato’s grip tightens on the Tempest Blade.
The passage ahead descends sharply.
Behind them, the Thunderhawk lifts with a roar, banking through tracer fire. Its guns answer once, a brutal flare across the ridge, before it rises into the storm and disappears. The sound of its engines fades, swallowed by rain, mountain, and war.
The silence that follows is immediate and heavy. The mountain closes around them. They are truly on their own now.
Arjun leads them now. He moves differently beneath stone. Above ground, he is a rebel captain among giants, brave and small in the open violence of the landing. Here, in the underways, something in him settles. His hand brushes the wall as he walks, fingers touching seams, hollows, old watermarks. He listens with his whole body, pausing at turns before sound reaches even Cato’s enhanced hearing.
“This route feeds into the lower pilgrim cisterns,” Arjun says. “Before the palace sealed half the old shrines, pilgrims used these paths during monsoon floods. Later, smugglers used them. Then rebels. Then no one, once the cult began marking the doors.”
“No one?” Alcaeus asks.
“No one sane.”
Daceus’ helm turns. “Then we are well suited.”
Arjun gives him a sideways look that might have become a smile in another world.
The tunnel narrows even further before it opens into a low gallery supported by lotus-carved pillars. Water drips from the ceiling in steady threads. Small lamps sit in wall niches, none burning with ordinary flame. Each gives off a dim blue-green glow, cold as corpse-light. Under that illumination, petals become claws. Carved dancers acquire too many arms.
Cato scans the chamber.
Empty… Too empty.
“Hold.”
They all halt as one. Arjun freezes.
Water. Armour. Breath.
Then Cato hears it: a scrape beneath the drip of water.
His blade comes up on instinct.
“Contact.”
The floor splits at the word. Hands thrust through the old stone grating, grey and slick, fingers hooked like roots. Corpses rise from the drainage channels beneath the gallery; their limbs wired together with copper and ritual thread. Some still wear court jewellery. Some wear the torn clothes of palace servants. Others are only stitched skin over bone. Their mouths are sewn shut, yet chanting leaks from them, low and wet and wrong.
Arjun swears in his mother tongue.
The first corpse-servitor lunges for him.
Cato cuts it in half before its fingers reach flesh.
The Tempest Blade tears through dead tissue and copper wire in a burst of blue light. The body collapses in two directions, both halves still twitching. Alcaeus crushes the skull beneath his boot. Daceus fires point-blank into another corpse rising at his flank, the bolt detonating inside its chest and painting the carved pillars black.
As they fell the unnatural foes that rise up to drown them, more come. They spill from channels, from behind pillars, from recesses that looked like shrines a heartbeat earlier. Slow, tireless, clawing for armour joints. Teeth break against ceramite. Dead hands scrape at seals and cabling.
“Keep them off Arjun,” Cato orders.
“I am not entirely helpless,” Arjun snaps, ducking beneath a grasping arm and driving his blade through a corpse’s throat.
The head lolls. The sewn mouth keeps chanting.
Arjun stares at it. “I retract that. This is offensive.”
Cato steps past him and drives the Tempest Blade through the corpse’s skull. The chanting cuts off.
“Head or spine,” he offers in advice.
“Yes, Commander.” The boy gasps as he watches a corpse drop from the ceiling onto Alcaeus’ back. Alcaeus reaches over one shoulder, grips its skull, and crushes it in his gauntlet.
The fight ends quickly; the gallery is left strewn with twitching pieces until Alcaeus and Daceus finish them with methodical brutality. Water runs dark around their boots. The cold lamps flicker, then steady again as though nothing has happened.
Arjun stands near one pillar, breathing harder than he wants anyone to hear. Blood, none of it his, streaks his cheek. His blade drips onto the stone.
Cato looks at the dead. Some of them are fresh, too fresh.
A woman’s severed hand lies near his boot; fingers still stained with turmeric around the nails. Palace household. Taken days ago, perhaps hours. The cult is using everything left behind.
Every corpse. Every symbol. Every grief.
“Let’s move on,” Cato says, voice colder than before.
They descend. The route becomes less a tunnel than the memory of one. Walls buckle inward. Roots pierce the ceiling. Old water has eaten steps into slopes slick with moss. Arjun guides them through places where the path seems to end, pressing hidden stones, lifting loose slabs, turning aside prayer wheels green with age.
Once, they pass a row of small statues set into the wall: all women, all seated in meditation, palms open, faces serene. Each one has been defaced. Black lines run from their carved eyes like tears. Iron nails pierce their mouths.
Cato notices Arjun’s face going still at the sight.
“Saints?” he asks.
“Queens,” Arjun says. “Older than compliance. Some older than the current Maharaja’s line. The people still leave flowers for them in secret. All fell to the Cult.”
Daceus studies the ruined statues. “The cult must fear their memory if they went out of their way to do this.”
“No,” Arjun says. “It feeds on memory. Each of these women had once been what our Lady is now.”
Cato says nothing as he thinks of Vallabha in the rebel caverns, speaking of lives stolen, deaths repeated, children taken from her arms. He thinks of his own voice answering her with the cruelty of disbelief.
This is madness.
The words come back to him in the dark, almost in a mocking tone. His hand tightens around his blade until the leather creaks.
They reach the fork an hour later, though time feels unreliable beneath Kashi.
The tunnel widens into a circular chamber where three paths meet under a broken dome. Rainwater drips through cracks far above, falling in bright threads into a shallow black pool. Around its rim, lotus petals have been carved into the stone. Half remains intact. The others have been scored through and reshaped into jagged star-points.
Two archways descend from the far wall: the left is narrow, old, half-choked by roots and collapsed brick. Faint air moves through it, carrying wet earth, smoke, and distant humanity. The right is broad and smooth, descending with unnatural regularity into the deeper dark. From it comes a pulse of chanting too low for mortal hearing, though Cato feels it in his teeth.
Arjun points left. “Waterworks. They bend toward the rebel warrens if the lower wells are still open. From there I can reach whoever survived.”
His voice changes on the last word. Survived.
Cato hears what is beneath it. Adi. The old women. The fighters who bowed their heads in shame when Vallabha was taken. The cavern emptied of her presence.
“And the right?” Alcaeus asks.
Arjun looks toward the broader descent.
“The old ritual road.”
The chamber seems to grow colder as he speaks. Cato steps to the right archway and studies the stone. The walls are too smooth, polished by repeated passage. Fresh ash marks the floor. Bare feet, many of them. Robed hems dragging. Something heavier has moved recently through the centre, leaving twin grooves in the damp residue.
A prisoner’s bier.
Or chains.
Cato’s vision narrows.
‘Do not allow rage to choose your route.’
He breathes once.
“Arjun.”
The rebel captain turns.
“You take the waterworks.”
Arjun’s jaw tightens. “I should guide you to the ritual site.”
“You have guided us far enough. Now gather your people.”
“You do not know those deeper roads.”
“I know enough.”
“No, you do not.” Arjun steps closer, anger sharpening his voice. “These tunnels lie. They fold back. They use sound. You may march straight and find yourself where you began, or worse, where the cult wants you.”
Cato turns his helm toward him.
“Then I will cut through where they want me and continue.”
“That is arrogance, Commander. Those words are brave, but it is still arrogance.”
Daceus makes a soft sound over the squad channel. “The boy knows you well, Sicarius.”
Cato ignores him.
Arjun presses on, “I am serious. If I leave you here, you may never reach her.”
“If you do not leave, the rebels never will.” Cato growls.
That stops him.
Cato steps closer and touches the small sealed vox bead that Arjun holds at his collar. It is a thing cased in dull black and no larger than a fingernail.
Arjun looks at Cato with an unwavering gaze as though he is beginning to understand the astartes’ plan.
“The channel is narrow and shielded,” Cato says. “It may fail in the deeper stone. If it holds, you wait for my signal.”
Arjun touches the bead at his collar, “And if it does not?”
“You count from first breach. The third hundred heartbeats after bolter fire reaches your position, you attack.”
“Heartbeats?” Arjun asks, incredulous.
“Count quickly if frightened.”
Arjun simply stares at him, unsure if that was a joke that left Cato Sicarius’ lips.
Daceus and Alcaeus turn away with great dignity.
Arjun ties up his collar tighter, securing the vox bead to his throat. His fingers are swift, though Cato notices the tremor in them. Anger. Grief. The burden of returning to survivors without Vallabha beside him.
“The signal phrase,” Arjun says.
“Courage.” Cato begins.
“And honour.” Arjun finishes.
The words settle between them, no longer merely Ultramarine battle cant. In Arjun’s mouth, they become something borrowed and reforged for the tunnels beneath Kashi.
Cato places one hand on Arjun’s shoulder. The gesture is brief, heavy, and wholly unexpected.
Arjun stills beneath it.
“Remember what I said. You are not to die proving courage you have already shown.”
For a moment, the rebel captain looks younger than he is. Caught without armour around some hidden part of himself.
Then he scoffs, because he is Arjun.
“You give terrible farewells, Commander.”
“That was an order.”
“That’s even worse.”
Cato removes his hand, his eyes beneath his helm shine with a subtle mirth even in these dark times.
Arjun looks toward the left passage. The darkness there carries the faint scent of smoke and old wells. He adjusts his grip on his blade, then looks past Cato toward the right-hand descent.
“Bring her back,” he says.
Cato’s answer is immediate.
“I will.”
Arjun studies him, as if weighing whether to challenge the certainty. Then he nods once.
“Courage,” Cato says.
Arjun’s expression changes, just slightly.
“And honour.”
He turns and disappears into the waterworks passage, swallowed by roots, shadow, and the soft rush of hidden air.
For several breaths, Cato listens to his footsteps recede, then they are gone.
The chamber feels emptier without him.
Daceus checks his bolter. “The boy’s got spirit, Cato. He’ll be fine.”
Alcaeus looks toward Cato. “You trust him.”
It is no question. Cato turns toward the ritual road, letting the statement settle before answering.
“Yes.”
The answer surprises him only after he has spoken it. His brothers don’t comment on it, thankfully.
The right-hand archway breathes cold across his armour. Somewhere deep below, chanting pulses through stone.
Cato raises the Tempest Blade, its blue light spills across defaced lotus petals and blackened star-marks.
“Formation,” he says.
Alcaeus and Daceus move around him.
Behind them lie the fork, the waterworks, Arjun, and the last chance of rebels moving unseen through the city’s bones.
Ahead lies the old ritual road.
Ahead lies Vallabha.
Cato Sicarius steps into the deeper dark, and the mountain closes its mouth behind him.
The old ritual road receives them like a throat closing around its prey. The archway narrows after the first dozen steps, stone pressing close until the astartes must move in disciplined file. The air grows colder with each step, a cold that slides between armour seals and settles against the flesh beneath.
Cato leads on, the Tempest Blade burns blue in his hand. Behind him Alcaeus and Retius Daceus follow, bolters raised, boots falling with such measured force, their echoes run ahead, return changed, and fade into deeper dark.
For a time, nothing moves. The cult should send defenders. Ambushes. Traps. Gunfire through murder-slits. Screaming zealots frothing themselves toward death. Cato would understand that. He would welcome it. Steel answers steel. Flesh answers bolt-shell. Faith, however twisted, still bleeds when cut.
The old ritual road instead, only offers silence; the walls watch them instead.
At first, the carvings are old Indus work. Lotus petals. River serpents. Women seated beneath trees, palms open, heads crowned by wheels of flame. Lines of scripture flow around them in graceful curves, so worn by water and age that even the lumen-enhancement in Cato’s helm struggles to separate word from stone. Arjun had said these paths were older than the palace, older than the Maharaja’s line, and now Cato believes him. There is a weight here no crown can claim.
Then, the defacement begins.
Black oil fills the petals. Serene faces are split from brow to chin. Wheels of flame are scored into jagged stars. Old hymns are overwritten with newer hands, clumsy at first, then more confident as the descent continues. Sanskrit curves warp into hooked runes. Avestan invocations break under marks that sting the eye. This is no random vandalism. This is a correction, a perverse rewriting. The patient cruelty of men who do not merely wish to kill a faith, who wish to force it to speak in their tongue before it dies.
Daceus pauses beside one carved queen whose mouth has been pinned shut with three iron nails.
“Charming hosts,” he says over the squad channel.
Alcaeus angles his bolter toward a side niche. “No movement.”
“Not what I meant.”
Cato looks at the defaced face, at the iron driven through stone lips, and thinks of Vallabha in the rebel caverns, speaking of lives stolen, deaths repeated, children taken from her arms. He thinks of Akshara laid out in quiet dignity. He thinks of the young court woman burned beneath Vallabha’s jewels so Kashi might be made to mourn a lie.
The cult does not merely murder people. It uses them… their memory, their flesh, their grief, their language, their faith.
Everything is fuel.
“Move,” he says.
They continue. The passage widens into a shrine hall half-swallowed by mineral growth. Pillars rise from the floor like old trees; their bases lost beneath shallow black water. Small lamps float across the surface in clay bowls, each flame burning green without oil. They drift without current, forming circles that widen and contract as the Ultramarines enter.
Cato lifts a fist, halting his brothers behind him.
For a moment, there is only silence. Then, they hear it… something whispers from the lamps.
Breath first. Then syllables. Then names.
‘Alcaeus.’
‘Daceus.’
‘Cato.’
The whispers come in voices no machine can catalogue. Male, female, soft as a child’s, hollowed with age. Each name is spoken with terrible familiarity, as if by someone standing too close behind the listener’s ear.
“Ignore it,” Cato says.
“Gladly,” Daceus answers, though his bolter tracks the floating lamps.
The circles tighten as the lamps drift toward the centre of the flooded hall, green flames merging into a single reflection. The black water trembles.
Something beneath it moves.
“Contact below,” Alcaeus says.
The water erupts.
Bodies rise with awful, rehearsed grace, standing from the black pool as if lifted by strings. Skeletons bound in the same copper wire and red thread. Fresher dead with grey faces, painted sigils, hair floating like drowned weeds. Their mouths hang open. From each throat comes the same chant.
Bolters fire and the hall becomes a cacophony of thunder and fire.
Shells tear through dead flesh, bone cracks, ribcages burst as the corpses fold, break, fall back into the pool, then rise again unless spine or skull is destroyed. Cato moves through them like the Emperor’s Wrath given form, the Tempest Blade cutting blue arcs through green-lit dark.
Alcaeus fires with steady economy. Daceus wades into the pool up to his greaves, gripping one corpse by the throat while firing point-blank through another’s face. Cato crushes a priest-crowned corpse beneath his boot until its chanting stops.
The last of the dead rises from the centre of the pool.
It is that of a child.
Small. Barefoot. Water streams from limbs too thin for life. A garland of blackened marigolds hangs around its neck. Its eyes have been replaced by polished obsidian. In its hands, it holds a clay lamp.
The Ultramarines do not fire as they feel their revulsion sharpen into a breath of silence.
The child opens its mouth, and it speaks with Vallabha’s voice.
“Cato.”
The sound pierces the hall more cruelly than any blade. For a moment, the silence drags on before Cato crosses the distance in three strides and cuts the thing in half.
The lamp falls into the water, and its green flames gutter out.
Darkness surges around them once more, broken only by the blue burn of the Tempest Blade and the red target-runes in their helms.
For a heartbeat, no one speaks.
Then Daceus says, quieter than before, “That was unkind.”
Cato looks down at the black water where the child-thing dissolves into ash, thread, and bone.
“No,” he says. “It was deliberate.”
His voice is cold, just like his wrath.
They leave the shrine hall behind, and press on deeper into the path beyond that is marked with hanging bells.
Hundreds of them.
Small bronze bells, temple bells, hand bells, anklet bells, fragments of larger bells broken and strung from wire. Some are ancient, green with age. Others are new and bright. One still has a strip of red thread tied to its handle, the sort, a child might knot there after a festival prayer.
None move. And then as if on cue, they all ring.
The sound begins as a tremor at the edge of hearing. It deepens as the Ultramarines pass beneath, layer upon layer of metallic whisper. It rings nearer, as though every bell rings inside the skull.
Daceus snarls and swipes one aside with the back of his gauntlet.
His hand passes through it as if through smoke, even as the ringing remains.
“Warp phantasm,” Alcaeus says.
“Thank you,” Daceus replies. “I was concerned it might be good news.”
Cato keeps walking.
The bells whisper barely decipherable words as they pass.
Late.
Failure.
Again.
The words repeat in different tones. A woman sobbing them. A child laughing them. A priest chanting them. Guilliman saying them with icy disappointment. Vallabha whispering them as she whispered his name through the wall aboard the Invictus Resolute, trapped in sleep and grief.
Late.
Failure.
Again.
Cato breathes in and out, as he remembers his Primarch’s words: ‘Do not allow rage to choose your route.’
Paying no heed to the taunting voices, he walks.
Eventually the sound falls behind, still ringing, still speaking, unable to halt what refuses to listen.
They pass through a broken gate and enter a corridor lined with prayer niches.
Each niche holds ash, some hold bones.
One holds a nose-pin made of gold.
For some inexplicable reason, Cato stops before it: the pin is shaped like a fully bloomed lotus.
For one impossible instant, the world narrows to that tiny glint. Gold against grey ash. Delicate petals. The faint suggestion of pearls. Placed carefully, waiting to be seen.
Vallabha had worn one like it in Kashi’s banquet hall.
Later, she had worn it in memory more than ornament, a piece of herself kept bright against every attempt to make her less than human.
Daceus sees where his commander’s gaze has fallen.
“Commander?”
Cato reaches toward the niche.
Alcaeus catches his wrist before he can touch the ornament. The grip is light, as though he only sought to remind his brother of reality.
Cato turns his helm very slightly, and Alcaeus meets the look without apology.
“Trap.” The single word lands cleanly.
Cato looks back at the niche.
The gold lotus shifts, and its petals open.
Inside, something wet pulses like an eye.
Cato withdraws his hand swiftly as the eye blinks.
Then every ash-filled niche along the corridor opens and the walls walls breathe out grey dust in a choking wave.
“Seal helms,” Cato orders, though every warrior has already done so.
Ash strikes their armour and clings. Auspex runes flicker. Shapes move in the dust. Living cultists this time, barefoot and masked, bodies painted black and red, knives held low. They move without battle-cries, striking at joints, vents, cable bundles, the thin places even power armour must possess.
Cato kills three in the first two seconds.
Alcaeus tears one from Daceus’ back before the blade can find the helm seal. Daceus breaks another against the wall and fires through two more shapes moving in the ash.
A fourth cultist dodges Cato’s blade with impossible agility, mask turning toward him as if in delight. The cultist’s mouth is visible beneath the painted veil, lips split in a smile.
“The blue sword returns,” the man hisses.
Cato drives the Tempest Blade through his chest.
The cultist laughs around the blade. Blood pours from his mouth.
“To the womb of the mountain.”
Cato twists the sword and tears it free.
The body falls. From the ash, other voices take up the phrase.
“The blue sword returns.”
Bolter fire answers.
“To the womb of the mountain.”
The cultists die swiftly, messily, with no poetry left in them once the body opens. Yet the words remain. The passage carries them. The walls repeat them. The old road seems to have learned the phrase and now murmurs it from stone to stone.
Cato hates it with surprising purity.
Because it includes him. Because the cult seeks to fold him into its rite, to make his rescue part of its prophecy, to turn love into a mechanism, duty into a lever, rage into oil poured upon their altar.
No.
The word does not leave his mouth.
It does not need to. By the time the ash thins, the corridor is carpeted with bodies.
The Ultramarines stand unbroken, though no longer untouched. Daceus’ helm is scored across the cheek-plate. Alcaeus has black ash caked over one side of his armour, dulling the blue until he seems half-buried already.
Cato looks at each of them.
“Report.”
“Functional,” Alcaeus says.
“Annoyed,” Daceus says.
“Then we continue.”
No one argues.
The tunnel beyond the ash corridor changes again.
Old stone gives way to black basalt veined with red mineral lines like arteries. The floor slopes downward in a smooth spiral. The air warms by degrees. Incense thickens, sour and fatty, like flowers left to rot. The chanting grows more distinct, though the words remain just beyond comprehension, as if the mind refuses to hold them.
They pass yet another mural carved into the curve of the spiral wall.
Cato slows. The image is old and newly ruined.
At its centre, a woman stands beneath a banyan tree, hands raised, face serene. Around her, four shadows kneel. They are bowing to her… or are set to devour her. Time has softened the original meaning, but the cult has supplied its own. Each shadow has been marked in fresh pigment: red, blue, green, blackened purple. Above the woman’s head, someone has carved a gate opening inward.
Beneath the mural, in Low Gothic, newly cut:
SHE RETURNS.
THE SWORD REMEMBERS.
THE FOUR SHALL SPEAK.
Daceus reads it and exhales, “I preferred the bells.”
Alcaeus mutters a warding oath.
Cato stares at the carved woman.
The cult has not given her Vallabha’s face. Not fully. The shape is older, more symbolic: a queen, a vessel, a memory rewritten over centuries. Yet the tilt of the head has been altered. The line of the jaw. The hair. Small changes made by recent hands.
Enough.
His hearts beat once, out of rhythm.
He looks away.
“They know we are here,” Alcaeus says.
“They knew before we landed,” Cato answers.
The spiral ends at a door.
No… It resembles a door only because the mind wants edges for what waits there.
The passage stops before a tall archway carved from the black basalt itself. There is no gate, no panel, no visible mechanism. Only darkness hanging inside the arch, flat and complete. The Tempest Blade’s light reaches it and dies at the threshold. Bolter-mounted lumens vanish against it. Auspex returns fail, flickering into static the instant they touch the space beyond.
Around the arch, four lines of script spiral inward from the surrounding stone, each cut in a different hand, each filled with a different substance.
One line is dark red and wet.
One gleams blue-white like crushed glass.
One is green with rot, furred at the edges.
One is black-violet and glistening, beautiful in a way that makes the eye recoil.
Cato lifts his blade. The darkness does not move and yet, he feels it notice him.
Alcaeus and Daceus form around him, bolters angled outward. No enemy emerges. No corpse rises. No bell rings. The silence is total.
Then Vallabha’s voice speaks from beyond the arch.
No scream. No plea. Only his name.
“Cato.”
His brothers go still.
Daceus’ bolter rises toward the darkness. “That is not her.”
“No,” Cato says.
The denial costs more than he wants it to.
The voice comes again, softer.
“Cato.”
The darkness within the arch ripples.
For a heartbeat, Cato sees nothing.
Then he sees too much.
Blood on chains. A woman’s hand reaching through smoke. A child’s cry cut short. Cypress trees burning. A lotus pond under moonlight. Vallabha’s eyes filled with fury. Vallabha’s eyes filled with tenderness. Vallabha’s eyes empty in death. Vallabha’s eyes watching him as if she has waited across lives and knives and ash for him to finally arrive.
The images vanish.
Cato stands before the arch, the Tempest Blade burning in his hand, armour streaked with ash, his brothers waiting behind him.
The road ends here. The test begins here.
Alcaeus steps closer. “Commander.”
The single word steadies the air.
Cato does not look back. “Hold formation. If I falter, you advance.”
Daceus’ voice comes rough over the vox. “If you falter, Commander, I will assume the mountain has ended.”
Cato breathes once.
Guilliman’s warning returns.
Do not allow rage to choose your route.
Do not allow certainty to be sold to you by the enemy.
Trust your brothers.
Advance.
Vallabha’s voice waits in the dark.
Cato steps toward it.
The arch swallows the blue light first. Then the blade. Then the hand that holds it.
Behind him, the old ritual road falls silent.
Before him, the four shadows open their eyes.
Me: How many Chaos-adjacent references can we fit into one chapter?
My Brain: ALL OF THEM!!
More shenanigans to come! I swear I don't enjoy making Cato Sicarius suffer but.... it is fun!!
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Guess who took a day off because the heat is getting too much and I am finally at my limits where I don't want to move a muscle if I can help it?
Also, I am required to take mandatory days off because my office fears I am *this* close to losing it and running around screaming my insanity into the void! (If you know the number of times people have done it in a typical Japanese workplace, you'll know why they have these rules in place!)
Aaaanyway... this means, I get to write!! And I should be focusing on the next chapter of my Cato/Vallabha fic (and that's coming along nicely!).
But I saw this one news article about historical artifacts that are looted out of countries that aren't typically included at tables that make decisions that shake the world, and the impact it has on the people.
My hand slipped. And before I knew it, this ended up happening!
So, here's a little drabble I wrote about that, under the cut. This is not related to Warhammer 40k but it is a topic that is VERY close to my heart. I'm not tagging anyone because I don't even know if anyone would be interested in this but... here you go!
The hotel lobby is plush and lit in that ethereal way that makes everything seem distant and calm all at once.
There are people crossing the carpeted floor, some heading to their rooms, others already prepared to face the world outside those gilded golden doors.
Very few pay attention to me as I sit there, observing them all.
And I don’t blame them. When I first came to this city, to this land, almost fifty years ago, I hardly drew any attention to me. It was so different to how things were back home.
Back home… a subtle prick of grief I felt in my heart as I remember the place I came from.
A land of veridian plains and sky that was truly blue. Here, most days I don’t see the sky. And what reflections of the great beyond I see is a dull grey at best.
I let out a subtle sigh as I see a small child approach me. She must be around five, maybe six. She is dressed for the season: a puffer jacket lined with fur that is slightly large for her small frame. The most vivid pink beanie that has a purple pony embroidered to its rim, a subtle sheet it emits as she turns her head to cast a furtive glance behind her. Her auburn hair is the colour of the sacred flames back home.
When she turns back to me, her smile is the most beautiful thing I have seen in a long time: innocence that feels so out of place in the world we are in.
Her little hand reaches out to touch mine. Her fingers grasp mine in a gentle touch as she grins at me; she is missing a tooth and where in others it would seem a flaw, on her little radiant face, it becomes her…
Just as I let her touch warm my own hand, a sharp voice calls for her by name. It is her mother.
She is also a woman of beauty: she has the same auburn hair her daughter has inherited, her attire is classy and whispers wealth. The huge diamond on her fingers glint in the hotel’s many lights as she grasps the little girl’s hands and gently takes her away from me.
“Remember what we talked about? No wandering away.” The woman chides her daughter in gentle censure.
The little girl, much to her credit, looks genuinely sorry as she nods before turning to look my way.
“She seems so lonely. I thought I’d cheer her up.”
Ah, such a pure, loving soul! Such a priceless thing in this sea of greed, apathy and hatred.
The woman smiles understandingly as she turns towards me, her eyes roving over my being before she turns to the young girl.
“Let’s go. Can’t leave daddy waiting now, can we?”
With a gentle kiss to her capped forehead, the woman leads the child away from me; and just as they round the corner, the little girl turns back to throw me the same gap-toothed smile.
It reminds me so much of the children back home. Oh, how they used to come to me with their mothers and their grandmothers! How they would have the same light of innocence and pure love in their eyes… how their souls gleamed in a sea of fluttering flames.
Now, here… on these distant shores, I stand… alone, bereft and with not a soul to speak to.
The morning meanders on into the afternoon when the hotel manager trudges towards me with a person who seems like the new housekeeper.
“I need you to be careful with this one here.” He says, pointing towards me. A strange sort of ire rises in me as he speaks of me as though I were… I were…
“Looks old, this one!” the new housekeeper intones. From his accent, it is clear he is also not from these lands. Another soul far from home then.
“Yeah… Mr. Milton won her in an auction at Sotheby’s fifty years ago. Apparently she’s seven hundred years old. Late Chola period bronze. They say the techniques for casting a sculpture like this is lost to time.”
Sculpture…lost to time…
The housekeeper regards me with the sort of look a man would give a thing he hoped to solve.
“So no harsh chemicals then.”
“No. Don’t want to disturb the patina. We’re thinking of putting it in a temperature controlled enclosure next week.”
The housekeeper chuckles as he gently traces a line down my arm, as though he was checking for dust. The touch felt revolting… so unlike the way my people had touched me… with reverence, with faith, with love.
“Saves me the trouble of cleaning then!”
The manager doesn’t answer but fixes me with another steady stare.
“Make sure you don’t break it. That thing is worth more than all our livelihoods combined.”
“Sure thing, boss!”
The manager turns away, leaving the housekeeper and me alone. His eyes flit over my form, taking in the way I stand, gently balanced on one leg while the other is slightly bent as though the sculptor had caught me in the middle of moving. The hand that the little girl had tried grabbing was flexed gently towards the ground. The other hand held a small lotus bud.
“Say what you will about the people! They sure knew how to cast a beauty!” his eyes leered at my breasts as he whistled low before turning to grab his supplies.
Where once before I stood beside my beloved in a temple, where once before I was regarded as a goddess, alive and present, where once before when men touched me, they did it with reverence and love….
I now stood in a cold hotel lobby, away from my lord who probably languishes in yet another cold room, with men regarding me with the same lust they offer the women in their lives.
Where once before I was worshipped… I now stand admired.
The hotel lobby continues to exist, and I continue to endure.
India loses approximately 1200 temple idols every year. Most of these idols are then sold in the black market to international collectors and museums the world over.
These are not just statues for us. They are our gods and goddesses. They are our divine fathers and mothers. They are our history and the legacies of our ancestors.
This is a small attempt from my side to shine light on this issue. And I understand if this is not your cup of tea. But I hope, the next time you see some artwork or piece of history from some distant land, you stop and think a while on it got there. And if possible, you ask questions.
Thank you for taking the time to read this! I appreciate you all for it!
And this is Dorn because I love him. My sweet little brick. I like that Vulkan and Roboute both love him and consider him a close friend. He's stern and unaffectionate, yet he genuinely accepts this whole company as family. And earned Gorgon's respect by landing a solid punch to his face haha (Ferrus liked it I swear)
It's funny that in my headcanons he's one of the most asexual primarchs, but in the end I liked the idea that Sanguinius popped his cherry
Warnings: blood, implied SA (An Emperor's Child doing... what he does)
Description: As Taliesin and Little Cat grow ever closer, the Emperor's Child begins his hunt.
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The plaything had stopped screaming far too soon. It still breathed in His talons, but its eyes had gone dull and blank, its limbs slack. Bloody spittle dripped from its torn lips.
He hissed. In a burst of crude violence, He wrapped His secondary hands around its throat and twisted. The plaything’s head came free in a spray of crimson. He had enough presence of mind to angle the stump, directing the flow over the twitching tapestry of interwoven bodies He’d painstakingly laid out upon the scorched earth.
He twisted the headless corpse this way and that, plump lips pushed forward in a pout of concentration. Finally, with a resigned sigh, He gently set both head and body to the side and placed all four hands on His spiked hips.
“Adequate, merely adequate.”
Even now, He watched the life flicker out of His new playthings like guttering candles. Oh, how He missed his Gallery! He gave a long, sibilant sigh as He imagined what He could have created with access to His sculpting tools, the chemicals He’d procured from none other than the Spider.
Chemicals that would keep a subject’s mind aware even as its body was deconstructed and reconstructed around it.
He absently carved Slaanesh’s sigil into the thigh of what had once been a woman as He thought aloud. “How many internal organs will Bile ask in trade this time, I wonder?”
No matter.
He had to escape this primitive mud ball first.
“No, not first.” He glanced down at the pulsing ring on one of his elongated fingers. “First, I reclaim you, Pet. My precious Pet.”
You’d moved farther away during His indulgence, He could tell. The thought was mildly irritating. But He shrugged.
“There is pleasure in the hunt, I suppose. In the anticipation.”
A shiver ran along his spine at the memory of the first time He’d hunted you.
Your village had burned in a riotous orgy behind Him as He slithered through the trees. Screams and hysterical laughter filled the air with a symphony of anguish, a siren song calling Him back to join His brothers in worshipful excess. He flicked his forked tongue and tasted the ambrosia of blood and sweat and sex upon the air.
As He had a hundred thousand times since surrendering to She Who Thirsts. Easy prey held no more interest for Him.
He wanted the ones who ran, who fought, who resisted. Like the little female scrabbling among the underbrush just ahead. Again, his tongue flicked. His eyes rolled in ecstasy at the sweet, sweet flavor of desperation.
“Run, Pet.” He crooned. “Make me work for it.”
It wasn’t a long hunt. But longer than He’d expected. Your little mortal mind was clever, your body young and strong. When He finally snatched you from the lower limbs of the tree you’d been trying to climb, his blood sang.
Still, you’d fought, digging your blunt little nails into his alabaster skin until his desire ran white hot. He still heard your screams. So full of rage and grief!
He’d enjoyed you for the first time right there, as the smoke from your village rose high into the sky behind him.
The hardening of His body drew him from the rapturous memories. Idly stroking Himself, He circled the bloody carpet, looking for a subject who had not quite- ah, there!
That small one, trying to crawl away on twisted limbs. Its gasping sobs sent a hot thrill through His body.
“Rejoice, plaything. I have time for one more masterpiece.”
***
Taliesin stood exactly five feet from you, lightly grasping the hilt of his chainsword, eyes fixed on his combat knife in your hands.
“Be careful, Little Cat.”
You didn’t respond, only letting out a little huff as you continued using the knife to dig a shallow pit in the stony soil. Your lips pursed, your brows furrowed in concentration. When his knife clanged on a stone, twisting in your tiny hands, he stepped forward.
“Be careful-”
“I know!”
The outburst made him wince and retreat to the agreed-upon distance once more. You’d snipped at him for “looming”. He was trying his best not to “loom”.
Internally, your show of spirit pleased him.
You grow more fiery each day.
Your tongue poked out from between your lips as you worked. He fought the urge to smile at the oddly adorable sight. He did not wish you to think he was mocking your efforts.
“Little Cat-”
“If you tell me to be careful one more time, I swear…!”
He couldn’t stifle a chuckle. “I would not dare. I merely wish to ask how this trap is meant to function.”
They’d eaten the last of the rations he’d scavenged from the wreckage that morning. Rather, you’d eaten them. Taliesin could go longer without sustenance. Especially since he’d fed upon the cannibals days ago-
He frowned at the surge of Thirst that welled within him at the thought, turning away in case you saw any evidence of his curse in his expression. His eyes flicked over the rudimentary trail they’d been following since leaving the river. It wasn’t much more than a dirt track, worn down more by the passage of animals than anything sentient.
Flaring his nostrils, he could make out the scent of human sweat. But it was faint. Weeks old, if he had to guess.
The Lamenter scanned the boulders dotting the landscape. They’d long since left the forest behind, moving ever closer to the mountains. Grass the height of a mortal’s knees swayed in the breeze, quivering with the occasional passing of small, furry quadrupeds.
Quadrupeds you seemed determined to make a meal of.
“... seems to be a spot they pass often.” You were explaining. “I’ll cover the pit with dead grass, and when they come for the berries,” you pointed at a clump of reddish fruit that looked like raw flesh… but tasted far worse, “they’ll fall through.”
You glanced up at him, pride evident on your sweat-streaked face, and snorted.
He arched an eyebrow. “What is so amusing?”
You looked away, but not quickly enough to hide your smile. “Your expression. You're remembering taking a bite of these berries, aren’t you?”
He fought the urge to spit. “I have tasted ork meat more palatable.”
“Oh, Throne! Why?!”
He shrugged. “My squad was ambushed. My hands were occupied with a pair of particularly aggressive grots. Biting seemed the only logical option.”
“I.. suppose.” Your nose remained wrinkled as you returned to covering the pit. “I wasn’t really going to eat them, you know.”
“You had them halfway to your mouth.”
“I was just smelling them!”
“And I was ensuring they were safe for mortal consumption. They were not.” He grimaced as his tongue found a remnant of the berries wedged between his teeth. “Vile flora. I do not understand what the local fauna sees in them.”
You giggled.
His hearts leapt.
I greatly enjoy that sound.
Taliesin forced himself to take another step back. “Distance, Lamenter.” He muttered. “Distance.”
“What did you say?”
For a terrible moment, his mind went blank. “I was… calculating the distance we have left before the pass.”
“Mmm.”
He was grateful you asked no more questions. At the same time, he wished you would ask more. He did not always know how to respond to your words. But he wanted you to speak to him.
It had been so long since someone spoke to him like you did.
For a good reason, Lamenter. You are tempting fate.
Little Cat is growing strong again, I am assisting.
Truly, Lamenter? Just “assisting”?
He did not like the mocking tone of his own thoughts. He did not like what they insinuated.
You stood, brushing dirt and grass from your poncho. “There. It’s… been a while since I made a trap. I hope it works.”
Taliesin allowed himself to come closer, inspecting the crude construct. “Where did you learn to craft such a thing?”
You hesitated. He retreated.
“You need not-”
“Home. I learned… back home.”
***
The wind whistled around the boulders and through the grass. If you closed your eyes, you could almost pretend it was the sound of the sea.
“Home.” You whispered again.
“You miss it.”
Part of you, the brave part only recently awakened, wanted to snap at the Giant in Yellow Armor. Of course you missed your home! But, when you spoke, your words were soft.
“Don’t you?”
You didn’t expect an answer. He often spoke of his time amongst the Emperor’s Angels, the story of the orks was only the most recent. But never of before.
Surely there is a “before”, isn’t there? Unless….
“Were you born an Angel?”
Mere days before, your boldness would have horrified you. No longer.
A look of surprise, then consternation, filtered over Taliesin’s scarred face. Again, you did not truly expect an answer. This world’s sun had already set behind the mountains, painting the rolling hills around you in shadow. You walked back toward the nearest boulder and settled down.
“If these animals are like the ones on my world, they will be active at dusk. We should get something if we wait a few hours.” You shrugged. “Or not. Either way, I can make the fire tonight-”
“No.”
You frowned, crossing your arms. “I know how to make a fire!”
“I was answering your question.” Talisin strode slowly toward you, eyes shining even under the mountains’ shadow. “We are not born… angels… as you call us.”
“...oh.”
He stepped to your side. You wondered when the feeling of the ground shaking beneath his massive boots had stopped frightening you.
“I was young when I was chosen.” His voice was quieter now, his eyes fixed on the horizon. “I do not remember how young. There was a battle, I think. Towers of metal falling. Screams.”
The wind picked that moment to rise, its whispering whistle growing to a shriek. It ruffled his hair, and you swore you saw the muscles in his jaw tense.
“There was a woman. Older. Trapped beneath rubble. The others ran, but I tried to… for an eternity, I tried….” He closed his eyes.
You reached up and curled your hand around two of his armored fingers.
His eyes snapped open.
You looked at your hand in his. So small. He could crush you without effort.
But he won’t.
“I’m sorry.”
He remained still as a statue, staring down at you. “I… have not thought of it in decades. I do not know why… now….”
You tightened your grip. Once before, that night by the river, you had touched him like this. Trying to offer comfort.
It feels… right.
“I think,” you whispered, “that woman would be proud if she could see you now.”
The rush of his breath reminded you of a bellows. Slowly, gently, he pulled his hand from yours.
“I wonder, Little Cat.”
A sense of loss filled you as you let your arm drop back to your side. The cold of the boulder seeped through to your back as you leaned against it. You wrapped your arms around your knees.
“My mother died the day… He… came.”
A long pause.
Then, “What was she like?”
You told him. You told him how she’d raised you and your brothers alone after your father’s fishing boat went down in a storm. How she’d taught you to fish, to trap, to forage. How she’d laughed even as she scolded you for climbing too high or running too fast.
“She wanted me to be strong. So I would survive life’s storms, she said.”
Your voice broke on the words, and you buried your face in your knees. Grief pulsed within you like the tide.
“You did.”
You felt him shift closer, and didn’t flinch away.
“You survived.”
Your lips twisted. You gritted your teeth against the tidal wave of shame and self-loathing.
“I shouldn’t have. Better I’d died.”
“No, Little Cat.”
Digging deep, you found the courage to look up at him.
Those eyes….
Something deep in your stomach fluttered as their golden gaze washed over you.
“All you suffered, all you endured, and still you did as your mother wished. You survived.” He smiled, an expression almost too gentle for his leathery, scarred face. “She would be proud.”
I want to believe it.
“I will keep surviving.” You whispered. “I will.”
His smile widened. “You will.”
Hesitantly, you reached your hand up once more, pausing just before your fingers met his gauntlet. He stared at you for a long moment, smile fading. Then, his hand closed over yours.
Breathing became difficult. “Taliesin-”
THUD. SCREETCH!
“The trap!” You leapt to your feet, nearly braining yourself on his armor. “I told you it would work!”
As you rushed toward what you hoped was your dinner, you almost missed the rumbling sigh from your Giant in Yellow Armor.
A sigh that sounded almost… wistful.
***
He lapped His long fingers with His forked tongue, savoring the flavor of blood and… other fluids. His body thrummed with a sated, hissing purr. It would vanish soon enough, overwhelmed by the eternal craving of those sworn to She Who Thirsts.
But, for now, He enjoyed the sensation.
Until something shifted.
He came to a halt, spine arching, coils twitching. All of a sudden his smooth skin itched. There was a gnawing in his gut, a prickling throughout every enhanced nerve ending. He bared his engraved fangs and snarled into the night.
“What is this?! WHAT IS THIS?!”
His eyes fell upon the ring. Your ring.
It had ceased pulsing.
“NO.”
You still lived, but better you had died. That delicious anguish. That divine shame. Even the lesser loveliness of your physical agony!
It was FADING.
“NO. NO. NO!”
Someone was RUINING you!
With a howl that withered foliage and wreaked massacre among the night creatures, he lurched forward, four hands clawing at the ground, coils expanding and contracting as he forced his crafted body faster.
Faster.
FASTER.
He had indulged too long, been too lax. No longer.
“I will find you, Pet. I will preserve my art.” He allowed his jaw to elongate, his fangs to lengthen and drip their venom. “And, by Slaanesh, I will punish the one who defiles it!”
I am SAT! I am READY!!! I am also suffering from tumultuous emotions thanks to my uterus being a Bitch™, so I sure hope my darling Taliesin and Little Cat get to be happy in this one!!
Aaaaaand we're off to a good start with that pathetic excuse of a sentient being continuing to exist!!!
RIP to that poor souls who died in his hands... THERE WILL BE A RECKONING!!!
Also, how did I miss the deliberate use of the capital H for 'He'!!!! My brain is going brrrrrrr with all the implications there!
“How many internal organs will Bile ask in trade this time, I wonder?”
Bile as in Fabius Bile? The Bile that is the Fabius?! Oooooh!!!!! He is one of my favorite Emperor's Children...Child... you know what I mean!
“First, I reclaim you, Pet. My precious Pet.”
I WISH A BITCH WOULD!!!! TRY ME, YOU LITTLE PIECE OF.... *gets dragged away by Cato Sicarius*
Internally, your show of spirit pleased him.
Ooooh, there's more than SPIRIT THAT I CAN SHOW HIM!!!! TALIESIN!!!!!!! BABY!!!!!!!
He shrugged. “My squad was ambushed. My hands were occupied with a pair of particularly aggressive grots. Biting seemed the only logical option.”
YOU STOP MAKING ME FALL EVEN DEEPER FOR YOU, MISTER!!!!!!
You reached up and curled your hand around two of his armored fingers.
Holy Size Difference, Batman!!
Okay.... But what if that older woman was Taliesin's mother? And what if that Slaaneshi POS was the one responsible for her death? OOoooooooh!!!!!!!
“My mother died the day… He… came.”
RIGHT IN THE KOKORO!!!
“I will find you, Pet. I will preserve my art.” He allowed his jaw to elongate, his fangs to lengthen and drip their venom. “And, by Slaanesh, I will punish the one who defiles it!”
The way my body just did an involuntary shudder at that mental image!!
Gods, another brilliant chapter, Becky, you absolute genius you!!
Listening to the audiobook of "The First Heretic".
The way I grinned at how Xaphen was shit-talking Kor Phaeron!!! I am loving that man already!! Because I too, can't stand that sentient oil slick of a man!
And I hope someone caught Big E censuring Lorgar on video because I'm sure playing it back to Big E would show him how ridiculous he looks, claiming not to be a God while doing all "Godly" things!! Like sir!! You're literally exuding holy aura!!! And this is the scariest day of my life!!
Also, poor Malcador... The Imperium cannot pay him enough to be putting up with the shit that his bestie Big E and his sons throw his way!!! Dude took that hit like a champ!!
Also, this just makes me so happy that I got Guilliman's character mostly right in my story where I'd had him feel bad about Monarchia! Poor bebe was just following orders!
And I KNOW Lorgar is seething in the present day (M41) because what do you mean they stole his flow, bar for bar... word for fucking word?!!!
Please GW!! Please bring back this cringe fail (affectionate) man! I would give you my firstborn to see/read about the next meeting of Lorgar and Guilliman! (Oh wait... I forgot he can't leave his tower without getting shat on/dive-bombed by Corvus! Dagnammit!!
All in all, I think this might be my most favorite book till date (I still need to read Betrayer and the Siege of Terra books so that might change)
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Small Suggestively Spicy (but not Severely Smutty) Sinday Ask List.
Although there are some excellent - and entertainingly explicit - Sinday-themed ask lists available, I was asked by a couple of people to try creating one that was suitably unchaste, but without being too overtly graphic. I'm not sure if this is what those people had in mind, but I did my best.
How was your OC’s first sexual experience? Was it planned or spontaneous? Positive or negative? If they haven’t yet had any sexual experiences then how are they hoping their first experience will play out?
What is your OC’s usual choice of underwear? Would they opt for something racier if they were expecting to be undressing in front of a lover or a romantic conquest?
Do they have any area of their body that is particularly sensitive? If so then do they particularly like attention being paid to this area? Or does it rapidly become overstimulating?
What is their greatest anxiety or insecurity when it comes to sexual activity or romantic intimacy? Is this the result of a negative previous experience - or is it just a secret fear?
Has your OC ever had an experience – or been exposed to an idea – that awoke something in them sexually - or led to them developing an unexpected kink or preference?
How would your OC respond to being offered a large payment from an admirer in exchange for performing a striptease, posing nude or something yet more daring?
Does your OC have a secret crush? Do they ever fantasise about them? If they have an existing partner who is not said crush, then do they know about it?
Would they ever pay for sex - or do they need to know that the other person is only participating of their own volition? Conversely, would they ever have sex with someone to whom they were not attracted, either for money or just out of the goodness of their… heart.
What do they consider their best physical feature? Would their partner(s) or admirers agree?
Do they enjoy reading erotica or viewing pornographic material? Did (or would) they stop doing this once in a relationship? Or would it be something they would hope to enjoy with a partner?
How does your OC feel about roleplay – especially if requested by a sexual partner? Would they get into role with great enthusiasm, whilst utilising a range of props, accessories and possibly wigs? Or would they find the very idea excruciatingly embarrassing? Or would they try it and only then find they couldn’t avoid getting the giggles?
Is there a sexual act they avoid, or to which they will not consent? Is this due to a moral concern? Concern over discomfort or hygiene? Or a negative previous experience?
What physical qualities or parts of the body do they find most alluring in other people? Are there any that they find a bit less appealing?
Is your OC usually the one to make the first move? Or do they wait for the other person to initiate proceedings? Have they become more confident with this over time?
Are they usually in the mood for a sexual encounter at any given moment? Or do they need a particular set of circumstances or a gradual build-up before feeling suitably motivated?
Is your OC an exhibitionist? Do they favour skimpy beachwear or form-fitting outfits? Or are they modest or even shy about the way they present themselves?
Does your OC find certain smells enticing or seductive – perhaps a particular perfume or cologne; or possibly something less obvious such as engine grease or fuel – or even something more…raw, like fresh sweat?
What might your OC buy a lover or romantic partner, if they were looking for something saucy or suggestive? Scented massage oils? A set of racy underwear? A full set of leather implements and restraints? Or something else entirely?
What terms does (or would) your OC use for parts of the body? Do they tend to use strictly biologically accurate terms? Coy or cute euphemisms? Or do they find crude, or even vulgar, terms quite erotic when used with a lover?
Does your OC enjoy foreplay and like to extend it for some time? Or would they sooner get straight down to business as soon as possible? If their partner is differently wired in this regard then how do they compromise?
Luther: in his jealousy, he think je needs to do everything that Lion do that would appeal to your eyes, but better. He want you to see him, see him like the man that is literally doing the impossible. His heart has been already broke with the loss of his first wife, please see the cracks and fix them, sweet angel.
Julius Kaesoron: he'll dedicate the most romantic songs he can find to you. He ll leave gifts, he'll do a proper way of courting because you deserve the best. He'll try to not be over bearing but will leave poetry for you ,ones that he knew you would love to read and that you know are meant for you. He'll have that look in his eyes, the one that tell you "can you see it? My feelings?"
Kyodomor Forrix: for some would be like if he's collecting the scraps, for others it would be like oretending he's better than their father. Either way an open courting will be seen as an offense to Perturabo's name and that would mean a bad ending to something he has set his mind on. He could directly ask his father permission, but the fear he may refuse linger like a blade. And he want your love, more than anything, not forced but real and tangible. Soft words, reassurances, everything rhat may look simple for others but are a great deal in the legion. Small sign of his affection ,like a trail that lead to his heart.
Qin Xa: like his brothers, he'll go to the tarhet without fear. Jaghatai has refused your love ,that means he has little to fear so he can openly court you. He will literally take you from the ground whole walking and take you on a horse ride, holding you close to his chest to keep you safe. He'll follow the traditions of his people, he'll to everythingnin the boom to win you over.
Gunnar Gunnhilt: he will openly and blatlanty said it. He won't hold back and proclaim in front of everyone, in front of you, that you'll be his and no one else, that the one that had refused you is an idiot and couldn't grasp the loss he had. He will "kidnap" you in front of everyone and laugh about if, gift you the sword he had made for you and hold it with you, cherish your heart beat against his chest. He's showing off and He's okay with it.
Sigismund: a true knight. He' s close, his hands holding yours without gear or shame, because what shame can be given if you are making him feel like a man again? He'll take something of yours to keep close to his heart and kiss it while he fight for your love, he'll holdnit during fights to remind himself there's someone he had ti come back to. He knee to no one but you, his light and hope for the future.
Jago Sevatar: he's like a shark, swimming close to you enpugh to being seen but never to be catched in the action. He's a predator, you are the prey and everyone have to understand that. If one of his brothers dare to lay a finger on you he doesn't esitate to cut off the arm that dared to do so. He'll shield you against them all, scream that whoever dare to touch you is already dead. He'll share with you his thoughts,his feelings, the most delicate oart of his soul.
Raldoron: as much as he wish to have you and end the suffering, he to wait. He know that nothing good can came with rushing, especially when your feelings are on the line. He'll wait, observing while the wound slowly heal, and he'll help you to recover. He'll be there, a nice word in time of needs, a suggestion, a shoulder during hard times. He 'll make you see, makebyou understand that your feelings are not lost, but treasured.
Gabriel Santar: he have a few memories about courting tradition in his clan and none of them ate fitting for you. He knows how to put a planet into compliance but courting? Not one bit. He'll ask outside, to his friend Julius, and a few of his ideas seems fine? Honestly, he look almost adorable with that pout on his face, he look like a boy that is gifting flowers to the little girl he like! What he can do is showing that no one bit of you is replacable, that you are in fact perfect.
Kharn: he's there. While everyone laugh at you and mock you, his fists are ready to strike the punishment they deserve. When around you the fog of the viplence get thicker, he's there ri guiding you out. He'll voice it, making sure everyone knows exactely why he's doing this and while suddenly he's attached to you. While duty may want him close to his primarch, his heart is dragged to you and who he is to fight it? He'll actively fight to gain your attention, to make a statement.
Severus Agemann: he'll follow the custom of Macrage, that means that you had not so much to say about it. Sure, being the bride of a Primarch was far more convenient, but yoir father ans grandfather are unaware of whatbyou felt before. Now they have Severus, the firat captain, ready to get you as his own, and that's perfect. He's...stiff...you 'll be his wofe even before realizing what his heart truly want to tell you, but as soon as you catch up it's easy to understand and catch rhe signals. Him trying to stay as long as he can at your side, gifting you thinv that are precious to him, trying his best to be romantical...is there ,you just need to see it.
Calas Typhon: he'll take advantage of the pain to insinuate the thought in your head. Was that really love? Or it was mere adulation? You know so little about this universe and hia lord, bur Typhon is there, little one! Wanting your love, your heart, your soul! He doesn't need courting ,he just need to push the right button and you'll be his, it's a matter of time. Maybe...maybe even some psychic push would help...
Ahzek Ahriman: you can feel him, close so close to you. You feel his whispers in your head, his heart burning in your chest, the weight of his emotion that is like a burden. And everytime you look around he's there, watching, waiting, with that look between hurt and hopefull. He's afraid of regection, that you may laugh at him, of his feelings, that qords and actions may never reach you before someone else could. That's why he's using his powers, because everything can be a lie but not his mind, not when it's open like a flower in front of you.
Ezekyle Abaddon: he's a warrior, he wouldn't know how to court even if he wanted. What he know is to take what he wants by force and he will do it with the one he love if necessary. He would go straight to Horus and proclaim his disgust, how pathetic is to keep on stirring something that is not meant to be from the beginning. He doesn't care how many lines he's stepping on, he will free you from that illusion you have for Horus and have you for himself. He'll even force a kiss on you while caged between a wall and his arms.
Kor Phaeron: courting? He doesn't need courting, he just need to see how foolish you were to even look at Lorgar like a possible lover! He's a manipulative bastard, he know what word to say, what kind tone he had to use, how to use it...He's a master of that! Making you see through his eyes, making you fall to his feet as he could to yours. That foolish little boy didn't even knew what to do with you, he have so many plans instead! Kor Phaeron want you and he'll have you. Even if he had to mark you as a traitor and have you in a cell for himself.
Artellus Numeon: poor Artellus, he just wanted for you to heal from his father regection! Give you time to regain some stability, to wait untill even the smile of the primarch didn't hurted you so much. Not for his father to try to SET YOU UP TOGETHER! Vulkan's words praised his captain, telling how magnificent he was, how devoted and how kind he was, telling you how lucky anyone would be to be their beloved. Sometime he even make sure the two of you are alone, sonyou can bond properly. Genuinely, Vulkan is doing the best he could, and Artellus is...slightly happy about it.
Kayvaan Shrike: you can feel his hands caressing your hips and arms. The feeling of someone close, his smell imoregnating your clothes... sometimes, when he feel bold enough, he'll get so close you can feel his lips, his cologne ,the pressure against your lips...he's there,un afraid of his actions, un touched but happy. He doesn't want you to believe to be his possession, but he would gladly be one for you .
Ingo Pech: tonyou, is alpharius, or omegon as much as yoh know. Courting would be just strange, but Aximand? He may dream of it. The idea of you calling him by his real name, without questioning if what had happened was rsla or not. The rejection of his fathers, him pretending to be them...he's not happy about how thing had turned out ,but he knew that one day you'll find out and it's just a matter of time. For now, let him enjoy the lie.
CAN I PLEASE PUNCH KOR PHAERON IN THIS ONE? PLEASE? PRETTY PLEASE?!! I PROMISE TO DAMAGE SOME OF HIS INTERNAL ORGANS!
And the way that over-ripe banana is talking about Lorgar..... Oooooooooh, I need to be calm!!
Also, can I just say, I don't mind getting to snuggle into Khârn's arms after crying my heart out to him about how I feel bad for him having to settle for someone who didn't love him first? And he'd try so hard to make sure I know he doesn't care about my past and that the future where he gets to show me his love is what matters! And he does this so awkwardly because he isn't good with his words!!
You could do prompts #2 and #41 from the Yandere prompt list with Vulkan
where his beloved would manage to escape and hide with Ferrus Manus, thinking that he would view Vulkan’s unhealthy obsession as a waste of time and a weakness that Vulkan should clearly put behind him—unaware that Ferrus and Vulkan are very close brothers, which would ultimately lead Ferrus to return her to Vulkan once he comes to the conclusion that she is worthy of his brother, having only succeeded in fueling the obsession of the Primarch of the Salamanders
2 .“God, you have no idea how amazing you are, do you?”
41. “Why’re you crying? Aren’t you happy to be with me?”
tw: Yandere, Injuries, Imprisonment
Tiredness took you like a force of nature. You didn't had the strenght to rise from the chair, you just were so tired that you couldnt' care. You were also relieve so so relieve, so much that you didn0t even care if you ended up in such a state in front of another Primarch.
Ferrus had noticed your eyes getting heavy and heavy, so much that you didn't fight or noticed his hands taking away the bowl of soup he had offered you. After had fixed the fire and fixed a blanket around your shoulder, the Gorgon sighed heavily and headed to his personal quarters.
But not before closing the door behind him with the proper lock.
"PLEASE! He's out of his mind! He and his sons! His smile is a facade!"
He repeted your words in his head and each time they leaved him more confused than before. He remembered quite well the day he presented you to his brother, a woman from Medusa that had catched the eyes of the lord of the Salamanders.
He begged him to let you met him, to allow him to marry you, to convince you to accept his hand in marriage. Ferrus couldn't conpletely grasp the sudden attention towards you, yet he obliged, allowing him to met you, he talked to your father, he even reminded everyone of the great deal of the marriage. You were reluctant, he did not blamed you, but of course no one would be a better husband than his brother Vulkan.
And he had never saw Vulkan so happy in his life. Everytime the two met he couldn't stop him of brag about how happy hebwas to have you as his bride, how he wanted to make you happy, how his sons were so happy to have such a perfect mother for them. He also remember to ask if there has been problem, if she was adjusting, and he noticed the shadow casting against the brilliant smile of the Drake.
"She's still confused, of course. Away from her family and home... things will get in place in time, i swear."
And now...this.
A fugutive bride banging at his door, a broken hand, a look of pure terror and the hope he could undone the marriage. If he had only knew that things were going that bad...
He entered his room, he knww what it has to be done.
///
Your eyes blinked, weak from the slumber and the tiredness. For a split second you wondered if everything has been a dream: escaping from Vulkan home, stealing a small ship, reaching Medusa with the few knowledge you own...
"Ouch!"
Stinging pain, acute like a needle, slowly reaching your elbow by every nerv terminal in your arms. You looked down, your wrist bandaged in the best way you could do, a deep blue and purplish sign slowly emerging from the swelling. You couldn't move your hand, your fingers stuck in a hooking position. It was broken, you needed a medicae, ans it reminded you that it wasn't a dream.
You couls still remembered the face of pure terror when one of Vulkan's son tried to grab you and only that sickening crack reached you before the pain could. You didn't realized it was broken untill you knew you were far away from his clutches.
And even in pain, you couldn't stop smiling. You did it, you reached Medusa, you reached your home.
You had told everything to your lord Ferrus, to the hero that had always filled your head when you where small. He would had fixed everything, he knew what to do, of course he would help you!
The lock clicked, the door slightly lamented in the dark and your hero happeared through the door with his usual look: cold, unmoved.
"You're awake.. good." He looked at your still tired expression, observing how you back striaghten up. "I wish to talk about....what you told me. Please, follow me..."
You did not argued, you did not mentioned your wrist, your still sleeping bones or how mess you were in that moment. You trusted him, you trusted the lord that had protected your people for generations without a single thought, and so you moved close to him, following him in the corridors of his forge. You trusted the man that had believed in the better judgement of his brother, that may had missed the darkness and saw the light.
You had never saw the inside of the Gorgon's forge, it was a misterious place surrounded by stories and legend, the home of the ancient master of metal. It was an house nonetherless, old and full of memories, of treasures, and in certain ways it seemed like the corridors could go for miles in the mountains till meet the other side of the planet.
You didn't know where you were going, it wasn't even the same road you had made when you entered, but you still followed.
"Your words, yout thoughts about my brother." His voice sounded like a thunder above you, stronger than his footsteps. "Have you considered their meaning?"
"Meaning?"
"The weight they carry..."
"...I did my lord...I know that they may be troublesome...but they are true! I swear!"
"So you say my brother is...can you repeat them?"
"A sick one." You said without esitation." A psychotic that hide behind a smile. He locked me in his house! Isolated me from my family! He even forged a letter from me pretending that nothing wrong was going on!"
"These are...grave accusation."
"It is what it is, the true!"
He hummed, considering your words, taking them like they were. Was he thinking about what to do next? Keeping you hidden? Making sure your family find you?
...Confronting Vulkan?
The idea made you shiver, you had never thought about the idea of one primarch stepping up and helping you out, yet it seemed almost natural running to the one that you truly saw as a trusted one.
It was during those thought that you realized that you had reached your destination, a giant door decorated by different scenes from Medusean clans stories, carving of monsters and beasts that has been fought on the planet in the legends, You could smell the fuel, the metal pof the weapon and the gunpowder, the motor oil of the vehicles and you could hear engines running.
A launching base? You had never thought Ferrus had builded one there, you had never saw ships or planes departing from there. SA private one?
"I do believe you, little one."
He opened the door. Many eyes against you, armors, black and green mixed together, cold grey eyes throwing daggers against you while firey ones looked full of pain. Especially the oens of the man that you were tryign to run away from.
"But I do believe my brother too."
If now thge eart could open its maw and engulf you, you would accept it like a gift. You wnated to breath but you coudln't, not properly, capable only to gain oxygen but not one exhale came from you.
You started to panic, everywhere those same eyes looked at you but the only one that really made you wanting to scream in agony where the one of Vulka, your captor, your husband.
He looked in pain, a fisical one, his hands clutched against his chest, his face covered in old dried tears and new ones emerging while observing your poor form, the dusty clothes, your tired and full of fear eyes, your trembling lips.
He opened his arms, passing through his sons that immediately started to talk to you, to make questions.
"Why did you leave mother?!"
"What happened?!"
"Are you injured?!"
STOPSTOPSTOPSTOPSTOP TALKING, STOP MOVING, STAY THERE, PLEASE STAY AWAY, DO NOT COME CLOSER DO NOT-
"My love?"
You looked back at him, at that damn monster wearing the mask of the perfect husband.
"Little flame...my diamond...I feared the worst!"
"n...N....No....Not... n-"
Two hands, cold as iron, stopped your trembling shoulders. The weight of the demi-god was on you, you could feel everything and it was too much to being nearable.
"You said he had took you against your will, but I did allowed the marriage, so did your father. Many wills were accepted."
Oh no please.
"You said he took your prisoner in his home. Do you have any idea how dangerous is his home planet? How many life Nocturne had took since humans settle on? He protected you, allow you to be shelter by its dangers."
Throne please, it was too much.
"And your family...your father wanted nothing more than power. To use you. I know men like him, I had deal with them since i had the chance, and Vulkan had decided to step in to avoid his...intention to ruin your union, to make sure that you woudl be free from malevolence,"
"And you had ran away." You could felt his anger, his hands crashing your muscles." You had portrayed him like a monster. Like someone that wanted to hurt you and take and take and take from you. Do you understand what you did?! The damage you had done?!"
Whisper of punishment, of a fitting end for someone that had casted such a disgrace to the clans, to Medusa. Something has to be made, someone had to be punished! Someone has-
"FERRUS STOP!"
Vulkan's hand were on his brother now, pushing him away from you, relesing you from his grip and anger. His arms took you in one of those embrace that shielded you from everything, secluded you, and now protected you from a man that digged an hole in your chest.
He hugged you close, fearing Ferrus's anger against you may do more damages than good.
"Please, she didn't knew better! She was scared! Do not be harsh on her! It has been me!"
You didn't realized of the tears untill they started to drench against his Boubou. His hand caressing your hair, trying to calm you down, acting like a shield against the burning anger of his brother.
Around you more voice echoed, voice of men that instead defended you and tried to find reason, men that were blinded like their father and decided that nothing was wrong even now.
"She's hurt!"
"No one have to be punished!"
"Mind your tongue, cousin."
Ferrus looked down, never he saw one of the Primarch kneel down and now his brother had little thought about the matter, so much he was focused in just have you in his arms.
"She had offended you brother. She had called you monster!"
"I forgive her. I'll forgive her everything! Look! Look at her poor hand! She need a medicae immediately!"
"She had stole one of your ship..."
"I don't want to hear any more word from you, Ferrus! From you or your sons! My wife is my own matter!"
There was that growl, that sound in the chest of Vulkan's that you heard again, that you had learned that could mean manmy thing. Never used against you, only around you, when someone spoke something against your attitude, when someone had pointed out how strange it was for you to be secluded in your chambers, of how curiously fast were the wedding....everytime against the world and never against you.
Ferrus sighed, deeply. He did not wanted to anger his borther, little did everyone know how dangerous was the most heart warmed of the Primarchs once he was angered.
"See? See little one?" he finally spoke again to you. "See how far your husband go for your own well being? Even after the bad mouthing...he is nothing but a proud and noble one. I made a good choice in giving you to him."
You didn't know what hurted you the most, the fact that the words of the man you once trusted the most were cold as ice or that the ones from the man you feared were the only ones that assured you the most. You didn't know, you could only sob harder.
"Why’re you crying? Aren’t you happy to be with me?” Vulkan sounded broken, yet he tried to hold a smile while wiping away your tears. "Does it hurt so much? Sar' Tath was so heartbroken for hurting you so much, he couldn't even look at me in the eyes!"
He tried to laugh, it was nervous, like if doing it would make everything less scary, less awfull. You just sobbed harder, tried to clean your face from the dirt that the tears had moved, you felt hard to breath.
"A-aren't...you mad...a-at me?"
A soft oh escaped form his lips. His forehead met yours in a gentle gesture, ignoring the dust, the durt and the tremors that you couldn't control.
“Throne, you have no idea how amazing you are, do you?” he sighed out, his thumbs caressing your cheeks, his breath so heavy against you.
He smelled like burnt wood, like leather and fire. It smelled like something you had always known and now felt so far away from you, like an home that has been lost.
"How can I be angry at you, my flame? You are everything I could die for..."
It felt awfull, like if his words were everythign you had always wanted to hear but now they scared you more than anything. You didn't wnated any of this, you never wnated to be in this position, you just wnated to make your homeworld, your lord, your father happy and proud! Never to be treasured by a dragon such as Vulkan! You never wnated this! You didn't!
You didn0't even knew why you looked back at Ferrus Manus, maybe to searching for evena slight of compassion?
You met only his cold eyes, and there you knew there was no way back.
You see those Space Marines wearing Cloaks and Tabards over their Ceramite power armour and wonder?
That thing is so close to their armour's power core.... That CANNOT be OSHA compliant!
I know that the cloak is probably made of flame retardant material or something. And there is something very endearing about these people committing to the aesthetic so damn much!
But dayum!!! Also not to mention that it's sitting right underneath a literal portable nuclear reactor!
Don't ask me how... but this one chapter has taken me down a rabbithole of research and now I am looking up details on esoteric Tantric practices and the proper rituals to invoke and bind spirits.
Sure hope I don't end up summoning something here!
*puts on the Lalitha Sahasranama just in case*
Also, it was a BIG mistake looking up the hashtag of "Tantra".... Just like with almost everything else, the west has gone ahead and sexualized the hell out of what's considered a sacred practice in my faith.
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Sometimes I like to sit at my altar of enjoyment, broom in hand, a thermos full of some nice warm tea, my hair up in a kerchief and my sleeves pushed out of the way.
I am filled with intention to clean the place only to realize half the battle is just sitting there, taking it all in.
Sometimes I feel cleaning that altar is not the point. It is to let it be... That little spiderweb in the corner where the wee little arachnid has finally taken residence. The few sparrows that flit about and rest awhile right on the idol of my joy. The trees around let loose some of their leaves that flutter down to land on the stones that would otherwise be so barren.
Sometimes, joy need not be this clean thing with sparkling floors and a proper schedule with all things being in their place.