pairing: fwb!jay x fem!reader
warnings: mdni, friends with benefits, explicit smut, heeseung is mentioned, blowjob, eating out, fingering, unprotected sex (wrap it b4 u tap it lads), riding, a few time skips, lmk if i missed anything else !
summary: once you get into a complicated relationship with jay, you decide on becoming friends with benefits instead. and with such a predicament, comes a list of rules. rules which you both decide on, that donât seem too hard to break yet for a night of envy and lust, rule number four is exactly what ends it all.
a/n: i might write a part two for this if people are interested? also ik ive been kind of dead,, but i just have so many stupid shit to do at uni that it makes me want to jump out the window lol, but for now! here! a spicy jay one shot bc Iâm in the mood
likes, comments & reblogs are always really appreciated !! <3
âokay, so three rules?â you glance up at jay whoâs sitting in front of you, flipping through his economy book. maybe itâs not the best thing to do this in the universityâs library but you canât find the perfect timing to talk about your questionable sex life anytime soon.
you look down at your notebook, where three rules youâve just decided upon are written in a blank ink. rule number one - sleeping with other people is allowed. rule number two - only call each other when you want to hook up. rule number three - no lovey dovey shit. you still chuckle at how jay decided to phrase the last one.
jay lightly taps his pen against the side of his head, he looks deep in thought, âi have one more,â he finally says and your eyes meet.
ârule number four - no kissing. if we kiss, itâs overâ
your head rests against the cold glass of the bus window. you mindlessly gaze out of the window, eyes tracking the quickly passing environment as you immerse yourself into your own world which is accompanied by the rhythm coming from your earphones. you look down when a buzz alerts your hands, a notification coming from your phone.
thereâs a message from a group chat with the name of ây/n & friendsâ that is the first thing you see on the screen. the name of the group chat was born purely out of sarcastic jokes and it still makes you laugh every time you see it.
party at my house in a few hours, donât miss out! - heeseung says. you unlock your phone and type in a quick reply that you will be there. you had no plans for today anyways. well apart from contacting jay, but this was even better. if heeseung was the host, your fuck buddy will also definitely be there.
you grab your belongings and step out from your seat. the timing of heeseungâs invitation was great. he lives a few streets away from your house and since the bus was already heading towards that direction, you figured you would just go there right now. nothing would hurt for you to hang out with heeseung just before his party started.
heeseung stands shirtless in the door way with a toothbrush hanging from the side of his mouth and wet hair, indicating that he must have just left the shower, âearly as always,â he mutters and turns around, leaving the door open for you to go inside. he doesnât question your sudden appearance at his house. he never does.
you take off your shoes and plop down on the couch first thing. you spark a light conversation with heeseung, which is just both of you screaming answers from different sides of the house.
when heeseung is all dressed up, he joins you in the living room, âstarter?â he asks, tilting a can of beer in his hand towards your direction. you nod and take it with a smile, âpeople should be piling in in about an hour, wanna watch something?â
âsure,â you nod and heeseung turns on the tv. he settles on some random movie and you sit in silence, occasionally pointing out the weird plot and making jokes about it.
youâre already done with your drink when the doorbell rings and heeseung turns off the tv and puts on a speaker instead. loud music erupts in the room and thatâs when you know peace was never an option (lmao). just as heeseung said, random people, yet most of whom you have seen at university, are entering the house and in no time youâre surrounded by countless of bodies. what once was just you sitting alone in the living room, is now filled with people. it doesnât even help that heeseungâs house is massive too.
once heeseung opens up the door to his kitchen, it doesnât take long for everyone to get drunk. you went there too and were up mostly surprised by how many different kinds of liquor heeseung has bought. but then again, itâs heeseung, the biggest party animal youâve ever met.
few hours into the party and you have seen jay, your main target, just once before he got lost into the crowd. the second time you see him, heâs got some girl on his lap, quite literally sucking each otherâs faces off. it makes you feel weird but you have to remind yourself of the rules because theyâre there for a reason, right?
choosing to ignore the evident envy flowing in your system, you go and hatch yourself another drink. even so youâre certain you will end up with jay by the end of the night anyways.
your certainty never fails you. once you and jay lock eyes from across the room, you are abruptly pulled into one of heeseungâs awfully small bathrooms with only a sink and a toilet.
jay doesnât even have to say anything before youâre pushing him down to sit on the lid and fall down on your knees in need, hands immediately going to fumble with the zipper of his jeans.
âfuck, i missed your pretty little mouth,â jay seethes through his teeth, head falling to gaze down at your frame. the way you kneel down before him, makes you look small and cute, more reasons that make jay want to ruin you faster.
your hands work quickly on releasing his already semi hard cock and you bask in satisfaction from making him this hard without even doing much apart from some hurried groping on the way to the bathroom, âdonât make me wait too long, baby,â jay sighs, hand resting on your head, brushing away the hair that falls down on your face.
as if iâd make you wait, you think before leaning in to lick a strand of wetness from the base of his cock right to the very tip. jay sucks in a harsh breath, gaze burning holes in your body. you slowly wrap your lips around his tip, instinctively wrapping your hand around the base since you already know you wonât be able to reach that deep with your mouth. thatâs, of course, if jay doesnât decide on fucking your mouth, which happens.. quite frequently if you had to say so.
you let yourself go deeper until his dick hits the back of your throat, making you gag. you eagerly bop your head to what you can take, your hand working on what you canât in return. deep groans coming from jay encourage you to fasten your pace and you almost choke on a mix of your own saliva and jayâs pre-cum.
jay puts in the work too, his fingers harshly tug on your hair from time to time, guiding his cock against the warm and slippery walls of your mouth. you hollow your cheeks around his cock, slurping it like a lollipop which makes jay throws his head back in pleasure. the position youâre in and jayâs low moans are already making you pool your panties. youâre so wet and itâs so uncomfortable not having any friction against your pussy. nevertheless you focus all of your attention on getting jay off especially when his hips buck rather harshly and you know heâs close. you canât wait to gulp down everything that jay gives you.
thatâs exactly when jay becomes aggressive, he grabs a fistful of your hair, pushing you down until his cock fully disappears in your wet cavern. tears appear in your eyes but you let jay do what he wants. you always do.
jay continues to fuck your mouth with no mercy, hitting the back of your throat with each thrust until he reaches his climax. you can feel spurts of cum paint the back of your throat and you have to gulp everything in the midst of still having his cock in your mouth, in fear of choking too hard. this sends jay into ecstasy and he rolls his hips, letting you milk out every last drop.
âfuck,â he swears, breath hasty and out of tune. you back away after some time, jayâs cock slipping out with ease, âopen your mouthâ he demands, wrapping a hand around his cock. you open your mouth obediently, loving the way jay uses you for his own pleasure. you roll out your tongue for jay to give himself a few more pumps and release a few more drops of cum on your tongue. you savor the taste but not for long before you place your hands on his knees for support to lift yourself up from the ground. just when youâre about to let jay taste you himself, the door of the bathroom is shoved to the side, hitting the wall with a loud bump. a very drunk heeseung appears in your sight.
âno fucking way yâall fucked in my bathroom,â he slurs, watching you quickly pull down your skirt and climb off jay, whereas jay goes to zip up his jeans.
âwe didnât.. yet,â jay shrugs but then smirks at you. youâre red to the face, reality setting in when heeseung still doesnât leave.
âget the fuck out, i need to piss,â heeseung shuffles his way into the bathroom, pushing both of you out and slamming the door with the same loud bang as before.
thatâs when youâre reminded by the uncomfortable feeling in between your thighs, some of your wetness running down the sides of your legs. itâs horrible.
but for obvious reasons, you refuse to fuck jay in heeseungâs house.
âjay m-my house,â you grab the side of his jacket and pull him closer to whisper in his ear, âletâs go to my house.. pleaseâ your voice is laced with neediness. youâve never felt so horny in your life and jay can tell when heâs pulling you out of heeseungâs property and into the darkness of the streets, only to realize he actually doesnât know the way. so you take initiative by pulling him across various alleyways and short-cuts towards your apartment. however, jay just has to push you against the cold wall of one the alleyways to buck his hips into yours instead.
âcan you feel how hard you got me again?,â he would whisper in your ear, the outline of his cock rubbing against the side of your naked thigh which got you whining and writhing against his hold, âyouâre so hot y/n, i would fuck you here but itâs probably unsanitary,â he laughs before youâre pushing him off yourself and continue to drag this horny motherfucker towards your house. youâre almost there.
itâs short lived though because jay canât seem to keep his hands away from you. this time he slips his hand under your skirt, palming your ass and brushing his fingers against your heat. you would fuck him right here on the streets but just like jay said, itâs not safe. like at all.
âjay,â with a frown you have to slap his hands away and struggle free, quickening your pace in hopes of jay falling behind. he doesnât, jay catches up to you just as fast, hands attaching to your body like glue once again. this time you let him, already walking towards the front porch of your house.
you struggle with the keys, especially when jay stands right behind you, his very obviously painful bulge straining right in between your ass cheeks. you move your hips against him just to stir him up even more, revenging him for what he did to you on your way here. jay groans, pushing you against the door while you reach to unlock it.
as soon as the door opens, jay is quick to push you inside. unlike not knowing the directions from heeseungâs place to yours, jay knows the inside of your house like the back of his hand. even while being remotely tipsy he drags you upstairs and into your bedroom before youâre being thrown down on your bed.
jay crawls on top of you, disregarding his jacket on his way. it gets thrown somewhere on the floor. his mouth latches down on your neck, teeth bruising up your skin, leaving numerous of hickeys which will only become memory fragments of this night once jay is done with you. you moan out, fingers interlocking with the soft strands of his hair, pulling and tugging when jayâs teeth come across quite ticklish parts of your neck.
âjay, please,â you whimper once jay moves down your chest, fingers hooking under your shirt and pulling the fragment over your head. your bra shortly comes off too.
youâre annoyed by how slow heâs going through this after almost taking you in the streets. your chest heaves with rushed breaths, still not over by how fast you have gotten home nor by how needy you feel either, âi know you want me just as much as i want you right now so-â
jay hums into your chest but doesnât look like heâs taking your words into consideration when he harshly bites down on one of your breasts. with a squeal you immediately shut up, drawing your lower lip in between your teeth, harshly biting down.
âfuck you jay,â you manage out, a frown evident on your face.
jay abandons your chest just like that, his mouth now leaving wet traces down your tummy, âi will fuck you so good.. so good that you will scream my name,â he mouths against your skin, the vibrations sending shivers down your spine.
you lift your hips up, helping jay with removing your skirt. he slips it off with ease. you whine again. you want him. no, you need him.
âplease jay.. please please,â you beg for the man to do something.
the man has the nerve to chuckle, âpatience, baby. i will make you feel so good,â jay moves down your body slowly, hands grazing down the sides of your hips until he stops in front of your heat. heâs so close you can almost feel his breath on your panties which makes you shiver in anticipation.
another kind of shivers run down your spine when jay suddenly is pushing your panties to the side, your hot cunt now meeting with a cold whiff of air. and another one when jay dives down, without giving you any alerts, hot tongue of his meeting with your wetness. he licks at your lower lips and softly bites down on your clit, all while maintaining eye contact. you squirm and gasp. your hands find their way into his hair, rather harshly tugging at his soft strands of hair. a sign of how much you yearn for him.
jay proceeds to fuck you with his tongue until heâs replacing it with his fingers. one. two. now the letter being replaced with three and youâre choking on your own spit.
âyouâre so wet, y/n. my fingers go in with ease,â jay mumbles, mouth still busy working on your clit. itâs bruising and it hurts but the pleasure of his fingers pumping in and out of you is overruling the pain, âfuck, i canât take it anymore,â jay announces and just as soon heâs pulling away. both his mouth and fingers now leaving an empty feeling.
jay pulls his body away from you, quickly fumbling with his jeans but not before taking out a condom from the back pocket. you lick your lips as jay pulls down his underwear, his cock springing out, hard and sturdy, and slapping against his stomach.
in the midst of a cloudy mind, a stupid thought is born. thereâs no man in the whole world you would spread your legs so quickly for if it wasnât jay.
that one thought does something to you, jealousy overtakes and hits you like a truck. a slap of reality that jay isnât yours to begin with. you bite down on your bottom lip and while jay is focused on putting on the condom, you catch him by surprise.
reaching for his shoulders, you push him down on the bed, flipping both of you. the man hits his back on the bed frame rather harshly, the condom flying off somewhere in the room. jayâs eyes grow wide as you straddle him, hands automatically grabbing at your hips.
âwha-â jay starts but youâre already sinking down on him, ây/n- the condom-â he stops you before you can go down fully. you roll your eyes.
âi am on birth control, donât worry,â you quickly say, swaying jayâs hands away and finishing off the act. you sigh in content, finally feeling full, stuffed raw and itâs something youâve never experienced before. jay is still taken aback by your sudden change of positions but he loves it either way. as long as he can have you, it doesnât matter.
you move up slowly before flopping back down. jay sucks in a harsh breath, head dipping down in the crook of your neck. his lips lightly graze over your naked skin before heâs sinking his teeth into your flesh, marking as if you were his. it keeps you going and that same stupid feeling is coming back. if only you were his. heart begins to ache but you brush it away by moving your hips faster, harder, until youâre both out of breath.
âthat girl you kissed,â you say, placing your hands on jayâs chest and pushing him away from your neck, âat the party..,â jay stares at you, the new expression on his face giving you doubts, ââŠi am better than her, right?â you grit through your teeth, âi can make you feel way better, right jay?â
you ask but you donât expect an answer and you tear up. youâre not sure if itâs from the pleasure youâre feeling or something else and you would rather not overanalyze it anymore. jay sinks his nails into your ass as he thrusts his hips into you harshly.
âsay it jay- say i am b-better,â you cry out when jay thrusts in deeper. his eyes are fixated on yours but he has that unfazed look on his face and you wish to brush it away. his cock hits the deepest parts of your insides and you moan out loud when he hits the spot. now it gets repetitious, jay repeatedly thrusting into that one spot which gets your eyes rolling to the back of your head.
the silence from jay, apart from his deep grunts and groans, begins to suffocate you. you need him in a way youâve never needed anything, anyone before.
before you know it, you are kissing jay. thereâs evident hesitance before jay is pulling you closer by wrapping his hand around your waist. his lips are soft and plump against your own, just like youâve spent countless of nights imagining what it would be like to kiss him. the kiss is short lived though as youâre pulling away, out of breath and in ecstasy.
âjay iâll.. i will-â you struggle with your words when the familiar feeling begins to build up in the pit of your stomach. jay seems to understand. nevertheless, heâs had you in this position so many times already.
jay hums, gripping your waist and pulling you off of him, only for his dick to slip out before heâs slamming his hips back into you again, âcum. cum for me,â he says, burying his head back into your neck. you can feel heâs close too by how his dick keeps ramming into you.
his words or rather him allowing you to do so, send you over the edge. you scream out his name, throwing your head back, body shaking non stop, pussy clenching so hard that jay cums soon after you and you get startled by the new feeling of his cum spilling inside you. youâve forgotten heâs been fucking you raw.
both of you sit in silence, rushed breaths gradually getting calmer. when jay pulls out, you can feel his cum dripping out of you and down the sides of your legs. holy shit.
jay doesnât leave immediately but the atmosphere is different. as always, he gives you proper after care, cleaning you up with a warm towel and youâre glad that you wonât have to wake up with his cum all dried up on your skin.
jay lays you down on the bed and tucks you in. you can barely hold your eyes open as you look at him. thereâs something in his gaze that you canât exactly put your finger on what heâs thinking. for some reason you know somethingâs wrong. nevertheless, he lays down beside you, caressing your hair and soothing you to sleep.
in the midst of the night, jay places a soft kiss on your forehead and leaves.
you donât hear from jay the next day nor a week after he left your house. and as much as you tried to believe that he was busy, it was constantly eating at you that it must have been because you kissed him.
you didnât mean to. you were so in the moment, you lost yourself. but now you kind of understand why jay was so adamant about this fourth rule. it changed things.
on a thursday night, two weeks after hooking up with jay, you are cuddled up on your bed, a blanket thrown on your head, completely submerging you whole into the soft material, when your phone dings. your heart jumps when you see jayâs name light up the screen but it drops just as fast as it got excited once you read the following words,
âyou broke the fourth rule. itâs overâ