Chaotic Neutral Queer/Misha Collins Defense Squad

Cas showing up while Sam is fucking Dean into the mattress and just ignoring it, just talking to them anyway, and Dean starts to tell him to go away but Sam puts a hand over his mouth and has a full, calm conversation without stopping his thrusts, and when Dean comes they're both still acting like he's not worth thinking about, like he's not even there, and it's one of the most intense, confusing, nauseating orgasms of his life

if I think too long about rowena leaving sam her things after she died I’ll probably die myself but rowena is introduced to the show as a heartless conniving powerful witch who trusts no one, puts herself above everyone, who doesn’t even care for her own son...and ends up bonding with the man who is supposed to kill her, ends up trusting him enough to do so, ends up training him, even putting herself in danger, killing the one being she ever admitted out loud to loving, to help him a handful of times—ends up leaving herself with him in the form of books and spells she spent centuries on...dude she trusted him...she cared for him she called him her dove...she left her life’s work with him...

It's a little bit wild to me how many artists regularly do self portraits,, not even the ppl who use themself as their main reference just artists who once in a while do a self portrait,, I hate that,, I don't wanna do that ever,, ill draw my teeth or if I need a rlly specific pose reference I'll just take it but just doing a regular self portrait is a nightmare to me,, feels like an artist thing I'm missing out on but I hate it

team free will but they are dating and do everything together (castiel can barley top but sometimes he does with sam, with dean it’s the other way around, sometimes sam tops cas)