crumble, collapse

Same here to be honest. No, don’t go to the dark side Anali! Stay with the light, it’s the only way to go. Yeah from what I hear the ones that rave are the lonely housewives of America that aren’t getting any from their husbands….

I really want to though. I'm tempted now. I'll be sure to come back and tell you all about it. Hm. I feel tempted to send one to my mother now... that was probably too much information and I'm kind of sorry for that.

Magazines are paid to feed you a bunch of lies too. Not to mention paid to promote eating disorders. Eh, it’s fun sometimes, other times it’s just annoying. There’s only so many times I can hear I love you when I’m trying to get busy before I want to cut his tongue out.

I suppose so. But I'm doubtful those family magazines had anything to do with promoting eating disorders, at least, it didn't seem that way. Haha, you could always invest in a gag. Or use a makeshift one  with a sock or a tie or something. Kinky, and yet does the job well. Plus it's fun seeing them squirm around it.

They have paint now that has the same elements of a chalk board, you can literally make one wall a giant chalkboard. I did it back in New York and Los Angeles, saved tons of trees when it came to scribbling down lyrics.

Seriously? That's great, now I feel like buying twenty cans of that. Are you a songwriter? Assuming you mentioned you write lyrics.

I’ve learned to not keep hopes up too high or assume things will work out. I think I’ve become a slight bit of a negative Nancy lately. I know, he was a complete jack ass, he could have just you know, called a cab to take me to the bus station or something? Not leave me on the side of the road. What’s done is done and it’s time to move forward, sticking in the past never gets anyone anywhere. 

Well, we all have those days. However, things may turn out different than yo think. That is very true though, and you have a new life ahead of you anyways. And with no need for Nicholas Sparks lately too, so things must be going pretty well I'd hope.

I’ve came to the conclusion that you can never have too much as long as you have space for them.

That sounds about right, I like the way you think. 

Clever. If your goal here was to convince me that the population of this city isn’t entirely composed of the benighted, you’ve accomplished quite the opposite.

Thank you. But those weren't my intentions, there's ought to be a few bad seeds around here. Why so cynical?

Ha! Yes, it’s a lot harder than it actually looks too, some of the words are a bit of a bitch to pronounce. My mom is rather sweet, but God forbid someone pisses her off, that’s a whole different story.

God, I'm sure of it. When my mom made me take Latin for some ungodly reason, I kept spitting the words out because it was too difficult to just say them. Why happens when someone pisses her off?

One would only know, if one only tried.

With six beers involved and the chance to ride a giant mechanical bull, why would one not try?

You’re right- survival of the fittest/ Darwinism in action!

Now I wish I paid more attention and or remembered more things from Bio class. 

Oh right that whole opposites attract bullshit. I don’t use tape to shut him up, it’s either my hand or I shove a sock in his mouth when he starts carrying on. As you can tell I’m the dom in the bedroom. 

Apparently to magazines it's not bullshit. But who could trust those things anyways. Oh, well someone's got to be it. Why not be you. As long as you guys are having fun. 

Zach left, yeah. And right now he’s in Cali on a job. I fully expect the kid to start balling like a baby and Zach running for the hills. If he doesn’t, it’ll be a miracle. Yeah, it is pretty..bad and sort of unforgivable but I loved him, I think I still do a bit so I hate to talk bad about him because he had to have a reason to do what he did. Just wish I knew what that reason was.

Well he hasn't bailed yet, so maybe he won't bail at all. Especially if you guys have a friendship that has lasted this long. My friend and I were like that too, and even at my worst he stayed. I have no doubt Zach will do the same. I guess he did, but it still doesn't justify it to me. But what's done is done though, I suppose.

Oh I am keeping busy. The little Korean place is keeping me on my toes, as is learning the language and let’s not forget my mother asking me what to buy for the house every five minutes. I hope he does too, I know how much he loved it. I haven’t proposed yet. I’m planning to next month, on our year anniversary..

Oh right, of course. Rosetta Stone will keep you entertained for hours. Your mother sounds like a woman who knows what she wants. That's sweet. I hope things work out although I'm sure they will.

That’s not a bad idea. The one wall could be that and the others chalkboard. I’m sort of stuck on this chalkboard thing.

Chalkboard thing? I'd love it if you told me more. It sounds interesting.

No, it’s about some girl that goes to work for a guy and he gets her into all this weird kinky stuff. From what I’ve been told, I don’t want to read it to find out. Some people are just..odd. But I guess there really are all types in the world.

Thank god it's not about that animated movie because I feel like the actual Anastasia would be rolling around in her grave. I don't want to read either, but I also do. I'm not sure. Well, people like what they like I guess. Which happpens to be that. I've heard nothing but critical or either raving things about it. No in between.

So far so good, I guess. Hey, maybe it’ll just creep up on you them bam! Instant special ability. Oooh, that’s a very good point. I can’t watch those shows anymore. 

You have too much optimism, or faith in me. Both are the same. They're all pretty terrible honestly, but hey, entertaining for awhile. Did I happen to catch your name by the way? I tend to forget. I'm Anali.

Thank you oh-so very much for those sincere words of encouragement. I’ve never felt more at ease. 

It seems your gratitude is so huge it could feel oceans. Glad to be a help.

It’s not paperwork. Thank you though. Right now I think I just need to paint it out.

Like every tortured artist should I suppose. Good luck.