im in cali

i used to Live in a halfway house in 2024 and buy headphones From the Gas station

Stumbling out of the Vvilderness, Alt gazes upon the city gates. Outside the city is surrounded by cursed forests, It glows in the everlasting darkness. Revelation was and went but no savior came. The city was colored in neon, where witchcraft, prostitution, drugs, violence and corruption was everywhere to be seen. Despite all of these vices of the city, Most everyone seemed to be in a complete state of bliss. Religious themes and art is hung and is painted all over the city (even though no one believed in it). It showed to the people hope and mystery, but the only spirituality that would take place there was occult practices, which only caused madness. As Alt stumbles closer to the entrance, they saw a mob of wild, crazed people running naked into the gates of the city. The heavily armed guards in their armor stood at the entrance point, they looked like they could care less about anything… “Ever since , You… entered me nothing has been the same..” The accursed spell-caster had done this long ago, It was nothing more and nothing less. As entering the gates of neon shine, Alt takes a step back… “Look to the wilderness” memories of torture, wickedness and envy flooded Alt. As this occurs, uncontrollably Alt runs into the city. “Vextropolis, the city you have known… You’ve stared at this sight every hour for the past 6 years.” A torrent of relief flows throughout Alt, their self-humiliation, sadness, depravity and guilt hath caused this, Alt’s reluctance. A lifetime of pain led up to this. Only paradise remains.

FAILED BUT I DONT KNOW HOW I WON

the Closest people in My Life dont really know me ... i wish i was Gone.... in a different body

truly i Will go to hell but i dont Want to... please Save me Lord....