.think happy thoughts.

its been. Not bad, but also, not easy. Im not sure how else to express whatever im feeling right now, or what ive been feeling for the last few years. But. Im sure its been weird. Like im always walking outside some imaginary line, like theres always been some solution i have never really seen. Shit has happened, ive tried to keep up, keep going. And somehow i have. Despite it all. Regardless of it.

I think of Joost Klein. Ziggo Dome. And id like to say thank you; thank you for making music, regardless, because, even when, even still. Thank you for showing up, in the most random way, like a shooting star. Youve marked a before and after in my life. And while i yet have no one to share this with yet. I still went to the ziggo dome. I still got to expierence what it was. And it was so fucking special.