Life is a Prison Death is the Door

I'm doing pretty well tonight. Saw Evangelion 4.0 and it was emotional. I love Shinji. I love when he's depressed too hee hee what a cutie.

I wish I died whem I was 25, why am I still here. I'm 27 already, this is too much.

I don't like phone calls. The less I know the better. I'm hurt.

I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this I can do this

My life fucking sucks. It's not fair to say that because of how bad other people have it, but.. I never asked to be born. I don't WANT to be alive. I don't like living. I don't care for this gift I've been given, and I know that's highly selfish of mii... It ain't fair that I'm such a crybaby. Fuck.

I am not feeling so good hnnggg....

Listen.. that hurts because I know ur having more fun without mii. If I were there, I'd bring the mood down.

I'm so hurt I'm so jealous I'm so done with living....

I wish I could kill myself I'd have less to deal with

The more I always say, the more I always regret. Learn from ur goddamn mistakes u fucking idiot.

4th or so breakdown of the day here we gooooo

How FUCKING unstable and I???? Ooohhhohohoho yes. Just. YES.

I hate everything about myself