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Big Nervous

hhhhhhhhhhhhhhHhhh

LOVE being told i’m not important 🤩

yeah, i’m mad. i’m furious actually. this was all just potential talk, i was being open with jamie and honest, not leaving it until the last minute. i told him i’d try and get an answer back to him by the weekend at the latest as i know he’s got other commitments and he even said he needs an answer by the weekend. i didn’t tell jade that, because i knew it wouldn’t sit well with her. he’s acting as if this is something in my control; like i could help the fact that my best friend got pregnant and that we’re in the middle of recording new stuff. it’s such a double fucking standard that i’m supposed to be able to cope with him cross country and having such an extreme schedule for hockey, but as soon as i need to do something relating to the band, all hell breaks loose.

yeah!

getting ignored is nice :)

idk i’m probably just being an anxious piece of shit

won’t lie i sort of hoped for a better reaction than oh .... nice

i’m overthinking it’s fine i’m fine