i dyed my hair blue but it turned green

im going to try to use tumblr again

its my birthday and i hope i can be happy today

i dont think im going to survive to see 2016

my entire life just flipped upside down petty shit and people at school have been getting on my nerves and its draining going to school is so draining my grades suck and i just im so fucking drained but then i get home to find out my grandpa who just came back from being out of the country has bone cancer and is probably close to dying. i can't stop crying but i have no friends i can really talk to as of late and i just 😃

today fucking sucked like a lot a lot i cried about 5 times at school and begged my dean for lunch detention so i could eat alone without anyone trying to bother me the only good part about today is my makeup is water proof so i didn’t end up looking like a fucking raccoon all day :))) i just hate everything i literally have like no friends at all right now nobody to talk to about anything so basically i just want to die and i probably will alone hopefully soon :)))))))