P E R E Z

it was obvious there was sky deep and dark rooted problems with Kelsey. Xander has really fucked her up with what intimacy really was. Regardless she was too far gone to stop now. There was so much tension and build up that if they didn’t get it out in this way the two of them probably would have killed one another. -or at least Joey would have drowned Kelsey. Her legs quickly wrapped around his waist as her hands followed suit and did the same around his neck. Her fingers rested on the back of his neck and toyed with his short hair. When his teeth sunk into her bottom lip it was enough to make the softest moan escape the back of her throat. God damn she was thankful there wasn’t anybody standing outside to witness this. She wouldn’t even know how to explain this situation, what the fuck were they even doing? Her thoughts were far too cloudy for her to care what sexuality he identified with to the outside world. Right now his hands were on him body and his lips were on her lips and that was what mattered in this moment. Her lips pulled away from his momentarily to nip at the skin on his neck and collarbone. She let her tongue travel from the bone to the lobe as she couldn’t sake the taste of the lake water they were in. Her hands tugged tightly through his short hair to give her more access to his neck as she sunk her teeth harshly into his neck, hoping to drawl blood himself. Placing a few more kisses across his skin her lips found their place back against his as the water splashed again them.

 she tried her best to get his hands off her once more before he FINALLY let go. when  he let go she went right under the water.. but only for a moment. she pushed herself back up and came up gasping for air. kelsey didn’t speak for a moment, in fact she didn’t speak at all. she gasped one more time finally catching her breath and balance. though instead of her saying anything she smacking him once more. one good hard time right across his face, but no sooner than her hand landed on his cheek to hit him it moved to the back of his head when leaned in to aggressively kiss him. as if she couldn’t breath already she pushed her tongue through his lips and explored every inch using his air as her own. what was she doing? this boy was gay..

kelsey was far too prideful to stop. anyone with half a brain would have stopped the first time his hand slapped across her face… but not kesley. no if anything she was going to make it worse. she was going to run her mouth and hit him back and keep on aggravating him until it came down to- well this. when his hand caught up to her throat her own hands wrapped around his to try to loosen his grip for it. though his hands were obviously much bigger and took up nearly her whole entire throat. she choked a little coughing out loud. “joey- st…stop.” she said trying her hardest to form a sentence with his hand wrapped so tightly around her throat. “st..op.” she choked out again. okay, in all fairness she wasn’t ready to die not to mention the lake water on the cuts on her legs were stinging so bad. her hands tried to move his once more before she tried to push his face back.

kelsey would never admit it but his words hurt. the way he spoke to her now about it took someone to hit her for her to feel love. that wasn’t true. sure her idea of love was a little different but she saw her realtionship with xander a lot different than the outside world saw it. as he told her to hit him her little fist balled up, her nails nearly breaking her skin in her palms when he slapped her across the face..one..twice.. and when she went to hit him she felt another push. she fell taking a tumble this time. “ump…” she said as she fell down. “that isn’t true. you dont know shit about me, joey. i don’t even know your own god damn fucked up self.. look at you.. you are the pathetic one. how does it make you feel? pushing around a woman? do you feel more like  a man than the little bitch you are?” she asked him as she inched back a little at a time so she could stand back up on her feet. it didn’t matter how many times she fell she was damn determined to get back up. “You want me to hit you? is that what you want?” her hand came up as she slapped it across his face now. SMACK..SMACK. “is this what you want?”. but this time she was done with slapping. her open palm shut into a fist and before she could think she was hitting her FRIEND she punched her little fist right into his nose.  once she pulled it back she instantly started inching back. fuck…. “are you happy now you piece of shit?” 

oh how the redhead hated hearing anyone talk ill about her man. Sure Xander and her had found themselves into some sticky fights that had gotten out of hand before. Yet at the end of the day it was her business and she had seen nothing wrong with the way the two of them acted and handled things. Hearing him talk about Xander hurting her only made her more furious. “Shut your mouth. Shut your fucking mouth about him right now. Just wait until he hears about this. He’s going to fucking end you. You won’t stand a change again Xan… you’re fucking d.e.a.d and don’t even know it “ the redhead spat as she winced in pain. “Ouch!” Her voice was louder now as she felt the shards of glass dig into her skin. “What the fuck. You’re making me get blood all over my skirt, you’re ruining it!” She said as her hand went down to feel the small drops of blood run down her leg. Her skirt was ruined no sooner than when he hit the ground the first time around. “You piece of shit. “ but that was muttered more to herself. When his foot came off of her she stood back up and instantly look down at the back of her skirt more concerned about the blood on her skirt now that anything coming out of his mouth. She gave him a hard shove. Then she laughed and nearly choked on her own spit when he told her the next line. “Yeah no thanks, not interested in being disappointed in anything you have and not to mention I’m not into pegging. “ she said moving closer to him to give him another shove as hard as she could pushing more of herself back than him. Kels would never have admitted it but something about the way he handled her was driving her crazy.

kelsey always seem to find herself tangled up with some dude who wasn’t shit. it was her cross to bear for sure.  she wasn’t scared of these big boys and she always found herself challenging them.  though joey and her had never had a problem before. in fact she wasn’t even sure why she had been rude to him in the first place, but now she had started something she was surely not going to let him finish. she was much smaller than him so it didn’t take much force for her to end up back on the ground. however unlike most girls who would coward the redhead just laughed as his foot took place on her body. “you think you scare me, joey? please do you have any fucking idea who my boyfriend is?” she said as her hand came up and grabbed the back of his leg. “i’m not some pussy that is going to give into you.” though he was telling the truth. in some sick and twisted way kelsey had always gotten off on being belittled and talked down to,  the fight fights that turn into sex. it was pathetic. he wasn’t wrong. “oh go fuck yourself.. or find some stupid little bottom you can stuff your tiny dick in. because anyone with a ego like yours is obviously packing some kind of micro dick between his legs. now get the hell off of me and walk away.” she warned though her threats seemed empty under his foot.

honestly kelsey wasn’t expecting to feel his large hand grab her small arm. no sooner than she felt his fingers on her skin she was yanked back quickly causing her to stumble in her heels. “hum, well obviously you don’t look in the mirror much do you, joey? looking pretty pathetic to me right now.” she said jerking her  arm back however his grip was much too tight and now his fingers were on her face. “you can stand by getting your nasty paws off of me. honestly i have no idea where the fuck your dirty hands have been and i prefer them off of my skin.” she snapped. “jesus joey, get the fuck off.” this time her voice was a little louder as she was getting aggravated herself. “i don’t have time to deal with whatever bullshit is going on in your fucking head.” she tried her best to get out of his grip once more. “i’ll do you one better than talk shit-” she paused and her pretty red lips opened as she spit right on the boy’s face. “feel better now? get the fuck off.”

kelsey didn’t bother to move just yet until the drink was now close to her spilled on the ground. “god damn it..” she said as she quickly stumbled her way to get up. as if trying to walk in her high heels in the dirt wasn’t hard enough here she was doing her best to try to stand up, yet the dug into the dirt below her. “oh my life is ruined, good one.” she rolled her dark eyes as she mocked him. “get the fuck out of my way and i will keep walking ,dad.” she said crossing her arms, “i am not here to deal with your pathetic and bitchy attitude tonight joey. “she said in a more matter of fact tone. “so if you will excuse the fuck out of me-” as she began to take a couple steps. as she moved past him she made perfectly sure to BUMP right into his arm. he was big of course it didn’t do shit to him but to her it meant something. she had felt like it was a sign of showing power. of course it sounded stupid, but most things that went on in her life was stupid. “i have better places to be.” she said after she shoved him slightly with her tiny little body passing next to him.

@hoeyperez​

kelsey was walking back to her tent, she was a bit tired and her head was hurting from the come down of her alcohol and over all just ready to lay down. being tired made her bitchy though, she was ready to go the fuck home and was so over being out here in  as she made her way quickly through the darkness she ran right into someone. “god fucking damn it. why don’t you fucking watch where the hell you are going.” she said as she fell back on her ass from the impact of colliding with the other boy. when she looked up at who it was joey’s face shined in the moonlight. “fuck, joey.. ouch.” she said rolling her eyes. “thanks now my skirt is ruined.”

Sinead had spent a year settling in to America which was already hard with her Scottish accent. Many couldn’t understand what she was saying but she had learnt to dull that down a little now and speak a bit slower but now she had to restart everything in her life by coming to Knox. She must have walked in circles because she ended up in the same spot for the fifth time already. She let out a sigh and finally gave in to ask for help of the person nearby. “Hi, sorry to bother you. Could you tell me where Bushill Hall is? I’m kinda lost…”

- @knoxstarters -

“Are they really that important? Because I don’t think they work for me, I feel the same whenever I walk into the room, it doesn’t change that much.” Elijah said and nodded. “But I guess you’re right, it does look pretty, at least there’s that.” Elijah said with a smile, as he walked inside of their room. “You really have a lot of free time Joey… I don’t know, I guess alphabetical order is okay? You can decide for me, you would probably change it for me if I did it in a way you didn’t like.” He said as he looked at the books.

when he had made the high school sweetheart comment she couldn’t help but laugh through the tears. “you have no idea… it is like when things are good it is the best high in the world. when things are going good it honestly makes me actually forget the bad that goes on.” she admitted. at the end of the day no matter who the other two were hooking up with they always came back to each other. “but i guess the higher you go up the longer you have to fall to get back down.” she said drying her tears as she convinced herself to stop crying. “why do we allow ourselves to fall for the wrong person?” she asked him.

kelsey and joey had such a funny friendship yet somehow when things came down to it, it could be nice. she didn’t have many people in her corner. most thought she was mean, cruel.. a slut? really there had been many words to describe kelsey but human wasn’t really one of them. this was so out of character for her which was what made it so much more real to her. she wasn’t a crier, she was o embarrassed that others around her were seeing her cry. she knew she would have to work extra hard to remind those who seen her weak to let them know she still helped run things around the school. she walked with joey not even bothering to speak until they made it to his room. she sighed heavily and took a seat on the edge of his bed. “i can’t believe he.. he can be such an asshole sometimes..” but she knew she helped contribute to his outburst. “you know how many people he cheats on me with? then i go off and do something and he belittles me in front of so many people..” 

“Look who it is, I haven’t seen you in forever. And I had no idea where you were, I couldn’t just text you. I thought you were asleep, honestly.” Elijah said as he grabbed the rest of the books from the ground and stood up. “But now that you’re here, you can help me carry the books to our room and you can help me organize my bookshelf, since you like decorating our room with crystals and stuff like that.” Elijah said with a smile.

RITA COULD SEE MOMENTS after his outburst that he wasn’t angry at her, he was angry at himself. something was going on and she immediately felt the need to see what was going on. stepping closer, she shook her head insistently. “ no.. no. you didn’t you’re okay.. i’m fine. “ she whispered, running her fingers through her hair as she took back her things. her hands were shaking only because of her own anxiety; she tended to startle easier than most people, perhaps due to growing up around her mother. she held out her free-hand, debating on what to do next. “ if i’m not prying.. is everything okay ?? “ she asked, genuinely concerned. she had seen joey around, both of them were athletes and ran in similar circles. she had been observing her fellow students ever since she had arrived, weeding out the good and the bad seeds. she sounded like a creeper, but it’s what she did to cope with the fact that she was completely alone on this new adventure. joey, she had decided, was one of the good ones. 

@knoxstarters·

kelsey couldn’t believe how mad xander had gotten about the news of her and memphis hooking up. in all fairness he did tell her it was over. how was she supposed to know he wasn’t serious.. on thing let to another and the two of them were fighting right in the middle of the crowded hall. god it was thursday and summer why did there have to be so many people moving back into their dorms? after xander did his.. well xander thing- yelling..fighting..breaking things and embarrassing her he had left, probably to find memphis. regardless she was left there completely embarrassed as a few people stared at her. not that she was completely innocent, she had thrown her hands at him herself when she was mad. though for some reason this was more embarrassing than anything. “WHAT?” she shouted at the circle that had been watching the whole thing unfold as she brushed pasted one of them bumping their shoulders. then she saw her peer in front of her and she sighed she had held it together so well but she couldn’t anymore. walking closer to them she instantly fell into them and hugged them before the tears fell from ehr eyes.