Find Your Happy Place

It was beautiful to wake up to this shadow on my wall. The picture doesn't do it justice. #sunshine #dreamcatcher #inspiring (at Berwyn Home)

No one has a more dapper dog than me @pitbullsofinstagram #proudpitbullmom #dapper #Razkul #lookhowcuteheis

So I had originally created this blog to express the things that make me happy. If you've seen some recent reblogs, you'll see that I'm not entirely in a good place. My grandma died yesterday. She had lung cancer. She was such a phenomenal woman. She survived breast cancer when I was in high school. That's part of the reason I was so devistated when I found out about the lungs. On top of that, when we found out it was already stage 4. The worst part is that I never got to say goodbye. I was told one week ago that she had a few months left, so I was going to go visit her this week. Until I got the call yesterday. That's the hardest part, and will be for the rest of my life.

Day 20: working with these crazy kids. Being a server can be a hard job sometimes...there are days when people treat you like less than dirt. But having the great coworkers I have makes it that much easier

Day 19: boyfriend put my new radio in my car. On top of that, he put all new speakers in it too! Isn't he just the greatest :)

Day 18: tonight I had dinner with my lovely boyfriend. We have a semi strict no phones agreement (which might sound weird, but is wonderful) so I don't have pictures really from it. But I love going out to eat and just talking with him.

Day 17: I rode this beautiful beast today. It was my first time ever riding a horse, and it was such a lovely experience

Day 16: before work cuddles with Razkul. I love this little guy. He is the perfect ray of sunshine when I'm feeling down