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I have my case check In tomorrow🖕

When you get a notification on tumblr and you excited some messaged you but it’s just another sex account that followed you

Rip grandma fuck you stay 6 feet below me

Woke up in a good ash mood maybe life ain’t so bad

Ariola come back oh my god I think about you everyday

It literally sucks being unstable. Mania, depressive episodes, feeling disgusted in your own skin and being trapped in your mind. One week I’m on a 5 day bender and the next I’m questioning why I choose dis life, why I act this badly. Stayin in bed, rotting away on wooden palettes. It’s like there’s much more to life, but is there really? I’m conflicted between my own mindset. Yeah that why you don’t start smoking weed at 14 lol. Stay away from drugs I say, but when yu grew up with two young addicts, it’s so hard not to. Leaving they shit in the open for kids to find. This shit is fucked up and I wish I could have the will power to break this mfckn cycle, but my withdrawals are so bad

I lost a friend in 2023 November 30th. I’ve done a lot of reflecting and it doesn’t hurt that much when I remember it, but somethings shifted in me to the point of no return. I regret not spending enough time or not catching onto clues of scde. The casket was closed, I was high. There’s nothing worse than loosing a friend. A best friend. So much of my life is just memories now. I miss you everyday my g. Forever with you yung boi🖤

Anyone wanna share how they lived thru their probation? Cause I got let off with a year and a half and it’s been killing me oh my god

I’m literally so cringe I just can’t help it. Can’t go a day without getting fried the last 3 fuckibg years can’t go a week without pills I swear I seen you but it was a dream I was in the forest tripping lsd I ain’t got no light for me in this fuckass life everbdy got they shit together while I’m fucking 21 and I ain’t even finished high school cause of shit I did when I was 14 15 16 I ain’t got no purpose in this fucking life cause I’m just a burden man ain’t nobody enjoy my company and everybody act weird around me n shi what I do to deserve 5 losses in 2 years dis grief is eating me alive like maggots on a rotten deer this feeling is so ugly and I can’t sit it out mane all my fucking money goes to weed and other shi and it ain’t even make me feel better my brain cells are fuxking fried I should’ve killed myself when I had the balls to cause I’m nothing but a negative in everybody life