𝚋𝚊𝚋𝚢𝚜𝚒𝚝𝚝𝚒𝚗 +* 𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚒𝚍𝚎𝚛 𝚋𝚘𝚢 𝚡 𝚛𝚎𝚊𝚍𝚎𝚛
synopsis: while with the boys, your big brother Hughie and Butcher inform you that they have to head out on a mission and need you stay put and watch solider boy. little do you know where this will take you.
tw: MDNI, unprotected sex, foreplay, dirty talk, cussing.
“Hughie, what the fuck!” you exclaim to your big brother while crossing your arms across your chest. He just told you that him and Butcher have to leave to go on a mission, and had the bright idea that you should be the one to stay put with him.
“Y/n, it’ll only be for a little bit. Nothing will happen to you, Butcher and I have made that very clear to him not to lay a finger on you.” Hughie said with a sigh. He quickly glanced over his shoulder to Butcher who was already on the hotels steps waiting impatiently.
“But” you started, “What the hell do I even do while you’re gone? What if he leaves the room? It’s not like I can fucking stop him.”.
Your brother rolled his eyes at you. “I doubt he will leave, he’s got everything he needs at the moment.” he said sarcastically, “Besides, you can be pretty intriguing when you aren’t being so standoffish.”. Hughie chuckled at this, while you punched him in the arm. Not soft, but not too hard. “Just keep him distracted for a couple hours until we get back, please y/n? The team needs your help with this.” he said while flashing those ridiculous puppy dog eyes.
“Fine” you said with a roll of your eyes. “But you better be back here in a couple hours.”. Although you are standing outside the hotel room door, you know that he can hear everything you are saying, but for some reason that didn’t scare you.
The part about being alone with him did.
“Oi!” Butcher yelled, “Us lot need to get a fucking move on before the sun sets.”
“Thanks.” Hughie smiled as he started towards Butcher. “I will be back soon, promise.”. You watched as they headed down the steps and to the car as they quickly climbed in and sped out the parking lot. “Idiots.” you thought to yourself. As you prepare yourself to walk back into the room, you stand staring at the door with your hand on the doorknob for a moment.
Fuck it, whatever. You open the door and slowly step inside the room.
He was snorting drugs off the old wooden table placed in front of the couch he was sitting on. With the sound of the closing door, he looked up. A smile started to smear across his face. His green eyes looked somewhat foggy, probably from the drugs or the drinking.
“Doll” he said as he watched you approaching the other side of the couch. “Where’s your boys?”. You scoffed at this comment and sat down. “Looks like it’s just gonna be you and I for a while.” you said while grabbing one of the beers and popping the top. Raising the bottle to your lips, you took a sip. A huge sip. With his eyes locked on you, he smirked and grabbed his own.
You need all the confidence you could get if you were stuck babysitting him for a couple hours.
“So y/n” he leaned back into the couch, “What do you want to do to kill the time?”. Glaring back at him in response, you can see your reaction amused him. “Absolutely fucking nothing.” you retorted as you took another sip, finishing the bottle. While your eyes lingered on him, you noticed the stubble across his face. His brown hair was a little messy, but not too much. His eyes were a perfect shade of green, and it felt like they were piercing through you at the moment. Quickly, you looked away.
With this he turned his body more towards you, placing his drink down after finishing his. “Cmon” he said still staring through you, “I can’t be that bad of company. Especially in the presence of a girl like you.”. Turning back towards him, you felt your features ease. His voice when he spoke to you was softer than the way he spoke to Hughie and Butcher.
Tilting your head forward, you decided to take the chance and actually engage in conversation with him. “Tell me about your captivity.” you asked.
With this statement he looked taken aback.
“What? I can’t ask you questions?”, your eyes met his.
“If we’re getting into this, I’m gonna need another drink. You?” he asked as he rose up from the couch and headed towards the hotels mini fridge. Nodding in response, he grabbed two in one of his large hands and settled back on to the couch slightly closer to you than he was before. Twisting the top off, he handed you the bottle.
“1984. Nicaragua. I was betrayed by my own team, and taken by the Soviet Union.” he slowly said as he raised the bottle to his lips.
“To be betrayed by your own team has to be one of the biggest stabs in the back ever” you thought to yourself. For a fleeting second, you catch yourself feeling bad for him.
With a sigh, he draped his arm on the back of the couch. You tried not to notice, but his arm was basically behind your neck at this point. A wave of nervousness washes over you.
“Experiments. Brutal experiments.” he said with his head looking down at his drink. “They were trying to see if anything could kill me. Whatever you’re thinking of, they tried. Cutting my eyes, firing a AK-47 straight into my mouth. But the main thing was the radioactive materials they used.”.
You put two and two together and glanced down at his chest.
Noticing you looking, he gestured with his hand towards himself. “They inserted radioactive materials into my body. Instead of it killing me, my cellular structure absorbed it. So now I have this fucking thing.” and with that statement, he slammed back his drink. “Around 40 years I was held, tortured.” he glances back over to you, “And then that’s where your boys come into the picture, along with the pretty brunette with them.”. You can feel your face starting to heat up at his comment.
For a second, you think of how terrible it must have been for him to go through that. How betrayed he must of felt in the moment of being captured. The next thing you do surprises you, you don’t even think before you do it.
Gently, you place your small hand on top of his. Instantly the warmth of his hand seep into yours. You could feel his eyes lingering more intensely on you now.
“I’m sorry” glancing up, you meet his eyes once again. “I’m sorry you went through that. I can’t imagine.” A silence fell over both of you as your eyes were locked on each other. His eyes never wavered from yours. You could feel the heat building up inside you, your nerves being shot. Why were you feeling this way? You knew you weren’t supposed to. It’s wrong. But, something..something is just right about what you’re feeling.
Moving his hand out from underneath yours, his hand slowly started traveling up your arm until it was placed just below the back of your neck.
“It’s alright now doll.” he said softly with a smirk while his fingers started making their way into your long hair. With the feeling of his touch, you closed your eyes. “I’m here now” he whispered against your ear as he moved your head closer to his face. Taking a deep breath, you take in his scent. It’s welcoming. The smell of smoke, this musk that’s clinging to him. You can feel his smile start to form against your ear. He gently presses his lips to your soft skin, moving down to the base of your neck. You let out a quiet moan, and his kissing intensifies.
Knowing that you couldn’t take anymore, you grab his face and open your lips to meet his. His hands land on your hips and practically moves you to sitting on his lap. As his hands continued to wander up your back, you can feel what you’re doing to him under his pants. The thought of this brings you amusement, but also the want to satisfy him.
Grabbing your waist while still having his other hand holding your face, he rises from the couch with you in his arms while he makes his way to the bed on the opposite side of the room. You can feel his muscles through the giants jersey he was wearing. With you still in his arms, you both fall onto the bed which sent both of you into this heated passion.
His lips fit perfectly into yours, it’s as if he was trying to drink a whole bottle of you.
You’ve never been kissed like that before.
With his big hands roaming the front of you, you started to yank at the bottom of your shirt. Noticing this, he smiled. “Oh doll, don’t worry. I got it.”, and with that you hear the tear of fabric. Throwing your now ripped apart shirt to the floor, he towers over you to examine what was in front of him.
“What?” you say smirking as you trace your index finger along the lines of your chest. You glance down at his legs and look at the giant buldge that has formed in his pants. “You act like I’m something you’ve never seen before.”.
Tossing his shirt down next to yours, he lowers back down to where he was almost laying on top of you. He props himself up on his elbows where his arms are beside your head.
“Honey, you’re the closest thing to perfect that I have seen in my 106 years of living.”, and with that he crashed his lips back into yours. Moving your hands up his back, you felt just how big he was.
As you broke away from his lips to come up for air, he started trailing down your torso to the start of your cut off denim shorts. Unbuttoning and sliding them off your legs, he started kissing over your underwear just where you wanted him most. Letting the sound slip out of you, quickly they made their way to floor landing next to your shorts.
Bringing himself back up to where his face was level with yours, you feel the warmth of his finger press against your clit. Gasping, you reach up to kiss him but instead you are met with him pushing you back down.
“I want to see that pretty face light up.” he said assertively but gently. You could tell you were doing things to him that he hadn’t felt in a long time, and it made all the thoughts you had about him before fly out the window.
He began to circle your clit which made your eyes roll to the back of your head. Moving his fingers up and down, you felt how wet you were getting at his touch.
Opening your eyes to find two green ones staring down at the opening in between your legs, made you let out a sound that was pure pleasure.
“No one’s ever touched you like this, huh?” he mocked as he watched you squirm underneath his touch. “I’ll make sure it won’t be the last time either.”.
After a moment, you cave.
“Ben, please.” you whimpered to him. At the sound of hearing his name, his eyes turn back to yours. It was like something flipped inside of him.
“Fuck, doll. I want you to take all of me.” he muttered as he unzipped his pants. Kicking them off, he brought himself out. Looking down at him, your eyes grew wide at the sight of him. This made him laugh, “Think you can take it?” he asked as he started moving himself against your clit. Nodding back slowly, you reach your arms around his neck and bring him back down to your lips.
Slipping inside you, you gasp at the feeling. Grabbing your legs, he swings them around his waist as he continues to go deeper. Quickening his pace, you start to feel like you are losing your grip on your surroundings. To feel him inside you; it’s the best thing you’ve ever felt. Letting your hands fall to his back, you dig your fingers into pure muscle. Letting out a groan, you watch as his eyes roll to the back of his head just like yours did.
Moving his finger back down to your clit, the circular motions start again while he goes deeper inside.
This makes you go fucking crazy. You can feel the heat building up in your lower stomach. Not being able to say much, you just take it in. You start seeing small stars dancing across the ceiling of the hotel room.
“Baby you feel so god damn good.” he grunted. “No one’s ever gonna fuck you like this, you got that?”.
“Yes.” you whisper as your eyes start to shut. You’re close and he knows it.
“My doll now.” he whispers back against your neck.
You couldn’t take it anymore. Quickly, the fire you felt rising exploded into what seemed like fireworks going off inside you. Pure bliss is what you felt in that moment. Opening your eyes, still high on the feeling, you watch as he begins to crumble at the feeling of you on him. With your legs still around his waist, you tighten your grip.
“Fuck.” he gasps. You feel a warmth gush through you as he began to slightly shake at his release. He lightly lays back on top of you as you both swim in the pleasure of each other. Before pulling himself out, he takes his hand and brushes your hair out of your face. You both still slightly panting, stare at each other.
Rolling over to on his back, he leans for the joint on the nightstand. Bringing the joint to his lips, he takes his old fashioned lighter and lights it. He takes a long drag, and then slowly exhales the smoke as you turn your head towards him.
“Well” he says as he returns your gaze. “There’s no going back now, doll”.
At his statement, you turn your head back to the ceiling and run your fingers through your hair.
“What the fuck do I do now?”
omg I had soooo much fun writing this to the point where I think I’m gonna make it a series. I hope you guys enjoyed reading it as much as I did making it! my requests are open also! ty againnn<333
