hipster taco

When al I want to do is fall more in love with you. You've broken my heart again and I'm afraid I'll never be over it

I feel so broken. I don't want to fuck her life up. But I'm afraid I do. I try my best to do right by her, but for the longest I didn't understand what I was really doing. Sometimes now I still don't consider what I'm actually doing, when all I want to do is help. God damn things being so complicated

This my sound narcissistic, but I'm a narcissist. I've, for most of my adult life, felt I possessed a good fashion sense. Unfortunately I didn't feel like I had a body to promote my sense of style. Over the past few years and a couple of back surgeries later I've learned to tailor my diet combined with light exercise to slim way down. So it's totally foreign to me when girls flirt with me now. I've been told by a few girls I'm a true hottie and a good catch, but I've always refused to believe it. It doesn't matter anyway. As many girls flirt with me, my heart belongs to another girl and nothing will deter me from that. I just find it amusing that girls flirt with me now, because it's something newish.

in regards to what’s going on tonight

I got drunk too early and went to bed way to early. Now I'm awake and my head is killing me.

even if we don’t end up being together, i don’t regret anything that’s happened.