wasuretakunaikoto Himari Tsukishiro

毎日

もっと楽しもうよというポジティブな思考と

人生が終わりなき戦いなのならもういいよと

いう両極端の感情にピンポン玉の様に

弾かれ心は保たない

「マインドはこの世界でいちばん自由な場所」

私は私のマインドを今よりももう少し

なんでもあるのに

なんにもないような感じがして

なにか伝えたいのに

なにもことばにはでてこなくて

感動していたものに

反応していないことに気がついて

どうすれば

どうしてだろう

すこしづつ、すこしづつ。

きっと大丈夫

絶対、大丈夫

まだできる

出逢いたいと思ってる

こころが動く

信じてる

出逢う全ての

言葉や景色に

敏感に反応して

まだその選び方さえ

掴めない

そんなにも生きることが

むずかしい

それでいい

澄んでいる

それでいい筈なのに

今日も息の仕方を探してる

知っているのに

まいにち波に溺れて

分からなくなる

本当は

この空の青さに

挑戦する時

試練が訪れる時

頭の中が遠くなって

心は敏感になって

消えてしまいそう

でもその中に

真なる自由が

待っているのかも

しれない

良いことも悪いことも

流れて行ってしまう

大切なことを見失わない様に

強く在りたい

そのための

強さを鍛えたい

大切なことを

自分自身が信じたい

そのために

色んなスタイルがあって

それでいい。

つくっていきたい空間を

May

When you're truly in pain,

you just want to run away

from everything and disappear.

But that's precisely

why people exist around us.

We live together with other people,

and I think that's a very precious thing.

-

Opposing viewpoints are important,

and each side is necessary.

I hope I can enjoy life more tomorrow

than today, and I will not give up

on believing that future will come to pass.

-

I've been rewatching the JoJo series

and just finished watching

"Stardust Crusaders."

JoJo's line,

"I'm tired of hearing 'impossible' and 'useless'," really struck a chord with me,

and I want to keep that in mind.

They're truly cool guys…

-

I want to use this English.

"super duper"

-

I wondered why I felt couldn't accept idols

and artists using AI in their images

and art. But then I realized

that I want to see the paths

they travelled and the drama

that arises from their real lives.

I believe that is the strength and art

that we humans have given birth to.

-

Every year for Mother's Day,

I send my mom her favorite

mango pudding, & this year

I received a message from her that said,

"Don't work too hard and hurt

your throat."

A few years ago I never imagined

the day would come when my mom

would be cheering me on,

so I was really happy‥

-

Those of you who have known me

for a while may have noticed,

but I've been smiling much more naturally

in the last few years.

I was truly surprised

when I saw my expressions

in the video data we shot a few days ago.

It will be released soon. Stay tuned!

-

The new EP is up and we will deliver it

to you all very soon.

There were a lot of twists and turns

along the way, but when

I listened to the final version,

I felt so fulfilled I cried‥

I'm so happy

I can deliver something like this.

What's your favorite Isiliel song right now?

2026.0518

-

There was a time a while ago

I felt like my heart

might not be able to be moved anymore.

But lately through all the wonderful people

around me and the amazing things

I've experienced I can feel my it

moving again. It can be scary,

but I want to keep putting my heart

on the line.

-

It truly makes me happy to know

that the songs, melodies, videos,

and other things we've created together

will always exist no matter

how much time passes,

and that they will keep inspiring

hope again and again.

I want to keep creating things like that

and share them with you.

-

There are many times

when I feel overwhelmed and wonder

why one trial after another seems

to await me. But now,

having gone through so many things,

I know that overcoming them

always makes me stronger.

So I accept them and move forward.

Together with you,

always holding my hand.

-

A single word can change everything.

If a single word can bring either

happiness or sadness,

then at the very least

I want to be the kind of person

who can stay by the side of everyone

皐月

辛くて苦しくて逃げ出したい時があって、

でも、

命の限り歌ってるよ。

「涙が零れてもstay by my side」

-

3年前の1stアルバムレコ中の私へ。

相変わらず人生は苦しみの連続だけど、

それでもmetal warriorとして

気持ちの抱き方。

ジェットコースターみたいに

走り出したらもう逃げ出せない。

恐い気持ちで不安に押し潰されながら

終えてしまうのではなく

少しだけ

楽しんでみる気持ちを掴んでみる。

乗り込んで

走り出し

「望みを捨てたら 全ては終わる

諦めなければ 希望は続く」

「分割されたものを統合できる絆は

自分を疑う

自分を信じる

自分に厳しく

April

I loved JoJo's "Steel Ball Run" so much

that I'm rewatching the JoJo series,

starting with "Phantom Blood."

By the way, my current favorite character

is Jolyne.

I want to be stronger and more beautiful

tomorrow than I am today.

-

I've been rewatching the JoJo series,

and I was deeply moved by Wamuu

in "Battle Tendency."

While I'm a big fan of Shu

from Fist of the North Star,

I feel a similar emotion towards him‥

a strong person

who values ​​the dignity of battle‥

-

I want to use this English.

"Good grief"

-

At Isiliel's start

there were many hardships.

There were many new meetings

and also many goodbyes.

Walking, running, falling & getting hurt along the way - "now" is

still my favorite time.

Will you keep adventuring with me?

This year too, let's make a pinky promise

& stay metal!

-

I watched the latest episode of The Boys

and then started rewatching it little by little

from the first season.

I feel like crying when I think about

how much Homelander needed

someone to truly love him…

-

Sometimes my own shortcomings bring

tears to my eyes.

Before I would have fallen into despair,

but now, even if I cry, I step back

and think "How interesting,

I'll definitely grow from this"

I'll become stronger for the sake

of what matters to me - will you

keep cheering me on?

-

It's so hard to keep going in everything

that it makes me want to cry.

But… even so, I want to get back up

小さい頃

金子みすゞや相田みつをがすきで

よく詩を読んでいたよ。

─── 私と小鳥と鈴と‥

─── 生きているうち

はたらけるうち

「朝が来るのがこわい」

そう思う毎朝に

「今日は贈り物」

と言ってみることにする

ちょっとづつ

ちょっとづつ

朝の珈琲

窓に揺らめく光

愛と憎しみは隣同士

陰と陽の様に

いつも一緒に存在している

だから、どちらが目になっているかを

思い出すよ

どちらも持っているのが人だから

取り返しが付くうちに

どちらを選択するのかが