I’m not ready for love.. In all sincerity I’m not. I can’t handle it, I truly don’t believe that relationships last forever so getting into a relationship with such negative thoughts is not a good idea. I see love, relationships and all that and they scare me. People are racking up like 6 years together and I’m like “how ?!!?!!?!”. I think it’s because I’ve never been on the same page with someone to the point where I knew they wouldn’t leave, I’ve always had that what if in the back of my head that I think will haunt me forever. So if the universe can do me a solid and not lead me to the love of my life until I’m older please do so… I don’t want break ups anymore, I literally can’t do it, my hearts stone now..
4 years later I’m living downtown with the love of my life with 2 cats and a lifetime to go. Just hang in there



















