𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐞, 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐞 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲

psst. write starters for charon... maybe.

i don't imagine goetz was a baby, but pretty young. and as soon as he started helping charon with her job she knew she needed better customers. he was becoming her weakness. also he was growing fast and really big. and somehow he still turned out to be a big softie around charon. their relationship is so precious to me.

i know the game kinda makes it seem like charon met cid before goetz, i'm gonna change that. it was charon and goetz, and she had absolutely no idea what she was going to do with a kid after taking (buying) him from his parents. goetz was probably a huge factor in her taking cid's offer.

charon  had  never  wanted  children.  being  born  into  a  family  not  fit  enough  to  care  of  all  of  the  ones  that  they  had  inspired  her  decision  to  never  be  without.  and  in  due  time  she  came  to  realize  that  children  weren’t  something  that  she  wanted.  she  didn’t  care  about  leaving  behind  a  legacy  or  any  of  the  other  reasons  people  try  to  pressure  women  into  having  babies.  the  lifestyle  she  would  come  to  lead  wasn’t  suitable  for  children  anyway.  she  had  to  always  be  without  a  weakness,  nothing  that  could  exploit  her.  she  must’ve  been  getting  softer  in  her  old  age  when  she  decided  to  take  goetz  away  from  his  terrible  parents.  she  had  done  so  much  wrong,  trading  weapons  to  whoever  had  the  money  for  it.  this  was  the  first  time  she  did  something  out  of  the  kindness  of  her  heart,  rather  than  how  much  money  she  would  get  out  of  it.  there’s  not  a  day  that  she  regrets  what  she  did,  and  ever  since  then  she’s  been  much  more  wary  about  who  she  did  business  with,  and  the  truth  of  the  matter,  she’s  grateful  that  cid  made  the  offer  he  did. 

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