Take a toke and all your worries go up in smoke

I want to have a career so bad. like a firefighter, or an animal control officer. I want to work in a place where I don’t have to clean up and close at the end of the day. I want to live in a place of my own, where I can decorate the way I want, and not have to ask anyone if its okay. I want to have access to things like a gym, and a hot tub, and a pool, stuff like that. I want to have a group of friends who are also professional adults who are down to get wings and drinks any time. I want to be happy and comfortable where I am financially. I want to be in school again so bad and actually believe that I am getting something out of it, and actually enjoy it. I want these things so bad.  When I think about my future, I think about my house, and my job, and my buddies, and how happy and depression free I am. I have goals, and I cannot wait.