Janeya

Bianca Sparacino

“some mistakes get made, that’s alright, that’s okay, in the end it’s better for me thats the moral of the story” 

Birthdays are supposed to be happy but not all the time. For my birthday, I first thought of my grandpa who passed away last year. He cared for me when I was young, and it make’s me very sad he wasn’t able to see me turn 20 year old two days ago. When he passed, I couldn’t hold his hands, I couldn’t hug his casket. But I got to watch behind a screen. I had to watch his funeral via video call. I wish you were here, Tatay Lino.  

Thinking of quitting my job. Just focus on my study. Gotta give up shopping to save up. 

Fresh snow replaced the bright green grass and I’m here for it. It makes the night so bright might as well sleep when Mr. Sun comes up :) 

Good afternoon angels. Today in Toronto, snow’s falling from the sky. It’s expected to have snow 20 cm up from the ground! Have a safe snowy day angels. Some cocoa drink would be nice right now ☕️❄️

It’s pm 8 pm and i just woke up from a 3 hour nap. How am I going to sleep and wake up early tomorrow for school?? 

Just did an assignment research for 7 hours straight yesterday. Finished 10 minutes before the due date. Let me tell you, it’s the most scary thing to do, to leave assignment last minute. But I can’t deny the adrenaline I felt was so good. It got me so excited. 

Missed school again. Hoping for a better day tomorrow.

me: happy one year.

I don’t crave your attention as much as I used to. I don’t cry at night anymore when you don’t message me. I just feel nothing.. at all