i have a friend and they listened me.
i am so lucky someone took the time to listen.
i am so lucky i have two friends three friends and a sister.
i am so lucky i feel so grateful
because i am a heavy load to carry
and they too have loads to carry
but they took the time
and they listened and they took the time
and they helped me think
today is just an account.
it’s ok to cut people off.
you can just rest today.
today is just a day
and there are so so so many.
the other day i tried to kill myself with my leggings
it almost worked
so that’s how it feels to choke
its painful
the other day i tried my charger.
it also hurt
the plastic against my skin it ripped
it hurts
but thats who it is
that was just a day
and today is just another day
its a 950 day
24 hours
and I can stay here
i dont know when the day ends and when it starts.
but thats ok. im safe.















