I'M A WHALIEN

i’ve been experiencing a lot of social anxiety with my schoolmates recently and i don’t know how to deal with it. i’ve been avoiding friends, classmates alike, and i can’t even determine why i’m doing it. i’m just annoyed every time a message notification pops up, and all sorts of group chats are piling up left on inbox. i just can’t face them. ironically, even if it’s just social media. and no one understands me, well just my few closest and bestest friends. if only they were my schoolmates, life would be easier. yeah i have my issues, trust issues, i guess this is my unconscious self protecting others from me for them not to be burdened by these personal issues. idk. i just really don’t know anymore...