Her Stillness

“I think the saddest people always try their hardest to make people happy because they know what it’s like to feel absolutely worthless and they don’t want anyone else to feel like that.”

"June feels like it just happened; July went by too fast, and I'm not ready for August." 

july seeps into august like the blood of a cherry on your white blouse. i want to get better. another summer drowned at the bottom of the pool, another summer spent with red stained lips and the smell of tart sleep and liquid tylenol. i want to bite my teeth into life and suck on the marrow, but i am swallowing my cherry pits. i will get it right next time. i will wash it off you, clean.

“Your soulmate is not someone that comes into your life peacefully. It is someone who comes to make you question things, who changes your reality, somebody that marks a before and after in your life. It is not the human being everyone has idealized but an ordinary person, who manages to revolutionize your world in a second.”

starry eyes. how can i get to you?