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I’ve been sleeping in hospitals since last Friday, watching my mother endure absolute agony, trying to compartmentalize all my anxiety, been stressed out so badly that at one point I blacked out standing up, dead ass sober (first time in my entire life under ANY circumstances). Barely slept at all, barely eaten, done nothing but try to sleep, worry, transfer between hospitals, ride in ambulances, and eat garbage when I do actually eat. Between all that I had to go with a close friend to have her dog put to sleep yesterday morning and I really just feel like a shell of a person right now.

I’ve been sleeping in hospitals since last Friday, watching my mother endure absolute agony, trying to compartmentalize all my anxiety, been stressed out so badly that at one point I blacked out standing up, dead ass sober (first time in my entire life under ANY circumstances). Barely slept at all, barely eaten, done nothing but try to sleep, worry, transfer between hospitals, ride in ambulances, and eat garbage when I do actually eat. Between all that I had to go with a close friend to have her dog put to sleep yesterday morning and I really just feel like a shell of a person right now.

I’ve been sleeping in hospitals since last Friday, watching my mother endure absolute agony, trying to compartmentalize all my anxiety, been stressed out so badly that at one point I blacked out standing up, dead ass sober (first time in my entire life under ANY circumstances). Barely slept at all, barely eaten, done nothing but try to sleep, worry, transfer between hospitals, ride in ambulances, and eat garbage when I do actually eat. Between all that I had to go with a close friend to have her dog put to sleep yesterday morning and I really just feel like a shell of a person right now.

I’ve been sleeping in hospitals since last Friday, watching my mother endure absolute agony, trying to compartmentalize all my anxiety, been stressed out so badly that at one point I blacked out standing up, dead ass sober (first time in my entire life under ANY circumstances). Barely slept at all, barely eaten, done nothing but try to sleep, worry, transfer between hospitals, ride in ambulances, and eat garbage when I do actually eat. Between all that I had to go with a close friend to have her dog put to sleep yesterday morning and I really just feel like a shell of a person right now.

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