HernameisCarmamila

I literally feel that way right now. It has been an amazing time these past few days way back in the province . And it hasn’t dawned to me yet but just today, these enormous uncertainty about everything that lies next.  I’m babbling. I’m nervous. I’m scared and I am so lonely. I feel awful because I did have a great time few days ago and such a shift of feeling. I think this is what joy must take place right? Where is joy when you need it? I mean joy must not be a  circumstantial resource. It is peaceful not influenced by happening around you. And God , i so need it. This must be it...

“No beauty shines  brighter than that of a good heart”.

...With tears in his eyes Here is what he had say "Let's reach the ones that will rebuild this place" I wanna know You like that ....... Anthem Lights

...those perpetual feeling when we’re home ,we’ll miss the workplace ( but not the work?, ha ha ) . And when at work we badly miss home. 

MATURITY. My personal definition is when we successfully learn to bridge the gap between our emotion  and our priorities.

#last_song_syndrome

Growing up, I was never really fascinated with the princess characters in the fairy tales. But I like their dresses ( smile).  What I dislike was the idea portrayed in the books, on TV and in  movies that they are those very pretty-delicate -always-need-of-saving-dramatic person. Wow! That was long. Don’t get me wrong, it’s not bad to be  weak or being in  need of help. The thing is, why is it that a princess must always wait for a prince or a knight to rescue her when in fact she could actually learn the skills to protect her self or support her self? Am I being feminist here? Of course not. So when Princess Fiona in Shrek 4  Forever After had this shift-of-story situation that made her rescued her self from the tower and from the flaming mouth of a fierce dragon, I was like, “ now, this is a real Princess!” I can suddenly relate to this character. Does this apply to my single life? Most probably but in general I was not thinking about that. Even when my friend tried to discourage me that men are naturally turned off from confident and independent women because they would threatened their masculinity . And on the other hand, I also have this friend who tells me that a confident and fulfilled woman is what attracts men. Very confusing right? Let us say that in a worldly sense. But what does the bible really say about the skills, confidence and fulfillment that a woman must really possess? Yeah, I think you already know what I’m thinking , the Proverbs 31 woman. 

Proverbs 31: 10-31

The Wife of Noble Character

10 [b]A wife of noble character who can find?    She is worth far more than rubies. 11 Her husband has full confidence in her    and lacks nothing of value. 12 She brings him good, not harm,    all the days of her life. 13 She selects wool and flax    and works with eager hands. 14 She is like the merchant ships,    bringing her food from afar. 15 She gets up while it is still night;    she provides food for her family    and portions for her female servants. 16 She considers a field and buys it;    out of her earnings she plants a vineyard. 17 She sets about her work vigorously;    her arms are strong for her tasks. 18 She sees that her trading is profitable,    and her lamp does not go out at night. 19 In her hand she holds the distaff    and grasps the spindle with her fingers. 20 She opens her arms to the poor    and extends her hands to the needy. 21 When it snows, she has no fear for her household;    for all of them are clothed in scarlet. 22 She makes coverings for her bed;    she is clothed in fine linen and purple. 23 Her husband is respected at the city gate,    where he takes his seat among the elders of the land. 24 She makes linen garments and sells them,    and supplies the merchants with sashes. 25 She is clothed with strength and dignity;    she can laugh at the days to come. 26 She speaks with wisdom,    and faithful instruction is on her tongue. 27 She watches over the affairs of her household    and does not eat the bread of idleness. 28 Her children arise and call her blessed;    her husband also, and he praises her: 29 “Many women do noble things,    but you surpass them all.” 30 Charm is deceptive, and beauty is fleeting;    but a woman who fears the Lord is to be praised. 31 Honor her for all that her hands have done,    and let her works bring her praise at the city gate.

This composite character of a woman makes her exceptional but for me what really makes her more than amazing is her heart of service that springs through her knowledge and skills.