~RandomHermit~

°Name/Nickname: Random or A 🖤

°18

°She/her or any idk bro

°British (I find British jokes funny 🖤

°Ace Queen ✌️😘

°Emo (Make your jokes idc) 🖤 I'm just an angsty teen girlie

°Main POV: Xisuma obvs ✌️

Anyway she said in her video she wants the baby blue axolotl to one day be able to explore her world so I was like okay I think 7 is a good age for that one. You're like old enough to know what a YouTube is and who an ldshadowlady is so yeah about 7 or 8 then.. Then that got me thinking about when I was 7, I would get home from school and watch the new lizzie video or whatever Dan, Scott and Lauren were up to at the time. So I went back to some of them...

When baby shadow is 7, a lot of the videos I used to watch at that age will be 17-20 years old.. Turkey hat of war and walrus hat of peace? Hahaha yeah that'll be 17.. Shadow craft? 19-20 ish... Yeah... Imagine clicking an LDshadowlady video you used to watch after school for some vibes and seeing a big "20 years ago"...

I cried. I was not okay.. I know some would argue 2 FUCKING DECADES OF LDSHADOWLADY isnt long but when you've literally grown up in the community goddamn it hits. Like ldshadowlady videos were what I watched before I even started school, when I left school due to severe mental illness and when I got my first job... Like hello?? What?? Excuse me..

I have watched all 3 episodes of this series so far and I've cried during each one

And if that doesn't hurt you enough emotionally, during the next 7 years there will kids first finding out who lizzie is and most the ogs will be adults if they aren't already...

So apparently transautistic is... Neurotypical people transitioning to having autism... I have never double taked quicker. Fuck you mean you're transitioning to having a mental disorder? Babe that's not how it works. That's madly overstepping every line ever. You cannot transition yourself into being disabled. You can't. If that was possible then babes I'd have transitioned to being neurotypical ages ago! I couldn't complete school because of autism, id have meltdowns daily and some of them literally hospitalised me. I have used every goddamn substance I could get my hands on to 'feel less overwhelmed all of the time' I could have died!! And I wanted to!! You cannot transition into that and you should not want to! Autism is not some cool thing you can just wake up and decide yeah I want that. I am all for self diagnosis I believe it to be valid most the time but transitioning how your brain works is a no.

So I left the reddit community for hermitcraft around a year ago now and yknow what I'm happy about it. I think reddit in general is so stressful and a breeding ground for negativity.

That being said I am however on the tiktok side of hermitcraft/life series. Well one of the tiktoks I came across recently was another of those hot take videos. Usually I just scroll past them because I'm a very very argumentative person.. However this time I pressed on thr comments. I shouldn't have. God I was just baiting myself at this point but I did. Surpsingly I wasn't mad just a little deflated and kind of over people.

So I open the comments to "Grian is always trying to be the center of attention with the EGG thing and secret society thing" we're not actually doing this are we..? Okay I've not been on the obsessively watch hermitcraft everyday grind recently so I don't know who egg is (Etho, Grian and Gem???) from what I hear they just pull pranks on others? Okay fine whatever go for it. The secret society thing was my issue though. That was from past life I think? One of the life series. Yes fucking obviously Grian was part of it! Fucking obviously! He made the series! He made the twists! It's his series! You cannot expect him to go all episode like "huh 3 randomised people are trying to kill me I sure hope there's no secret societies around psh what a twist that would be" though I do believe it when he says the other 2 were randomised.

Okay then we have the "These people all base near each other every season and hardly interact with each other" well I'm going to go ahead and assume that's 1. Because of the terrain already there its a good staring angle for what everyone wants to build, 2. Style wise peoples vibes for that season all tie in and make the transition less overwhelming this way.

"Grians builds are nothing like how they used to be!" and yknow what I don't blame him for not wanting to build as many crazy things anymore. He's what 30 something? He needs a life outside of a 90 day megabase that needs constant hours of effort. Of this is working for him who am I to judge? Not to mention that even back then when his builds were 'peak' he was still getting comments saying "I preferred previous seasons" I'm sorry but at that point I'd be like fuck it telescope as well 😭

"___ needs to post more" "____ should upload with ____ more" Okay this is everywhere too. The one I saw and was like oh okay was "Gem should record more with mumbo" so why don't they? I think it's obvious timezones and life play a part in it, one can't say "wanna record at 4pm?" well your 4pm might be my 9pm and by that point it might be too late to record. Oh and... PEOPLE IN MUMBOS TIMEZONE STILL STRUGGLE TO RECORD WITH THE MAN BECAUSE HE'S NEVER ONLINE 😭

Okay and lastly there's a bunch of people saying things like the bigger hermits (mostly just talking about Grian to be fair) don't collab enough with smaller hermits. There's people defending iskall and people just hating one and another based on just their vibes. I'm not even going to entertain those anymore than I have by putting them here

On a real note I'm fucking exhausted from work but this has been the 1 thing motivating me to not yell at someone 🥲 I watched last year and since then my sisters and mother have gotten into hermitcraft (mainly the life series but a win Is a win) so I getta watch it with themmm!!!!

Kinda TW(??) food related